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âWho Really Cares..?â
MINI SERIES BLURB
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warnings | This series will contain:
toxic enemies with benefits, mentions of dub con + light smut, physical and mental abuse, manipulation, dark themes, fluff + angst, (will add more warnings if needed)
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It started at a party. You met Rafe, he was charming as per usual. He is a kook prince, so it wasnât really surprising. After a few drinks, before you knew it, you were in his mansion, in his bedroom hooking up.
It was unintentional. You didnât think that one hook up would lead to you two being friends with benefits.
But who really cares..?
Could you even call it friends? I mean. He was a total complete douche.
For example, after you guys fucked he would get up like nothing happened and put his clothes back on. Usually he would hop in the shower for a long 20 minutes and expect you to be gone.
On other occasions, he would fall asleep; even when you fell asleep with him, he didnât really mind it as he knew youâd be gone in the morning anyways.
Sometimes he would call you over just to rant. His rants usually consisted of his father and/or random girls he was with which he had broken up with in the span of weeks or even says. Then that rant would lead to heavy sex which would only be for his benefit.
Whenever you wanted him over, youâd always pick out your favourite lace sets to show off to him.
Itâs not like you liked him like that, itâs just that itâs sometimes comforting to have a males opinion on your lingerie and how sexy you look on a scale from 1-10.
Your parents were semi-rich. Your mum was a kook and your dad was a pogue. Even though you lived on figure eight, you sometimes enjoyed going down to the cut to go and hang out with your other friends. (Who Rafe didnât like) but who really cares..?
Your most favourite thing to do was to go to parties with your friends from both tribes, Kooks and Pogues. And when you did, it was fucking fantastic.
Yeah, you loved to have an excuse to get ready and look hot as shit but you also loved getting wasted at parties.
Though, this particular party kinda didnât go to plan.
You didnât know Rafe would be there.
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NOTE: this is my first mini series !! sorry if itâs bad iâm open to any constructive criticism. pls pls pls like and tell me if i should carry this on. iâm so excited to write the rest!! <33
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but you love your boyfriend.
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You never understand why you keep going back. Maybe it was his specific ways of persuasion, maybe manipulation. Or maybe you actually love him.
warnings: angst, some fluff, light themes of toxic relationships and obsession. themes of manipulation. proof read.
Every week. Every week thereâs another screaming, yelling, throwing random shit argument that happens between you two. And half of the time, itâs not even anything serious. Well, to you itâs not. But to Rafe? Oh, he takes everything personal.
You cant help but overthink about the little things you do now. About anyone or anything; who you text, talk to, what you wear, when you wear it. Itâs like youâre fucking restricted, having to oblige to his rules and his sick mind games.
So whenever he attempts ( and sometimes succeeds ) in manipulating and gaslighting you, all you can do is just give him a slight glare, maybe cross your arms over your chest and narrow your eyes at him to try and assert atleast some authority. Oh, but that never ends well either.
â..donât give me that fucking look.â Rafe scoffed, big arms crossing over his chest, biceps peeking out of his white polo. Itâs like heâs trying to mock you, humiliate you and make you feel like nothing compared to him. Well, it works. Everytime.
The feeling of isolation; like a mere shame compared to a man. Itâs suffocating, being tangled in the emotions of self doubt and self pity, because you know nobody else will pity yourself. âhaving the restrain wet tears from drizzling down your cheeks. Itâs exhausting. You constantly remind yourself that you love your boyfriend, Rafe cameron. Because you do, you have your own ways to love him, and your own times to love him at. But in this moment, fuck, you were contemplating weather you loved him, or you loved the idea of a boyfriend.
but you do love your boyfriend.
Whenever youâre around him, you feel your heart tighten, like itâll explode. Youâd imagine confetti and heart balloons thinking out of your heart when you lay your eyes upon him. Electric shocks imploding in your mind, and the most innocent, naive grin forming on your pale lips.
so of course, you loved love him.
And everytime you look into his pretty, aquamarine eyes, youâre eyes flutter in awe. Heâs gorgeous, to you heâs the most beautiful man in the world, you loved him more than anything. He looks like a sweet melody on a summers day. He feels like the warmth of the sand at the beach. Your heart aches for him and your mind creates tiny little stars whenever youâre close to him. â you feel the ground beneath you shake. âlike the world only exists for you two and youâre made for eachother. Tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear and glaring at him with youâre big doey eyes.
so, what more could you want?
but what more could he want?
you aways had a slight feeling that you werenât good enough for him.â that heâs cheating and whenever you asked him about it he always disregarded your question. he always would tell you that he would never cheat, youre his perfect girl and he loves you. he reassures you, tells you not to worry and forces an image into your mind that he would never do that, ..and maybe he wouldnât.
then why would you find other girls on his phone?
you never asked him about it because then he would know youâre being sneaky, not listening to him and disbelieving his words. but then again..
He takes care of you. Everytime. Whenever youâre sick, curdling up in your sweet bed, trying to forget about the rest of existence, heâs always there beside you. ârough hand colliding with your hair, stroking through your soft locks gently. His gentleness, you always admired. His plump lips pressing against yours which sent waves to ripple down your body, goosebumps elevating on your fair skin.
ââitâs okay baby, iâm here..â His warm breath and silk words seeping into your ear. You couldnât help but fluster at the sight. You, laying in your boyfriends arms whilst he cares for you, aids you when you need it, even when you donât ask. He was always there for you physically.
But what about mentally?
You love your boyfriend.
But everytime you close your eyes, all you can be reminded of is all the times he wasnât there for you. Infact, he would be the reason for your distress. Heâd leave you alone to rot in agony and ache all unattended.
Especially after an argument. Youâd leave a million missed phone calls and texts on his phone.
[1:23AM] â rafe?
[1:23AM] â rafe iâm sorry please call me back.
[1:24AM] â missed phone call x2
[3:49AM] â rafe. please.
you knew he was sitting behind his screen, peering at his phone blowing up. you knew he wouldnât reply, but you tried anyway, being swallowed by doubt. Satisfied with how loyal and devoted you are, how hopeless and how youâre nothing when heâs not around. â like an infectious symbioate you could never rid yourself of, because..
You love your boyfriend.
oh yeah, he always left you on read during these times.
and eventually youâd give up calling.
until heâs back at your door step, fresh flowers in hand along with some chocolates in the other. An apologetic smile splayed on his lips, and then all your thoughts wash away.
You love him. Heâs the man you want to have children with, heâs the man thatâll propose to you, slide a pretty gem on your finger to symbolise your love for each other. Heâs the man thatâll be the daddy to your children. Heâll be there for you during your highest and lowest. Heâll listen to your sobs and your laughters. You already listen to his. One day you two will be buried together, till death do you two part.
You love your boyfriend.
and thereâs nothing in the world that you wouldnât do for him.
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inspired by the song:
â I love my boyfriend ââ princess chelsea .
pairing: drew starkey x fem. reader!
summary: cast member reader and drew take on poguelandia
warnings: none
disclaimer: english is not my first language so I apologize for any grammar mistakes<3
the release of season 3 was just around the corner, and as a way to interact with the fans and give the new season some promotion, the obx team had decided to launch an event where fans would be able to live a pogue experience with the cast, which created a lot of anticipation in the fan community and had everyone in the world wishing they could attend, cause everyone was gonna be there to have a good time.
y/n was a little nervous, this event was a big deal, and as she arrived at the place in the back of the van with madelyn, her palms started sweating and her heart started racing. she had just joined the obx cast last season, along with carlacia, and this was going to be one of the first big interactions she was gonna have with the cast out in public as well as with the fans. she knew fans liked her character and cheered on her as an actress, but what if that was not the case when they saw her in real life? her impostor syndrome truly winning that day.
âeverything ok y/n?â Madelyn asked noticing how the girl kept looking out the window as she played with her hands, a way to cope with her anxiety.
âiâm just feeling a bit nervous, thatâs all. nothing to worry aboutâ she answered seeing how the van came to a stop in a secluded area of the event.
her friend understood, to this day, she still got nervous at events, she believed it was impossible to get used to living this life and getting that much attention.
âjust breathe, weâll all be together and youâll have a great time, trust meâ Madelyn told the girl while she gave her a comforting smile. Both girls had instantly clicked since y/n joined the series, and had been glued to each other since then, they found a best friend in each other, and their love and care could be seen in and off screen.
âis drew already here?â y/n asked getting off the van and walking to where some of the crew were giving details on what they needed everyone to be doing.
just as she finished her question the tall man appeared around the corner making her smile, he was with Austin while a couple of crew members surrounded them, looking like they had just come from looking around the event, probably interacting with some fans. As drew noticed the van, he quickly began walking towards them, locking eyes with the anxious girl who relaxed immediately after seeing him approach.
âthereâs my girlâ he said into smile as he closed the distance between them hugging y/n to his chest, feeling her relax under his touch. âwhat took you guys so long?â
drew and y/n had met while filming season two of the show, and they had immediately become really good friends, best friends someone could say. they spent a lot of time in each otherâs trailers, and their chemistry and the way they looked at each other was something all their friends could notice, but for some reason, it was something that both of them didnât seem to grasp until long after they met, cause it was just before beginning to film season 3, that they couldnât keep denying their feelings to each other, finally deciding to be together.
the only thing is, they decided to keep it private. and itâs not that they werenât sure they loved each other, but they were scared of the reaction of the fans, so to that day, they have been trying to keep it low key, and itâs not like much changed, I mean, ever since they met they have had this bond that had fans questioning if they were more than friends, so all they had to do was keep the pda to themselves, even though they kind of fail in the attempt.
âtraffic was insane, but it definitely allowed us to make our grand entranceâ said Madelyn while she looked around seeing how they were the last to arrive.
drew could feel y/nâs quick heartbeat in his chest, so looking down to her he asked âis everything ok love?â while putting her hair behind her ear in a loving way.
y/n nodded slowly looking into his eyes and giving him a small smile âjust a little nervous, donât know what to expect honestlyâ she admitted.
Drew held her face while giving her a small peck on the lips âitâs ok to be nervous, if Iâm being honest with you, on the way here my hands were dripping sweatâ he said while stroking her cheek âand Iâll be next to you for as long as you need me toâ
Y/n inhaled a deep breath while nodding to her boyfriend, she knew he was being serious, after all, since they started being friends and now as a couple, all drew had ever done was made her feel comfortable and secure, always giving her words of encouragement and being there for her when she needed a shoulder to cry on or someone to have a laugh with.
Drew took her hand in between his and started to walk towards where the rest of the cast was hanging out, as well as where some crew members were giving directions as to what kind of content they needed to film . âLetâs take on poguelandiaâ y/n said with a smile.
âŚ
After a few hours filming some content for obxâs social media, and interacting with some fans, some of the guys, along with drew and y/n decided you wanted to tag along and enjoy the music.
after your nerves and anxious thoughts had washed away after and eventful day, you let yourself enjoy the event and have fun with your friends, so after you got your drinks and arrived on the platform with the rest of the cast, you decided you were gonna enjoy the rest of the day with the people that you loved.
âfeeling better already huh?â drew whispered into your ear as he stood behind you with his arm around your shoulders while he held his drink in the other hand.
you nodded while you let yourself rest your head on his chest behind you.
you two werenât nervous about being this touchy in public, you had always been that way, which was why you always had the fans wondering if you two were friends or more than that. you had always been very comfortable around each other, and being physical with each other had felt natural from the begging, so nothing had changed about that, all you had to be careful with was no kissing in public, which was definitely hard cause it was all you two wanted to do while being around each other in the warmth of the desert.
âbeing around you always makes me feel betterâ you told him while you left a quick kiss to his arm that was still around you keeping you close to him.
drew tried to hide giddy his smile while he sipped his drink âglad to know the effect is mutual loveâ he answered as he rested his chin on top of your head as you both swayed together to the beat of the music playing in front of you guys.
what had started as a nerve wracking experience for you had definitely turned into one of the best days with your friends and boyfriend.
âŚ
TikTok
*a fan video captured the two of you swaying to the beat of khalidâs music and drew had his arm around you and you rested your head on his chest*
poguelife THEY ARE ADORABLE
sarahswife can they confirm their relationship already?
holybandana stop theyâre definitely dating
drewmyman theyâre not together guys, theyâre just friends and thatâs how theyâve always acted around each other
y/ncloset all this videos of them together at poguelandia are keeping me alive
obxcharleston people said they saw them kissing a couple of times
chase4life Iâm scared I donât want them to end up like chase and maddie
twinkielover could yâall leave them alone? if they are or arenât together is none of our business, LET THEM BE
hourlyrafe MY FAVORITE PEOPLE
*so I had been wanting to write something for drew because he just lives in my mind rent free, first blurb I write in here so Iâm not sure is any good, but I did enjoy writing a lot!
DONâT STOP THE MUSIC
pairing: drew starkey x fem. reader!
summary: cast member reader goes out with the obx cast to a bar
warnings: mentions of alcohol, drinking, being tipsy
disclaimer: inspired by donât stop the music by rihanna, the song always makes me daydream!
it was friday night, and after wrapping up filming for the day in Charleston, mostly everyone in the cast had decided that going out for drinks in town sounded like a solid plan, so after everyone gathered their things they split into cars to drive downtown into a bar JD had heard good things about.
you were in Austinâs car, and while he was driving, drew was sitting in the seat next to him, and left to chat and be the life of the drive where madelyn, madison and yourself in the back of the car.
you guys couldnât stop laughing, making jokes and singing to the songs on the radio like you were all doing karaoke, and the boys in front of you just keep laughing and singing with you three.
every now and then drew would look back and lock eyes with you, sending you a playful wink or replying to a joke you made. this was something normal in your friendship, so it wasnât something weird for your friends, even though they saw that the way you two acted was as if you two were more than friends.
but that was not the case, you two had instantly kicked it off, even though you had different personalities, that didnât seem like a problem for you to become close and have a fun time whenever you were together.
at first, you were intimidated by drew. getting to be the new cast member in a show were everyone else already knew each other was hard, and then, when you realized that the person you needed to have more chemistry for the sake of your character was tall, handsome and with a sarcastic personality, it was safe to say you were scared.
but you quickly realized that everyone was really nice and welcoming, as well as getting to know drew and finding out that he was the sweetest man you had probably encountered. he always made sure you felt comfortable with him in every scene, cause even though his character was pretty violent, he always wanted to make sure you knew that it was all an act, and I mean, you two were great actors, and made a great match in the show.
so your friendship in real life was not something that came as a surprise to anybody, you had most of your scenes with him the first few days, so rehearsing and going through lines together was an everyday thing. and thats how you became an iconic duo, as the fans would call you two.
arriving at the bar, everyone gathered around at a table and ordered drinks, starting to chat and laugh at the jokes and funny stories from set everyone was sharing.
ây/n, we should do tequila shots!â madelyn suddenly gasped grabbing your arm, as she was seated next to you.
âthatâs the best thing Iâve heard all night!â you answered looking at her âwhoâs down for some tequila shots?â you shouted so everyone could hear, and immediately approving noises were heard.
âweâre starting out strong huh?â drew asked, as he was seated next to you, sipping on his bear.
âweâre not wasting any time which is differentâ you smiled to him as you saw the waiter approach with many shot glasses and a bottle of tequila.
âthen I guess we should get to itâ
Drew got up and started pouring the alcohol on every glass, handing one to everyone as we all cheered.
âto great friendships and an awesome filming season!â chase shouted as we all cheered and clashed our shots together.
before i could take my shot, drew took my arm and tangled it with his so we could drink our shots together.
âwe need to do it this wayâ he said as he finished crossing both our arms while we stood face to face holding our shot glasses.
âsays who?â I asked laughing enjoying the dynamic way too much, as well as liking to have him that close to me.
âeveryone knows it, this is the right way to do shots!â he shouted as he raised his hand a little ready to drink.
âletâs do it thenâ
I smiled before we both downed our shots at the same time.
after a few more rounds of shots, french fries and sloppy drinking from the bottle, people around started dancing and letting loose, which made us want to join the fun.
plus, the alcohol in our system definitely made us more confident than usual.
madelyn and chase were the first ones on the dance floor, while the rest of us stayed drinking and eating at the table, watching them like they were part of a rom com.
after a few songs had passed, drew stood up next to me and offered me his hand.
âletâs danceâ he said as he gave me a smile.
he knew I couldnât say no. not when he looked at me like that.
I quickly took his hand as he guided us to the dance floor, where everyone was singing and jumping up and down, moving to the rhythm of the songs.
i was glad the lights were dim, because the blush on my cheeks was something that I couldnât hide, not when the alcohol made me react to him like it always happened.
Do you know what you started? I just came here to party, but now we're rockin' on the dance floor, actin' naughty
around us, everyone was dancing, and staying apart was difficult, so we found ourselves dancing very close to each other. not that we wouldâve liked it any other way.
âI didnât know you liked dancingâ i shouted a little, getting close to him so he could hear me over the music, which was a lot louder in the dance floor.
he smiled while letting out a laugh.
âIâm not the biggest fan, but I know you do love doing itâ he answered leaning down as he took my hand and gave me a little spin making me giggle.
lord did he make me feel some type if way.
âso if I told you I love going to the beach and swimming in the ocean at midnight, would you come with me?â I asked getting closer to him, looking into his eyes.
he smirked while he let out a small laugh, leaning down on my ear.
âI would go anywhere with you, even if you didnât ask me toâ
Your hands around my waist just let the music play, weâre hand in hand, chest to chest, and now we're face to face
his hands held me by the waist, while we swayed slowly side to side, trying not to stay still in between the sea of bodies jumping up and down to the music around us.
my hands went from resting on his chest, to around his neck, letting them hang on his back, making us closer than ever.
i could feel his gaze on my lips, as I couldnât tear my eyes from his, being fully captivated by the blue color, that seemed darker under the lights in the bar.
âI really wanna kiss you right nowâ drew said as one of his hands went from my waist to my cheek, brushing some of the hair out of my face.
I wasnât sure if it was the alcohol, or the adrenaline of him telling me that, but i was scared that he could hear or feel how fast my heart was beating, almost wanting to get out and answer for myself.
âand whatâs stopping you?â it almost felt like a whisper, but his smile gave away that he had listened to me.
so he closed the distance between us.
his lips were soft and hungry at the same time, like he had been waiting to do that for a long time. and i wouldnât be surprised, because this was something i had found myself daydreaming of a few times.
one of his hands still held me by the waist, as the other one was between my cheek and my neck, keeping our faces together, and i didnât want us to pull apart.
how long can someone survive without breathing? Iâd be willing to find out.
Don't you feel the passion ready to explode? what goes on between us no one has to know, this is a private show
after breaking the kiss, i rested my head in his chest, attempting to hide my smile while trying to catch my breath.
âoh donât go shy on me now dollâ he said as he slowly lifted my face with one of his hands, softly stroking my cheek.
his eyes softened as his smile took over most of his face, and he laughed a little when he saw my flustered state.
âwill it make you feel better if I told you that i had been wanting to do that for a long time?â he said as he looked me in the eyes.
drew just couldnât let me compose myself.
ânow youâre just bluffingâ i said as i hit him in the chest in a playful way.
he laughed with me in between his arms, as i placed my hands in his chest, looking up to him with a smile on my face.
âdid you really never noticed how down bad i was for you?â he asked as his arms kept holding me close to him.
I smiled as I confidently stood on the tips of my toes and kissed him again, this one being a bit shorter that the other one.
he smiled looking to the side trying to hide his now rising blush.
âI guess i thought something a couple of times, but i didnât wanted to disappoint myself, it couldâve all been in my headâ I said honestly.
drew turned to look at me, and we stayed like that for a bit, staring at each other, being close, and soaking in what had just happened between us.
âwell, for the record, this is realâ he said motioning to us âand it was never in your headâ
drew leaned down and pecked my lips.
âletâs get out of hereâ he took my hand in between his as we started walking towards the exit.
âwhat about the rest?â I asked trying to find them in the now crowded bar, while we headed to the door.
âtheyâll figure it outâ he laughed as we were now on the parking lot.
âand where are we going?â my eyes locked with his, that shined under the moonlight.
drew smiled while he held me between his arms.
âIâm taking you for a swim at midnight, just like you wantedâ.
*I loved this one<3
touch starved rafe getting the hug heâs so desperately needed all his life <3 a rafe cameron x reader blurb <3 inspired by this bot by the one and only @pearlzier ! <3 cw: minimal swearing, mentions of blood, rafe being anxious, hurt/comfort, intentional use of lower case
âoh manâŚâ rafe breathes out, his steps unstable with blood covering his hands and tear stains on his face as he practically stumbles inside your room.
âIâm⌠Iâm so fucked man⌠so so fuckedâŚâ he mumbles, his words rushed and frantic. you rush to your feet after getting up from the bed, watching how he nervously paces in your room, his fingers slipping into his curtain bangs and pulling on the roots aggressively.
âsomethinâs⌠somethinâs seriously wrong with me andâŚâ he hiccups, his gaze fixed on the floor of your room as he continues to pace, and you watch him with bated breath, your hand gripping on the edge of your bed to keep yourself supported as you watched him with wide, nervous eyes, âand I donât know what to fuckinâ doâŚâ
you let out a shaky breath, a breath only audible to your ears as you continue to watch his nervous pacing. in your time of knowing rafe, youâve never seen him so⌠fidget-y. you can see how he keeps on reaching for his nails to chew on them, his other hand nervously rolling a certain patch of the hem of his shirt over and over again between his index finger and his thumb.
almost suddenly, he quits with the pacing. he stands there still in the middle of your room, his back towards you. he quits with the fidgeting too, his both hands now resting on his sides, the blood on his knuckles now starting to dry up, and you can see how subtly he is flexing his fingers.
a moment of silence passes over you two. you take in a deep breath and it lodges in your throat as you start to take small, silent steps to him. you stand behind him, so close that with a soft nudge to the back of your head, your nose will press into his back. slowly, you bring your hand up, and as if heâs the most delicate porcelain doll on this planet, you place your hand on his back.
his back immediately flexes, and you hear him take a sharp intake of breath. your hand doesnât move, your fingertips just gently pressing into the cotton of his shirt. a moment passes over you two in complete silence, and when rafe doesnât say anything to you, you take it as a small sign and press your fingers firmer into his back.
you start to softly glide your fingertips over his back in an up and down periodic motion, and you hear rafe letting out a strangled exhale. your eyes flicker over his shoulders and you see them relax ever so subtly, the tense posture of them slowly withering away.
you continue with the soft motions of your fingers and rest your forehead against his shoulder blade, taking in a deep breath. your other hand curls around his fingers and you ever so carefully intertwine your fingers with his, not caring if any blood from his hand gets onto yours.
ârafeâŚâ you whisper into the still air of your room. your voice reverberates in rafeâs ears, and he lets out a soft hum.
âturn around pleaseâŚâ you murmur, your thumb rubbing soothing circles on the back of his hand. he obliges, slowly turning around and you lift your head up from his shoulder blade. he looks in your eyes through his own bloodshot ones, and at that moment you know youâve never seen anything more heartbreaking than tears in rafeâs eyes.
you hook your arms around his neck and pull him into a warm embrace. for the first few seconds, rafe is stiff. really stiff. itâs almost like he doesnât know what to do. but you know youâre supposed to give it time. you gave it time and he was okay with you softly rubbing his back, heâs going to be okay with this too.
and okay he is.
his arms wrap around your waist and his face buries into your neck. his grip tightens, as if heâs afraid heâll let go and you will disappear into thin air. he lets out deep, shaky exhales against the skin of your neck, as if trying so desperately hard to keep himself in control.
âiâm here for youâŚâ you whisper softly, your fingers playing gently with the soft hair on the nape of his neck.
those words⌠those simple words seem to set off something in him nothing ever has.
tears start streaming down his eyes, and this time, he doesnât let them restrict in any way possible. he lets the tears fall, years and years of anxiety, the pain of not being enough, the tiredness of working too hard to prove himself all falling down to this exact moment; the moment where he lets his walls crumble down.
sobs erupt out from his dry throat and he slowly slides down on his knees in front of you, his arms wrapped tightly around your hips as he nuzzles his face into your stomach, crying his eyes out into the fabric of your shirt.
you feel your heart ache at the sight, him hanging onto you so desperately, and you try to comfort him by threading your fingers through the silky strands of his hair.
itâs as if you can see the remains of his crumbled walls around his knees. you can see how heâs completely let himself go, how heâs letting his most vulnerable state come out, how heâs trusting you deeply.
now itâs up to you and only you to help him clear the rubble of the old walls and build new ones, ones which allow him to trust and be trusted, ones which allow him to love and be loved, ones which allow him to appreciate and be appreciated.
â â
Iâm trying my hardest to get back into a proper writing flow, so for now, I hope you enjoy this blurb <3 this is something Iâve been wanting to write for quite some time đ
hi angel! i love your work so much and fell in love with bambi!reader, so i was hoping you could write something for me ^_^
can you pls pls pls write bambi!reader comforting rafe after he gets into it with ward? i feel like sheâd know exactly how to comfort himmm (pure fluff pls, i read too much smut lmaooo)
warnings: ward cameron, arguing, shouting, a little bit of physical violence, poor rafe who deserves so much better, mention of murder (iâm not referencing peterkin), fluff, soft petting, words of affirmation
a/n: aww bambi!reader has been getting so much love, it makes my heart happy to know that you enjoy the works that sheâs in <3
âyou had one job, rafe.. one!â ward had been shouting at rafe for nearly an hour already, his face flush with anger. âyou really have a way of fucking things up, huh? i should put a caution sign on your forehead.â rafeâs fist clenched as he listened to his father, trying his best to ignore the sinking feeling in his chest with every word that ward spat.
âi already told you that i couldnât close out the business accounts and wire the money to a different one. apparently iâm not next in line to own cameron development anymore. âyou know something about that?â rafe was in disbelief when he had to find out from a service representative that his own father took him off of the family business, something that he worked hard all these years for in order to prove he was worthy of running.
ward froze. he had forgotten about that. âwere you ever gonna tell me, or were you just gonna be a coward about it?â rafe stood up, towering over his father with that crazy look in his eyes. âwhat you forgot to do before you faked your own death instead of facing your problems like a man, was take my name off of the inheritance of tanneyhill.â he laughed, âi own this shit now.â rafe stepped closer, backing ward into the wall. âget out of my house.â ward was seething, his hand coming up to fist rafeâs shirt.
âyour house? iâm the one who worked like a dog to get us here.â ward said through gritted teeth, shoving rafe in his chest. rafe stumbled, scoffing out a laugh as he then pushed his father. âworked like a dog to get us here but you were more than willing to leave me here while you start a new life in fuckinâ guatemala.â rafe fought to keep his emotions at bay.
âleave. and donât ever come back.â wardâs chest was rising and falling, both him and rafe glaring at one another. âyouâre cut off. good luck keeping up with this place on your own.â ward smiled bitterly. âcut off?â rafe narrowed his eyes, âiâve been cut off, dad. i havenât used a cent of yours since i was nineteen. all this time iâve been making money my own way, and a lot of it too. âseems like your old man brain forgot about that.â rafe nudged ward as he walked past, his father following him out of the master bedroom.
âiâm leaving. when i come back i want you out of here,â rafe grabbed his truck keys, his skin on fire as he looked up the staircase, âand by the way, asshole, iâm not by myself. i got the prettiest girl on the island on my arm everywhere i go.â ward watched as his son walked out the front door. rafe was seeing red the whole time he drove to your house, cursing under his breath as he recalled his fatherâs words.
âthe fucking nerve that guy has.â he punched the steering wheel, nostrils flaring as tears pricked at his eyes. he was the only one who was there to take care of things when ward was âgoneâ. even going as far as committing crimes so his father wouldnât face any kind of scrutiny. yet, there he was telling him that he was a fuck up.
rafe spent the next five minutes mumbling to himself, his hands shaking as he parked outside your driveway. you were curled up on the porch swing, an open book in your lap when he walked up the stone path. all it took was one look at your boyfriend to have you scrambling up from your seat, eager to soothe him in any way you can. âoh, ray, whatâs wrong?â you guided him inside, locking the door shut before both of you made your way up to your room.
âitâs ward. he came back just to tell me shit about not closing the bank accounts under cameron development.â you knew all about rafeâs conflict with his father. from the way he favored everyone else over his eldest, to the constant nagging and insults. sitting rafe down on the edge of your bed, you couldnât help the way your heart sunk at the sight of defeat in his shoulders, his eyes void of any emotion.
slipping his shoes off, you took your usual seat in his lap, stroking the outline of his jaw as he vented. âiâll never be good enough for him. i killed for him goddamit, and what do i get in return? âi should put a caution sign on your forehead.â rafe imitated wardâs voice from earlier. you blinked, pecking his cheek. âyouâre an amazing son, rafe. shame on him for not recognizing that.â rafe stared up at you, his heart beating wildly in his chest.
you were the only one that looked at him with pure adoration, the only one who made him feel like he had a purpose. âi think youâre amazing, rafe. you donât sit around, waiting to get things done, youâre so helpful, and so, so kindâ to me.â he chuckled at the clarification, rubbing a large hand over your knee. âyou think so?â he leaned his head against your chest, your arms coming up to hold him. âi know so.â you sighed, breathing in his scent.
âwanna be little spoon tonight?â your voice alone made him relax, his eyes fluttering shut.
â..yeah.â
pogue!sweetheart!reader meeting rafe for the first time? đ°
warnings: jealous rafe, topper calls you âdollâ, a lil bit of flirting, slight fluff
âgirl scout, two oâclock.â kelce cleared his throat, topper and rafe following his gaze. you stood at the receptionist desk, chatting with the director about your plans for the week. âis she really a girl scout?â rafeâs eyes trailed down the soft curls of your hair, stopping just above the neckline of your top.
ânah, we just call her that because she sells cookies and shit. âreally good by the way, highly recommend.â kelce leaned back in his seat, forgetting all about the cards in his hands as you started making your way towards the three of them. rafe would be lying if he said the way his friends ogled you didnât bother him.
âhey! what game are you guys playing?â you sat your basket down on the hardwood table, eyes flickering over to rafe. âjust some solitaire.â topper shrugged, removing the cloth that covered your treats. âwhat do you got for us this week, doll?â if rafe was bothered earlier, he was even more so now.
you smiled, tilting the basket so they can all steal a peek. âshortbread and chocolate chip.â rafe didnât care to look at anything else other than your face, his gaze sweeping over your features. âiâve never seen you before.â he finally spoke up, his voice immediately drawing your attention.
âuhm, i donât think iâve seen you either..â you extended a hand, âwhatâs your name?â rafe didnât hesitate to return your gesture, taking your hand in his. ârafe, and yours?â your heart skipped a beat when you felt his thumb stroke your skin. ây/-â kelce chimed in before you could answer his question.
âiâll take two of each. and one of you.â rafeâs head shot in his friends direction, his grip on your wrist tightening. laughing nervously, you brushed off kelceâs remark. âactually, heâs not taking anything. i, however, would like the whole basket.â shaking your head, you waited for rafe to say he was kidding.
âoh! youâre serious-â rafe got up, taking the basket in his free hand as he led you two outside and away from his obnoxious buddies. âwhat the hell!â topper shouted. without protesting, you allowed rafe to take you to a more secluded space, your dainty heels clicking against the pavement.
âis everything okay? i-â rafe stopped in front of the country clubâs garden. âdo you have a boyfriend?â he blurted, making you stumble over your next few words. âuhm, well! no, but..â taking his wallet out of his pocket, rafe took a couple hundred dollar bills before cutting you off.. again.
ânot that it matters if you do, cause iâll just take his place.â the certainty in his voice made your face flush with a new profound sense of shyness. he placed the folded bills in your palm, a smile forming on his lips at your smitten expression. âhow are you so sure that youâll be my boyfriend?â you asked.
âbecause i always get what i want.â
áŻáĄŁđŠ tipsy kook!sweetheart!reader getting handsy with rafe and even though he likes her sm, he takes her home and makes sure sheâs safe đĽş
warnings: alcohol consumption, flirting, reader is v handsy lol (rafe loves it though)
you were such a lightweight, you knew having another drink wasnât the smartest choice. after one shot and downing a margarita like it was a slushy, you found yourself dancing with your girlfriends in the middle of topperâs living room. rafe watched you from afar, his tongue running across his teeth as your skirt rode up your thighs.
âwhen are you giving that poor man a chance?â your friend giggled in your ear, making your eyebrows knit in confusion. âwho?â you looked around, immediately spotting rafe in the corner. it was like he was trying to tempt you with the way he was manspreading, the thin material of his t-shirt doing nothing to conceal the muscles underneath it.
âi donât know..â you smiled at him, heart fluttering in your chest when he sent you a wink before bringing his cup up to his lips. âi think iâm gonna go say hi-â your friend attempted to pull you back, but you were already well on your way. âhi, rafe.â you chirped, your skin flushed due to the alcohol in your system.
he gazed up at you, your eyes twinkling underneath the soft lighting. âhey, sweetheart. you look pretty.â you did a spin for him, adjusting the small purse on your shoulder. âis this seat taken?â rafe shook his head, motioning towards the empty spot next to him. instead of sitting on the couch, you got comfortable in his lap, making him curse under his breath.
âwell this works too.â he laughed, draping an arm across your waist. you blinked slowly, resting your head on his chest as you stroked the underside of his jaw. âi like your arms,â you whispered, âand your face..â rafe hummed, taking your hand in his own. âyeah? i like your face, too.â he cooed, adjusting your skirt so no one else can see the color of your underwear.
âtake me home.â rafe nodded. âof course, i wouldnât want you getting in an uber like this.â he took a sip from his drink, nearly choking when he felt your fingertips tug at the belt loops of his jeans. âno. take me home, rafe.â at first he didnât understand, but when he saw you pull your bottom lip between your teeth, it was a look he knew all too well.
âwhat did you have to drink?â desperate to divert your tipsy mind elsewhere, rafe moved your hand away from his lower half. of course, he failed, only making you peck his cheek instead. rafeâs sanity was hanging on by a thread. your lips were soft against his skin, your perfume smelled so sweet, and worst of all, your ass sat perfectly where he needed you most.
âumm- i canât really remember..â you trailed off, shrugging before nuzzling your nose into his neck. âfuck.â he said through gritted teeth, deciding he better get you back to your place before anything escalated. âcome on, letâs get you home.â he helped you up, holding onto you tightly as he lead you two out of topperâs house.
you were laughing the whole way to rafeâs truck, a squeal leaving your lips when he hoisted you up into the passengerâs seat. somehow during the duration of the ride to your house, you managed to kick your feet up on rafeâs lap, humming sweetly to the most disgusting lyrics playing out of his speakers.
once you two pulled into your driveway, you let him carry you over his shoulder, too tired to protest otherwise. âare your parents home?â he put you down momentarily to grab the key from under the welcome mat. âof course not.â you yawned, sighing in relief once he got the door open. rafe watched you kick your heels off, tiptoeing to the couch before face planting into the cushions.
eyes trailing down your body, he looked away when he got to the bottom of your ass cheeks shamelessly peeking out from underneath your skirt. grabbing the blanket closest to your sleeping figure, he covered you, tucking a piece of hair behind your ear. you stirred lightly, melting into his touch. the longer he stayed, the harder it was for him to leave.
âalright.â he groaned quietly, sparing you one more glance before locking the door behind him. he made a mental note to call you and check on you first thing in the morning.
touchstarved!rafe and crybaby!reader
will be doing jj and pope soon đ§đ˝ââď¸. completely inspired by one of @islandclubchampagneroom âs reblogs đŚ
touchstarved!rafe who could not stand you when youâd first met. you were too sweet it made him sick, like the world was playing a cruel prank on him, on something he could not have.
touchstarved!rafe who avoided you at all possibilities. being mean was easy, heâd once thought, but when your lips got all pouty and hot wet chunks slid down your cheeks; he found it less troubling to simply stay away.
touchstarved!rafe âs skin that was too familair with harsh pushes and slaps that sting his senses for hours to come.
& thatâs all heâs ever known.
up until his father spat words laced with malice at him, pushed him so roughly heâd scraped his knees bloody against the corner of a table. and just when heâd believed he can snort his worries away at some drug infested party, did he land himself in another fight. knuckles bruised and flesh bare.
touchstarved!rafe who soon found himself in your home, knocking feverishly so that he can hear the softness of your voice. so that you could soothe him like he knew you would. though at the time, heâd never admit it.
touchstarved!rafe whose jaw clenched in order to prevent the sigh of relief to leave his swollen lips when youâd taken his hands and nodded with understanding at his battered appearance.
touchstarved!rafe that knew it was then; from the gentle touch of your fingers against his hand â that had his eyes rolling and lashes fluttering, wrapping it so tenderly and whispering soft âyouâre okayâs, that he never wanted to let you go.
you werenât official, not at the time anyway, but he thought this is what heaven must be like.
his chest would rumble, lips finding their way to your abdomen before leaning his face on your stomach with a croaked moan when your fingers would scratch at his head.
âyouâre so perfect,â heâd mumble incoherently everytime youâd kiss his wounds away. rafe wishes he could bottle up your sweetness for when youâre not there, to inhale you so that heâd find solace.
he knew you were it for him when he once woke up in a bed so pink, so soft it made him freeze. your face was first to appear to his sight, and he felt his heart jump uncontrollably when your curls were dangling near his chest.
he loved your hair, he thought; watching you with a concerned brow, his fingers gradually wrapping itself into a makeshift ponytail with the loose strands.
your face was tilted down, one hand toying with the outlines of his chest in attempt to soothe him down, and the other kissing at a scar rested near his belly button.
you pouted, and with a voice tinged in the most endearing tone, youâd whispered, âyou donât deserve this, rafey.â
looking back, heâd figured thatâs when heâd lost it. rafeâs face contorted to one of sweet pleasure, his eyes welling up. the muscles of his stomach shivered under your touch, contracting when your manicured nails teased along the shape of his abs.
ââm gonna give you the world one day,â he breathed out, pulling you up so that you rested on his chest.
and you laughed so affectionately it had him groan, when the drumming beneath you increased, his hands shivering lightly when you planted a kiss across his chest.
touchstarved!rafe who knew if he could, heâd melt into the tenderly crafted palms of your hands any chance he gets.
your best friend rafe holding you because you needed it <3 a bsf!rafe cameron x gn!reader blurb <3 extremely self indulgent cause my touch starvation has been acting up because of my period I think 𼰠<3 part two to this <3 cw: talks of bottling up emotions, venting, reader breaks down in rafeâs arms, reader is hyper independent, super comforting, lower case is intentional <3
rafe always knew that you had a knack to start putting others before yourself. with the way you made sure everyone else around you was doing okay, but simultaneously forgetting to check in with yourself the same way was becoming a habit for you, and when rafe found about it, he was determined to help you break that habit.
he also knew you werenât the best at voicing what you needed, let it be just a helping hand for a simple task. he knew you preferred to do everything on your own; but he wanted to change that. he wanted you to ask for help when you needed it, he wanted you to talk about whatâs been bothering you instead of attempting to solve it on your own, and he wanted to be that person for you.
he wanted you to trust him irrevocably, just the way he could always trust you.
everytime he ever saw you all alone, he could see you were deep in thought. even from a far distance he could see the gears working overtime in your brain, and all he ever wanted was to provide you a safe space where you can spill out every single thought in your head and begin feeling better. he knew he had begun cracking the hard shell of your mind that protected all your thoughts, but that was the bare minimum. he still hadnât learnt what he wished he could.
you both were at a party, but you were quick to make your way out of the large, tight crowds without anyone noticing (but rafe did) to the garden of the huge party mansion, where you sat all alone, in that familiar way of your knees hugged to your chest as you just⌠thought.
âhey,â rafe said softly as he sat down next to you on the lush grass. he had followed you out the moment he saw you left.
usually, you were one to respond with a quick smile and sweet words, because thatâs how you were: you had mastered hiding your true feelings behind a facade.
but right now, no words came out. you were silent, your gaze fixed on your knees, and rafe could feel the tension radiating from you.
âdrink?â he asked gently, gesturing the red cup in his hand towards you. you just shook your head, mumbled a soft âno, thank youâ, and let yourself drift in your thoughts.
a silence fell over you two as you heard the thumping bass and the blurry music from inside the party, the indistinct chatter of people inside floating outside to the garden.
you suddenly let out a loud huff, burying your face in your hands. it looked as if you were overwhelmed, completely tired out, and you had way too much on your mind.
he saw you slowly lift your head up from your hands, a shuddering breath escaping you as you rubbed your palms on your thighs, looking around everywhere but at him. he caught a glint in your eye as one of the lights in the garden reflected in your eye; a glint of tears.
âhey hey,â he said softly, keeping the cup in his hand on the side and wrapping his arms firmly around you. he felt you tense at the sudden contact, but you were quick to relax. he figured you were on the edge of breaking down, and the moment he took you in his arms, you tipped off the edge, and the tears began to flow down.
your hands fisted his shirt tightly, as if heâs the only thing keeping you grounded in this overwhelming, confusing moment. your head felt like a mesh of thoughts, not knowing what they all entailed or meant, but what you did know was that it hurt.
rafe tightened his hold around you and let you bury your face in his chest, allowing you to let out as much as you felt like. he didnât know how many days, weeks, months, years of stress you were carrying with yourself at that moment, things that bothered you immensely but you just kept on burying them in your overfilled heart. he felt his heart shatter at the sight of you breaking down, but he also knew he wanted to get to the bottom of this, and to help you.
âshh⌠youâre okay, Iâm here, Iâm here for you,â he whispered softly in your ear, rubbing his hands up and down his back to soothe you.
he felt you tighten your hold on him and squeeze closer to him, your quiet sobs muffled by his chest.
what he didnât know was how much you craved to hear the words he just told you.
Bubble | OneShot
Pairing: Rafe Cameron x Reader
Summary: You and Rafe have alone time before life completely changes.
Warnings: OBX SEASON 2 SPOILERS, SMUT (not that hardcore tbh) dry humping, mentions of choking. lil bit of fluff. hot rafe.
this is my first oneshot ever so yea, enjoy lol
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You were glad to be the first one awake, despite the blaring horn of the Coastal Venture and the morning rays of sunlight peeking it's way into the small room and into your tired eyes, a small smile made its way across your face. You flipped onto your side and bent your elbow, resting your head in the palm of your hand to admire the man next to you. The blonde had moved positions in his sleep, his arm that had started around your waist was now under his head, his right arm spread out beside him with his head facing you. He was shirtless, his tanned back exposed from the blanket being pushed past both of your waists. Your hand went to his back, your fingers tracing the length of his spine and the dip of his shoulder blades, softly tracing invisible doodles until you watched your boyfriends eyes flutter open.
Rafe groaned a bit at the sun getting in his face when he flipped onto his side to try and fall back asleep, your hand moving from his back to his bicep, squeezing the muscle softly to let him know you were awake too. He groaned again, moving his body closer to yours, trapping your arms against his chest and putting his chin on top of your head. You giggled, eyes not tired anymore as you pushed his chest. "Rafe," you sighed, "It's almost eleven." The digital clock on the tiny bedside table read 10:47am. They missed breakfast. His bottom lip puffed out and he opened his eyes again, this time bringing his hand up to wipe the sleep out of them. He focused on you after, sighing quietly as he let his eyes adjust to the light in the room.
You were smiling, your (Y/E/C) eyes shining from the midday sun. Rafe couldn't stop his smile from showing up on his face at the sight of yours. You felt warmth flow through you when he copied your features, it'd been a while since you had seen him be happy. Yesterday was rough. You didn't know the full extent of what happened, all of it had been a blur, and being with Rose and Wheezie amongst all the chaos throughout the whole thing, you didn't really have a lot of information. "G'mornin babe" he said, this time flipping onto his back. You shuffled onto your stomach, crossing your arms over his pecs to rest your head on them. Your right leg swinging to rest over his. "Hi," you mumbled, staring at him. He stared back, bringing his hand up to run it through your hair, from the crown of your head to the ends of it. He repeated the action a couple times before stopping his hand to rest at your neck, his thumb stroking the little purple mark he made a couple days ago. You brought your hand up to hold his wrist, "So, what's the plan today?"
Rafe shook his head, leaning his head back on the pillow, his eyes on the ceiling while he contemplated. He blindly intertwined his fingers with yours. "We're gonna watch a couple movies and sleep and fuck-" You laughed loudly at his boldness, removing yourself from him and off the bed before he could prove his statement. He lifted his head, frowning at the loss of contact. "What?" He sounded genuinely confused. "It doesn't have to be in that order, I'm down for whate-"
"Rafe, it's almost noon, and Rose said yesterday we'd be at the port around three or four," you told him, standing in the doorway of the bathroom that was thankfully apart of the room. His eyes ranked over your body, from the tight tank top that hugged your chest just right to the cute black cotton boyshorts that had a little bit of your butt hanging out, it was enough to make him stir in the bed. He wasn't listening to you, he vaguely caught that you both had to get ready and visit Ward, make sure Wheezie didn't forget anything on board from her exploring habits. He hummed along though, just enjoying the view of his girl. His girl. Damn, he liked that; never got tired of it. Throughout your rambling he had gotten up from the bed and made his way behind you, wrapping his arms across your chest and tucking his face into your neck, dancing tiny kisses across your skin. His nose nudging into your hair when he went to suck another hickey behind your ear. You let him, knowing no one would see it, and not really caring because it felt good. "And," you kept going, turning around in his grasp, the small of your back pushed into the counter. "The faster we do that, maybe we'll have enough time to do whatever you want."
He feigned sadness, blowing out a dramatic breath, "What? You don't want to reenact movie sex scenes with me?" Another laugh came out of you, making him chuckle too. He was joking, he knew there was a lot to do today. The gold and the cross had to be moved, and with his father on bed rest, he'd be the boss of the operation. You would be helping Rose move into their new home. It was all just a couple hours away and he just wanted to live in his little bubble with you for a little while longer. He shrugged, "Fine, I get it. Whatever, guess I'm not hot enough for your nee-" You scoffed at him and without any warning you wrapped your arms around his neck, tugged him down to your level and pressed your lips against his. He grunted in shock before taking back control and lifting you onto the counter, spreading your knees with his hips and pressing his body into yours. You tugged at his hair at the nape of his neck, knowing it got him riled up enough to kiss you harder like you wanted him to. You pulled back too soon for his liking, he chased your swollen lips until your head hit the mirror softly, and you let him get another kiss in before pushing him away. You smiled and patted your hands against his chest, "You, Rafe Cameron, are definitely hot enough for my needs." He smirked with pride, playfully leaning his head down to get another kiss. "Damn straight," he mumbled, not moving away and instead dragging his palms up your body to cup your boobs, tweaking his thumbs against your nipples before pulling your shirt down to let your breasts spill over the material. You moaned loudly into his mouth, arching your back into his hands and grabbing at the waistband of his boxers, all thoughts of responsibilities leaving your mind. You could only think of him and his big hands and broad shoulders. Rafe, Rafe, Rafe. He pulled away to catch his breath, a sexy chuckle leaving him at how easy it was for you to give him what he wanted without asking. Such a good girl for him. He dragged his mouth down the column of your throat and pushed your body closer to the edge of the sink so he could grind himself into your heat. "Fuck," you gasped, moving your hips with him. You don't know how he did it; he was always able to make you feel good no matter what he was doing, kissing, fucking, and now, dryhumping like two desperate teenagers. "Just like that, oh my god," you threw your head back again, this time hitting the mirror harder than before but you didn't care, the pleasure Rafe was giving you overpowering the feeling of anything else. "Yeah?" He moaned with you, lifting one of his hands to grab your neck, "look at me, baby." His pupils were blown out, a sheen of sweat collecting on his forehead while he watched you work yourself over his bulge. He loved the sight of you, a mess just because of him. Your breath labored because of what he was doing to you. The look on your face when he made you cum under him, not breaking eye contact. That is the hottest shit ever. He followed after you, the sound of you gasping his name like it was a prayer making him fall apart. He hummed, pulling away with a champions grin, loving how you shook in his hold.
You shook your head at him, arms falling over his shoulders as you jumped down from the counter. He steadied you, your legs still shaking like a baby deer learning to walk. "You always get what you want, huh?" You laughed breathily. Rafe nodded, pushing back his hair from his face and jerked his chin towards the shower, pinching your waist. "Always, now lets shower. You were the one saying we have to get ready." You rolled your eyes, "Oh, my bad, now you want to get ready," you said, stripping out of your clothes, the wet spot on your underwear making you blush. Rafe peeked his head out of the doorframe, looking at the time, oblivious to your sarcasm. "Mhm, it's 11:30am," he shut the door, locked it, and leaned against it as he watched you get in the shower with his bottom lip between his teeth. "What're you waiting for, Cameron?" You teased, running your fingers down past your belly button. He followed right behind you, your laughter echoing through the shower when he almost tripped getting out of his boxers. "Ready for round two?" He teased back, grabbing at you again. He didn't think he could ever resist you. A little while longer in his made up bubble couldn't hurt.
Beautifully Simple | OneShot
Pairing: Rafe Cameron x reader
Summary: You lose your favorite necklace
Warning: alcohol consumption, make out sesh, & mention of nicotine
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To say Rafe's room was big was an understatement. The king size bed in the middle of it didn't even seem to take up space. It baffled you as got up from your knees, eyes scanning the bedroom again as you huffed in frustration. If it wasn't under the bed, you honestly couldn't figure out where else to look since you basically tore apart the bathroom looking for it. You did another perimeter check, walking to the door and scanning the room from a different angle. Maybe that'll work? Looking over his dresser, you shook your head. You already looked there practically a hundred times. You could have sworn you left it on your side of the bed along with every other piece of jewelry you had on before you showered. The Pandora bracelet with meaningful charms gifted from nearly everyone you knew was on your left wrist, the two rings from the same brand Wheezie got you with her birthday money on your index fingers, and lastly, the blue heart Gucci ring Rafe had given you for Valentine's Day a couple months back. You went over to Rafe's cluttered desk, biting your lip as your heart beat faster and tears welled up in your eyes. How did you manage to lose something so valuable?
You didn't realize how much you zoned out until you heard Rafe's door open, your boyfriend stepping into the room. He had a grin on his face and a beer in his hand and he looked like he was gonna tell you something before he noticed the state you were in. "Hey, hey," Rafe said, walking towards you with his brows pulled together. He sat his CoorsLite next to a stack of papers resting on his laptop before running his hand up your arm and turning you into his embrace. You were shaking. "What's wrong, baby? Why're you crying?" He asked softly and you grabbed onto the sides of his dark blue polo like a guilty kid. He moved his hands to cup your cheeks when you looked up at him, frowning at the sight of your tearful eyes and wobbling bottom lip. "I," you exhaled a big breath, trying to match your uneven breathing to Rafe's calm ones. "I-I can't find t-the necklace," you stuttered out, a tear falling down your cheek and into the crevice of your lip. You weren't one to cry about materialistic things, but this was important. It was the first gift Rafe had ever given you. He used his thumb to wipe it away, realization hitting him immediately and his eyes widened but you didn't notice, your own (Y/E/C) eyes switching between staring at his chest and hardwood floors. "The silver one with your name," you mumbled guiltily. You felt so stupid. Rafe bent his knees to get you to look into his eyes, and when you did, he had the biggest fucking smile on his face.
"What?-" you started but he just pulled you into his chest again, shushing you with a little bit of laughter. His hand cupped the back of your head while the other dug into his pocket. You felt heat rise to your face, whether it was from anger or embarrassment you didn't know. Why was he laughing? Getting another wave of frustration, you pushed at his chest, a deeper frown set on your face when it barely moved him an inch. "You jerk, what is so funny about this?" You began, but before you could get another word out, Rafe pulled his hand out of his pocket and opened it to show the expensive necklace resting in his palm.
You gasped, your eyebrows raising in shock as you reached for it immediately. Rafe smiled in amusement. "Where was it?" You questioned, holding it up between the two of you. You brought it to your chest in relief. Rafe rested his hand on your hip, pulling you between his knees as he leaned against his desk. "It was exactly where you left it," he explained, picking up your ring clad hand to press a kiss to the blue heart on your ring finger. "I brought it downstairs to clean it with Rose's jewelry cleaner. It's been a while and I wanted to do something nice. Sorry, baby, didn't mean to scare you," he finished with an apologetic kiss. "That's why I came up here, to give it back to you." His hands ran up the soft material of your strapless blue dress, before he dragged them back down to rest his hands on the small of your back.
You gave him another quick kiss, giving him the necklace and thanking him before turning around. "Put it on for me?" You asked. He did so and you turned around again, flipping your hair through the chain and behind your bare shoulders. Rafe couldn't help himself from dragging his eyes all over you. You had on little black heels with a strap at the ankle and that blue fucking dress that made him go nuts. He remembered the first time he caught you looking at it on one of the many shopping dates he took you on; you never let him buy you too much, much to his dismay, but when you were admiring it, you didn't think he was anywhere nearby as you had left him by the watches in the jewelry section. He remembered walking towards you as you lifted up the dresses tag, your mouth forming an "Oh" as you dropped the tag and tucked the dress back into its spot, shaking your head. He had snuck up behind you and plucked the dress off the rack, holding it in the air when you tried putting it back.
He smiled at the memory, raising his hands to straighten the necklace that rested between your collar bones. You leaned towards him, putting your hands on his jean clad thighs. It truly was a beautiful piece of jewelry, the simple cursive font with the diamond heart connected to the "E" matched you perfectly. Beautifully simple. You loved it almost as much as you loved him, and you never failed to wear it everyday. "So," you said, moving your hands to connect them with his and taking a step back, pulling him with you to the door. "You ready to go? Because that was the last thing I needed." He nodded, kissing your shoulder as you both walked down the stairs.
Topper and Kelce were sitting at the bottom of the steps, both holding beers and ripping Rafe's juul. They both stood once they heard the couple, Topper slurring, "Took you both long enough" as they both looked up to see Rafe help you down the last couple steps. Kelce whistled, "Damn, (Y/N/N), lookin good-" Rafe moved forward quick to smack the back of his head, Kelce dramatizing it and holding his head as if he'd been shot. "Ouch! Jesus, man, just giving your girl a compliment," he whined. Rafe rolled his eyes, pulling your laughing self under his arm. "Yeah, my girl, keep it respectful or keep your mouth shut, dude," Rafe said, chuckling to keep the air playful. Kelce was harmless, but Rafe meant what he said, didn't matter if it was his best friend or not. "Alright, alright, alright," Topper started walking towards the door. "Let's get this night started!" He hollered, chugging back the rest of his drink as he walked out the front door of Tannyhill, whooping loudly. Kelce grabbed the box full of beer, following the blonde out the door, almost dropping the alcohol when he tripped over his own two drunken feet.
"Fuckin' idiots," Rafe muttered, walking with you out into the night, locking his home behind you both. You laughed, and grabbed the collar of his shirt to pull him down for a kiss, tasting the beer on his tongue. It wasn't a short peck, like Rafe expected, but he wasn't planning on stopping your advances. He groaned into your mouth, his strong arms wrapping around you until his hands grabbed at your ass, pulling on the flesh as you sucked his tongue into your mouth. You pulled away just as he bit your bottom lip, moaning quietly when be pushed you closer to him. You could vaguely hear Topper and Kelce complaining about y'all from the car, Topper repeatedly trying to jiggle the door handle open to no avail while the keys to the vehicle rested in Rafe's pocket. Rafe grinned, tucking a piece of your hair behind your ear, his hand resting on the side of your neck. "What was that for? Not that I'm complaining," he said. You shrugged, grabbing his hand and walking towards the car, "Just another thank you," you smiled, giggling when Rafe moved you in front of him while walking, pressing your back into his chest. You could feel his excitement pressing into the small of your back and your hand flew up to cover your mouth when you laughed again, happy to see what you're able to do to him with a simple kiss. He sneakily grabbed at your ass again, groaning at the way it jiggled when he let his hand drop. "Oh, yea?" He asked. His imagination carried himself away as his hand traced up your figure. "You wanna thank me again later, baby?" He joked, giving you one last searing kiss before unlocking the car and opening the passenger door for you. Topper and Kelce fell into the backseat, the former still chanting how this was gonna be the night of their lives. Rafe shut the door, walking to the drivers seat with a smirk on his face. Rafe laughed to himself, he didn't know where the night would take the group, but he knew it'd definitely be one he won't forget.
Wrong Place at the Wrong Time | OneShot
  Pairing: Rafe Cameron x reader
  Summary: Your ex-boyfriend confronts you
  Warning: Mentions of abuse, unwanted touching, mentions of alcohol and drugs
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Keys jingling in your hand, you walked out the front door of Tannyhill, a small smile on your lips as you walked through the homes horseshoe driveway. In the distance you could hear Kelce and Topper whooping loudly, the sound of water splashing following their voices. It had been a good day at Rafe's house; it was Topper's birthday and it had been Rafe's idea to have his party in his backyard. "We'll make it a day to night thing," he had said to you and Kelce the week before, "Have it start at three, people won't show up until four, get people wasted at seven and they'll be outta my damn house by twelve or one." It wasn't a bad plan, especially since Ward and Rose's plane landed back in Outer Banks at 3pm the next day.
The day had went exactly the way Rafe said it would. Friends from high school you all had known for years and new ones from out of state colleges that were just on the island for the summer had come to wish Topper a "Happy fuckin birthday, dude; finally old enough to bang a country club milf." Your boyfriend's backyard had looked like a scene out of Project X; people were packed in their own little friend groups, random dance circles were created when one particular song came onto the speakers that was "too fire not to blast" and there were even teens on his family's dock, letting their feet sit in the water while they blew out clouds of yellow smoke. Drinks were thrown back and laughs were let out and by the time it was midnight, it was just you, Rafe, Topper, and Kelce sipping on seltzer's while swimming.
You were sitting on Rafe's lap when you remembered how far away you had to park your car. You had left to pick up Topper's two cakes, one of them being used specifically for a cake fight that had happened around nine-ish. When you had came back, the streets parking was minimal, forcing you to park a little farther down than usual. The blonde pinched your hip when you moved to get up, frowning at the distance. He was drunk, not messy drunk, but definitely drunk enough where he didn't care about putting on his tough facade in front of his boys as he whined at you to sit back down. "I have to move my car, I forgot I left it so far," you stumbled when you slid your sandals on, steadying yourself with a hand to Rafe's shoulder. He groaned, "Why?" You shook your head, "You know Rose will ask why my car is so far." Putting down his drink on the wooden table, he stood up with you. You quirked a brow, "Where're you going?"
He blinked at you, "With you?"
You shook your head, pushing him back down in the cushioned chair and putting his drink back in his hand. "It's right down the street, I'll just be five minutes, baby." He sighed, not thinking much about it when he agreed. You were on Figure Eight in his home; if it were anywhere else he wouldn't even have been so lenient, but he was as comfortable here as he was in his own skin. "Okay, hurry back." You pressed a quick kiss on his jaw, asking him to grab you a fruity drink before Kelce drank them all. The nineteen year old insisted that he liked a nice cold beer, but after knocking back shots Topper would pass to him when he couldn't drink them, he indulged in his guilty pleasure of colorful drinks.
Looking up from your feet and the cracks in the road, you spotted your white car, but when your slightly tipsy mind processed a man standing at the drivers side with his hands cupped around his eyes to look in the tinted window, you froze in your tracks. The sound of your keys in the air made the man turn around and you gaped at him. He seemed to be pleased with your reaction, clapping his hands in fake joy. "Just the girl I was looking for," he took a step forward and pressed his hand to his heart, faking hurt, when you took a bigger step back from him. "Awe, don't be like that, bunny." You flinched at the old pet name, remembering how he would call you that after you'd hit a bump, licking the white powder from nose playfully. You shivered at the way his blown out pupils trailed over you, wishing you had something else other than a swimsuit top and jean shorts on. "What're you doing here, (Y/EX'S/N)?" Your voice came out shaky and you fisted your hands when you realized how bad this situation really was. You straightened your shoulders, trying to seem less intimidated than you really were. "Heard you went full kook, got clean with the king of Figure Eight," his glossy coked out eyes looked at Rafe's house in the distance behind you and he scoffed, "Didn't think it'd be true. You run away and disappear from me, scare me half to death, and you think that's okay?" His voice was low with anger, and it scared you more knowing he was high, scared you to think that he convinced himself that that's what really happened. You wouldn't let him gaslight you like he had in the past before you built the courage to get away from him. Bringing your hand in the air, you dismissed him in pure disgust. "You're fucking crazy," you told him, taking in your surroundings and bringing your keys between the spaces of your fingers for a makeshift weapon. (Y/EX'S/N) caught you glance at Rafe's house and rose his brows at you threateningly when he watched you think through a hundred different scenarios. "Don't think about it, (Y/N)."
You knew you had no choice, knowing that he was bigger, stronger, and faster than you. As loudly as your throat could manage, you screamed Rafe's name, your terror laced voice cutting through the late night air for a couple seconds before (Y/EX'S/N) ran towards you, backhanding you, a pained yelp leaving you at the feeling of his nail scratching your cheek. Your elbow hit the ground, your keys falling out of your hand, but you didn't have time to register the pain before he grabbed your bicep, lifting you off the pavement roughly to throw your back against the side of your car, the back of your head hitting it at the same time. He pressed his hand against your throat, fingers holding down the sides of your neck as your nails clawed at his arm, desperately trying to breathe in air, but he was too high to feel how deep you scratched at his wrists. He probably wouldn't even remember this in the morning. He used to always question your bruises when he had come out of his high, and you had protected him by giving ridiculous excuses, never telling him he was the one that constantly hurt you. You lifted yourself to your toes, leaned your head back to escape the pressure of his hand but he just pushed up harder, lifting your body almost half a foot off the ground as he used his other hand to help himself choke you out. He was mumbling random nonsense to hisself; "You shouldn't have left" and "This is your fault."
The edges of your eyesight turned black and just as you felt yourself get too lightheaded to fight back, his hand was off your neck and you fell to your knees as you gasped loudly, coughing when you felt oxygen flow through you again.
Rafe couldn't explain the rage that went through him when he saw (Y/EX'S/N) above you in the road, having gotten up and leaving his backyard in record time after hearing your petrified scream in the distance, calling out to him for help. Topper and Kelce followed quickly behind him, disregarding the fact they were shirtless and barefoot as they went to aid you. Rafe didn't know how many times he had punched (Y/EX'S/N) at this point, he was so angry he didn't even remember ripping the junkie off of you. A loud ringing was present in his ears and a fury was in his eyes no one had ever seen before. Topper was making sure you were okay, using his body to block your eyesight of what your boyfriend and Kelce were doing to your old abuser. Rafe had heard stories of what (Y/EX'S/N) had done and every time he promised that it was "on sight" for him if he ever did see him. (Y/EX'S/N) was in the wrong place at the wrong time, and Rafe made sure to do the most to him in the moment while he could. The sound of you crying brought the blonde out of his stupor, and he looked down at the piece of trash under him, sweat on his forehead. (Y/EX'S/N) almost looked dead. Blood covered his face and neck, his nose was definitely bent in a way it wasn't supposed to and deep cuts from Rafe's ring were starting to look more gruesome by the second. Rafe gripped his shirt in his fist, pulling his battered body off the ground to make him look in him in the eye. His voice was clear with anger, "If you ever come near her again, I'll fucking kill you," he promised and with that shoved him back into the ground, turning to you and replacing Topper's spot, the other blonde joining Kelce to inflict their own share of pain onto (Y/EX'S/N).
Rafe's demeanor changed instantly at the sight of you. You were terrified, your body pressing into the side of your car to try and make yourself smaller. Rafe shushed you, gathering you into his arms and tucking your head into his neck to get you to avoid looking at the damage he had inflicted. Topper and Kelce stopped their fists from hitting (Y/EX'S/N) when he became unresponsive and through your panic you heard Rafe tell them to drive your car into his driveway, vaguely caught a glimpse of Kelce dragging (Y/EX'S/N) into a space between two bushes. Rafe whispered to you to calm down, pressing kisses against your temple when he stood up with your arms around his bare shoulders and legs clinging to his waist in fear. He felt blood drip from your arm onto his chest, the feel on it making him walk faster towards the front door of Tannyhill.
Your crying subsided by the time Rafe carried you through the doorway of his bedroom, but you clung to him tighter when you felt him place you on the edge of the bed. Rafe gently trailed his hands from your back to your wrists around his neck, whispering that you needed to let go so he could get the first aid kit. You complied, your tearful eyes opening and adjusting to the few light sources in the room, letting your hands sit numbly in your lap. Rafe came back into your line of sight with the white box in hand, and he sat down next to you, putting a finger under your chin to take in the damage properly. You had a long scratch from the corner of your eye to the side of your nose, thankfully not deep enough to leave any kind of permanent mark, but definitely enough for it to ache for a couple days. Your elbow was scratched up from the concrete, staining your skin with semi-dry blood. The worst of your injuries though was your neck. Rafe could already make out the bruise in the shape of a hand developing on your throat, and it took everything in him not to do the same to (Y/EX'S/N), but he knew he couldn't leave you right now, not when you were so vulnerable. He picked up the grey throw blanket on the corner of his bed to wrap it around your bare shoulders before his big fingers picked out the small antiseptic wipes. "This is gonna sting a little, I'm sorry, baby," he fisted the blue comforter next to your thigh. "I'm sorry, shoulda gotten there quicker-" You shook your head, pulling away from the little cloth to look into his sad blue eyes. "You got there as fast as you could," you reassured, pulling the blanket tighter around yourself, making sure to avoid staining the soft material with the blood from you elbow. "Please don't blame yourself for something you didn't have any control over," you mumbled quietly, not breaking eye contact with the man that was so obviously in love with you. He just nodded, interlacing his fingers with yours atop your thigh as he moved to wipe the blood off your arm.
A couple quiet minutes passed of Rafe cleaning up the cuts on you, being especially gentle when he wiped at your neck, a frown on his face throughout the whole process. Is this how you felt when he came home after the countless fights he'd been in? He hated how sick in the gut he felt, the thought that he should have gotten to you faster digging into his head. A knock rang through the room, and you looked up to see Topper and Kelce standing in the doorway, both having changed into sweats and t-shirts. "How you doin, (Y/N/N)?" Topper asked, his voice quiet to keep you calm. They walked in as you shrugged, accepting the cold water bottle Kelce had grabbed for you. Rafe used one hand to unscrew the lid for you, and you took a couple sips, not realizing until then how thirsty you were. You urged Rafe to drink some when you were satisfied and he did it just for your peace of mind, raising his hand to cup your cheek in his hand.
"Thank you, for saving me," you said, looking at your friends in the eyes before turning your gaze to Rafe, who was already staring at you. You turned your head to kiss his palm, bringing your hand up to hold it instead.
Kelce dropped his hand onto Rafe's shoulder, "The fucker's lucky that your man didn't kill him," he joked, looking pointedly at Rafe's split knuckles. Rafe flexed his fingers, scoffing lightly, "Motherfucker better not still be there in the morning, or I will."
Topper shook his head, running a hand through his hair. "I doubt he's that stupid, he got his warning." Rafe's simple last words to (Y/EX'S/N) ran through his mind again and he shook his head, exhaling a big breath as he stood up from the bed. "Y'all take your pick of a guest room, we're gonna head to bed," Rafe said and the duo nodded, telling you to feel better and rest up before leaving the room, Rafe's door shutting behind them.
You had opened another antiseptic wipe, unfolding it as you stood up to stand in front of Rafe. He held out his hands to you, already knowing the routine and used to the familiar sting as you cleaned his knuckles. He took the wipe from your hand when you were done and walked to the bed to grab the other ones, throwing them away in his little trash can before setting the first aid kit on his dresser. His hand found its place on your hip, pulling your body into his softly. "You wanna take a shower or wait until the morning?" He asked, dragging his palms up and down your bare back under the blanket soothingly. You were exhausted, and you didn't know how you were still standing. Rafe's bedside clock read 1:16am and the sight of it made your eyes feel heavier. Rafe nodded, not needing an answer, "Morning shower it is."
You felt his hand pull at the string holding your bathing suit top to your breasts, and you shrugged out of it, letting the blanket fall off your shoulders and onto the floor with the swimsuit as Rafe opened his shirt drawer, giving you the shirt he got at a surfing competition a year or so back. He knelt onto the floor to open your drawer, pulling out a fresh pair of underwear you stepped into as soon as you took off your shorts. "Go lay down, baby," Rafe whispered as he grabbed a pair of boxers to change into.
He joined you under the covers a few moments after you climbed in, clapping once to get the lights to turn off. You buried your head into his chest, placing little kisses to his shoulders and collar bones as your arm draped itself over his waist. He kissed your forehead, his muscles relaxing at the feeling of you pressed up against him. You looked up at him one more time, your eyes making out the outline of his face in the dark. His hand moved to cup your cheek, his fingers threading into your hair as he dipped his chin down to press his lips to yours delicately, as if you were a china doll that would break if he cradled you too tightly. You kissed him for a couple more seconds, pulling away and pecking him lightly before tucking your head back into the crook of his shoulder. "I love you," you mumbled tiredly, running your hand through the top of his hair.
Rafe admired you, moving his hand to rest on the small of your back. "You're my whole life; I love you too, (Y/N)," he whispered back before watching you fall asleep, him following right behind you.
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TAGLIST: @rafeseggplant
I NEED ME SOME TRAILERPARK!RAFE SO BAD. #needthat #dreamthat
gotta give credit where itâs due because i canât stop thinking about this filthy idea after what @islandclubchampagneroom @rafescurtainbangz said đŚđŤ am i messed up for this? or do we want more? đ
Trailerpark!Rafe who has lived a rough life and isnât a very nice man. Heâs mean, and real rough. Working shitty odd jobs to pay rent and afford a pack of cigarettes and a case of beer. You catch his eye one day when he strolls into the dingy office to pay what he can for the month. You sit behind the desk all pretty and shit, tits nearly hanging out of the little white sundress you wore. You would glance up at him with big eyes, red sucker between full lips as you couldnât help but stare at him. You were the sugary sweet and naive daughter of the owner of the park, who had never had boyfriend let alone been touched by a man. Rafe could practically smell the innocence and wanted to ruin you, his blue eyes peering down at you through the hat he wore.
It didnât take much for you to fall for his tricks either, so sheltered from the outside world and what a bad man he really was. You found him so handsome, not caring if his hands werenât the cleanest or he smelled like cheap cologne. You couldnât help but chase after him, following him like a lost puppy around the trailer park. Youâd always come by his place, giving him a basket of sweet treats you had made, or asking if you could watch him work on his truck.
Before long heâd invite you inside, a cigarette hanging from his mouth as he sat back against the torn couch, your gorgeous little self practically humping him like a bitch in heat as his rough digits played with your drooling hole. His veiny forearm would hold you in place across his lap, giving your cunt a firm smack to keep you from squirming as he slid a thick finger in.
âQuit fuckin movin, gotta stretch this pretty lil thing out for my cock, baby doll.â His voice deep and raspy with a nasally southern drawl that only made your cunt clench for more.
smthn w hoodies
h o o d i e s
fandom- outer banks
pairing(s)-rafe cameron
a/n: tso i've never written for him and the request is not very specific. y'all are free to request them again w different characters. i haven't really seen anyone in obx wearing hoodies but anyway, here it is requests are open luv, thai
requested- yes
playlist: the rafe cameron mindset
warnings- none i think-
Rafe found himself in Mr. Bellingham's radar again. he's always been in his radar. but today wasn't a reason he'd believe since you would never do anything of assort with the likes of the Cameron
His best guess was that he had a moment of self reflection in the hallways.
Cameron and you had a very strange relationship, where one or the other would do a 180 when seeing the other's face. just because both of you are childish with their nurturing crushes.
You had no idea what gave you the courage to pull something like that on him, but it's been a while since he's been gawking, why not.
With a pull on Rafe's hand, both of you were in an empty classroom, him against the door in sheer surprise.
You pulled him closer with the fabric of his hoodie over his head with inches between you
who wears a hoodie in this weather?
His faces were tilted as if to kiss you, noses barley apart. you hand trailed down from the hood to the strings and tugged, closing the gap of his lips and yours with the light fabric.
But Rafe Cameron was in it now, his confidence barged in and was ready to devour. he did not bother to undo the knot, nope, he reached his hand under the cloth and pulled it off completely. leaving him shirtless and you probably breathless.
he held the sleeves in his arms and pulled you in by the hoodie. at this point you were closer and looked like a tomato.
he had an eyebrow raised, smirk plastered on his stupidly gorgeous face
is this how you want to play doll?
a m o r i s t
fandom- outer banks
pairing(s)-rafe cameron
a/n: heyya, so its been a while since I've done him and i was scrolling through Pinterest and i saw this trope and fell in love. amorist defines someone in love and it felt a perfect way to describe soft and mushy rafe. as always, my requests are always open for your thoughts and stories, with lots of love, tiya
playlist: the rafe cameron mindset
warnings- its just fluff, my soft rafe, denying kisses
Rafe Cameron had a lovely habit of always needing to keep his hands busy. He'd love fiddling to jerking his fingers wherever he could. But lately? he quite enjoyed braiding your hair.
Rafe and undid your ponytail and shook out your hair. He had finished up brushing it. He would do it with so much caution and care so you'd never feel an ounce of pain. He'd thread his hand through your hair ever so gently with his nimble fingers.
You had placed your head on his lap, engrossed in a movie while his skillfully played with strands of your hair. He wouldn't pay much attention to the screen since his thought always go back to your hair. he was enchanted and absolutely adored it. it was soft and just so pretty and satisfying to touch.
Rafe looked so pretty with all his concentration centered in making your hair look lovely. you just had to lean in for a kiss, just one.
you tipped your jaw to make contact with his face above yours just for him to shrug it off. he quickly placed a kiss to your cheek.
you had lips, it wouldn't hurt for him to notice once in a while. him and his stupid face.
"Shh, stop fussing baby. Lemme finish braiding your hair and I'll kiss you forever alright?"
Swish, brush, twine, swish, brush, twine, over and over again, your eyes began to droop as you tried to will yourself awake once more, but to no avail, you had fallen asleep in his arms, and when you'd woken from slumber, you found his arms wrapped around you, as he was fast asleep, two perfect braids sitting like a crown on your head.
h a l c y o n
fandom- outer banks
pairing(s)-rafe cameron
a/n: helloo my lovleys, let me see what I can do :) so I'm so sorry it took so long since I've been awfully caught up with my examinations, I feel pretty hyped up for this one so I'm hopeful this will reach you expectations and I do your plot justice tysmm for taking the time to request, ik i take time but I swear it makes my day when i see my inbox flooding. I'm swamped but I'm really trying, i promise requests are always open with love, tiya
playlist: the rafe cameron mindset
warnings- just tooth rottin fluff, overall a sweet drabble
Rafe that this old sofa in his room since forever. He just absolutely adored it to no ends even with its old covers and worn out figure. His favourite thing was to fall asleep on it in the afternoons with you. It was just so comfortable but not as grand or spacious like every other thing uou would find in their household. A lovely excuse to keep you closer cause he wouldn't want his girl to have a fall of the edge while they slept of. so what not a better safety precaution than his arm keeping you close.
Falling asleep for you was not as easy as flipping a switch, so instead you would prop up your head on a pillow with Rafe attached you your hip as you go through your reading assignment in plans to slowly nod off.
his head would be on your stomach with his hands wrapped around you and legs displaced by the small furniture.
With one hand flipping through the pages of your prescribed textbook the other one was lightly massaging his hair so he wouldn't stir up with your sudden movements.
"baby?"
"yeah rafe?"
"you smell really nice mhmm"
o r p h i c
fandom- outer banks
pairing(s)- rafe cameron
a/n: hellolo, i'm so sorry i deleted the request, it was very clumsy of me. the anonymous had asked for me to write about how both rafe and you seemed to hate each other but keeps each other in their minds throughout the day. one leads to another and they end up confessing thankyou for requesting, i hope you indulge your stories with me to write them out for you in the future with love, tiya
playlist: the rafe cameron mindset
summary: you looked so pretty, how could rafe resist a bite?
requested- yes
warnings- unestablished relationship, hateful but secretly in love, "love", "sweetheart", mentions of satan-?
Midsummers carried the bright, enliven days with the aroma of freedom and warmth, but here you were stuck at some barbeque enlightened by the presence of bloody Rafe Cameron.
it annoyed you how he was so aggressive and a devil of a narcissist who walked around as if he owned the world. But what pissed you off the most was how in every crowd you'd search for him, how you often thought about his stupid hair and his stupid face and how his arms looked so fine with his sleeves rolled up.
How could i be so dual?
you'd assume one would steer themselves from dangerous situations such as interacting with a hot headed Cameron who could fuck you up in more ways than one.
You were helping Wheezie collect seashells for her castle when he strolled in to the sand with his hands shoved in his pockets, confidence following him like an obedient dog.
"need her for a minute, dad said to let her tag on" he so nonchalantly expressed the reason of his prescence.
wiping the sand from your calves, you slid on your slippers and followed him. It was always necessary to be cautious with Rafe, you never knew what he was thinking. but at the same time, why did he look like that? like the angels envied the looks of the devil, even though they were to stay away, that smile pulled you on.
you both had gone a good few meters out of sight when he harshly twisted you around by your hand, pushing your back towards the cement wall. his right hand was hugging your waist while his knee was firmly placed between your thighs.
fuck
your heart was hammering and your legs were ready to turn into absolute mush when he was Infront of you.
"who said you could look so pretty huh?"
fuck it, who could resist the devil when he decides to take form of Rafe Cameron?
you lifted his chin and closed the space between him, your hands through his hair as you could feel yourself fall in rhythm.
he pulled back
oh
"I'm so sorry oh my god, I shouldn't have done that I'm so sorry, I-"
"darlin" he covered his eyes with a hand
" if you don't want to talk to me ever again I get it-"
"sweetheart"
"I'm just so-"
you were very rudely interrupted as he lowered his head, pulled you by your shirt and kissed you again.
OH
m i s c h e v i o u s
fandom- outer banks
pairing(s)- rafe cameron
a/n: this isn't the best but it's something i wrote to one of my favourite bois
playlist: the rafe cameron mindset
requested- yes
warnings- none i think-
Rafe Cameron was a leader, someone with initiative, someone who was adamant about fixing it before it became a problem. And when you caught his gaze, he knew there was going to be a problem. You looked beautiful, you really did, absolutely captivating. he just knew that tonight won't end without a taste.
he knew what you were expecting for a reaction. and if you thought he was going to get down on his knees and do whatever you wanted to him, then you were absolutley right.
if you wanted to play, then fine. but he assumed by now that you would know better than to stay out of things you wouldn't win
his arm grazed your thigh, running shivers down your bare thigh uncovered by the slit in your dress.
fuck
"i missed you so much. you can't even comprehend"
it had only been a week.
you could not win, not when he looks like god and especially when he had a to-do list. the only item left for tonight was you. his hand kept going higher as the more people began to drown their drinks and dance.
"oh god" you moaned.
"not god sweetheart," he said before adjusting his fingers a bit deeper,"Rafe."
"baby, keep quiet, or imma have to go harder don't I"