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My Church Offers No Absolutes

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My church offers no absolutes

“Everything is so fucked about me Simon, you know it, i know it, so why the hell are you still standing here?!” Simon feels his jaw go slack for a moment, utter perplexity finally filling his body like liquid in a pitcher. Why did he stay with Roger? Why did he linger in the places that nobody else dared set foot before, why did he stitch up every wound that everyone before him had left? Why did he sit on the couch that was covered in holes and smelled like smoke because Roger’s old roommate wouldn’t stop with his addiction. Why did he stand in the doorways that led Roger to a better place, only to take the raven’s hand and whisper that it would be okay, that he was here for Roger anytime that anything got rough. 

Simon doesn’t have an answer for Roger, but his heart is now racing in his chest and the frail boy knows it’s not from adrenaline. It’s not from Roger yelling at him, demanding a reason that Simon is still his backbone, even though the two of them know that Roger could destroy Simon in the snap of two fingers. 

Simon doesn’t have an answer because he thinks he loves Roger. And if he told anyone that, Simon knows that he would be killed. 

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