Gonna Try And LOCK IN On This Au Fic But Later I'll Post Thoughts About The Au. For Very Basic Context

gonna try and LOCK IN on this au fic but later i'll post thoughts about the au. for very basic context though the concept is "the body of jack kennedy (aka good end jack) gets locked in the flipside fourth layer after blackjack splits in two dave/davetrap style, with the two halves of jack's soul now, uh... real fucked up. meanwhile the Real jack kennedy tries to fulfill the promise while also trying to keep his reality selves in chest. he's having the worst time". insane perhaps. i'm having fun though

hello this goes out to the davesporters. here's a bunch of choice snippets from one davesport rp i did. the premise was just "jack is like 'hey your wig looks like shit. do you want help with that, or'" to dave post-dsaf1 good end. theyre total losers. screenshots under the cut so i don't accidentally blow up someone's dash with gay people

theres more but i forgot about the 10 image per post limit so this is all you get for now. i fucking Love how my sister my bestie writes dave. that's such a weird guy (lovingly)

re: your tags on my reblog . one im so glad someone else is bonkers about them i go crazy insane for scott and abel and all the managers. but especially scott and abel theyre so doomed and they make me feel things. not to self promo but i have a couple fics on them if you're into readin that stuff and need more content to feast on. TWO more importantly i honestly just found that post from looking up "dsaf scott cawthon" in the normal search and scrolling. i'm sure you could sift through directdoggo's posts that mention scott and/or abel (or any manager you want content on) and you'll find some fun stuff. like for example the robot kids peter has are replicas of scott's children which is so fucked up. anyways i'm rambling but i love my boys

- raspberry-vinaigrette

Holy Fuck, I typed out more than I wanted to... But yeah no,

I'M gonna be real with you chat I didn't even know the kids were robots. But I did know they were scott's kids... Oh my god that is so fucked up I love this series oh my god. I AM. VERY FRICKEN CRAZY ABOUT THEM. not to mention I showed the images you posted to me friends and went on a giant rampage because if you didn't know I am actually th the biggest abel kinnie in the whole world I feel him on such deep personal levels he. makes me sob somrtimes- Anyways!!here's what I said about the big post thing:

Basically for some context it'll be under the cut! (but I won't go too deep cause some of that stuff is really personal...) Read only if you want to! ^^'

2021 was like, a really dogshit year for me. But during late 2021 where I was at my worst I met a new friend who was actually that same friend who helped me get into dsaf though unfortunately he left due to personal reasons w/ himself and all. But I proceeded to hyperfixate on dsaf for basically that whole YEAR. then I found another dsaf fan during that same year and we literally became best friends, in fact, they were the only friend I had at the time. But I still felt so free, when I could think more for myself and not have to worry about other people or problems, I've always considered 2022 to be my healing year because fixating on dsaf was so oddly healing to me and I could actually just have fun with it and not care about what anyone else thought of me cause I didn't have anyone else to judge me during those times. Timeskip to late 2022, and I get back with my old friends after delivering them an apology, and now here we are, best friends again. (But we DID have to kick one of em out cause they were such a pain in the ass, the name censored in the first image.)

And I only really let myself get back into dsaf just around this summer just cause I realized how much I missed it. But it was by the beginning of like, may that I started to get a random anonymous wave of depression and my paranoia was getting worse, due to me reflecting on myself more, and in fact, I still kinda am.

I just felt generally miserable, because I missed the past so damn much where I could learn to show myself kindness and wasn't constantly worrying about things that were either too little for anyone else to care about, or just didn't exist at all.

So, the whole thing that dogman was stating during that whole paragraph and especially the ending, this whole year, I've been desperate to recreate 2022, my healing year, so that I can feel that carefree happiness I once did, instead of waiting for the days to just pass by, hoping I can restore a little bit of what I left from back then. Even risking things like isolating myself just to take back what I had.

But you can't recreate the past, The only way to move forward is to pick up the pieces and build something new.

Fuck, those words might be ones to live by, if I'm being honest.

NEVER apologize for rambling in the tags of ANY posts but especially not reblogs from me. i would not be sharing my thoughts if i did not want to hear the audience's input like i'm appealing to the royal court. for real though these ideas r cool as hell and im chewing on it everyone should read these

soulposting for those who think about this kind of thing. additional context: i headcanon that the reason dee has the abilities to "give gifts give life" the way she does + her other abilities is due to how much she loved her family and how even while she was dying she believed in jack to help her. that's all in my silly little brain though

scott cawthon fic on ao3 so good it made me think about my wild scott cawthon centric au