I Need More Ghostwriter Fanfiction In My Life, There Is Not Enough! Hes Such An Interesting Character

I need more Ghostwriter fanfiction in my life, there is not enough! He’s such an interesting character and so not used enough.

You know what pisses me off?

I have OCD but I have learned to control it for the most part. However, when I clean and organize a room, and in the next few days it’s back to being a dumpster fire disorganized pigsty I get rightfully fucking pissed! And to then have my roommate upset at me for not doing more around the house I get even more pissed because I just cleaned and organized a whole god damn room and they can’t keep a single fucking cabinet nice and organized for more than a few days! I may have the ability to ignore my OCD wanting to clean and organize the whole god damn house, and to clean every mess I come across, but when someone bitches at me for a mess I didn’t fucking make, I lose my shit a little. They also complain that I ignore messes, well again, for my sanity I learned to ignore my OCD triggers. That mess wouldn’t be there if I lived alone.

Another thing, I may be a bit of a hoarder, not wanting to get rid of some of my things, but fucking hell. there is so much shit in this house that is just not needed! We do not need two mixers, or so many containers, or these ugly mugs. I’ve tried to get rid of so much but when my back is turned it’s right back in the keep pile. I found a bag of shells in the kitchen cabinet, not pasta shells, but beach shells, that was supposed to be in the garbage. I nearly lost my shit in frustration. I can not stand to have my hard work messed up by people that don’t give a fuck!

This kind of thing has happened all my life, at my parent’s house and with everyone I’ve lived with. I organize shit and within a few days it’s back to being a cluster fuck and no one appreciates the hard work I put in! If I lived alone I think my life would be so much easier. There wouldn’t be a lot of messes, my kitchen would be nice and organized, I wouldn’t have so much useless stuff, and I could relax without someone coming to stress me out.

However that is just wishful thinking, as I can’t afford to have my own place. Maybe I should offer my services as an organizer, I could get payed for organizing people’s houses and I wouldn’t have to deal with seeing my hard work get destroyed.

Get ready for the Anti Christmas season bitches!

I don’t like Christmas, the only thing I like is the shiny stuff and pictures of cats in Christmas trees or Christmas stuff. So look forward to me posting pictures of anti-Christmas memes or Christmas cat pictures from me. However, for the first time, I will enjoy hating this holiday by laughing manically as I spread anti-Christmas cheer! I can also enjoy hating this holiday because I no longer work in retail! *laughs maniacally*

Sebastian a YouTuber?

What if our favorite emo was a YouTuber? What name would he have? Do you guys think he could cut it as a YouTuber? It's a random idea that rattled around my brain today. If you could share Your thoughts would be awesome!

Screw that ghost lady Anima!

Fuck this lady in Evil Within 2.Her singing freaks me out, I'm freaked out and I’m afraid to sleep now. It’s also really weird that her singing scares the shit out of me. Mannikins/dolls and snakes are usually the only things that freak me out,

Guess which one I am as I find a gun to shoot down my neighbor’s plastic reindeer, that the nut bunny put up on Halloween.