Guess Which One I Am As I Find A Gun To Shoot Down My Neighbors Plastic Reindeer, That The Nut Bunny

Guess which one I am as I find a gun to shoot down my neighbor’s plastic reindeer, that the nut bunny put up on Halloween.

Some Facts About Me

* I love foul language especially fuck and shit

* I love animals, cats are my favorite and then dogs come in as a close second.

* I really like flowers, irises and lilies are my favorites.

* I have a younger brother, his name is Kyle

* I love to torment my characters for some reason.

* I don’t really watch live TV, I binge watch everything. Rick and Morty doesn’t count, I watched that every week.

* I love indie games, especially survival ones and ones that connect to my specific brand of humor.

* I get obsessed over stuff, but only for short periods of time. Like tv shows, games and so on. As I'm writing this I've got one that’s been going on for like a month, maybe more? After it runs it’s course I’ll still like it, but not actively obsess over it.

* I have a Life, Health, and Accident insurance license

* I have a form of Autism, that being Aspergers Syndrome. under that are:

  ~ I am sensory sensitive, certain textures irritate me while others sooth me, same with sound, music, and smell. oh and I have a hard time with skin to skin contact

  ~ Socializing, in general, is difficult for me, sometimes I don’t want to even deal with people, which makes keeping lasting relationships hard. Clearly, I was meant to have a job in sales (that was sarcasm)

* I desperately wish there was a font or something to convey sarcasm in text.

* I’ve been single since 2009 and I have no interest in dating or sex anytime soon. And fuck you if you have an issue with that.

* I come from an abusive family, specifically it was my alcoholic father. My mother just put up with it until she got brain damage and it made her grow a spine or something and left him. I, of course, cackled like an insane person at his misfortune.

* As you can tell from above I hold grudges.

* I swear I’m not insane and am surprisingly a high functioning person with Aspergers. Seriously it even surprises me how I turned out.

You know what pisses me off?

I have OCD but I have learned to control it for the most part. However, when I clean and organize a room, and in the next few days it’s back to being a dumpster fire disorganized pigsty I get rightfully fucking pissed! And to then have my roommate upset at me for not doing more around the house I get even more pissed because I just cleaned and organized a whole god damn room and they can’t keep a single fucking cabinet nice and organized for more than a few days! I may have the ability to ignore my OCD wanting to clean and organize the whole god damn house, and to clean every mess I come across, but when someone bitches at me for a mess I didn’t fucking make, I lose my shit a little. They also complain that I ignore messes, well again, for my sanity I learned to ignore my OCD triggers. That mess wouldn’t be there if I lived alone.

Another thing, I may be a bit of a hoarder, not wanting to get rid of some of my things, but fucking hell. there is so much shit in this house that is just not needed! We do not need two mixers, or so many containers, or these ugly mugs. I’ve tried to get rid of so much but when my back is turned it’s right back in the keep pile. I found a bag of shells in the kitchen cabinet, not pasta shells, but beach shells, that was supposed to be in the garbage. I nearly lost my shit in frustration. I can not stand to have my hard work messed up by people that don’t give a fuck!

This kind of thing has happened all my life, at my parent’s house and with everyone I’ve lived with. I organize shit and within a few days it’s back to being a cluster fuck and no one appreciates the hard work I put in! If I lived alone I think my life would be so much easier. There wouldn’t be a lot of messes, my kitchen would be nice and organized, I wouldn’t have so much useless stuff, and I could relax without someone coming to stress me out.

However that is just wishful thinking, as I can’t afford to have my own place. Maybe I should offer my services as an organizer, I could get payed for organizing people’s houses and I wouldn’t have to deal with seeing my hard work get destroyed.

Still not dead!

As anyone following me for my story Stars, Geeks, and Love? know I’ve been dealing with family issues and writer's block. By the way, if any of you know how to get rid of writer's block please tell me. Anywhore, the universe decided to kick me while I was down and I have more on my plate. I lost one of my jobs sometime in January, and I have a new one coming in soon, hopefully. My new job requires me do get some schooling and then training, which hopefully won't take up all my time but it means I don’t have much time for writing. I just wanna keep you guys in the loop. I'm really sorry but I don’t have much choice in the matter. The only good news I have is that I might have a new story coming out once this nonsense is all settled. I’m actually working with someone with this and most likely she’ll drag my brain through writer's block when we have time. I don’t believe she has a tumbler but if she does I’ll recommend her to you guys. she’s awesome and been my best friend for god, like seven years? Well, I’m rambling now I’ll just shut up and go to bed.

Try Something New

You know lately as I’ve been trying to get over my writer’s block and destressing from work, I’ve been branching out more in my reading. I’m trying out new ships, I’m reading more than just romance, and I’ve been finding a lot of stories I enjoy that I never thought I would like. It’s even helping with the writer's block a little bit. I’ve created some new and interesting characters and I’ve come up with a new chapter for SGAL (not the next chapter, unfortunately, it’s a later chapter).

I suggest everyone tries something new, a type of story that you wouldn’t normally read or a different ship, or even a new activity or food. You never know what will come of it.

Maybe I’ll post some of the new characters I’ve created, let me know if you guys would like to see them.

I think this is one of the best pictures I've ever taken