Thank You For Saying This! I Am Pretty Down On Myself A Lot For Basically Being Unable To Write More

Thank you for saying this! I am pretty down on myself a lot for basically being unable to write more than 2k words at most no matter how many people say they love the short stuff I do post. It helps hearing from one of the folks who can write the way I always wished I could and seeing that folks like you enjoy short fiction.

As a 50K person, I get how it sounds, but honestly, it is exhausting because a lot of it is rereading and hating the flow and having to add more to make it feel better as a piece and never feeling finished.

It's a difference in style and the way people write sometimes, I think.

I always appreciate short pieces and the authors ability to put together a story with a small amount, and it hit like a punch or just linger on my mind for years. A lot of them are genuinely beautiful or very funny or very hot and have very good pieces that get to the heart of things engagingly. But that is a skill to be able to do.

I can't do brevity, and it's genuinely not fun all the time. I've tried to write something smaller, and it just felt unfinished to me no matter how much I tried to force myself to not add more and made me so unhappy with it that I just left it. I can't do a story without it being more involved and full of details, which always expands. Otherwise, it feels barebones and not done.

Mor tangential the length of fiction doesn't reflect anything on quality or investment into the project either. Shorter pieces aren't any lesser for a smaller amount of words (and certainly aren't easier to write) and longer works aren't necessarily well-written just because there's a lot of words. And sometimes people lean into one or the other as easier to write for them.

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Maaaan what is it with cis women authors who at least at one time wrote very good queer fiction turning out to have been assholes the whole time and/or metamorphosiing into freakish alt right trad wives who can no longer write their way out of a paper bag let alone their own assholes?

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