
Gay Male. This is basically my online tarot/divination/meditation journal for my, usually, daily personal tarot readings, tarot practices, tarot musings, and divination/meditation practices.
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Feb 6 2024
Feb 6 2024

A stalemate, undecided attitude, indecision, and balancing relationships are the predominant themes of this. You are actually enjoying a lot of joy in your family relationships, and the signs are there that you have good bonds with them. You are advised to make and accept change in your life, no matter how drastic, challenging, or difficult. This may feel unwelcome, but really, there are some things in your life that need to change.
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Jan 31 2024
A celtic cross spread for an issue that came up during this day.

You're facing some worries and a problem that is testing your sense of resourcefulness. However, you are actually crossed by a drive and motivation to start the flames of something new, and that drive is serving you well to keep you grounded and directed. At the root of it is an issue surrounding a piece of fortune and security that you know you must protect and work on to expand.
There are major obstacles in the past that required much patience and determination, and in the present, home and the domicile take center stage and are actually a major part of the issue. The futures influence bodes a need to assert your boundaries and using intellectual capabilities and wisdom.
You're actually feeling confident despite these challenges, which is good because your warmth and confidence can support the others as you face the challenges together. Your environment is actually filled with loving connections with your family as you face these challenges. Oddly, though, the advice is actually about emotional creativity. Perhaps, since the underlying issue literally hits close to home, you are thus being advised to be emotionally and innovatively creative as you pursue your goal. Following this path can lead to seeing some improvements and gaining hope for a better outcome in the future.
Feb 4 2024

Lack, scarcity, and loss that tests your resourcefulness are the themes of this day. Beneath that, there is discipline and ambition, a good foundation for worldly success and solidifying your dreams and goals. You are advised to take on the spirit of adventurebas you pursue your goals and work on this day. Be enthusiastic, passionate, driven, and adventurous.
Feb 5 2024
Nighttime reflection on the cards I had drawn during the morning.

So yeah, this day really did test my sense of peace and integrity. My sister, who now lives in a different country, got annoyed with my mom for pestering her in-laws. And she had a lot to say to me during a video chat. Maintaining a sense of balance, a situation that tests or rewards your honesty, integrity, accountability, conviction, and fairness is how I often interpret the justice card. The themes of such were really dominant and apparent in my day, and it repeated when my niece was annoyed with me after seeing my sister's irritated messages at the group chat. She also had a lot to say to me. To be fair, I have to agree that I hadn't exactly been diligently aware of my mom's actions and thus contributed to the source of the issue. So yeah, this is a bit of an accountability issue and being irresponsibly-unaware-issue. I like that Astromatrix tarot card for justice is very artistically similar to the thoth tarot adjustment card because the Adjustment cards meaning of maintaining balance and a balancing act. I am receiving some deserved karma for my laziness and, at the same time, have to be honest and maintain integrity, a tough balancing act.
The world card appearing in the position of the situation beneath is also something I find apt because despite dealing with stresses from other people, I actually was able to accomplish what needs to be done: get mother to stop pestering my sisters in-laws, arrange a courier pickup and delivery, as well as succussfuly retrieve my sisters packages. I actually did feel a lot of peace and calm through most of the day, feeling like I have all that i need and want within my day.
Temperance, in the position of the advice card, was definitely something I have achieved in the way I handled the issues that came up. I didn't get angry, annoyed, overly upset, nor responded with negativity to the outbursts of my sister nor my niece. I listened and felt like i had successfully internalized external and opposing forces and dealt with things in a harmonious manner. I think I can also partly credit my mindfulness practices and meditations for making me more calm and even-keeled. I faced off with annoyance and anger fueled confrontations during different times of the day, but I didn't get mad back and responded in a way that I think didn't exacerbate the situation. I like the image of this card. An angel combines the opposing elements of fire and water, as doves of peace and beautiful flowers emanate and surround her.

The Gaia card I had drawn this morning was also quite apt. My mother was literally the main source of the issue. Hahaha. But yeah, there was actually a lot of abundance enjoyed in this day, and the necessity of being nurturing, attentive, and caring to everyone and everything that's important to me was plainly obvious in my day.
Feb 8 2024

Relative peace attained through a stalemate and by indecision and/or by being undecided are the themes of this day. Nurturing care and luxury at home is what lies beneath. You are advised to open up to the wonders and choices apparent today while being grounded as you make choices. Pragmatically look upon your options.
Feb 5 2024
Morning card pull from the Mythic oracle to start my day.

While there is much abundance in your life you are advised to also take care and nurture the important things in your life. Fertile lands can become barren if you abuse and neglect the part where you to give back and nurture them. Yes, there is abundance, but you should also care for it so that it continues to grow and last for a long time.