i'm done with living. wanna talk? I post a lot of my personal life, don’t take it too serious. Camila, she/her/hers/ bi/pan(i guess) learning french and german so dm me if you wanna help me please. in love with calum hood's slutty white choker
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I Wish I Could Change Things
I wish I could change things
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holy fuck, I just wish I could understand my brain, just over here simping over a 28th year old Korean dancer who knows absolutely nothing about me but I am incapable of doing anything else other that watching every single choreography of hers ugh
most of the times I just wish I could be dead, but right now I can't seem to find any reason to actively want to continue in this world
well thank god I can't say all the things that go through my mind because, oh boy
God I hate feeling like this, it's like I am overwhelmed but haven't had the guts to do any of the things that I must do, but still even though I have the time and resources I just can't bring myself to do it, I'm just never motivated enough to do anything these days ugh, thought I was getting myself out of the hole but instead I am just digging deeper and deeper and now reaching the top seems impossible to do
(don't know if this could be called executive dysfunction but if it is please let me know)