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i keep on holding to the fact that I could do many helpful things to her but it's feeling like that is not going to be enough to keep me alive if I keep on feeling like this

i just wanna disappear, that will solve everything for once and for all, fucking hate feeling

feeling extremely weird rn, feeling kinda anxious but in a way I used to feel whenever I was excited to see someone I liked, but this is not the same situation, ugh

kinda feeling weird en, don't know if it's anxiety o something else

so fucking sick and tired of feeling this way, I don't want to feel like this anymore

it really amazes me how people can just sometimes leave you without hesitation, like the thing you shared just didn't matter to them, and yeah sometimes it is easier to leave than to stay but I just wasn't expecting that it could be the first solution you thought of

there are so many fucking things that I would like to scream, to get out, to maybe finally admit right now, but I just can't fucking help it, damn we should've never had that conversation, I was definitely not ready for that and I can't promise you it won't change anything and that we could just continue ignoring everything as we were doing so because I am not sure I can

feeling kinda shitty but I just can't fucking stop this goddamn pain any longer

estoy que me caigo del sueño

well I kinda don't know how I'm feeling right now lmao, this is extremely weird

happy trans day of visibility🔥🔥🔥🔥

I swear it’s everyday, I get back up to just keep falling

it so hard not to end with your life when literally everything seems to be pushing you to do it finally

i just remembered how I used to tell you everything, I was so open and honest that when you left, I just couldn't ever be as honest as I used to, everything changed and I felt like I lost a part of me that was deeply based on my relationship with you. I wish I could be like that with someone else, but it all just feels so wrong and uncomfortable that I wouldn't even give it a chance. it hurts to be something, it's worse to be nothing with you. why can't I let go of this?

sleepiness is honestly getting the best outta me today, I just can't anymore dog

just can't handle all this things at the same time anymore

feeling kinda shitty rn

dios, lo que odio está hijueputa claseee

y está hijueputa QUEEEEE???