Resolvedbrunette

sitting in my TA prof's office hours picking his brain about boats because [unconfirmed, undiagnosed] Autism, also got peer reviewed again for ADHD by academic advisor HELLOOOOO (I was in the rain and now I am Feral)

Probably one of the worse feelings I’ve had is someone glaring at me after I’ve walked half an hour on a Saturday morning for food and I’m just trying to eat and get the fuck out. Like I’m sorry dude. Is my existence offensive. Do you want me to punch you. Because at this point I’m not scared, I’m pissed off and I will ruin your day.

I wish I was able to just tell people I loved them and am drawn to them and want to spend time with them, without the expectation of words

I want to know people but unfortunately that means questioning them. I want to touch their minds. I want to know and love everyone and take their face into my hands and tell them that in the dark, I will be there for them; at the end of all that is, I will stand beside them as we walk into the abyss, one people and one heart

I am coming to believe that two people having their read receipts on for each other can be an expression of mutual trust without the explicit statement of such. In this essay, I will