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I don’t particularly enjoy being awake half an hour early, seeing as how nothing opens until 7 AM. Oh, well.

She leads me, crawling on all fours after her, with every word of affection that pours from her fingers or her mouth.

Listening to bird calls instead of doing my pre lab work 🙄

Just one day.

Just one day where I’m not looked at as alien,

When a person’s stare is in awe, not malice or suspicion.

When neither woman nor man is frightened of me.

When I’m not made to feel as if I have no place on this earth.

Maybe, one day.

I don’t post about her often enough, I feel, but I still hunger after her. I mourn that I did not see her, did not wrap my arms around her and burrow into her chest today. I feel pained. I don’t care if it’s odd. I love her, and words are barely enough to convey it.

@rosen-dovecote this you?

grenole bar: unconsumed (packaged. in dorm)

hungy. cold. tsktsktsk.

I’ve… seen things you people wouldn’t believe;

Attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion.

I’ve watched C-beams glitter in the dark near the Tannhauser gate.

All those… moments will be lost in time, like tears… in the rain.

Istg if one more person today calls The Great American Bison a buffalo I’m losing all my marblies

woman that looks at the ground in thought + woman that looks at the sky in wonderment

Probably one of the worse feelings I’ve had is someone glaring at me after I’ve walked half an hour on a Saturday morning for food and I’m just trying to eat and get the fuck out. Like I’m sorry dude. Is my existence offensive. Do you want me to punch you. Because at this point I’m not scared, I’m pissed off and I will ruin your day.

starting a collection of sped up star trek gifs

I wish I was able to just tell people I loved them and am drawn to them and want to spend time with them, without the expectation of words

I want to know people but unfortunately that means questioning them. I want to touch their minds. I want to know and love everyone and take their face into my hands and tell them that in the dark, I will be there for them; at the end of all that is, I will stand beside them as we walk into the abyss, one people and one heart

sitting in my TA prof's office hours picking his brain about boats because [unconfirmed, undiagnosed] Autism, also got peer reviewed again for ADHD by academic advisor HELLOOOOO (I was in the rain and now I am Feral)

I am coming to believe that two people having their read receipts on for each other can be an expression of mutual trust without the explicit statement of such. In this essay, I will

Otterville, Ontario

ur government assigned gender for the day is the first thing u get when u click this link to a randomised wikipedia article. NO REROLLS . i am the  trollsteineggje mountain in norway

Storm interest running full tilt right now. We’ve got a crazy one coming in. Shelf clouds, dark rain, whole nine yards. Fortunately no severe warnings which is good but also means it’ll probably be short lived. In any case I’m photographing and taking video. Simply fantastic to live here. The wind is going pretty decent. Thunder is good. Temperature dropping rapidly. Very dark. Feels like a cold occlusion type. No rain just yet expect spatter ahead of the main, blown in by the wind.

I’m so freaking excited. HERE WE GO.

I’m! Going! Insane! Please put me on an icebreaker and let me go study Ursus maritimus and Vulpes lagopus AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

As you can tell, it is Not Winter and it’s so close yet so far away. I need that cold fresh air in my face, need my nose running from the miserable biting wind, I need it more than anything I can possibly imagine give me winter now

girlhood is finally wanting chicken/being okay with the Ramifications of eating it and then chick fil a is closed because it's Sunday

Blasting fever ray and carb loading at 1009

Knowing your body means touching it but if you are constantly breaking down and replacing cells can you touch your whole body in full integrity? Or are you really a ship of Theseus, your body degrading and repairing and becoming a new one with every cell you discard?

I woke up at 6;30 (usual time) and the library doesn’t open till 9 on Saturdays HELP MEEEE I don’t want to study in my dorm

I hate waking up this early and none of the buildings on campus are open to study in

Edit: “why don’t you go back to sleep” I legit couldn’t, that rem cycle was flat over and sleeping another hour would have felt terrible