[10:22 Am]

[10:22 am]

“are you on cam right now?” jisung’s hushed whisper pulls your attention away from the notebook on your desk. your eyes glance at your computer—your teacher’s mundane tone slowly lulling you to sleep.

he watches in anticipation as you click the small camera icon off, “it is now—mmf!”

you’re frozen in place as your boyfriend rushes into your room and engulfs you in a hug. his subtle cologne surrounds you as you laugh softly into his neck.

“happiest birthday, y/nnie!” jisung pulls back as he pressed a chaste kiss to your cheek. you smile, feeling your heart swell as he proceeds to happily sing you a happy birthday.

“you’re the cutest, ‘sung.”

“miss y/l/n? what are your thoughts on this prompt?”

shit.

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self-indulgent … it’s my birthday today! thank u jisung for the greeting ( ◠‿◠ ) lmfao i wish

i recommend listening to ready to love by svt and dive into you by nct dream while reading!

hows of us — nct dream.

in which they all have their own “hows” to loving you.

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MARK … and you would have a pretty open relationship, he wouldn’t be the type to flaunt your relationship but he wouldn’t be the type to hide it either. the dreamies knew about you two and would absolutely love teasing you until your cheeks were bright red.

RENJUN … would probably want to keep you hidden for a little while. it wasn’t like he wanted to hide you away as if he was ashamed of you, more like he loved you so much and didn’t feel like sharing.

JENO … was head over heels for you. the dreamies knew about you way before you two had become a thing—so they knew just how whipped jeno was. when you both had gotten together jeno wouldn’t necessarily scream it on the top of his lungs, but he wasn’t quiet about it either.

HAECHAN … was very boisterous about your relationship. he would always squish your cheeks and pull you into his embrace, screaming a very high pitched “so cute!” while doing it too.

JAEMIN … would very much initiate pda with you in front of the dreamies on purpose. he’d drop some cheesy pick-up lines just to cringe them out, but he’d be very sweet and romantic behind closed doors.

CHENLE … would love showing you off. one hundred percent. he would always giggle and hold your hand, a loud “there’s my s/o!” leaving his lips every time he’d first catch sight of you entering the building.

JISUNG … would definitely be the private but not secret type of boy. he wouldn’t post much on his instagram or twitter, but when he did it was usually with you—with your face out of the picture. just something to show that he was taken but his love was just his to see.

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i recommend listening to ready to love by svt and dive into you by nct dream while reading!

hows of us — nct dream.

in which they all have their own “hows” to loving you.

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MARK … and you would have a pretty open relationship, he wouldn’t be the type to flaunt your relationship but he wouldn’t be the type to hide it either. the dreamies knew about you two and would absolutely love teasing you until your cheeks were bright red.

RENJUN … would probably want to keep you hidden for a little while. it wasn’t like he wanted to hide you away as if he was ashamed of you, more like he loved you so much and didn’t feel like sharing.

JENO … was head over heels for you. the dreamies knew about you way before you two had become a thing—so they knew just how whipped jeno was. when you both had gotten together jeno wouldn’t necessarily scream it on the top of his lungs, but he wasn’t quiet about it either.

HAECHAN … was very boisterous about your relationship. he would always squish your cheeks and pull you into his embrace, screaming a very high pitched “so cute!” while doing it too.

JAEMIN … would very much initiate pda with you in front of the dreamies on purpose. he’d drop some cheesy pick-up lines just to cringe them out, but he’d be very sweet and romantic behind closed doors.

CHENLE … would love showing you off. one hundred percent. he would always giggle and hold your hand, a loud “there’s my s/o!” leaving his lips every time he’d first catch sight of you entering the building.

JISUNG … would definitely be the private but not secret type of boy. he wouldn’t post much on his instagram or twitter, but when he did it was usually with you—with your face out of the picture. just something to show that he was taken but his love was just his to see.

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[❀] who i think nct dream was written by ˏˋ°•*⁀➷

@lyyhyuck , 5.11.2021.

✿ mark

someone passionate about music who dreams of pursuing a career in the music industry but can’t seem to be successful.

✿ renjun

someone who would do anything for their friends but their kindness is used against them and therefore dreams of a good friend.

✿ jeno

a man who lost his little son and imagines what he would have been like as a grownup.

✿ haechan

by a lonely teenager who wishes to have a best friend. a teenager who wishes to experience fun and the company of a close friend.

✿ jaemin

someone who is experiencing unrequited love and imagines what a perfect partner would be like.

✿ chenle

a teenager who badly needs a shoulder to cry on and a comfort from a loved one.

✿ jisung

a middle aged woman who misses her clumsy childhood best friend and only wants to reunite with him.

[ 2:35 AM ]

warning ⚠️: depressed reader, anxiety and breakdown, cursing. let me know if there’s more!

“fuck” you cried, leaning your head back against the bed frame. It was as if nights like this kept repeating constant crying, loneliness and anxiety. At this point, you wish to just disappear and live away from all the problems of the world.

It felt as if you were alone, being left in the dark with something sharp pierced into your heart. It feels so pain, you continued to cry even harder than before. It was so pain you wanted it to stop, but you were afraid of d*ing. Reaching out to grab your phone, you scrolled down the contact list and stopped at the number you would always call during times like this. You hesitated, feeling guilty for calling in the late hours of the night but you were desperate to get some form of help, so you pressed the number.

“y/n? shouldn’t you be asleep?” best friend! Jisung asked worriedly after he picked up the call. “coul- could you come over,, please?” you whispered while trying to keep the crying down. “i’m coming, take deep breaths for me okay?”

thinkin about making this into a series where i write drabbles based off food LOL … anywaaay here’s a vv short non-idol!renjun x broke college student!reader ;p

mac and cheese — hrj.

in which you only know how to, sort of make the humble dish—mac and cheese.

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renjun didn’t know why he found himself in front of your stove, hair slicked back as he carefully watched over the pot of instant ramen noodles at nearly 2 in the morning. actually, he did. he was in the middle of trying to fall asleep when you had blown up his phone—panicking about how you burned your precious mac and cheese pack. so, with sleep hanging heavy on his eyelids, he chooses to ignore that reason and tries to focus on cooking you something to eat.

“renjuuuun, i’m sorry for waking you,” you whisper sheepishly. you knew how irritable your boyfriend could get if he were to be disturbed in his sleepy state, but to your surprise he stands there eerily calm as he switches your stove off.

you watch as he drains your noodles and neatly places it into a bowl for you to enjoy. your eyes practically turn into hearts as he sits in front of you while pushing the steaming bowl of ramen forward towards you. his eyes are drooping as he sets his chin on his hand, staring at you.

“you know you can’t cook, what the hell possessed you to cook at two in the morning?” he yawns, watching as your eyes light up at the taste of his own mac and cheese. “thish ish sho gewd!”

he can’t help but laugh as you attempt to speak with your mouth brimming with noodles, your cheeks puffing out as you stuff them full. he loved to cook for you, even now as he nearly dozes off into dreamland.

“i was working on my paper and well—i didn’t have any groceries! those things are expensive…” you murmur, gulping down the last of renjun’s delicious noodles.

he scrunches his nose as you lick at your fork, grinning widely at him, “you should still budget your money for those things, y’know?”

renjun’s heavy sigh amuses you as you syand to place the bowl into the sink, your very sleepy boyfriend standing from his position in your small kitchen.

“c’mon sleepyhead. my bed’s starting to look real comfy.”

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super short but i’m missing renjun so bad rn huhu