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— Sylvia Plath

“Please be patient with me. Sometimes when I’m quiet it’s because I need to figure myself out. It’s not because I don’t want to talk. Sometimes there are no words for my thoughts.”

— Kamla Bolanos

“And when you told me what your favorite book was, I bought it and read it over and over… trying to find pieces of you in it.”

— Unknown

people lie and lie and lie and lie and I'll still be the sucker that believes in them.

“If I had a flower for every time I thought of you, I could walk through my garden forever.”

— Alfred Lord Tennyson

“I’m almost never serious, and I’m always too serious. Too deep, too shallow. Too sensitive, too cold hearted. I’m like a collection of paradoxes.”

— Ferdinand de Saussure

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the feminine, the masculine, the artistic urge to stare at the paintings until they make you hallucinate, to read poems until they seep inside your soul, to write such words that hold the power to shatter a person's heart and fill the void at the same time.

Why do you still use Tumblr?

Tumblr feels like a scrapyard nowadays.

That's why I like it. I'm fond of abandoned places.

Been trying to start writing again but for some reason i always forget... Sitting in class as i write this, This class is boring! I'm hungry and sleepy 😴... Does anyone know a single word for it like 'Hangry' for hungry and angry?

Didn't write anything because I haven't been doing anything different. Just Study-Eat-Sleep and repeat.

But just wanted to come here and say that studying for an important exam that you don't have enough time for while having your periods is so uncomfortable! Especially when you're having cramps...

I've finally found time to write again. I have been really busy with all the work. Like I said in the last post, I have a practical file and three projects to complete. After the shower, I got a bit sleepy because my laptop was working so slowly. In the end, I decided that I would wait and work after dinner because my brother's computer would be free. I started working again and asked my mum for help. She said she could help me with the design and stuff, but I would have to write on my own, and I agreed. She stayed up with me into the early morning (approx. 5:30 in the morning) and then I asked her to go to sleep because she was in pain and feared that she would suffer from a migraine. She also agreed to it because she was going to take me to school to submit the files since she was afraid that, because of the lack of sleep, I would doze off in the cab. I work as fast as I can and finish everything at about 12:30 in the afternoon. Then I get ready, and it takes forever to find a cab. Almost 5 minutes before 2 (the deadline), we arrive at the school, and I submit my work. When I return, Mum tells me that I can eat and sleep for as long as I want. I Wake up to eat dinner at 9. And then take a seat to study for my exam. I Study until around 8:45 in the morning, eat breakfast, and sleep till 3 in the afternoon. Wake up, eat, and get ready for martial arts class. I came back, and now I am waiting for a warm shower.

I wrote this at that time and am posting it now. When is now? Read ahead:

After the shower today, I again felt sleepy. Not because of the laptop, I don't really know why. The same as yesterday, I woke up at around 9. And now at 11:50 pm, I am sitting down to study again. What I did in between 9 to 11:50? Ate dinner and read through news while talking about it to my brother. Life feels so monotonous nowadays. I feel like I'm doing nothing but studying, sleeping, and eating. But I need to keep going.

Studied till 6:30 in the morning then woke up at 2 in the afternoon. Dragged myself out of the bed by 2:30, got refreshed and ate lunch (I guess?). Worked on the psychology practical file again with my mom as my subject. Rushed myself because I was late for Karate class. 5:35 got back home. Right now, laying in bed waiting for water to heat up for the nice and hot shower (as much as I love cold showers it's winter season and I don't want to fall sick in exam time).

I still have my practical file to complete and also have to write 3 projects. Submission day is tomorrow, hopefully will be able to complete it by tomorrow morning.

I'M FUCKING DYING...!!!