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Last Week I Had A Dream About Aziraphale And Crowley Having Sex. Let Me Describe It. Where Can I Begin??
Last week I had a Dream about Aziraphale and Crowley having sex. Let me describe it. Where can I begin?? Well, they ware actual Aziraphale and Crowley, but more similar to Michael Sheen and David Tennant. They both were switches. And that was like feeling about "Summer Wars" and "Kemono no ko"... maybe more like "Paprika"... and like "Utena - the revolutionary girl". Yes, I am anime lover. So, what am I trying to tell?? There was not actual sex. That was more like total synchronicity and aether. It's like meditative orgasm that actually not about physical but it feels like also physical.
Aziraphale and Crowley were not naked. They were out of physical bodies. And it feels like so overwhelming happiness and weightless.
Example from "Utena". During the duel the swords were taken from chests of companions. Only companions can donate the swords for duelling characters and only dueling groups can step in the arena. Actually arena can be seeing only by people that were there. The "pure" and "naive" can't see it. I definitely love this metaphor of sex. Because everything feels like duel on the arena first finding right people. Also there is description of Love in "Utena" - loneliness and hundreds of Swords in total silence. But when Love is consensual - everything is changing and makes characters being free.
Okay, okay, watch it. Just do it. Manga is also awesome. Oh, my... I am supposed to talk about the Dream.
Well...
Let's take it from the cut off scene. Literally exists image of floating island with only bookshop (aka "Castle in the Sky"). And Crowley (I confess here, I never watched "Doctor Who", but I watched "Quantum Jump") appearing on the entrance of the bookshop from some kind of lightning door. Aziraphale is too emotional and trying to explain something. Crowley literally in pain and roaring to the wall.
Aziraphale: F@€k me!! You never listening!! The last time also.
Crowley: I am all ears now.
Aziraphale: "You are going too fast" and "What can I do for you in return"??
Crowley looks clueless.
Aziraphale: Really?? Oh my goodness!! Let me be straight... as much as I could be...
Crowley: You couldn't be straight. 'cause you aren't. I kissed you and your tongue "accidentally" fell in my mouth.
Aziraphale [the Marvelous mode]: That's why I am called Mr. Fell.
Crowley, taking off sunglasses, giggling: Wh??
Aziraphale, definitely happy: At least that makes you laugh.
Crowley smiling in Pain: Angel, you are my everything. Literally. I can't... I can't be... I can't... I won't be without you. Because it's barely existence. It's nothing. I can't feel. I can't see. I want nothing... [Sliding on the floor.] Angel, tell me, what I must do?? I want to finish it. I tried to finished myself. But every time I see your sad eyes. I... I can't...
Aziraphale [gently touching Crowley's face and drinking the tiers, whispering]: I'll be much direct as I can. Because I am on my limits. [Watching in the eyes.] F@€k me now.
Crowley looks like small monkey, pretty much confused and disconnected.
Aziraphale [already laying over Crowley and violently kissing]: "Now" means NOW!!
From this point the Dream becomes less physical. Probably because Aziraphale and Crowley are not humans. Because I remember to feel them both as the Energies. So limitless and out of comprehension. They were there, on that small floating island, and in the same Time they were the actual Beginning. Not alpha and omega. They were ALL possible Knowledge.
Crowley was crying at the end. Crying hysterically. Overloud of Emotions. Aziraphale was less loud, probably because their face was on the Crowley's chest.
Then everything was falling down. I was (probably) in another Dream.
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Handmade resin and textile. Pendant can be moved and have being mended for every style. Rainbow (secretly pride) version.
Charles Rowland from "Dead Boy Detectives" is pansexual. Just, please, look at that pin. It's not bisexual, it's pansexual. That circle pin with three horizontal stripes: dark blue, dark yellow, dark fuchsia.
P.S.: Now I have my doubts. Because in comments was given clarification about this pin being the rasta flag. So, question, which colours are that pin??
Second Post Script:
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Also in original story is clearly that that pin must be rasta flag...
But my Brain is on little fire, because colours are not close enough.


