The Spicy Snacks Were Takis Fuegos Cause I'm Addicted But I Was Too Ashamed To Admit My Spicy Snack Addiction

The spicy snacks were Takis Fuegos cause I'm addicted but I was too ashamed to admit my spicy snack addiction 🤣

*runs in with big bags of groceries* 🛍️

Ok I got you a big purple throw. And I got your kitten a cute toy and idk what axolotls like but here's some smooth glass rocks? I think they'd like the multicolored marble things.

I grabbed strawberry oil but also black licorice oil cause I read in a fic another Eclipse liked it so I thought maybe you'd want to try it?

Here's a hang in there baby poster with a space background and uhhhh random snacks? Do you like spicy food?

There was a neat Saturn pillow so here you go.

I grabbed you teas to try.

Also give this box of treats to the Mod. 🤣

*vanishes cutely* 🫰

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You want something from me or what? I mean that's a lot! Damn!

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Your gifts are... acceptable...

eeeEEEE EEEHEE Making Friday the 13th special!!!

You can literally yap forever to me!!! I really like it especially your thoughts and analysis it's just so neat. 🙏 The essay had me kicking my feet the entire way home.

You also pointed out stuff I didn't think about. It's really cool and smart and observational!!! Plus it's always fun for me to read what people have to say about their blorbo. Your bingy bongus. Your special little meow meow.

You saying my art is nice , really makes my day 👉👈 hee hee thank you ❤️

Hfgghvhhb I love thissss

I don't really have a disclaimer. I might just end up repeating a lot of the opinions already stated? Might just be a ✨lil echo-chamber moment ✨

Honestly just agree with everything that you're pointing out.

I'm not a little hater (that energy takes a lot to bring forth) but I see both sides of the situation and it's a lot more gray than people want it to be. Like you were saying it has 20x more nuanced than a black and white situation. It's so much easier when stuff is black and white but this type of situation just can't be.

I trust the writers, they have the character's best interest at heart. New Moon/Nexus' story won't end at being a villain or a misunderstood tradegy. If the likes of Eclipse, Old Moon, Monty, and Puppet have grounds to be redeemed then so does Nexus (not that Nexus has ever done anything wrong)

LMAO I love the little guy but I'm so scared for him at the same time, cause I don't know what Dark Sun has in store for him. (Dark Sun so sexy aha~ 🤭 /j). Dark Sun needs him and is using him but I still can't get a read on for what yet. There's a lot of theories and while I adore them, Dark Sun doesn't seem the type to kill Nexus? It's fun to consider he's using Nexus to feed the Witherstorm dragon thing but.... There's so many easier ways to do that than to take in Nexus.

I still can't get over how he used the phrase "You're one of the dead ones" but something I haven't seen pointed out yet, that's Dark Sun's personal terminology. No one else ever considered Nexus "a dead one". I think New Moon actually started spiraling as early as then. Dark Sun planted that seed of disent intentionally.

He's basically a baby and was just getting along with his new bestie and his siblings and then someone wearing the face of his big brother just casually implied he's a zombie. Nothing but an echo. A walking corpse.

I would be scared of what I am too.

*slaps Nexus* this bad boy can hold so much identity crisis.

Also the thing on Earth just 👌 mwah. The entire p&s convo was dramatic AF. Couldn't get over how Sun warned Earth.... And he was so right about it all....I just, man....Earth, girlie pop.... What was said was not harsh...

I should add, I actually really like Earth and wish we had more female characters in media, but also I will say she did kind of drop the ball on this. Again it's sticky. She's not perfect and I love her for that but she also turned harsh to the wrong person. There's a time and place to be stern and unforgiving and I think it's not when someone is literally terrified and on the brink. (Like you said!!!)

So idk..... The immediate disowning that everyone did? That was harsh. Except Sun, my little pookie, he hasn't disowned him. Sun just suffers from an unfortunate negative communication stat. He puts his foot in his mouth a lot. I'm a Sun simp but even I agree he didn't handle stuff right. In his defense, I got the vibes he just wanted to help Moon but he needed help to him and no one wanted to give it. He went to Earth for help and it actually made it worse. In fact, Sun's entire support system completely failed him.

Isn't that just crazy?

While I don't hold Sun or Earth responsible, I do hold the likes of Monty, Puppet and Foxy responsible. Especially Monty. I'm also upset Lunar just hung back..... He even said he wasn't close to NM....I get vibes Lunar is lying to protect himself and not have to face feelings but... ouch

Anyways back to New Moon/Nexus, there has to be something going on there cause it just wasn't right. He's such a sweetheart and so very different from New Moon.

I see NM/Nexus as the baby who has big shoes to fill. Solar took those shoes from him so he could be more of his awkward sweet self. He screamed at Sun way back when he thought Sun was going to accidentally hurt/ kill himself with Star Power because he was so soul crushingly scared of losing his big brother (and he was extra upset that Sun's reason to hide it from him because he was unconsciously comparing NM to OM). He also went out of his way to make sure Solar would be ok in the final Eclipse showdown by shoving him into the portal while he laser striked the guy.

What crazy to me about NM/Nexus literally seconds after coming to life, was threatened by Eclipse. He woke up fighting what was essentially a God that hated him and his whole family. His breaking point for him wasn't that he lost Solar, it was that he couldn't bring him back. There's so much terror and fear in that kind of loss of control.

You literally opened my eyes so much when you pointed out "he's killing himself to make the pain of caring stop"

MY HEART

😭😭😭

I hope they save the little pookie.

(i started this on Friday but you caught me when I was going home from work and I ended up falling asleep while writing this so I'm posting it now! 🤣)

((ps. One of the fics I like updated so I reread the first chapter and the second and in the fic Ruin called Nexus "baby Moon" and i haven't been over it))

Morning peachy!

Happy Friday, I was scrolling through your blog and literally didn't realize you were the one that made the Nexus design that lives in my head rent free. I love your art and vibes ❤️🥰❤️

I'm at the part when Old Moon is back and met Earth it's SO AWKWARD

I don't like it (not mad he's back but it's just the entire lead up has me upset)

I was watching Baby Moon/New Moon and Earth like you said and idk, I think it's really messed up how everything went down. Earth seemed to jump to a lot of conclusions about New Moon and she seemed really upset but also I don't think what New Moon said to push her away was actually that mean. Maybe it's just me?

I also didn't like how Sun went to others for help because he's so lost on what to do with New Moon and everyone was just "let's kill him"

I'm so messed up over this....

What's your thoughts on this? I want to know your observations 👀✍️

First off,

SNIFFS. bro your art and your vibes are INCREDIBLE so that compliment means a whole lot to me. tysm <3

Second off, oh-ho-ho. my friend, you've just opened up pandora's box for me. this response is gonna be a long one, let's see how incomprehensible it will get-

(Also, just so anyone who doesn't know me knows, I'm currently not watching the security breach shows due to a bit of burnout, but mostly due to me not liking the current sams arc. I'm just avoiding it for the sake of me mental health. sooo if I bring up something that has already been acknowledged/fixed/changed in canon, forgive me <3. for sams, I have knowledge up to about "brothers REUNITE in vrchat", so. just go into this knowing that lol)

OKAY. AHEM. DISCLAIMERS DONE. HERE WE GO.

Don't have much to say about "I don't like it (not mad he's back but it's just the entire lead up has me upset)" other than I 1000% agree. I (again, personally) actually don't like that he's back, mostly because the lead up to O.M's return felt very rushed, it makes O.M's original sacrifice for K.C completely in vain, and O.M has essentially just taken N.M's role in the family now that N.M is where he is now, as Nexus. it was all very frustrating to see happen.

And, whooh, I can go on and on and on about how O.M has shown many signs that he hasn't actually improved as a person/brother as much as he claims to have, but I think that harpers on spoiler territory for you Sab so I'll save that for another day dkjfhsdfsd but as for the SECOND part of your statement...

"...I think it's really messed up how everything went down. Earth seemed to jump to a lot of conclusions about New Moon and she seemed really upset but also I don't think what New Moon said to push her away was actually that mean. Maybe it's just me?"

IT 👏 IS 👏 NOT 👏 JUST 👏 YOU 👏

From what I can tell, actually a lot of people agree with you!!! (me included). this leads to kind of a divide in-fandom between people who are on the families side, and those who are on New Moon's/Nexus'. and from what I've seen, even the people who aren't on either side just kind of find Nexus pathetic and emo. which is 100% fair and understandable, considering his "villain arc" was built off of shakey ground lol. AND while I am 100% a N.M/Nexus apologist, that wont stop me from acknowledging that he fucked up bad in some places sdkfjhsdjfk really, everyone messed up a lot to get into the situation they are now story-wise. it's not just one sides fault, and it's draining seeing people trying to make the dilemma one of black and white morals when it is 20x more complex than that. OKAY MINI RANT OVER, ONTO WHAT YOU REFERENCED SKFJDHSDF so. did Earth have every right to be hurt by what New Moon said? oh, 100% yeah, her brother just insulted and demeaned her to her face, ofc it would hurt.

But what really confuses me is how personally she took his insults??? Right before, genuinely, right before that confrontation; Sun warned her that Moon might say something he didn't mean. he warned her, because he knows from experience.

and yet Earth took it to heart??? w. why??? she knows a lot about mental health stuff, or she's supposed to, right??? surely she'd understand that it's a very common trauma/fear response for people to become aggressive and lash out, even against those who they love and care for??? right???

And I also agree that she was jumping to conclusions, or at least misinterpreting N.M's goals/intentions/reasonings. when N.M called her "not a real therapist", she took the greatest offense to that. but. the thing is. he wasn't??? wrong???? did he say it in a rude as hell and aggressive way??? yup, no denying that! but he's not wrong.

Earth isn't a licensed therapist. she is an animatronic with downloaded protocols and processes given to her by the Creator in attempts to try and be a therapist. but she literally admits it to herself multiple times in the show that she's not a real therapist, she just does her best. so it always confused me why she took N.M's statement to heart, because genuinely, for him, her best (or more specifically, her kind and patient style of therapy) wasn't enough. which is v tragic, much ow, big pain.

At the time of being confronted, N.M was exhausted, desperate, spiraling, hallucinating, not wanting to ask for help, lying to both himself and the family, in mourning- basically holding on by a thread. so when cornered, (literally, he physically was cornered in P&S) he lashed out and said mean things to be able to push those he cared about away and "get to safety". it was wrong of him to do, yes, but considering everything we knew about how Moon's (both New and Old) react to stressful situations from prior tragedies, it was to be expected.

BUT THEN??? EVERYONE JUST KIND OF GAVE UP ON HIM AFTER THAT????? he made one mistake. one. one mistake. and suddenly everyone was all like "alright, we've got to kill him." I??? DOES ANYONE ELSE THINK THAT'S A LITTLE BIT FUCKED UP??? HELLO?????

I'm not denying that N.M was becoming unstable. I'm not denying that he was becoming aggressive. he was, and that's why he needed help. he needed someone to stick by him even as he was pushing them away, to love him even at his lowest, and no one did. Imo, at least Sun has the excuse of being traumatized by Old Moon's past actions, which could explain why he was so desperate for everyone else's input, but Earth and Lunar??? Monty and Puppet too??? hello???? why the hell are you doing your brother/friend (who is doing all of this TO GET SOLAR BACK BECAUSE HE WANTS TO MAKE THEM ALL HAPPY, MIND YOU) like this???? HELLO????

And I'm also bringing up that Nexus still hasn't really. done anything??? in the current point of the story??? the worst thing he's done so far is rough up O.M a bit. but other than that, all he did was say cruel/threatening things to/about the other Celestials. he's yet to act on.. anything?? he hasn't killed a single person. and you know who have killed people?? Sun, Lunar, Solar, Old Moon, Puppet, Monty... and yet?? some people see him as an irredeemable monster???? it's. strange to me. it's obvious he's hurting, it's obvious he still cares. and he's literally killing himself to try and make the pain that comes with caring stop- isolating himself, poisoning himself, and literally ripping out his own emotions, idk guys, those don't seem like the actions of an irredeemable villain, but maybe it's just me sdkfljhsdf

As expected, this turned into an essay. BUT I'm done now, me-me needs to go take a shower gkfdjhhfgjsd thank you for the excuse to yap, Sabronda!!! I love New Moon/Nexus so much they're my ultimate cringefail. I'm certain they have an edgy Sonic OC somewhere in that evil lab of theirs

😘👌

This.... Good soup....

Mwah

I really actually like the idea of Sun working with villains more and more.

I think he'd agree to join Dark Sun if only to help Nexus and like the dynamic of Dark Sun, Sun, and Nexus gets the gears turning. Like....I think they'd be so unpredictable..... And there'd be so much drama and conflict.

I want Moon to fight for Sun but also Solar, Lunar, and Earth.... I want them to be cool and fight for their family too. Nexus and Earth have so much beef potential. Throw Solar into the mix? Man what an outcome. Then Old Moon would definitely go try and fight dark Sun because he thinks he took Sun and UGH plus dark Sun just hates Moons so the fight could get so twisted! I think it would be such a juicy treat if Lunar and Sun somehow end up having to argue or fight idk if either could ever get violent with each other but it'll certainly be a tearjerker. The whole "don't make me hurt you" vibes. I don't know if the kids would be there but I think Jack and Dazzle would both be so emotional if Sun chose to join the bag guys even if it's temporary.

I can see a really cool mental confrontation of everyone being like

Old Moon"you kidnapped Sun!"

Dark Sun "He came willingly."

Nexus "Unlike you, he actually cares to keep his brother happy, right brother?"

And Sun just looks away in shame but for once he doesn't apologize.

RAGH The ANGST THO

Villain sun real.

First he goes into a coma, we get juicy mindscape trauma dumping, then when he comes back he joins the dark side secretly, but it's not so secret and everyone is shocked.

Oooh the ✨💔 heartbreak 💔✨ *falls into a victorean lounge chair and fans myself 💅dramatically💅*

Ikamigami is cooking with straight fire 🔥🥵💯

I also gaslight myself into thinking the cycle of hate and abuse will end and Nexus will come back to be a silly little brother. Lunar would be so mad that he's technically the 3rd oldest but also still the shortest in the entire family and now his two younger siblings literally tower over him.

You know what I need to see in the show?

I need to see that if Sun will end up working for villains - for whatever reason no matter forced or whatever else - I need Moon to fight for Sun..

Cause Moon used to run away when things got too much.. when he and Sun couldn't get along..

But how he said himself he'd tie Sun if he became emotionless suddenly.. I believe that this time Moon would go to Sun.. he wouldn't leave him..

He'd be there for him just like he supposed to..

I don't know what will happen.. but I'm sure that Sun and Moon will be fine..

I also hope that Nexus could be with them..

I'm trusting the process..

Whatever tragedy will happen I'm sure that Sun and Moon will remain..

A dark thought crossed my mind with this but it would be insane if basically...everyone agreed to lock away Sun?

We know they ALL want to protect Sun and something they've all unintentionally kept from him is that they all know Solar's Sun died for him. They're all aware how far Sun's go for their family, except ironically Sun himself.

Locking him down is cruel but if it keeps him safe from harm they all might agree to it 💛

You awakened the crack angst within me and must suffer my midnight thoughts.

You know what I need to see in the show?

I need to see that if Sun will end up working for villains - for whatever reason no matter forced or whatever else - I need Moon to fight for Sun..

Cause Moon used to run away when things got too much.. when he and Sun couldn't get along..

But how he said himself he'd tie Sun if he became emotionless suddenly.. I believe that this time Moon would go to Sun.. he wouldn't leave him..

He'd be there for him just like he supposed to..

I don't know what will happen.. but I'm sure that Sun and Moon will be fine..

I also hope that Nexus could be with them..

I'm trusting the process..

Whatever tragedy will happen I'm sure that Sun and Moon will remain..

Getting caught up on sams again but guys who was this?

Cause this isn't one of Sun's cats. Did.... Did a random cat just come in and bug Solar? Is this the cat Sun's tuxedo cat went on a date with?

Cause we know Sun's cats look like this:

Also what are Sun's cats names? I still don't think Sun's said them. Are they still a mystery? I know Lunar calls the tuxedo cat 'Tux' but is that actually his name?

I just finished the video where Sun's cats rebel, that was so funny, I think it's great they hate Moon and wanted to assert dominance. I also watched the Dazzle watches Sun's cats and they were such brats. I love it.

Random angst idea, was this one of Sun's cats but it died? That's so very sad I hope not.

Or is this the case that they used a random cat model the first time because they didn't have the perfect one picked out just yet?

This has been the biggest mystery for me thus far.

Have a good mythical morning this Monday everyone!

Also! I'm pretty sure @/ayyy-imma-ninja, @/meagancandraw did these thumbnails so credit to them (please tell me if I got the credits wrong)

Hehee my work is done

Imagine all of them apprehensive but it's so much better to make their light cry and put him in a box then watch him burn bright and snuff out

Hee hee

You know what I need to see in the show?

I need to see that if Sun will end up working for villains - for whatever reason no matter forced or whatever else - I need Moon to fight for Sun..

Cause Moon used to run away when things got too much.. when he and Sun couldn't get along..

But how he said himself he'd tie Sun if he became emotionless suddenly.. I believe that this time Moon would go to Sun.. he wouldn't leave him..

He'd be there for him just like he supposed to..

I don't know what will happen.. but I'm sure that Sun and Moon will be fine..

I also hope that Nexus could be with them..

I'm trusting the process..

Whatever tragedy will happen I'm sure that Sun and Moon will remain..