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So I'm doing TSAMS goretober (found out about it too late-)

(Warning, blood in one of the drawings)

The first day & today

I didn't do yesterday bc I probably don't need to bc I missed it-

The first one is Sun on July 16 & today is Ruin (I never drew broken Ruin before until today-)

🙏PREACH🙏

Yes please! Let Sun do SOMETHING. I hope he saves Nexus! Or gets to be badass! I really do! (still behind but understand who Nexus is thanks to tumblr spoilers) I also hope we get some payoff with the mental anguish Sun's been forced to go through. It's not right to have him go through all that for nothing! From what I can tell there's so much set up to some kind of payoff with Sun so keep out hope and keep fingers crossed.

🤞

I know there's been talk of the writers saying they have plans for Sun and I'm very excited for it. They've been playing a long con game in turns of another fun arc for Sun and I think what they're building will be gold. I keep getting fate breaking vibes from what's going on? I don't trust what v2 Eclipse had to say in terms of "Sun will die in your arms" but if it is some strange prophecy that's meant to happen down the line then I think Sun is going to find a way to break that fate! that's my hope/theory anyways. I know Earth hasn't technically died but the whole operates on the family saying "Everyone has died except Sun-" and I'm like...Creator said she died and he's literally built on a house of cards...but it seems like they're setting up the expectation that sun must die. It would be so cool if his entire arc revolves around subversion.

It would be so awesome. It would be cool ~

PS to you Peachy:

I'M GETTING CAUGHT UP AND CANON IS HURTING ME.

Hello chatters. currently 8:30 in the morning, and I've been seeing a lot of Sun love going around (based btw) which reminded me that even though I don't yap about him nearly as much as I do Nexus, Sun was also given such a short end of the stick when it came to this arc.

I don't care for Monty, but I do love Puppet, but the way they both pressured Sun into choosing what to do with Nexus (New Moon at the time)??? that shit is so fucked. and yeah, because I am who I am (a Nexus apologist lol), I was mad and hurt when Sun was unable to tell them to not kill him. but unfortunately that tracks for him.

Sun's trauma response is, most of the time, to freeze. he's done it before when confronted by past Eclipse's, Bloodmoon's- if you're willing to use other dimensions as examples, Servant Sun quite literally froze and surrendered with his hands in the air out of fear when Old Moon first met him.

So, he did it again. he was put in a terrifying situation, and he froze. which led to Nexus freezing in space too amiright ahahahahhhhh

So, shit was already fucked for him at this point. because not only did he lose a close family friend (Solar), tried to help the other 3 through their grief and prioritizing their feelings over his own because he was- objectively- the least close with Solar, lose his brother to madness (which we now know there was like 10x more to that then just 'grief' makin' him act as he did. y'know. glares at Dark Sun and NSP), could basically do NOTHING as Earth was kidnapped by Ruin/Bloodmoon, and Nexus was blasted into space by Puppet.

And even though that was the end of that main arc, dude CONTINUED TO BE HANDED L'S AFTERWARDS. Old Moon being brought back by Monty (Monty.. >:[) without Sun even being asked about it first, Sun not being given the chance to properly heal from/mourn Nexus because O.M was now there, he filled his role, and O.M does not like Nexus. (chatters, I'm gonna warn you, ever since he came back, I've been an Old Moon hater. do not like that guy.) anD THEN EVERYTHING WITH DAZZLE/EVELYN??? july 16th of this year was like a very high peak in what's, to me, a very low-on-the-chart arc, but THAT DOESN'T MEAN SUN WAS OKAY DURING IT JFCCC. the TRAUMA he was reliving during that time HURTED

And even where he is now- he got his magic back, yuippee yayyy!!!

Because of it it seems like he's now intrinsically intertwined with NSP, and multiple people want to use him as a goddamn radar to find Wither Shards now. one of those people literally being The Creator, yaknow, like the stories Biggest Bad???

And another, "oooh, yaknow, that happeneddd, ahahahahhh.." was The Creator psychologically torturing him in one of the darkest SAMS eps' to date because of it.

AND. And, finally, the most recent episode that was Yapped to me about that well. 1, just made me hate O.M more, and 2, made me want to just wrap Sun in a blanket in front of a fireplace. The "Invaded By CRINGY FNAF in Vrchat" one. the way O.M spoke to Sun in that ep, the use of the gravely K.C voice that O.M only uses when making threats, I- I'll fuckin-

LEAVE THAT LITTLE GUY ALONE. I HOPE WHEN YOU AND NEXUS INEVITABLY FIGHT YOU GET CLOCKED IN THE JAW FOR THAT ONE. GOOD LORD.

...I've been typing this for like 50 minutes, apparently I had a lot more to say when it came to Sun than I first thought DGAIEPHDWGWLAH

Canon. canon, please, let Sun do something. let him be the one to free Nexus from NSP corruption, because of how much he's been shown to be resilient to it. let Sun be the one to stop The Creator's next big scheme instead of Moon. let him do things as important as all the others instead of just cleaning. the pieces for him to do so are right there. now put them in place.

Kicks feet and giggles ❤️

I love this.

Plus, it's so crazy that in the very infinitesimal stretch that a Moon does claim Sun as a brother that's all he gets known as. It's stated in the show that in the infinitely expanding multiverse a Sun that calls Moon a brother is so rare. Even Puppet's Sun and Moon didn't call each other brothers and literally tore each other apart (still crazy to me that everyone just ignores the twins when they are beefing to death). Adding to this, the relationship between Sun and Moon is almost never defined by Moon because usually he just chooses to kill Sun (even the Old Moon of the show was going to kill Sun up until the split and it messes me up our Sun STILL doesn't get to know that).

Even Ruin Eclipse or The SB Eclipse only comes about from Sun. In Ruin's flash back Sun was the one to suggest they combine and in the games to protect the little girl Sun begged her to turn the lights on so she could get close enough to factory reset their AI.

Dark Sun is so interesting to me, like bro is in the kitchen but I don't know what he's cooking but I'm gonna eat it up regardless.

From what I've seen so far he hasn't even done anything 'evil'. In every other instance when we meet an evil version of a character there's no doubt they're evil because they usually try to just immediately kill someone or their entire dimension is destroyed by their actions.

So far, all we've seen from Dark Sun is he claimed to reprogram Monty (with no physical evidence), he lied about killing his Moon (I'm not caught up but I believe his Moon is alive? I think he's torturing him and that is wrong but I believe it's probably retaliatory in this case), and he's done 'something' to Ruin and Eclipse but when checked nothing could be found on them.

For how 'evil' he seems, he hasn't actually done anything to actively harm anyone. He doesn't seek to harm? (He doesn't seem above torture but in most examples it's because someone stepped up to him) He's also totally fine manipulating others into doing his bidding. It's really interesting!

I can't help but think Dark Sun wants acceptance but only from another Sun?

I get the vibes Dark Sun is going to try and make a Sun counsel with our Sun's help because after looking into the multiverse I think he's tired of seeing his fellow Suns suffering for no reason. Might be a hot take but out of everyone a conglomerate of Suns I feel like would thrive.

welcome to another episode of helined overthinking simple lines in a silly fnaf rp!! today we have:

in "unforeseen consequences", dark sun goes,

"your sun, that sun. heh, that sun. his sun."

the words "his sun" are said with an almost vicious tone, and by "his" i can only imagine it's in reference to nexus/moon. and like. god i don't know how to explain, but something about that line makes me think that d!sun hates referring to sun as "moon's brother" since that's what most suns are boiled down to - they're just moon's brother, and that's that.

and dark sun hates being boiled down to that. he hates just being the other half of something, not even being called by his own name. just the other half - the brother of moon. but since he has no other way to properly distinguish who he's talking about other than "that sun", "his sun" it is

or maybe that's just me overanalyzing a single line who knows anymore

EEDFYGHI WEEEEE *screams*

Omgggg the Haruhi ideas!!! I forgot about that show but honestly that idea slaps. And the dragon thing!!! I definitely see a lot of the symbolism and foreshadowing in Sun being a dragon.

I also still remember when the original AIs said Sun's random outburst of power to get out of the box was compared to Golden's levels of magic? That still haunts me. An untrained little guy like Sun matches the ultimate universal overseer in magic levels? Bro that's insane.

I never really thought about Suns hallucinations like that! I always thought BloodMoon was just straight up haunting him but then Old Moon showed up and disproved that. But then something super odd, when New Moon looked back at the footage when BloodMoon came back it seemed like the cameras showed Sun's hallucinations? But Earth and others couldn't see the hallucinations so I thought maybe Sun has special Ghost sight! I'm so very much wrong in hindsight LMAO.

Back on the Haruhi thing... Wasn't there a thing about her where if she believed then it would happen because her own perception altered reality? She believed she could perfectly play guitar and put on a rock show and then she did. Then didn't she really want her classmate to wear a bunny suit and then she ended up wearing it randomly despite not wanting to?

That actually sounds so much like Sun's situations. Like hear me out, but anytime he really tried and believed in himself it tended to work in his favor. Moon couldn't find anything about the Creator? Sun just googled 'Creator' and got a match. Sun wanted to kill Eclipse? No one could find Eclipse and he managed within 3 days. He also has this inability for his battery to die. He mentioned being Solar powered but he's quite literally never shut down. It's like if he forgets he needs to charge, bam he no longer needs to charge. He needed to blast Eclipse into a Portal with Star power? It worked and didn't kill him in the process (sure severely damaged but he literally walked it off). Then think of Ruins dimension. When they were leaving he somehow has the perfect amount of time to grab the cure for Ruin and not get caught? (I know Ruin was pretending to be crazy but he was still a virus carrier and that did cure him). I remember when Sun just willed himself into Old Moon when Lunar and Eclipse took over. Basically, any time he was included in some kind of strategy or plan it also worked out for him.

When he was desperate enough to help and believed it was something he could do, he did it!

Just a super cool and neat idea especially when you think about it!

I want everyone to know Sun more too! I think it would be so sexy if he does fall into a coma and they go into his mind palace/ mind scape because I honestly think the place Eclipse and Old Moon lived in wasn't truly his mind. Moon's own place was seemingly empty and dark too until Monty went in to face KC and pull out Lunar. I remember one of the thumbnail artists for the show headcanoned Sun's mind scape as a circus and I honestly SEE it.

Like Lunar and Solar joked about Sun's Mind Scape being on fire but I honestly disagree with that take! He's so mentally strong I think his mind place will honestly blow ppls minds. Although I'm SO curious what the entity will look like.

Could you imagine Sun goes into a Coma saving Nexus and Lunar with the others go into the mind to help Sun and they meet the Creator's entity? What if they're on a timer to help Sun because the dark energy rolling off Sun starts corroding the universe and the entity is just constantly torturing Sun? The Astrals aren't patient.

I love Sun angst so much but I love it when more when the suffering is shared with others. When Eclipse made Old Moon suffer what he made Sun go through everyday? *Chefs kiss*

☀️🌟☼🔅

Random Idea but with what I know about current spoilers I have two ideas. One is that Sun will somehow becomes the Witherstorm (I AM BANKING ON THIS) or he's going to be relevant to the Witherstorm of their dimension and be scattered through dimensions.

One of my most favorite series of all time is "Tsubasa: Reservoir Chronicles" and the crux of that series is they need to put someone back together and to do so, they have to travel to various dimensions to find the missing pieces of the person's soul. I totally see that happening to our Sun? I don't know why.

Even to this day, Sun still hasn't quite opened up about himself. Not to Old Moon, New Moon, Solar, Earth, Lunar, etc etc. I think the most he's been open towards thus far is probably Dazzle ironically?

I'm still getting caught up but I can tell Dazzle actually wants to get to know him so she's asking about him and he's honestly telling her. (also loving how Sun is spending more and more time with the kids in the show, He spends so much time with FC, Dazzle, Jack, etc. It's so wholesome) I'd say Earth and Lunar are in second place of knowing him best but they also still sometimes are kept an arm's length away.

Solution to this? Scatter parts of his 'soul' into the multiverse and make it the family's responsibility to find him! Heck he could even be in a coma the entire time they do this! When they find a Sun fragment they get to see his memories or feel and hear his thoughts.

In Tsubasa the fragments are called 'feathers' and they can warp reality, break time and space, or even gain sentience. I think it'd be so neat if one of the fragments of Sun became Dark Sun but I know it's not likely.

"I am doing this for Sun, Because I am Sun" vibes

Just an Idea but it'd be so cool if it happens!

My second Idea, has to do with a sketch I did a bit ago (still working on more sketches for it) but basically I know Sun's currently gathering power. He's a fighter and wants to help! His family is still keeping him away from the action though. It's not malicious and comes from them wanting to protect him but it's going to ultimately leave him more vulnerable and a target.

Dark Sun I know is tampering with dark energies, he's raising a dragon? He's associating more and more with Witherstorm energy and he still hasn't quite confessed what his motive/plan is besides the fact this is "all for Sun"

So wouldn't this mean Sun is going to ultimately becomes a Witherstorm? It's what the creator studies and the one of the main dimension is different from others so who's to say our Sun and Moon aren't also built different with different fates?

Creator created something specifically just to torture and wear Sun down but when you think of it, that's also what Old Moon was until they split. I don't think that was the intention but the fact Old Moon just decided to point blank torture Sun? Sus, like it was meant to happen.

Dark Sun I think needs Sun to be his pet Witherstorm, and he's maybe planning to use Nexus to make that happen? I just got to the point in the series where he just picked up New Moon from space and took a chip out of his brain. Bruh...he needs him but won't say for what.

I love it. Dark Sun my beloved what are you evil little plans <3

Hoping Sun doesn't fall into a Coma but it'd be so sexy of him aha~

I really like when Sun spends time with Earth and Lunar too it'd be so cool if they have an adventure to save him.

BTW I've been listening to Aurora's song "The Seed" and it literally gave me a big brain AU idea for tsams but idk if I should try to write it.

I really hope Sun ascends to some kind of God-hood like being especially involving destructive energy like Witherstorm stuff. It'd be so neat and sad if one of the nicest people ever became the ultimate judge, jury, and executioner-like being. It's especially ironic since Nexus/New Moon can't decide what's real anymore and just decided to frick off and become God so it'd be realllyyyy funny if Sun was the one to become a reality altering being.

I'm just Madoka-ifying Sun at this point

A dark thought crossed my mind with this but it would be insane if basically...everyone agreed to lock away Sun?

We know they ALL want to protect Sun and something they've all unintentionally kept from him is that they all know Solar's Sun died for him. They're all aware how far Sun's go for their family, except ironically Sun himself.

Locking him down is cruel but if it keeps him safe from harm they all might agree to it 💛

You awakened the crack angst within me and must suffer my midnight thoughts.

You know what I need to see in the show?

I need to see that if Sun will end up working for villains - for whatever reason no matter forced or whatever else - I need Moon to fight for Sun..

Cause Moon used to run away when things got too much.. when he and Sun couldn't get along..

But how he said himself he'd tie Sun if he became emotionless suddenly.. I believe that this time Moon would go to Sun.. he wouldn't leave him..

He'd be there for him just like he supposed to..

I don't know what will happen.. but I'm sure that Sun and Moon will be fine..

I also hope that Nexus could be with them..

I'm trusting the process..

Whatever tragedy will happen I'm sure that Sun and Moon will remain..

🌞Sun isn't self-sacrificing 🌞

Let's talk about that.

Guess whom is back on her copium? This lady. Anyways, time for more rambles and brainrot.

Disclaimer: This is going to contain spoilers from tsbs, tsams, laes etc. but I'm keeping it pretty generic and vague. Just being polite and covering bases.

To begin with, Sun has shown some self sacrificing tendencies but what matters with a self sacrifice is intent. Our Sun in the show has not intended to die for another person. At least, the current lore Sun won't. I get the vibes Sun actually understands that everyone loves him and he wants to live and be with them.

Sun suffers from extreme self esteem issues. He's ok with grinding himself away to nothing if it means helping others, especially his family. He spent a majority of his life being terrorized and guilted by someone he loved with no real end in sight. On top of that, he was made to feel useless and stupid so he has a hard to recognizes he's already doing enough just by being.

Adding to this, just because he doesn't value himself that much doesn't mean he wants to die. At his lowest, Yes, he wished he was dead, but that doesn't mean he wants to die. Sun has a lot of life in him and a lot of love to give. When he's not being tortured Sun loves living.

When you think of someone who loves living with his family, it's hard to imagine they'd so easily die for them. We have to look at Sun's actions and words. My biggest example of this instance is the first time he planned to use Star Power to protect NM/Nexus, he didn't plan to die. He knew he might get hurt but he told NM/Nexus he wasn't aiming to sacrifice himself. He was trying to actually keep NM from sacrificing himself, like Old Moon. It's so funny how circular the argument in that moment actually was.

It's a similar situation to when he went rogue and wanted to kill the 2nd Eclipse. He told Old Moon "Screw being a hero!" To me, this communicates he isn't trying to do the heroic sacrifice or anything similar. He was labeled a bad guy by Lunar in their argument and decided to just lean into that "villain persona". This also plays into the fact heroes go out of their way to save lives but Sun is explicitly out to take a life. Now for a clever segway, the reason why I see Sun as not self-sacrificing is because he knows what he has to lose and he knows how it feels to lose everything. Old Moon made him feel that loss. Just the same as Old Moon taught him how to feel pain.

Sun's one of the gentlest and kindest people in the TSBS shows and that's due to him not ever wanting to make other feel the awful things he's felt. Most of his actions in the show are how he typically would want himself to be treated (Dark Sun waves in the background).

Just to add, Solar is SO similar to Sun. It's honestly so funny. He works so hard and ALSO grinds himself down to the bone just to be a bit helpful to the people he loves. He also felt the loss of a loved one's sacrifice and had to kill someone to defend himself. (IE Sun killing BloodMoon and Solar killing his Moon) He even shares a similar self esteem issue with Sun!

They're just two peas in pod, I love it.

I was planning to come in with a bunch of examples of character who ALSO have the self sacrificing tendency who aren't actually self sacrificing but I'm tired from a long sucky Monday so I'm gonna schedule post this and do my self sacrificer propaganda later.

But yeah, if Sun does die it probably won't be from a sacrifice. Even though most Sun's have a history of dying for others or being murdered early. I think it's so sad Sun's get boiled down to nothing but a sacrificial lamb to many Moon's bloodlust. Or they live long enough to be the plaything of a bigger/greater evil then Moon. looks at Servant Sun.

Sun to Earth in the ep Earth checks in on Sun in VR chat

Sun: "Earth, he tried to kill you, it's ok to not forgive him. As bad as Old Moon was...he didn't want to kill me."

⚠️Me "Nobody tell him."⚠️ Still thinking about it honestly.

LMAO never forget

It's literally THE ultimate trump card to get Sun to leave Moon. Craziest thing is it's not a lie and it wouldn't even be manipulation at that point.

Just also finished Sun and Moon FIND Dark Sun in VR chat

Dark Sun: "I can't ✋🙄 believe how 💅naive💅 I was "

Sun: "😶"

Dark Sun: "Also 💛Sun💛, it was really 💋nice😉 meeting ~✨🔅you🔅✨~"

*cue glitter dust*

it really went like that I swear don't fact check cause I'm always right the meeting went like this.

*feral growling*

That was... Wow

LMAO he's so mysterious and badass.

The Nexus we could have had xhbhhghu I LOVE THIS

I think my favorite part was when he just picked up Sun and slammed him down tdghtjj poor pookie isn't built for combat. He's a sweet peace loving boy.

I can't believe this. You ate with this 🙏🙏🙏

TO BE MIRROR AU [5]

Summary: Nexus attempted to kidnap Sun to get him to find the shards by threatening Dazzle and Jack. Moon is nowhere, idk, maybe sleep.

It was just a normal day…

Only the yellow animatronic stays in daycare to cleaning. Moon was busy in his laboratory, busy his head with everything from finding the whereabouts of Ruin and the Dark Sun's hideout, to studying the remnants of the Wither Storm.

Moon has been working hard for more than 12 hours. The overwhelming amount of work that his brother endures making Sun worried that Moon will fall back into his old habits, working until his battery is dried out.

Maybe after cleaning this place up, Sun should go back to the lab to check. He can get something for his brother to eat? At least, for now, this is what makes him feel like he can help in some way.

A loud sign coming out his mouth. The barrel was so shiny in Sun's hand that he could see himself on it.

He still couldn't understand how he could sense the shards of the Wither Storm, but he didn't look into the gift horse's mouth. Although... that was just a little concern in Sun's heart, why did he feel so attracted to those crystals? Why did he feel... so relief when he touched them?

Unlike Moon, who not only had a headache, but slept so soundly that it frightened Sun until the next day?

The sound of someone coming out of the ball pit rang out, startling Sun's train of thoughts.

The computer hasn't been fixed yet. There's so much work that needs to be done and Moon's AI creates is relatively complicated. So they have to do everything by hand by now, what is sometimes really inconvenient for Sun.

For example, he couldn't guess exactly who had entered this dimension.

A dark blue shadow appeared in the distance. A nightcap bobbed, revealing the tall, thin body of a lunar Daycare attendant. Star and moon shaped characters are embroidered on the shirt.

The shadow cast by the light caused Sun's optics to involuntarily shrink. He came closer, still holding the barrel towel in his hand.

“M–Moon?! I thought you would work until late?—”

The words coming out of Sun's mouth suddenly stopped. Sun's non-existent heart seemed to skip a beat when the stranger raised his face, revealing a bygone face that was only seen in Sun's old nightmares.

His eyes were red as blood, like two coals dipped in the burning fire. The smile was as curved as a crescent moon, white as bone, as marrow, as sickly white as the way a wild animal grins when hunting its prey. The long, slender body, bent in a way that physics could not explain, stretched out of the ball pit.

“H–Hello? Who are you?" Sun asked timidly, he silently scolded himself, why didn't he call Moon right now. It's not that he can't defend himself, because of magic, Moon still encourages him to practice day and night. But Sun didn't want things to go that far at all.

If possible, he just wanted them to leave or they could talk in peace.

That strange guest just twisted his body, his posture was too comfortable for someone who did not live here. Sun's internal chip doesn't understand why it keeps screaming, trying to emit a telegram of connection, feel like his subconscious is whispering something about there is something very familiar towards the stranger.

Could this be KC or another version of KC?

Sun never held out hope that KC was still alive. Their KC‌ was dead, broken into pieces in Bloodmoon's hands. But something about the stranger made Sun unconsciously take a few steps forward.

They laughed, a hoarse, dry, ugly laugh like the sound of a knife carving into flesh.

“No… Take another guess.”

Sun didn't know it was possible to shatter someone's reality with just one sentence.

In the colorful colors of daycare, Moon-Nexus stood there calmly, with a smile that didn't reach the corners of his eyes.

New clothes, new body, will any of that still can Sun call them his brother? When they at that time had hurt their own sister without any remorse, and now in those lifeless eyes, only the bloody brutality and indifference of the scientist towards his specimen were visible?

Nexus looks happy. Dangerously happy. They approached Sun, letting out a greeting as if nothing had happened, as if Nexus hadn't torn his own family in half.

“Hey, Sun… Long time no see.”

The two images melt into each other. One is the concerned eyes of a version of Moon he has learned to love and trust, the other is of a stranger that Sun doesn't recognize anymore.

Sun should run. He should scream and let any of Moon's defenses activate, but he couldn't. His throat was stiff, his mouth dry. He couldn't stop shaking, his freezing reflex made his joints immobile.

“What's wrong, Sun, aren't you happy to see your brother again?”

Nexus tilted its head, its neck as long as an owl's, the deformity that Nexus had intentionally inflicted on itself was like a punch to Sun's stomach.

‘What happened to you, Nexus?’

“I can guess this can happen.” M-Nexus shrugged, and they moved closer leisurely, ignoring Sun's momentary flinch.

"You already have your Old Moon back, how can you miss this Moon, am I right, Sun?"

He wants to say...

‘We have missed you. We still missed you. Earth couldn't look at Moon's face without crying silently afterward. Even though Lunar didn't say anything, I still knew that the boy hid your photo in the room. I miss you, I miss you so much.

But you don't know that, do you?

Only cares about what you want, and always jumps to these places whereI can't keep up with.

And now you throw it all away to pursue a self-destructive obsession that you think we want, when what we need is for you to be happy with us.'

He wanted to say many things, but his mouth could only make pitiful stuttering sounds. His hand wanted to reach out, a faint glimmer of hope that Nexus felt remorseful and wanted to return to his family.

But the cruel mind only laughed at Sun's weak heart, mocking him about how dangerous the Nexus looked.

'Even an idiot like you can understand why he came here, right, Sun~~' The sound of Sun's thoughts was too close to Eclipse's disdainful and even tone, making Sun unconsciously frown.

“How is the new house btw? I heard that beast say you have moved. Do you live well in there? Not that I care—”

Sun wanted to refute. He wanted to grab Nexus tightly and ask if they didn't care, then why did they deliberately bring up the old story? He wanted to cry and hug Nexus tightly, to beg Nexus to return to Sun, Earth and Lunar. He also wanted to punch his other brother, to let them know how stupid the thing they did was, how much it hurt the people who loved them.

But nothing can come out except the bitterness.

“Oh come on, no need to look so tensed like that.”

Close, too close, Nexus was approaching Sun without him realizing it. The shadow of Nexus fell on Sun, their voice was gentle, so gentle and considerate, like that was still the person he called his brother.

The sound of bells rang in Sun's ears. A red shadow flashed across Sun's eyes, and the ribbon on Nexus's wrist fell onto his shirt.

“I said I wouldn't hurt you, didn't I?”

The distance between them was only an inch apart, and the tip of Nexus' nightcap accidentally touched Sun's rays. Nexus's hand was clasped in his, the grip soft but firm, just like the way they used to do whenever Sun had a panic attack.

It really made Sun soften, and let his guard down for a split second.

Enough for a sick smile to flash across Nexus's lips. A wave of pain erupted in Sun's arm, Nexus's hands gripped Sun's hand tightly, their sharp nails digging into his metal shell.

“Well… I guess I lied.”

The pain caused Sun to pull away and stagger backwards. He panted, the rays of light converging with Sun's breathing. Nexus' sadistic chuckle was almost unreal, as if this were just a normal gaming session between the two of them, rather than looking like Nexus was ready to hurt Sun.

Sun shouldn't be surprised, because after all, Nexus has always hated him. This person's care is purely a order, a purpose that Moon has placed like a chain on this newly reset Moon's neck.

Sun knows Nexus always hates him for being alive, for the one who dead is Solar.

“W–Why are you here, M–Nexus?”

Try to squeeze out each word. Ignoring the pain in his wrist, Sun wished he wasn't trembling, so pathetic for someone who hadn't even done anything to him.

“You know why.” Nexus retracted his hand, his red eyes looked straight at Sun, a look so determined that it scared Sun.

"No I dont." Sun gritted his teeth, both of his fists clenched. There was an anger that came out of nowhere in his chest like a flood, making his vision red and Sun didn't know what he wanted to do next.

“A little bird told me about a dream you had.”

“…”

Breath escaped from Sun's mouth. His joints convulsed, and Sun's entire operating system continuously crashed into each other with errors and loops.

“I want you to come with me, Sun.”

“From now on we will do everything together Sun… I will not leave you…”

Two voices collided. One from the present and one from the past. The protective concern that once existed in that voice now turned into mockery. Nexus looked at him like a curious child looking at a sick cat that was about to die. They had no intention of doing anything, just watching with interest to see where this was going.

***Flashback

Sun never understood Moon's laboratory preferences. Too white, too clean, everywhere is sterile white. There is a coldness and crampedness that clings to this place, even if there are more green trees. can cover up its emptiness.

Moon stood in front of the board, his shadow was too high, beyond Sun's sight. Moon's hand awkwardly touched the edge of the table, her face serious. There was only the clicking sound of the radiator running, and the gurgling sound of running water, as if time had stopped a long time ago and was working again, as heavy as a nail stuck in the wall.

Reflections of surrounding objects flashed on the Sun's gilded shell. A cup of steaming hot tea was placed in front of him.

“Hey Sun… I need you to think about this…” Moon's voice is gentle and careful, as if he was speaking to a child. “If what Dark Sun said is true, then Nexus is also searching for the fragments…”

“That means… he might come to you…”

“I'm not telling you to decide now… but for your own good and I don't want you to get hurt…”

“Can you tell me you are willing to attack the Nexus if push comes to shove?”)

***

There was heavy pressure and tension between the two. It felt like there was invisible sweat dripping down the back of Sun's shirt.

Nexus is taller than him, stronger than him, both physically and intellectually. If he wanted, he could take advantage of Sun being caught off guard and take Sun away at any time. But here, right now, Nexus made Sun an offer.

To go with him voluntarily.

Why?" Sun lowered his voice. His hands were hidden behind his back, ready for any movement by Nexus to trigger him to activate his magic. Every sensor in his body was screaming at him to attack, or run away, but for some stubborn reason, he continued to wait for Nexus's answer.

Listening to Moon was an inherent rigid habit, making him no matter how angry or disappointed he was, the first person to lay down his cards was still Nexus.

“Sun, you know what's funny? It had taken me months of manual labor to find the fragments of the Wither Storm, while the answer was right before my eyes."

"It's you. Sun."

"Yes, I was surprised too. Who would have thought that little Sunny would have this ability? How many pieces have you and that bastard found? Where did you hide it?"

“And why should I tell you?”

Red eyes glared at Sun maliciously, so evil that it would make his former self burst into tears.

“Because I will not go easy on you anymore if you keep stubborn like that.”

(Duck honk honk sound sound)

A flash of light erupted, right next to Nexus's feet smoking remains of a fireball. For the first time since him show up, Nexus's eyes opened wide to look at him in surprise.

Their approaching feet stopped, they looked intently at the fire burning the carpet next to them. A few balls couldn't stand the luck, half melting and emitting an unpleasant smell of burning synthetic resin.

“I won't go with you, Nexus.” Sun spoke harshly. His hand twitched. A sick feeling went deep into Sun's stomach, making him want to vomit. "Quite the opposite, I like to stay here."

Sun had never, ever directly pointed a weapon at his family like that, and the thought of hurting someone... even if it was Nexus, it made Sun's whole body tremble.

Bitter bile seeped into Sun's throat. A dirty feeling that couldn't be washed away flowed through him. It was like a rope was wrapped around Sun's throat, making him writhe in pain.

Sun couldn't breathe.

What is he doing?

Satisfied giggles rang out.

“Oh?” Nexus hummed. “You shot me.”

“You shot your brother.”

‘And yet you always try to act like you're better than me.’ The meaning behind Nexus's words.

Say it casually as if it were a fact. Say it smugly as if they knew this was going to happen.

Red appeared in Sun's eyes. Red. Red like the blood flowing on Evelyn's head, red like the color of Nexus's eyes, red like the dirt on Sun's hands, which can never be washed off.

The giggle of a certain red devil rang in Sun's ears, causing Sun's snow-white pupils to shrink. No… Just an hallucinations. He took a deep breath, avoiding the immediately understanding look from Nexus.

“Don't take another step, because the next shot will be real.” Sun took a deep breath, trying to speak without trembling. Magical colors like a kaleidoscope glowed in Sun's hands. His fan seemed to be overloaded, every part of Sun's body seemed to fall apart. “I suggest you to leave, Nexus. Or else…"

“Or else you will kill me, right?”

Sun was about to say he would expel Nexus, but Nexus' answer left him stunned.

What percentage of his magic would succeed, and what percentage would it fail like the other things Sun had attempted.

A painful chuckle echoed in Nexus's mouth, close to the edge of madness. There was a bitter feeling in it, and it made Sun feel endlessly guilty.

“So little Sunny finally grew a spine. It's sad that it took two Moons for that to happen.”

“When did you learn magic? I remember you were so insistent that you didn't want to touch that supernatural thing at all."

“Is it because of Moon?” Nexus' eyes narrowed. Sun's silence seemed to confirm Nexus's guess. “I'm never really good enough, am I?” They scoffed. “As soon as I left, you replaced me with that monster version, and running after him like an off-leash pet.”

It's hurt. Hearing that from someone who was also his brother hurt so much. But it cannot be more painful than the feeling of betrayal that Earth has experienced.

“Are you done yet?” Sun was tired, he knew Nexus was trying to insult him, that any reaction from Sun would only give Nexus an advantage.

But he is very tired.

Part of Sun wanted to give up, let Nexus take him away. It's better to surrender to reduce the pain than to resist and the result will still be the same. But the other part in Sun, the one had to restrain Moon, Eclipse, and whoever was in his head from trying to control give Nexus a middle finger.

Sun cannot give up, not when he has Earth, Lunar, Moon... and the destructive potential of the Wither Storm and whatever plans Nexus wants to try for the world.

Strangely, the fleeting thought of death was so light compared to what was before Sun.

“Nah— Youunderstand me, Sun. I will never go without what I want.” Nexus chuckled, his finger pointing at Sun.

Daycare still plays the cheerful, annoying music as if nothing had happened. A feeling of deja vu made Sun's heart sink deeper, as a shot was fired right in the area where he and Nexus were standing right now.

“So, if Sunny boy really wants to leave, you have to be the one to do it first—.‌”

The gears in Sun's chest stopped turning once. A smile spread across Nexus's lips, his arms spread wide. Their eyes were closed, they looked completely at peace.

“Shoot Sun. Break me, destroy me into pieces.‌ If you have the guts, do so, so I can't cause any more harm to your familym”

Sun wants to say Nexus was also his family, Nexus is still his brother.

“But remember, I'm only giving you this first shot for free.”

Another image placed on Nexus. Blue separates into orange and red.

‘See you in hell, Sun.’ A tired, bitter smile, angry eyes, unwilling to give up even in death.

'Cowardice. Useless. Without Moon you are nothing—' The impostor wore Moon's face, provoking him with evil words.

“So, let's give me your best shot.”

Five-colored light flashed brightly in Sun's hand. Shoot. Don't Shoot. Just let go. Just relax. Whether it was Eclipse's whisper or Bloodmoon's, he no longer knew.

It's easy, very simple, especially when he is in charge.

Just release it.

You can do it, Sun.

‘You are my older brother, Sun. I care about you.'

Nexus's face appeared, full of concern and understanding.

The magical light grew louder and louder, before completely extinguishing in Sun's hands. Standing there stiffly, the hand still couldn't be lowered. Sun can't, he can't attack M–Nexus.

‘What a coward, Sun.’

“It's not that I didn't expect it, but it's also disappointing.

Nexus walked around Sun, his neck sticking out excitedly like a vulture hunting its prey. Touching Sun's spell-casting arm, they suddenly lifted Sun up.

“–!!?”

Sun screamed in confusion into the air, and in a moment that was probably only a few seconds, he was thrown hard to the ground. His metal skeleton groaned in pain, warning triangles flashed, causing his optics to turn yellow.

Maybe something broke. Suddenly, there was a soft falling sound of something hitting Sun's head. He groaned and picked it up, his sensors classifying it as a toy.

What is this?

A worn sun doll blinked back at Sun. A cold feeling reached the heart of Sun's non-existence, algorithms 0 and 1 jumped like locusts, howling in a vortex of indignation.

“Yeah… If I was you, I would have watched my baby deer better.”

Nexus's voice rang in Sun's ears as if it were annoying, the bell rang with every step they took. “By the way, the new outfit is nice, it would be a shame if it were damaged, right, Sun?"

“W–Where is Dazzle???” Sun's voice trembled. He held the doll tightly with him, clumsily stood up and rushed to grab Nexus' shirt. “Nexus, WHERE IS DAZZLE!!!?”

Not paying attention to Sun's violent attitude, Nexus just touched his fingertips. An immature sound rang out.

“H–Hello? Hey Sun!!!”

“DAZZLE!! DAZZLE!!! WHERE ARE YOU? ARE YOU HURT?!!!” Sun desperately clung to the receiver.

“No-o?? I'm playing with Jack. We're going on an adventure! Oh, Jack said we have to keep it a secret now…”

“Jack? Dazzle, you tell me where you are?! Please Dazzle–”

Nexus turned off the mic before Sun could finish speaking. “You know, I forgot when Solar and I created Jack, we, actually, it was Solar's idea, to put a backup code inside, in case anyone hacked Jack's code. Then, the administrator rights will still belong to Solar.

And even though that idiot Monty changed quite a few things for that traitor, the original settings are still the same.”

Sun looked up at Nexus, they smiled cheekily. Horrible smile, full of teeth.

“You don't want both Jack and Dazzle to become Lunar. 2.0 isn't it, Sun?

{ Tsams Vampire A.U }

Here is my own first Tsams Vampire AU.

And the first design of our dear sun and moon !

(The other will come out.)

What is this AU ?

It’s an AU in where the Humans and Animatronic live together on one Village, except the Celestial Family and the other’s who are (vampire). Quite apart, For some of them They eat and murder human and Animatronics. And other try to live their best with the villagers haha !

Which Designs are ready :

-Sun ✅

-Moon and Old Moon ✅

-Lunar ✅

-Earth. (In progress.)

-Solar (in progress).

-Ruin ✅ :

-Eclipse ✅ : https://www.tumblr.com/bl00dn0name20/750941675124375552/tsams-vampire-au

-Bloodmoon ✅ :

-Evil/Dark sun ✅

-Moon’s Evil sun dimension ✅

-Creator (in progress.)

-Monty and the other (in progress.)

GUYS……

i loved this episode, i consume trauma for a living.

fight me.

SOUP STORE!!!!!

I LOVE THESE ANIMATICS OMGG

AMAZING JOB BTW I LOVE THISSSS

New animatic!

saw someone make an animation with this and i also wanted to, so hehe, more solar content :]

The crappy comic that started it all…

~click for better quality~

This was the comic that started the whole… Copy Eclipse AU. It’s kinda poorly drawn cuz I did it when I was tired but I ain’t gonna redo it.

WEVE BEEN FANTASIZING ABOUT THIS FOR ALMOST A YEAR GJEHGHJRHGHFHF

We all know that some books are written after movies...

And we could possibly write some shows into a book/book series because when watching something that's illogical, we think of rewriting it to be more logical—we normally imagine writing shows as a novel nonetheless if they're logical or not.

And... The Sun and Moon Show exist... (also Murder Drones but that's possibly going to have a second season in it so not right now)

Yeah, we're thinking about writing TSaMS as a novel. The titles going to be unoriginal (Sun and Moon Show the Novel or some shit like that, and we wanna change it so bad but have no ideas) and we might rewrite some parts to fit better with the storyline. We also will have to rewatch... everything. This production (if we start) will most likely take two years as the only plan we have is to rewatch the first video (we haven't fully planned it our yet, but it will mostly be vrchat videos, and the first video is a flashback from [possibly] a few months ago) each day (or a few in one day if possible) and write down their quotes and each action (because we want to be logical). We don't know if that'll be copyright if we do decide to publish said work. We doubt it, though. Besides, we could post it here or onto Quotev—most likely the latter.

There most likely will be every takeover (so far) into separate books, or we will format it in a different way (even though having a video as each chapter may seem short, we've done it and it is about eight pages AT LEAST) as the Ruin & Bloodmoon takeover might be too short for a individual book (however, the time between the takeovers/normal stuff might have to be separated as well). Each chapter will probably be different character's povs, but if a character in a show is shown their pov more than once, then that pov will be seconded (that made no sense, but say it's Moon's pov for one video/chapter then the next video on the channel is based around Moon's pov then it will be Moon again). The pov changes that already happen in the channel's videos will be separate chapters (most likely, unless the chapter is too short for our liking [if the chapter is one page long at most, even if it's slightly on the backside of the page, then it's too short for our liking. We have a plan for that though if this happens]).

Anyways, that's our plan. Time to put a shit ton of tags so people can see it.

He’s happi :D

Yeah sometimes it fells like Moon cares more about Solar than his own family..

If this happen, I hope it can make Moon change his mind.

Random scenario daydreaming gave me this quote.

read right to left

Sun has captured Moon, and won’t abandon him. Not like old moon had. Sun questions Moon, and gives him an interesting assumption.

Though to be honest, it truly does feel like Moon cares more about Solar than his own family.

[Moon and Sun are bickering]

Sun's cat: *Throws a bottle off wine off the counter, it shatters*

Sun: THAT SOUND IS WHAT I THINK OF YOUR OPINION

Moon: YOU PIECE OF *Bleep*

im gonna try and keep this short so people dont look at this and go "long post i wont read"

i just wanna talk about how lunar and sun are treated so differently even though they are both trauma and abuse survivors (im not arguing about whether sun isnt or not, because he is and im not diving into that)

lunar is what people usually think of when they think of "trauma survivor." when he gets triggered he panics, he runs, and he cries.

sun is *not* what people think of when they think of trauma survivor. when sun gets triggered he panics, he fights, and he gets violent

(ever heard of fight or flight?)

sun is *still* a trauma survivor and how he reacts is a *trauma response. and it is a common response.*

with trauma disorders its common for the people with them to become irritable and violent when upset. *that* is what sun is experiencing.

stop demonizing a traumatized person for having unpalatable trauma responses. its wrong and ableist towards trauma survivors who are violent and angry because theyre scared.

I drew these awhile ago, but I'm still pretty proud of them.

Sun

Moon

Lunar

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