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beau look at me look at me…i have an angsty idea for you…
genshin character x reader who is terminally ill with elezar (however you spell it-) and they’re in a toxic relationship with character and a song to go with it is two by the antlers (semi tw for the song some of the lyrics cover dark topics)
“His trickiest patient
with Baizhu”
AU where Elezar isn’t cured
“I told you, dear, you need to be more cautious when holding fragile objects,” he gently chided as he swept up the broken glass from a bottle.
He wasn’t upset at you. He could never be. But he knew you were, as always. Before you’d been diagnosed, you were such a kind soul, but with each failed treatment and medication refill, you’d grown resentful.
Neither of you were certain how the illness occurred. After all, you’d been born and raised in Liyue, where the possibility of it was slim to none. Maybe you were just that unfortunate.
“I’ll die anyway, so why does it matter?” His movements came to a halt. He looked up at you while you looked up at the ceiling. The soft lights, covered by a thin cloth to ensure it wasn’t too harsh on your eyes. “Why does it matter,” you softly repeated.
“I won’t let that—,” you interrupted his weak attempt at comfort, sitting up with a struggle. Swatting away his attempts at helping you after dropping his broom
“Baizhu, give up already! The meds aren’t doing anything, and I’m getting worse! So just quit with your silly delusions!”
His lips formed a thin line, unsure of how to approach it. You were not wrong. You never were when you yelled at him, with your shortening temper.
“You’re destroying yourself all while trying to fix me. I’d rather you just put me out of my misery.”
His heart sank terribly low. So much that he had to turn away from you. He could not face you when you brought this up. The idea of letting you die, or to do it himself. It never fot any easier to hear.
This sickness has made your body and heart bitter. In ways he cannot comprehend. Oh, how he despises it.
I adore angst, and this ask was so interesting to me. Thank you for sharing <3
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ˋ°•*⁀➷ (valorant) neon x reader
ˋ°•*⁀➷ (gn! reader) in which your partner is neglecting you and neon, who has been crushing on you, comforts you (friends to lovers headcanons)
₊˚ cw: food mention, a little angst
as soon as she finds out you’re not getting as much attention as you need, she is on her way to where you live with your favorite snacks and a big plushie to snuggle with
considering her entire thing is running fast, she’ll be there in the blink of an eye
it’s just what best friends do, she’d say with a nervous chuckle as she hides the plushie she got you behind her back, miming it walking towards you with a cute voice and smiling proudly to herself when you take it and hug it
neon just can’t stand seeing you sad, and she low-key hates your partner for making you sad
if you ever cry because of them, she’s sure to give them a bit of the zap zap
oh how she wishes it could be her whose words and affection never failed to make you smile and blush, neon who you’d call your lover
if you could only notice just how much she loves you, she thinks to herself while she sits on the couch with you, watching movies until she feels a sudden weight on her shoulder
with you soundly asleep on her shoulder, she can’t help but wrap her arms around you as a wave of happiness courses through her body
even if this is as close as she’ll get to ever truly being with you, it’s worth it to her
as long as you’re happy with this person, she can learn to not get her hopes up that you’ll one day notice her love
under the noise of the movie in the background, it’s hard to tell who said “i love you” first, but for once, it was a mutual feeling