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prologue. a broken heart

warnings: mention of abuse, arranged marriages, crappy families, angst, heart break, regulus sacrificing himself like in the books/movies, slight death mentions, probably swearing

summary: left broken hearted, regulus' girlfriend must marry sirius to keep her family off her back

a/n: i've decided to post the prologue now and chapter 1 will be posted on the 1st october since this isn't a proper chapter (and i'm nice and really excited for this)

sirius black has always been enamoured with y/n l/n. ever since he was 11 and they sat together on the train, they had been friends their entire lives - but that train ride made him see just how incredible she was. and every day after that he spent all his time admiring her, growing close to her, loving her.

everything was going great, their friendship was perfect... that was until she started dating his brother.

"i told you, you should have told her pads." he rolled his eyes at james "well, yes i know that now. and now i have to watch her fall in love with my brother! godric i'm so stupid!" it was safe to say sirius wasn't having a good day. finding out your crush has been dating your brother for months is a massive kick in the balls. but no matter what, he didn't want to lose her. he couldn't lose her. so he carried on his every day life, trying his best to push his feelings for her down. after all it's wrong to harbour feelings for your brothers girlfriend.

it crushed sirius, every day watching her hug him, hold his hand, kiss him, love him. because of cause the golden boy of the family was the one to get the girl. it was him who she had fallen for, him she couldn't get of her mind, him that had that got the love of sirius's life.

as they approached their 18th birthdays, their families set in motion a plan. sirius and y/n shall marry to ensure pureblood status. neither of which liked this plan, but they couldn't afford to disobey their families anymore - realising that if they didn't do it they'd have more than a scratch on their cheek. if they didn't do this, it'd be much more dyer than that. so y/n was forced to leave regulus, but she had a plan of her own - see him in secret. that was a great plan, until a week before the wedding...

"regulus! please, i can't lose you! not like this" he couldn't bare to see her so distraught. "there's nothing we can do y/n, they're going to make me make an unbreakable vow! promising to never see you again." she looked at him with pain in her eyes "i love you. i'm sorry that this is happening, if i could stop it i would in a heartbeat, but there's nothing i could say to make them change their mind. it's set in stone" he could barely look her in the eye, she was going to marry his brother, and he wasn't stupid. he could see the way sirius looked at her, he wasn't exactly subtle. he was so infatuated with y/n, even a blind man could see it. this was the end of them. and the end of him. he knew what he had to do, he knew he had to stop the dark lord somehow - it would be for the greater good, right?

everyone felt bad, guilty and full of sorrow. so much for bringing everyone together.

sirius didn't know what to, he couldn't be happy. he always wondered what a life with her would look like, but not like this. never like this, so forced and so painful for everyone involved.

the night regulus left she broke, this all set in. he officially couldn't see her anymore, not without dying. she was crying as a knock sounded on her door, so slowly y/n crept her way to the door of her room, cracking it open so she could see who was there. sirius. she sighed a breath of relief, pulling him inside and holding him tightly, breaking down in his arms. it broke his heart to see her crying, and the reason she was crying. he felt selfish, but none of that mattered right now. all that mattered was her. he needed to be her best friend, not the envious brother.

"it's ok y/n/n. it's ok." she just cried more, burying her face into his chest "i'm sorry". this continued, he kept whispering hopefully soothing and calming things, trying desperately to make her feel better. and it worked. she, just for a second, forgot about all of her sadness. all of her pain. it was just her and sirius, like it always had been. "sorry, i'm presuming you didn't just come in here to stop me crying" she tried to joke, but the sniffle at the end took away the little bit of humour that sentence held. "it's ok, i was coming to check on you, too see how you're doing. i guess i got my answer." she nodded and hugged him again.

the dress fitting was tear filled from everyone. y/n because she wasn't marrying the man she wanted to. her aunts because 'she looks so grown up' and her grandma because 'i get to spend this moment with you and i never thought i would'. one of the hardest things for her was to see them all happy, them all enjoying this like it was how normal marriages work. like she was happy. that was the hardest.

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MAKE IT CANON–

^^ Padfoot judging people who said they don't ship JILY

DEFINITELY HAPPENED –

^^SIRIUS after catching LILY and JAMES coming out of a broom closet together...

I'm not sure how am I still not on a sugar high from it's sweetness 😩😩😩😩❤❤❤

This has to be canon ^^

Remus, Sirius, Marlene and Dorcas at pride

What goes on in the maradaurs dorm at 8 am –

JAMES: So what gender are you...

SIRIUS & REMUS: Male of course

JAMES: ...are you attracted to?

REMUS: ...

SIRIUS: Still male tho ;)