Writing Part 2 To The Touya/hawks Fic While Listening To Favourite Crime And This Might Be Classified

writing part 2 to the touya/hawks fic while listening to favourite crime and this might be classified as emotional self harm 💔💔💔 maybe the anons r right maybe im writing too much angst 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏

There’s no such thing as too much angst 😭 but omg that fic was amazing I cannot wait for the next part!!

NOT JUST YOU!!!!! I GET ITTTTTT I TRH ND RELATE EVERYTHING TO TOUYA AS WELLLLLLL!!!!! 😭 touyas a California girl now trust cause he's hot🙏🏼

YESSS 😭 he’s lived a thousand lives through my delusion and my playlists but most def he is a cali girl

thinking about shouto naming his first son touya. hear me out.

he has a lot of really complicated feelings towards his family, specifically his eldest brother. he never really knew him as a brother, more so as a murderer or a villain. any chances he had to truly know touya and not dabi had been burned away in the ashes of their childhood.

he wishes he could have done something. maybe he could have had a brother. (rip natsuo but you get what i mean)

he’s laying next to your swollen belly, his hand just gently resting overtop feeling the life inside. when he brings up the name suggestion to you, you’re quick to point out the obvious- that touya was, in fact a criminal, an arsonist, and a murderer. and shouto understands that better than anyone. however.

he doesn’t want to name his son after a criminal. no, not at all. he wants to name his son after his brother, the memory of who he was before the world ruined him. he wants to remember touya todoroki, the boy who just wanted to please his father, who was so excited about his quirk, who probably did love his family, even just a little bit.

he couldn’t save touya. he couldn’t save the life that could have been. and he’ll never fully forgive himself for that. but if he can’t save his brother, he’ll save his name.

he’s determined to.

HI so going off of the characters that remind me of you, i’m going with mina 🎀🎀 i think you just have such a bubbly and welcoming energy, i love talking to you for that reason 😭 you’re sweet and so so supportive, i can tell ur the kind of person that can brighten up a room with ur smile!

Omg?? This warmed my heart and I’ll carry it with me forever 🥹🤍 tysm for this

Everyone has those childhood stories of lavish summer vacations consisting of beaches, foreign countries, cruises, and fancy resorts, but not you. Your summers were filled with open fields, sweet tea, climbing trees, and Touya Todoroki. 

Long days were spent ripping and running through the fields of your family's acres. Scraping your knees and bruising your elbows. Touya always had more scars than you, most from events you hadn't witnessed. He was always sent home with extra ointment and bandages from your mother, who never asked questions but instead gave long hugs and lots of fruit. You always felt like your parents knew something you didn't.

Hanging upside down from the swing your dad made out of an old tire and rope, the grass looks like it's growing from the sky. "Do you think when we're older we'll go to cool places for the summer? Like India, or something." You ask casually, your head turning to face an upside-down Touya.

Half preoccupied with picking at his bandage, Touya hums and thinks for a bit before focusing his attention on you. "Only if it's just the two of us; family vacations are overrated."

That's right, it's easy to forget Touya comes from money when you two are out in the grassy fields with dirt underneath your fingernails and grass-stained shirts. He's been coming out to the country for three summers now; apparently, his dad's idea is that he needs to focus on other things and be a normal kid. You think it means he's becoming too materialistic; your grandmother says it's because Touya has a troubled home life, never getting too many details out before your mother speaks in a strained tone to not discuss those things around you.

Your smile is soft, as is your voice when you speak mostly to yourself, “Yeah, the two of us is just fine.”

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Traditionally, Touya always ate dinner with your family on the last day of summer. The long table would be decorated with all the harvests of the season, plus enough yeast rolls to feed the masses and milk from the best cow on the farm. His leaving for the school year always left you devastated, but these dinners filled with laughter, full bellies, and his promises to see you next summer always lightened the mood.

“My doctor says milk makes your bones stronger,” Touya declares after chugging his third glass, a milk mustache to match his fluffy white hair. You can’t help but giggle at the sight of it, telling him to wipe his face. “Hey, one day this mustache will be real!”

But that day never came. Touya left that night, and he never returned. Not the next summer, or the following, or the one after that—and eventually you grew up and stopped waiting. You never saw his white mustache or congratulated him for taking his father’s position, like he always rambled passionately about. You don't know if those things ever happened for him, but whenever he crosses your mind, you wish him well, wherever he may be.

was having this discussion with my bsf and i want another opinion: SOUR or GUTS?

personalllyyyyyyyy, i like guts more 🤍🫧🫧 but they’re both such good albums. for me its kinda like folklore and evermore where folklore is better album but evermore has better songs (cuz folklore is one story while evermore is a collection of short stories) idk if im making sense anyway 😭😭

NGL you lost me when you said evermore has better songs than folklore 😭😭 definitely guts over sour though!! I feel like guts is more refined and cohesive than sour and I just personally prefer music that leans toward rock!!