I Dont Know If Its Just Me Or What But I Have A Hard Time Believing Someone When They Say They Love Me.

I don’t know if it’s just me or what but I have a hard time believing someone when they say they love me. As a child, I never felt loved or received love from my parents. They never say “Honey, I love you.” I never received hugs or smooches. They’re always both neck deep in work and even when they give me materialistic things, they always make sure I understood I owed them and therefore needed to make it up to them in some ways. So, now as an adult, I can only understand the concept of love, and never feel it towards anyone. The idea of love is probably so far fetched to me that I can never really know. 

— Backfire (m)

word count; 4.1k

pairing; jungkook x reader

genre; smut 18+ | office au

summary; your boss is the spawn of the devil in your eyes. He’s a jerk and you’ve had enough of him, so you decide that two can play the game and make up a plan to get under his skin. 

warnings; boss/worker relationships, hate fucking (?), office sex, slightly sadistic kook if you squint, degrading terms/name calling, spanking, fingering, orgasm denial/orgasm control, unprotected sex (stay safe), squirting.

a/n: I… have no excuses for this. I’m still really rusty with writing so I’m sorry about that. 

It’s been a little over a month since you started working as Jeon Jungkook’s secretary.

Four very long weeks of hell. 

To the world Jungkook was perfect. He was one of the youngest people to claim the title of CEO; he was an example to the youth and young adults of the world. He was a respected businessman, good at his job and always knowing the right move to make when faced with a problem. He was a genius in that regard, even if some of his answers were a little unorthodox. 

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Moon Breaker

Pairing: BTS Taehyung  ⇆ Reader

Genre: Werewolf | Fluff | Angst | Smut |

Summary: Tales as old as time were passed through the werekind. If a human and a kind were to be mates, the moon would take them, the misfortune, to serve the Goddess. Taehyung, a kind, had always heard of the tales told by his elders. The alpha of his kind. He didn’t expect to find his mate, one of the non-kinds. Would the moon reap her back?

Words: 17 K

Warnings: Rated Mature; Explicit themes, action/ violence, blood shed, bullying, sexual content, marking, impreg kink, dom/sub themes, werewolf heat, mating, knotting, disability (blind).

A/N: Cr. Header image from @mvssmedia | Orig | Thank you for the permission to use the image.

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Holding her in his arms he wept until a sea of his tears pooled around them. The soil was tainted in sorrow. He watched as her eyes from the outside in, like white frost covering the window, slowly turned opal. She reached up, mouth agape as she gasped for air. She cupped his cheek catching his tears as they rolled over her knuckles. The opal bleeds and engulfed her black pupils and with her last strangled breath, her back arched. His breath came in ragged, and shallow before he was wailing out, sobbing as he brought her chest to his forehead.

He couldn’t hear it, her heart was silent.

It was icy cold as her spirit lifted from her body, white and translucent. She lifted until she hovered above the soil to a stand. “My love,” her disembodied voice spoke to him as he wept into her being. Lifting his head he saw her spirit smile down at him. The glimpse of brown that once was her eyes was completely white. She caressed his cheek gently one last time, “I will always love you.”

It was his mistake, he swore to never look, he swore to the goddess he would never look.

She stepped into the moonlight and her light absorbed into the moonlight. She was gone. His mate was gone.

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daddy please

pairing: Female Reader x Kim Taehyung word count: 1,226 warnings: Fluff and Smut, Sub Reader, Dom Tae, Established Relationship, Dirty Talk, Explicit Language, Vaginal Fingering, Vaginal Sex, Creampie, Impregnation Kink, Daddy Kink request: yes[✗] no[] also on AO3 A/N: originally posted on july 31st 2020 request: can i please request taehyung having a impreg kink and reader has a daddy kink. they’re trying for a baby. thank youu. Hope you like it and that you have a wonderful day wherever you are💜

In all honesty, it shouldn’t have surprised you to find out that your fiance had a few secret kinks in him. Hell, even you had a few in you. But somehow, in all the years the two of you have been together, this one’s never were brought to light.

Until recently that is.

You knew Taehyung wanted to be a father, one of the first things he told you once your relationship got serious was that, if able, he would have five children. He was a family man. You also shared that one of your dreams was to be a mother - although you weren’t sure about five children.

As your relationship progressed it seemed like that conversation had been archived at the back of your minds. He never forced you to be the future mother of his children and was always careful not to cum inside of you whenever you were having sex - even when you told him that you were on the pill and nothing would happen - he also said that he liked to cum on you so you guessed it was a win-win situation.

All of that changed when he proposed.

With the pressures of wanting your wedding day to be perfect taking the pill had been the last thing on your mind, and you were planning to stop taking it anyway.

However, you couldn’t predict that as soon as Taehyung found out that he would want to fill you up with his cum at any chance he got. You wanted to wait until after the wedding to start trying to have a baby but he seemed to have a different plan in mind. Not that you minded much.

You were laying in bed, taking a break from everything marriage related, you might go on a rampage if you see any more flower arrangements. You just wanted to close your eyes and all the stress would magically leave your body.

As if on cue, Taehyung enters your joined room, knowing you would be here after seeing the mess of papers in the living room when he came back from work.

Moving behind you he started to massage your tense shoulders. He felt guilty leaving you to deal with everything that related to the wedding while he kept his focus on his career, the two of you had talked about this and you insisted that he keep his attention on his idol life while you dealt with the rest but that didn’t stop the guilt he felt whenever he saw you like this.

“You okay babygirl?” he kissed the top of your head and wrapped his arms around your middle, pulling your closer to him as you leaned your head on his shoulder.

“Just trying to forget the world.” you let out a whimper as felt him peppering kisses along your neck.

“I can think of a way to help you.”

You let out a chuckle at his suggestive tone. “Really? God, you’re insatiable.”

“Hey, I was talking about helping you decide on the cake. You’re the one that made it dirty.”

“Then what’s this?” you palmed him through his pants, feeling his cock already hardening. “Doesn’t look like innocent intentions.”

“I can’t help it.” one of his hands slowly started to descent towards your center, a hitch of your breath as you felt him rub your clothed core. “When I’m this close to you I can’t stop imagining how more perfect you’ll look while carrying my child.”

Pulling your panties to the side he rubbed your wetness around your slit. “Everyone knowing it was me put that baby there as you get bigger.”

He inserted two of his fingers in you as his thumb rubbed circles in your clit, his other hand removing your shirt before cupping one of your breasts. “Your tits are gonna be so big and full of milk.”

You couldn’t take his teasing anymore. “Daddy please, I need your cock.”

He chuckled at your desperation, removing himself from you and shedding himself of his clothes. “You need my cock? Say the words babygirl, loud and clear. Tell me what you need.”

“I need your cock. I need your cum. I need you.” you whined with a pout on your lips.

Gripping your chin, he kissed you softly and slowly, pulling away before you had a chance to deepen it and biting your earlobe. “Hands and knees babygirl.”

You moved quickly into position, wiggling your ass at him trying to entice him but receiving a hard slap on your clit, a loud moan escaping you. “Always so desperate for my cock in you.” you groan when you feel his fingers sliding easily inside you.

His free hand running up and down his length, Taehyung heard you gasp as he curled his fingers. “Daddy please.”

“You know what other image haunts me? Your swollen belly as I fuck you in every position that won’t hurt either you or the baby.”

He pulls his fingers from you, gripping your hips tightly and entering you before you had a chance to complain.

“God…” he groans as he seats himself in you.

“Daddy, please move.” you rock back against, trying to get him to move but only receiving a slap in your cheeks.

“So impatient. Are you that desperate to have my cum in you?” pulling out until only the tip remained inside before slamming into you, punctuating every word with a hard thrust. “Don’t worry babygirl, Daddy’s gonna fill you with so much cum, you’ll be leaking for days.”

You groan at his words, trying to hold still despite the force of Taehyung slamming into you and the overwhelming desire coursing through you.

“You’d like that, wouldn’t you?” his pace increases as his grip on your hips tighten, his breathing growing ragged. “You’d like to be stuffed full of Daddy’s cum, wouldn’t you?” moaning, you felt a sharp sting on your cheeks. “Full enough that you’d probably get pregnant.”

His fingers rubbed firm circles in your clit as he felt his high fast approaching.

“Wouldn’t you like that? Letting everyone know that I was the one that put a baby in you? That you are mine?” with a hard thrust against the spot that had you seeing stars, you let a scream.

You were so close to your high that you almost taste. “D-Daddy, please. P-Please fill me up.”

“Cum for me baby, cum all over Daddy’s cock.” his finger moving rapidly on your clit combined with his fast pace and his words was all it took for the knot to break, as you let out a scream and squeezed hard around his cock, your front laying flat on the bed as you regained your breath.

“Daddy please, cum inside.”

He kept slamming against you, his thrusts sloppy. “Don’t worry baby, you’ll take every single drop Daddy gives you.” as he finishes he buries himself deep inside of you, pumping his seed into you.

Pulling his soft cock from you, your combined juices leaking from your core. Taehyung runs a finger across your entrance to gather it up and stuff it back inside you, making you whine at the oversensitivity, as he rubbed a hand on your back. “Do you think it worked?”

“Don’t know,” you pant heavily, coming down from your high. “Only time will tell.”

“We can always go for another round.”

— Covet (m)

→ word count: 10k

→ pairing: yoongi x reader

→ genre: smut 18+ | werewolf au, abo dynamics

→ summary: unable to find an alternative option for your heat, you’re left at a loss. that is until you’re told about a certain app by a friend, through which you meet a blond haired alpha. 

→ warnings: cliché of omega’s being “submissive” somewhere in there, marking/biting, knotting, yoongi has a big dick, bucket loads of cum i’m so sorry, heat sex, rough sex, talk of medication at the beginning (suppressants), slick, oral (f receiving), breeding kink, dry humping, fingering, multiple orgasms, squirting, creampie, unprotected, scenting, sex toys, tummy bulge, breast play.

→ a/n: okay never said I was an artist w that banner lmfao. I’ve been hanging on to this fic for a while rip buT I thought I’d be my usual self and randomly drop it so here you go :) hope you enjoy.

You fiddle with your fingers anxiously. 

Normally you were a pretty patient person, but your nerves crackle and make your stomach swim. A month ago you had been to the doctors for a check up, intending to get some more suppressants for your heats. After the regular cycle of making sure you’re healthy, your doctor - a slim beta with long dark hair and thick framed glasses - had motioned you off the exam table to sit down by her.

At first you had assumed there was something wrong with you - which, in a way was true - but she only looked down at your papers. 

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The Diligent Plan

Taehyung x Girlfriend!Reader

Request:  Can I please request Tae desperately trying to get you pregnant and one of the members doing a livestream and accidentally walking in on the two of you but you’re both so focused on each other (Tae taking full advantage of praise kink) that you don’t notice. Afterwards Tae and the other members are completely unapologetic about it.

WordCount: 6.7k

Genre: Established Relationship!AU, Smut, Fluff

Warnings: Impreg Kink, Unprotected Sex, Fingering, Cunnilingus, Fellatio, Multiple Orgasms, Sweet Baby Love Makin’, Voyeurism (Not Really But Jeongguk Just Really Out Here Stayin’ In Rooms While People Fuckin’), Auralism (To two million ARMY)

A/N: I hope you like it!

The screams from the concert erupt through the green room as you look up from your phone. Your boyfriend entering the room soaked with sweat as he dabs at his face with a thick towel. He takes off his in-ear monitor pack before smiling at you. He was breathtaking as usual, his gold contacts making a shiver creep up your spine with a giggle as you carelessly throw your phone to the side. His gold chained suit jacket deftly unbuttoning before running towards the couch and jumping at you. 

“Hi, sugar plum!” Taehyung cheers happily laying his sweaty head on your lap. You smile down at him before bending down and kissing him. “Hi, munchkin.” 

“You’re both disgusting.” Your best friend Jimin chides walking into the green room taking off the many rings on his fingers. You stick your tongue out at him making Taehyung chuckle under you. 

“Did you have fun?” You ask as he breathes harshly, he gives a thumbs up as he closes his eyes exhausted. “We’ll have something to eat and then we’ll head back to the hotel.” Taehyung sticks his thumb up higher as he nuzzles his face into your white shirt. 

“Well, that shirt is ruined.” You tease him as he pulls back quickly, his makeup staining the Gucci shirt he bought you not to long ago. 

“Sorry baby. I’ll get you a new one. Promise.” He sits up with groan as he begins to undress as the stylists come in to collect the clothes. 

“Who’s doing the Vlive when we get back?” Namjoon asks entering the room before kissing you on the forehead and walking towards the other scattered couches of the green room. 

“I’ll do it.” Jeongguk says before ruffling your hair as he passes by. You’re so comfortable with everyone now, people even calling you the eight member of Bangtan by how well you get along with everyone. It hasn’t been long since your relationship went public with Taehyung. He couldn’t hide it anymore, he was going crazy. Four years together was long enough to know you weren’t going anywhere and ARMY should be aware of it. His apology letter was sincere and hand written, ten pages of words he had to share with the people that mean the most to him in this world. Now, of course, most fans were against it but just like the Juul commotion it had quieted down rather quickly to your surprise.  

Taehyung takes off his black t-shirt before sitting down on the couch as the make up artists hand him eye make-up remover. He presses the cotton pads to his eyes as he lurches forward in his seat. 

“What’s today?” He asks out loud, “Thursday.” 

He smiles to himself before cracking his neck. Today was the day. The day you would find out you forgot your birth control in Korea. On accident for you and on purpose for Taehyung. He was diligent in planning on how to make you forget the birth control and the plan went a lot smoother than he thought it would. You kept your birth control on the counter of your bathroom console but every so often Taehyung would throw it in the medicine cabinet or on to the dresser top without a word. You kept telling him two weeks ago that you thought you were going crazy because you knew for a fact that you didn’t move it ever. To which Taehyung playfully joked that Yeontan had moved it in your stead. On the day the tour was going to start, you had to be up early, so early in fact that you would scream, ‘Hey Alexa, shut the fuck up!’ Until minutes before you had to leave the apartment. Taehyung was always up before you, his body clock just raring to go for schedules and in his due diligence he threw your birth control from your sight as you sprung out of bed remembering you had to still pack your carry-on bag. You were a last minute for everything sort of person. And, Taehyung couldn’t help but love to see how frazzled you get over every single little thing because you were such a procrastinator. Something you had gotten really good from when you were little. Taehyung wipes his eyes before looking over at you with a smirk, you look up from your phone tilting your head raising an eyebrow. 

“What?” His stare has your stomach doing flips as butterflies fly around carelessly inside you. “Nothing. I just love you.” 

“Love you too munchkin.” He smirks at the pet name as he takes off his jewelry and throwing it on to the table out in front of him. 

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