On Purpose

On Purpose

Never Be The Same - Part 3.

Pairing: Sam x Daughter!Reader, Dean x Niece!Reader, Castiel x Platonic!Reader.

Summary: To save Dean’s life, Sam changes a big part of his past, hoping that he’d only forget memories with his college girlfriend. But, not only he changes his life, he also creates a new one.

Word Count: 2397.

Warnings: None.

A/N: My mother will travel in less than two days and will be back in ten days, so I’ll stay at my aunt’s and/or at my dad’s, so I’m not sure about when I’ll post again, but it will be as fast as possible. Please ignore any mistakes below. Don’t forget to tell me what you think and let me know if you want to be tagged in the series.

Dean did not remembered much while he was sleeping. Actually, only one specific event crossed his mind. The time when you decided waiting was useless and traveled to see your uncle all by yourself.

Your grandfather never found out about the hunting so it was hard for him to understand why sometimes your father just vanished or where his money came from. And of course, you always found an excuse to explain things or created reasons. You grew up really fast without even noticing.

Dean knew how mature you were at such a young age. When both of you thought Sam was gone for good, he said it was better if you stayed home for a while and you didn't listen. The next day you said he would have to pick you up at the airport. Dean always admired your braveness for flying alone all the time. A couple days with him and you went back home pretending everything was just fine, like you knew you shouldn't tell your grandfather that your father was gone.

When Sam came back, you were so happy that the fact that he was not dead the all time, was not enough to keep you away from him. But knowing that he remembered you and just left you for that long, was scaring. And seeing how Ben forgot about you suddenly, was too much for a child. Until today you miss Ben, he was so much like your uncle that you couldn't help but imagine both of you driving through the country with the Impala one day.

Sam even considered making you forget about him after he left you while he was soulless but Dean would never allow it. Not after losing Lisa and Ben, not after making you lose them as well. He couldn't let you lose your father or lose you too.

You had reasons to be afraid of being forgotten, this was not the first time and you just got even more scared it wouldn't be the last.

Dean and Sam always argued when it came to how educate you. Sam wanted you as far from the hunter life as possible, but he also knew he couldn't lie to you and that you needed to learn how to protect yourself. Dean already knew being his niece would never let you have a normal life, but he tried to make you be a normal child all the time. Basically, you had the chance to be a kid, but a special one - a kid who at 9 could deal with a demon without even worrying about it. You trusted everything they thought you, all the things you learned by yourself and you knew that with experience you could be a great hunter someday.

You always gave priority to school, but the books you brought from the bunker and all the searching ability your father passed to you turned you into a supernatural genius, you are always learning more about the monsters, spells, religions and languages as well. And your physical abilities scared all of your P.E. teachers, all the classes are too boring for someone who already knows how to use many different guns, how to throw knifes, how to manage a bow and arrow or defend herself with a sword and fight with all her colleagues.

All that wasn't enough for you being allowed to hunt, and you know that knowing things is not enough. You wanted to hunt, so you did it. Alone? No. Claire was with you. After they caught you hunting together, you started hunting with them sometimes. It was safer with them then doing it all by yourself.

"You're right. We should probably take a look at it." Sam said. "You think you'll be fine here?"

"Yes." You said. "But I can help."

"I don't think so." He said again.

"Please let me go. Wouldn't be the first time."

"Maybe, but this reality me is not happy with the idea of you fighting things on purpose. I'm sure you know how to protect yourself but hunting for real is a lot different."

"I can handle it."

"Y/N, I think he is right." Castiel said. "We're not used with you... yet."

"Well, I'm used with you and I know exactly what to do."

"There's a chance we're not the same, you know that right? And that includes hunting." The angel tried to make you understand.

"Let's see then. I go in this one with you, we'll see how it goes and I promise as soon as we come back I'll go to school."

"Y/N..." Of course Sam wouldn't like the idea.

"Sure." Dean said interrupting his brother. He remembered how grown up you've been and gave you a chance. "But first, I want to see how you fight. You won't leave this bunker until I'm sure you know what you are doing."

"Deal."

"Let's start with shooting, how about that?" Dean asked while you prepared yourself to shoot an arrow. He looked at you. "Really?"

"Why do you think I have the tattoo?" You explained and positioned the bow.

"Don't worry, I rarely use it on hunts." You shoot. Perfect. After that, you grabbed your Airsoft Colt.

"You like it, don't you?"

"I always loved the details in it."

"What about shooting?"

"Easy." You demonstrated. Again, perfect.

"Alright..." He was truly impressed. You chose a random knife and threw it without even thinking. "Apparently you do know what you're doing, but I'm still not sure about you in action."

"I may be short, but I know how to fight." He doubt. "Wanna see?"

"What? No! I won't fight with you."

"I promise I won't hurt you." You provoked, knowing he would he give in.

"You sure about that?" As soon as he was close enough you knocked him over.

"Yes." Now, he would take it seriously.

You were all sweat, with a ponytail and a bottle of water when you came back to the kitchen where your father was washing the dishes.

"I have to say, Sam... She is impossible." He admitted to his little brother.

"I learned from the best." You smiled shyly.

"Are you sure, Y/N?"

"She is." Dean answered for you. He was not only proud of you, but he saw how smart you are, how you did all that research and found a case all by yourself. After witnessing your physical abilities, your uncle realized he was also proud of Sam and himself. "We thought her well."

Sharing the backseat with Castiel is something you are used to. Usually, each one of you seated by a window and the roads were always the same: you fell asleep listening to classic rock or just relaxed while watching the nothing and everything at the other side of the window. Everything changed when you had to wait at the motel because you are too young to pretend being an FBI agent. It, helped when you looked for more information at the internet or read about other things that happened at the same town or something like that.

Castiel stayed with you at the motel and tried to make you some company in his clumsy way. It's impossible to put into words how much you love him. When you two met, you were amazed by him, not because he was an angel, but because he was always so simple with you and how he acted like such a baby. You really liked spending time with him, especially when you two played as the two kids you were. But now, it was a little bit different. He was more human each day that passed and you, more adult. Lately, you felt distant from him. But ever since this mess happened you started noticing he is still just the baby angel he has always been. He is not naive like before, but he'll always be naive in his own way.

"Castiel." You called his attention. "What do you remember?"

"You praying to me. A lot." You laughed a little. "And your powers." You swallowed.

"Do you think they know that?"

"I'm not sure." He paused. "You don't have to be afraid of telling them. They knew before, didn't they?"

"But I didn't have to tell, they found out when I was little."

"I see... Well, everything will be fine as long as you don't do anything stupid." He is honest without even noticing, that's something you admire.

Both of you stayed quiet for a couple of minutes. You checked your phone for the first time after your existence became a all time-space situation. You did not have your grandfather's number anymore, neither your school friends. Well, it was something you were dealing with. Who would guess that by losing Jessica, Sam would have you and you would lose people too. Nobody was losing you, but you were losing everyone, including yourself.

"Y/N." You looked at Castiel, trying not to let the fact you were sad be exposed through tears. "Have I always been here?"

"What do you mean?"

"I..." He did not know what he wanted to say.

"What did you remember?" You asked again, not only curious but worried this time.

"I'm not sure. Mostly, your prayers." He looked down "I couldn't remember any actual memory with you."

"All those years won't suddenly appear to any of you." You said knowing yourself how afraid you were that things would be different now. "Don't worry." You knew what he meant.

"I believe that spending more time with you would help. You should stay with us for a while." He sounded nervous.

"I know." You took a deep breath. "But, me not staying is what we are used to."

"I feel like I don't have much to remember..." He confessed.

"Wanna try to remember something now?" He looked curious. "Once, I had a terrible nightmare. My parents died in front of me and I couldn't do anything." You started telling. "Both of them, said goodbye to me and as soon as I woke up I needed to know if everything was okay, but before I reached the telephone, you appeared." His eyes widened. "I was praying to you without even noticing. You showed up in the middle of the night at my grandfather's house and stayed with me until I could sleep again." He stayed quiet trying to remember.

"How old were you?"

"Around eight, I guess." You could not tell what he was thinking at that moment, sometimes he is hard to read.

"You scared me." He said after a while. "A lot." He laughed, making you smile.

Cass have always been a confusing figure, mostly because of the fact he is an angel. A fallen angel, yes, but still the best you'll ever know. The one who rarely is afraid of something, that sometimes takes time to understand things or simply don't and also can be a little bit insensitive in other's perspectives. Well, this angel could be scared by you or by the idea of something bad happening to you, your ability at explaining some things for him is incredible and how you try to be as honest as he is not giving a damn about anything else is one of the things that make you who you are.

Meanwhile, after trying to discover everything they could, the Winchester Brothers were heading back to the motel.

"How are you dealing with everything, man? Remembered anything about Y/N?"

"Not much, but more information than I think that I can manage right now." He paused. "I did remember a lot about her mother, which helps. But... It's not like I suddenly know how to be a father."

"We've been through scariest things." Dean said to his brother and himself.

"She wanted to come. Maybe a teenager is more scary than we think." They laughed.

"Nah, she handles it. I mean, she doesn't even sound like a teenager when she is talking about all of this."

"Yeah, she is really calm." Sam said and then, noticed that Dean was trusting her more than he ever would in a situation like so. "What did you remember?"

"You without a soul and your daughter having enough for the both of us." He smiled a little. "She is strong. That's what I remembered. This is the reason why I know she'll be fine."

"Right. I guess I should probably..." Sam started without a clue about that time of your life, trying to guess what he did and what Dean did.

"Thank me? Just doing my job."

Anyone who thinks Dean is overprotective with Sam, doesn't know about your existence. He knows that you are more than able to protect yourself and others, especially because he made sure of that ever since you can remember. But this doesn't stop him from wanting you far from any possible danger. He knows that you can't run from what you are, just like he can't. But, he also makes everything possible to make sure you never deal with things he considers just too much to anyone. Not only you, but Sam, Castiel and himself as well. The difference is that you're the one they can keep safe most of the times.

"You are probably right. I just don't see why she would want to hunt on purpose, you know? I mean, she can do whatever she wants, she didn't even live with us. Why would she want to do such thing?"

"Well you got one thing right: she is doing it on purpose. She has a purpose. Ask her which one is it."

After your conversation with Castiel, you couldn't stop thinking about how to tell them about your "special abilities", telling them before they discovered or remembered was the easiest way even if it didn't seem like it was. Since the "beginning" you've been trying to gain their trust and hiding this was just what you needed to take a step back. You know yourself and you know what can happen when you get nervous - you don't do it on purpose, but you still feel like somehow you do.

So, you decided thinking too much was not helping and that just spitting out would be easier. The door opened while Cass was too distracted with the cartoon - that was supposed to distract you too - and you stood up.

"I have powers."

Next.

I imagine this is how Chris , Sebastian and Anthony reacted to seeing each on the set of infinity war on the first day

Finn: Guys, I'm over my fear of ghosts!

Rey: That's the spirit!

Finn: Oh fuck, where?!

When you talk about a Reylo baby, you mean a baby created through the force bond alone, right? Because I'm wondering if the existence of a Reylo baby would imply they had sex off-screen at some point in that one year span.

You mean as if I'm saying they f****d before?

Definitely not!

I really believe it would be like Anakin, Rey would have no idea for a while. But unlike Ani, this one would have a father.

I know it's confusing so, I'll put it on topics:

The first thing that comes to my mind is Palpatine saying that they either live together or die together.

All the things about their bond.

So, it's like the Force conceived a baby in this moment because it was the most beautiful moment they had together. And their bond is so deep and powerful.

And this happens through Ben, like the Force uses him as a way for it to get to Rey. This "Force Baby" needs a highway to get to her and as Ben is saving her, he is the highway.

They have no idea about it.

But eventually Rey would find out, probably think that this is just a Force baby, not related to Ben and she is just having delusions because she misses him and can't reach him in the Force.

That's also because Leia passed all the Force she had left to her son, who is simultaneously trying to come back to life (not even close to know he is about to be a Papa).

But then it comes the day this lil' Solo is born and it looks so much like Ben, that no one can deny he is the father.

Ben comes back in time to see how tiny the cutie looks in his hands.

So yes, a Force baby, decision of the Force, destiny the Force puts in to both of them. But a DNA would say "Congrats, you are the father".

[Wait this became a headcanon?¿]

(anonymous, if this is not what you're asking, send me another ask I will answer right away)

WE WON'T BE SILENT!

#EleNão #EleNunca #EleNemFodendo

#RESIST

#PrayForBrazil

Here’s an idea.

So, lately I've been thinking about writing some sam x daughter but I never wrote for tumblr.

Basically, I was thinking about some kind of series where I write different one-shots, with the same au basics. In this "au basics", the reader is Sam's daughter who would've happened if he never met Jess at college, that appears once he has to change one important part of his past (not dating Jess) to save Dean in some kind of deal, changing the reality they know a lil bit.

They come back to the bunker, and find a teenager who didn't even exist a few days ago. So, the boys start to remember some things about her while for her, they've always been there.

Lemme know if you guys like it <3

Also, English is not my first language so I'm sorry if there are any grammar mistakes.

Here it is.