The Scene Where Snape Protects The Kids From Werewolf Lupin Is So Fucking Funny To Me

The scene where Snape protects the kids from Werewolf Lupin is so fucking funny to me

He goes from "IM GONNA MURDER YOU" to "What's going on" to "oh SHIT SHIT SHIT!!!"

The amount of emotions that he goes through in those five seconds is priceless

He literally fucking pauses for a whole second going 'what the fuck..?' and then his brain catches up to his eyes and he goes "WHAT THE FUCK?!!"

Enough -James Potter

I've never seen a person as gorgeous as Lily.

She is so wonderful that you and I tried so hard to win her heart ♥️

So why, considering how much we fought for her,

Do I still hope it were you in the end?

What then am I able to do?

When you disappear from view, you are in my every thought.

I attempt to succumb to her touch.

However, I'm recalling how we were.

While we were confined within closed doors.

You Love Lily just as much as I do, if not more, for that reason.

I hope it hurts you to see me happy with her, the way you hurt what could've been us.

Tell me whether he can make you happy.

Is he all that much more wonderful than me?

Is this the story that you wish to tell?

One in which I will become inconspicuous.

Better yet, didn't exist.

Perhaps you will experience loneliness at some point and think of me.

Imagine how happy you could’ve been with me, and what we could have become.

How amazing I could have been,

Tell the story in which you and I manage to reach a happy conclusion.

It took every fiber of my being to make Lily mine, and if you had chosen me, I would have given her up.

So why wasn't it you in the end, given how perfect we were?

Was I the only one...

Suffering alone?

Or was it simply because...

I just wasn't...

Enough.

what did snape do as a death eater? it's a little unclear. but i think it's likely he did not murder anyone. severus is against killing dumbledore. when dumbledore asks severus to prevent draco from damaging his (uncorrupted) soul, severus says “And my soul, Dumbledore? Mine?” which suggests that severus has not committed murder, even when he was a fully-fledged death eater. althought severus was clearly skilled in combat, this implied that he did not commit the same atrocities as other death eaters. personally, i think he mostly utilized his other talents (which other servants of voldemort did not posess), like (dark) spell creation and brewing. and, of course, intelligence gathering, which he did in both the first and second wars. second, this is kind of a sad moment for albus and severus's relationship. because dumbledore is working to maximize good: this plan will save (what's left of) draco's innocence while solidifying severus's standing with voldemort and preserving dumbledore's dignity. we get where dumble is coming from, but he implies that severus's soul is irredeemable. that his suffering is less significant. snape, who for years has been dumbledore's right hand (especially after dumble's own right hand got cursed lol), gets taken for granted. dumbledore has no ill intent here but he's not great at treating individuals as people–he prefers to analyze the big picture (and makes social blunders lol).

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Trying to work on my very bad writing. ( I swear, I need to work on my kiss + smut scenes, it feels so awkward because it's just weird? Idk. ) So have a cliffhanger.

Severus's breath caught again as he felt James's hands settle on his waist, the touch tentative yet earnest. The unexpected gesture made Severus's heart race, and he found himself subconsciously leaning in. As his hand moved to rest on James's shoulder, the other lingered on James's Gryffindor tie, the fabric cool and familiar under his fingers.

A torrent of thoughts and emotions surged through Severus's mind. This was James Potter, his enemy, the source of so much animosity, the barrier between him and Lily. Yet here they were, Severus's lips tingling with the ghost of a kiss that shouldn't have been. It was wrong; everything about this was wrong. James was arrogant, infuriating, the very essence of everything Severus had come to despise.

Why was he feeling this way? James was everything he despised; arrogant, infuriating, the embodiment of everything he'd fought against. It was wrong. This was wrong. All of it was wrong, he loved Lily and Severus... Severus loved her too.

Now I see why Lily fancies him, if only the git didn't go out of his way to torment me. He thought to himself.

A few days later, the guilt consumed Severus. It was all so wrong — seeing Lily so happy about being Head Girl while his thoughts were haunted by that kiss with Ja- Potter. He couldn't shake the feeling, no matter how hard he tried.

Lily's voice rang with excitement as she called out, "Sev! Can you believe it? I've been named Head Girl!" Her eyes sparkled with joy, but her smile faltered when she caught sight of his expression. He struggled to mask the turmoil within, guilt gnawing at him for betraying her trust by kissing her crush. It felt like a betrayal, yet it also felt right. Fuck, when can my luck be so terrible.

( My poor baby, Lily and Sev. 😞 )

just something about Severus sitting at the Potter’s grave mourning his lovers