"Do U Miss Them"

"Do u miss them"

-lol no why would I they were horrible to me all those times. did u forget already?

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-*if I think about it more than a few minutes I end up with panic attacks that keep me up crying and shaking all night with nobody to run to for help. So no, I cant afford to miss anyone whos left me*

Tw tw tw tw

Sometimes i just wish someone would realize how much I deserve to always have fresh cuts on my thighs/stomach/wrists so they would always keep a sharp razor in their pocket just for me for whenever i say or do something stupid or just do it when they feel like it without me asking

My biggest flex so far while reading the shatter me series is I'm the same height as julliette, we both have the same hair and eye color

THEN WHERE IS MY AARON WARNER

First day of packing to move to a new house and I've had 2 panic attacks so far

Also have to move back to campus in a week

And idk how I'm gonna put everything I've owned in the last 22 yrs in these tiny fucking boxes

Not even 2 weeks later and idek how everything happened but I've never felt so content and in peace in the comfort of my now new home

Packing for college this year AND moving houses feels like scrubbing my entire fucking soul on sandpaper

My 10yo cousin: girls become the prettiest they'll be when they turn 20

She then looks at me,

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Ok maybe not all girls since you're past 20 hehe, idk what happened to you

Me: laughs it off like everyone else

Also me in my head: that's actually pretty funny I just need to add a few more fresh lines on my thighs and I'll be good as new