But Again I May Or May Not Have A Long Life Ahead Of Me. Who Knows Where I'll Be Or Who I'll Be With.

But again I may or may not have a long life ahead of me. Who knows where I'll be or who I'll be with. I need to learn to stay in the moment and be happy with who I am as a person, but that's a whole different journal entry. If only it were as easy as it sounds...

I'm slowly losing the part of me that has hopes and expectations. I mean even as a child I used to tell myself that I had no expectations because I knew it could hurt me but now as a teenager I feel like I've lost all hope in anything romantic. I can't imagine myself with a man anymore, I might die alone and I think that's okay with me.

when you finish a fic that was everything you could of hoped for and you click on their user to see that they’ve written dozens of fics for that pairing

A Tail Of Two Kitties 🐈🐈‍⬛

i don't know who needs to hear this but you don't need to be aesthetic to do things

feeling big emotions, don't want to.

do you guys ever watch something and be like "oh that would've felt amazing in the cinema."