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wishing for an older sibling while being one

Storm Chasing Photography / Tornado - Mike Mezeul

i want such a life, away from everyone, somewhere north, cold weather, a stable job, a library to myself, a mind without anxiety, a world without the worries of being a woman.

Today, two girls were brutally murdered in my country. The killer threw one of the girls' heads down and then jumped to his death. Today I realized again that no matter where I go or what I do, I will never be safe. I'm stuck in a fishbowl and men always watch me. They can take me out at any moment and kill me, but I can't do anything. No matter where I go, I am not safe. Why can't I experience the comfort of life like a man?

if life is as short as our ancestors insist it is, why isn’t everything i want already at my feet by Hanif Abdurraqib

“Why’d you do that?” Please remember that I am using what I’ve seen in humans to mimic them

revising your writing is just like "is this weird. is this a weird sentence. is this the weirdest most poorly-worded sentence ever written by anyone" and the sentence in question is "he walked across the room"

I wish I knew how to sculpt. It must be an amazing feeling to create a human being out of clay with your own hands.

found pictures of my cat when he was a kitten

Whenever I feel like my nails are too long that they start to look a little weird and I dont wanna cut them because I feel too attached to them, I just remember how men with long hair don't cut their hair even though it looks like a rats nest and a buzzcut would probably look much better on them.

i have shit ton of emotions and i cant let them go

I'm fully convinced that a woman is only a physical form for a man

'Altena, Germany

Looking at the date its crazy how us people are so similar. A century later we still have the same problems and probably will for countless centuries.

How do I let go? I feel like I'm stuck in life and have no control over my brain/emotions. I can't even keep a journal to express my feelings because I feel vulnerable or somehow cringe. It's so bad that even when I talk about something that doesn't really affect me (e.g. breaking my glasses) I get teary-eyed. I have so many emotions that I keep bottled up inside, they want to come out at every opportunity. I know what I need to do to fix myself but I don't know how to do it.

How do I let go? I feel like I'm stuck in life and have no control over my brain/emotions. I can't even keep a journal to express my feelings because I feel vulnerable or somehow cringe. It's so bad that even when I talk about something that doesn't really affect me I get teary-eyed. I have so many emotions that I keep bottled up inside, they want to come out at every opportunity. I know what I need to do to fix myself but I don't know how to do it.

Amazing Spider-Man 101 (Gil Kane & John Romita, 1971)

When I was a kid I thought there were so many more swear words than there are. But in actuality we get like. ten before it just turns into slurs. Deep down, I’m still disappointed.

Sometimes I feel like I'm not cut out for a relationship or I want too much from the other person and then I feel like I'm missing out on the greatest experience of my life but also sometimes I think there's no such thing as love because I only see it when I watch a rom-com or read a love book, then I think I'm ready for anything and I'm young, I have nothing but time but I think I'll never fall in love because I believe that men in this generation have no idea about real love, its all about lust to them. I know i shouldn't think about it as much as i do but i cant help it therefore i'm always in a loop.