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The Last of Us

Pairing: Sehun x OC

Genre: Angst

Word Count: 2358

!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OH SEHUN !!!

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This was it. Your last night as a high school student spent with your classmates, teachers, friends, and... him. It has been 2 hours since the party had started and you were all getting ready to dig in your main courses.

 Some of your friends had brought dates, and some of them, including you, brought yourselves and wished to spend the night as a group of friends.

 There was something funny though, you couldn’t take your eyes off of him. No matter how hard you tried to ignore your feelings, you just couldn’t because he was the boy you regret not acknowledging your feelings for sooner. He was the guy who helped you consistently through your hardest times. He was the gentleman who only thought of your selfish needs when people started to make rumors of your ‘romantic’ relationship. When people had known about your close friendship, they started to tease you guys.

 As a result, being a pair of introverted individuals, it was as if a boat was leaving for shore; the both of you drifted apart and at one point, you couldn’t see or reach out for the other. And it all happened so quickly after all. One day, you received a long message from him where he expressed how he needs some space cause apparently your relationship was ‘at risk’. But you could only blame yourself, thinking that everything was caused by you and your actions towards him, even though you didn’t know where you exactly did wrong.

 Whenever your friends weren’t looking, you always managed to get a look at him, whether it be for 10 solid seconds or a mere half a second. Each look at him, you felt your heart jump like never before; his laugh always has your heart flipping, his soft smile always got you smiling yourself, and his sarcastic, yet kind actions always has you falling deeper and deeper into this hole called hopelessness.

 At one point, when you had glanced at him, he turned his head around towards your direction and catches your eyes, which you found yourself stuck in the moment before you lightly smiled at him as you shifted your vision to another direction within a millisecond.

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 Dinner was now over, and you felt the need to relieve your bladder. You left your group of friends and exited the ballroom. You entered the bathroom and after you were done, you took a look at yourself in the mirror. You didn’t know but your eye makeup had smudged a little and you noticed that your lashes were wet and cold. You hadn’t realized that you let out a tear at some point during the night and you had promised before you entered the party that you wouldn’t cry at the sight of seeing anybody as it would mean seeing them for the last time for years, especially him.

 You fixed your makeup and left the bathroom, walking down the hallway to enter the ballroom, making sure you put your bubbly smile back on.

 Before you knew it, you felt something hold onto your left wrist and felt your body getting pulled to the corner, in which you let your body spin and shift to the left rather quickly.

 You felt your heart drop, thinking that you had tripped on your 15 cm heel before you felt someone steadying you back up with their hand around your hips. You looked up in shock, ready to scream in terror before your eyes shifted up and saw that the culprit was none other than the culprit who murdered your soft little heart 5 months ago. In a second, you found yourself standing back up straight, diverting your eyes down to the ground.

 “...Hun, what are you doing? You almost got me hurt” you asked him, trying to keep calm after what had just happened

 Instead of replying you, he took your hand again and pulled you as he started walking. You realized he was taking you towards the dark lighted doors that led you to the balcony of the floor.

 He opened the door and led you to the balcony to see the Seoul’s skyline as he let go of your arm seeing that you were in awe of the sight.

 “Oh my gosh... it’s so pretty Sehun” you claimed

 You didn’t realize it but as you turned to look at him, you caught him in the midst of looking at you

 “Is there something wrong?” You lifted your fingers to lightly touch your under eyes, thinking that you had smudged your makeup again.

 “No. There isn’t. Chill... ㅋㅋㅋ” he advised you.

 “Why did you take me here?” You asked.

 He walked forward towards the railing and laid his body on his arms that were settled on top.

 “I’ve always said, and others too, that our city is full of the bad stuff, but I believed that from a distance, we can see just how beautiful and colorfully dark the city we live in is.”

 “It is so pretty though. I mean I would never have known this city can be so enchanting if you didn’t take me out here and... right... why me? And why like this? Why pull me? Why not just ask me, Hun?” You interrogated him.

 “I actually wanted to talk to you about something” he confessed, moving his hand to the back of his neck as if scratching something off.

 “...what is it, Hun-nie?” You teasingly replied.

The thing with you is that whenever you are with him, you just become happy and suddenly you believe that life isn’t that bad and that there is a tad bit of hope than hopelessness.

 “Five months ago, when I said what I said to you, I wasn’t able to do a lot of things; get in my right mind, think for myself and for my happiness.” He pauses, now facing his body towards you, with his eyes looking at you intently.

 “People say things about me; they compare me, they look at me for what I’ve done and become; they make assumptions about me. I was confused and wandering in a world full of words in an empty space, but at one point, I was able to see you and your jumpy personality and I couldn’t think for myself that I wanted to be like you. I didn’t want to care about judgments and I don’t want to be someone I’m not just because people don’t accept me.

 You taught me to look at myself differently unintentionally, you were that one person where I can have a different conversation with, you were one of the people who were able to remind me of my successes and that you were proud of me for my achievements. You taught me that I am loved, and that to love isn’t such a bad thing in the world...” he stepped closer towards you.

 You knew exactly where this is going and you were scared, scared of everything and you were kind of vengeful because 5 months. 5 months of constant thoughts of him and 5 months where you reminisced the carefree friendship you guys had that turned to mere distant acquaintances. As he stepped closer towards you, your mind told you to move back and each time you do, you felt your heart drop little by little, regretting its choices. Your mind, however, had taken over this time which caused the pain in your heart to make your eyes water in sadness.

 “Look Ae-Ri, I learned something that I don’t usually learn a lot and it’s about love, my feelings and my happiness. I served my parents and friends well and I’m planning to do more of that in the future, but if I do, I want someone like you to be there with me that can make me feel comforted and safe...Ae-Ri, I love-“

 “SEHUN STOP!” You let fat tears fall down your face, as you cut his cue.

 Silence. That was all. Pure silence, except the echo that came from the busy city down under.

 “...stop...” you kept your face down and hid the tears from him.

 “I know I did you wrong. I know I’m being selfish for this... but-“

 “Sehun, as much as I wish we were together, as much as I wish I could run to you right now and hug you and feel safe in your arms, you don’t understand the things I’ve been through.” You began to say.

 “After that letter you sent me, it took me every single thing in my mind and heart to tell myself that it’s ok, but you know what it didn’t matter in the end, cause I still found myself hating on me, for ruining our friendship. YOU became so different, YOU avoided me, YOU ignored me. WHY?! Are you embarrassed to be seen with me? Is it because I’m not the smartest of those girls? And it really pisses me off and pains the shit out of me because now when I’m ready to let go of whatever this feeling is, these butterflies and senseless moments I have, you tell me this. SO WHY NOW? Is it because you feel bored that you don’t have anything else to do or worry about?” You half screamed

 “I grew so tired of myself that I found... I found it easier to smile and pretend everything is okay, rather than admitting my little fragile heart’s swollen from losing... something that wasn’t mine to begin with.” You finished, with your voice cracking in a painful tone as you attempted to stride your way through the doors into the building.

 In a mere second you were pulled and pushed against the wall rather gently yet you kept your face down, your eyes fixated on the outlined-tiles that could be slightly seen through the moonlight. You’re a literal mess but you could feel hands creeping up your face and placed its size right on your cheek. Sehun’s fingers lightly lifted your face up, caressing your wet cheeks with his thumb and bringing his other hand down to hold onto your hand.

 You hated to admit it but his hands made you feel at peace and as though each and every craving that you’ve had for the past and next months were being satisfied right then and there. You didn’t want to but with the silence that circumference your bodies, your urge to resist giving in slightly fails as you could feel your head leaning towards his caress. You looked up at his brow orbs as he locked eyes with yours, enabling you to see just how beautiful his eyes were and just how much you’ve missed them.

 You didn’t know when but you could feel yourself locking position as he slowly encloses his face on yours, leaving only an inch between you two.

 Another second passed and Sehun placed his lips on yours softly as you closed your eyes and let out tears that have been blinding your vision.

 You knew in every part of you that this was all wrong. You’re only gonna regret this kiss for whatever reason. But you went along with it, even hoping that you and him would stay in that position forever. He slowly moved his lips, fiddling around yours gently with your lips still hesitating to give in. But you were in need of this person you’ve missed for months now, the person you wish to protect and protect you, the person you want to give all your love and care for. In the end, you find yourself giving access to him as he gently treated your fragile red lips.

 He lets go of the kiss and left half an inch between your lips as you steady your breath.

 “Is there really not a chance for me to make it up to you? I know I’ve messed up but...” he paused as he lays his hand on the sides of your face, caressing your cheek.

 “...I really mean it when I said I love you.”

 You moved your hand up to where his hand was placed and held onto it as you directed his hand down.

 “To tell you that I completely do is not what I mean but... I’m willing to give you another chance. I’m willing to start from the beginning, no strings attached...”

 There was disappointment in his eyes and you completely saw the sadness in them.

 Silence that filled the emptiness of the air was filled with his thoughts and yours as you felt your heart wrecking second by second.

 After what had been minutes, he finally let go of you completely in which you felt the cold air of the night hit your covered skin.

 “Ok... starting fresh...” he said with determination in his eyes.

 You smiled lightly. The sort of feeling you felt was the type to be filled with so much relief but also remorse towards yourself for not just proclaiming your love for him.

 You lifted your right hand, gesturing for a handshake.

“Hi, I’m Ae-Ri. I’m an alumni from Dwight School Seoul, and class of 2022 in Yonsei University” you said as you stood you hand in-front of you, gesturing for him to shake your hand.

 He smiled lightly as you said those words with the hint of quirkiness that he knew you for.

 “I’m Sehun, also an alumni from Dwight School Seoul, and class of 2022 in Korea University.” He said as you shook his hand.

 After conversing with your “new-made” friend, you guys walked back towards the grand ballroom hand-in-hand in which you hadn’t realized, given that you guys had just agreed in starting over. But one thing you knew was that how lucky you are for having this relationship with Sehun that was initially down the drain.

 You looked to your left to see him looking at you as you took short steps, only being able to see his sparkly eye and every other feature you’ve always loved about him. And so the night goes on and soon sunrise awakes, leaving you two with everything needed to be with each other.

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Mistakenly Purchased Item

HIGH SCHOOL! AU 

Paring: Haechan x OC

Genre: Fluff 

Word Count: 1509 

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Another day of school means another day of responsibilities and things to do. You walked down the hallway 5 minutes before school had started, when you soon arrived at your locker wanting to take your books for the next periods.

You turned the combination to your lock when your eyes were met with his locker, your best friend’s locker, which was two lockers away from yours. Your hand unconsciously stopped moving with your thoughts that was occupied with what had happened last night.

Sunday Night

Sitted and sprawled across the 2-meter-wide couch. You and your best friend, Haechan, put all your focus towards the TV screen in front of you showing the breaking relationship between Troy and Gabriela.

“Why do you keep on saying goodbye?” Troy questions Gabriela.

You were looking forward to Gabriela's answer before you were met with a touch on your hand, in which your eyes immediately directed itself towards the touch. Haechan had his hand on yours which was of no surprise, since you guys had been close friends for years now, but when you attempted to look up at him, you were met with his face tilted down towards the sight of your hand under his.

“Haechan, are you being emotional right now? haha” you asked your friend, shifting your body towards him, with your face tilted upwards at his eyes.

“Will you promise to remember me when we leave for college?” He asked with an unusually different tone.

“Of course, I am, Silly” you said with a hint of laughter heard. You removed your hand from his and folded your arms attempting to focus on the movie.

Before you were able to listen back, he took your hand again, except this time, he does it so delicately.

“I have another question.”

“Shoot.”

“I first thought of this question in 10th grade when we were just getting to know each other. I realized that you were the only one who was able to comfort me during my highs and lows. But I didn’t realize that I was feeling a sort of way until I felt angry when you were sad, until I felt content when you were happy, until I felt overjoyed when I was able to cheer you up. I never realized that you were able to make me feel this way and I’ve been asking myself thousands of times, but I’m always greeted with the same answer and feeling. Seoyeon, I love you so much and I want to be with you when you’re happy, sad, lonely; I want to spend each passing day with you because I love you so much, deeply.”

“Are you crazy?!” You stood up from the couch, facing down towards him.

“No, I’m not. I’ve never felt this sane before in my entire life. I love you and I mean it… do you not love me?”

“Well…”

There was silence. You didn’t know whether you loved him or not. You never thought about love, especially not with him. But you wanted to love, it’s just that you didn’t know how to and you felt like you didn’t deserve him enough

Minutes had passed when before he voiced,

“How about this? Say I’m the mistakenly purchased item but you may or may not return me back”

“What is that supposed to mean? What do you want me to do with you?”

“If you wish to accept my love, don’t return me back. If not, give me back to the shop and tell me you’re returning me.”

“But-“

“I’ll see you tomorrow in school.” He ended, leaving you with no time to voice out a single word. Every second of that night became suffocating and confusing as you weren’t able to get him out of your thoughts and you were just utterly frustrated cause the longer you thought about him, the more you felt your heart beating by the thought of him.

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You were woken up back to reality by the bell indicating that it was a minute before homeroom. You directed your eyes back to your books placed in your locker, taking out the ones you needed for the next periods.

You closed your locker, getting ready to turn to your classroom. You stood straight back up, with your left arm half-hugging your stack of books. You turned around to be greeted by him. Haechan. Standing in front of you with his right arm stretched out to the top of your locker. You squirmed and shifted, your back now fully in contact with the lockers and your books simply brought in to your chest with your right hand securing them in a hug.

Vision occupied with only his broad chest that was less than 30 cm away from yours. Your breathing paused, and your eyes entranced by nothing except for his close figure. Heart thumping faster and louder, it was as though you could lose strength in your legs any time from the shock and fast thumping heart. What this feeling was called or whatever it indicated, you didn’t wish to know. But one thing you do know and are familiar with is his cologne that he had received from you as a random gift two months ago and you loved the scent.

All five of your senses were now occupied with him and him only, until he came back down, with feet full on ground, and face just inches away from yours. He was looking down at his book that you assumed he just took from the top. He diverted his eyes onto your still face, wide-eyed and evident with shock.

“Surprised, are you?” He teased moving his face slightly closer with a smirk.

You stayed silent, but ironically, your heart was louder than you wished it was.

“Breathe.” He commanded.

You snapped out of it, before nudging his left shoulder with your free right arm.

“What the heck? Stop fooling around.” You said, using all your will to avoid eye contact, shifting your body to the left, and fanning yourself.

“Someone’s shy. Why? Do you feel your heart beating for me?” He moved his face down to your level to look for your shy brown orbs.

“Shut up. We’re late for class. Come on.” You advised him.

You took one step forward, and you swore to everything good that you wanted to slap yourself because as he magically stepped forwards, setting his body close, you unconsciously moved back until you were met with the clean white walls, giving him permission for whatever access. He stretched and placed his right hand on the wall, and in that moment, you wanted to smile at his competitiveness in trying to appeal to you which was, surprisingly, working. BUT NOPE, you can’t. Just can’t cause what will other people think? You didn’t know, and you didn’t want to know. But you were just scared that if anything else happened, it would hurt your friendship.

“Why do you pretend like you don’t like it? I know better than anyone that you do” Eyes shooting lasers into yours.

Your mind couldn’t get a hold of itself as you felt yourself falling deeper into the desire for his love. You didn’t know what hit you, but you dropped your books and your arms did the unthinkable. Your hands encircled themselves around his neck. You hear your mind scream for you to stop, but you knew your heart was rooting for you. You looked up into his eyes, that were filled with shock, as you were now the relaxed and mischievous one.

“Surprised?” You asked.

You were greeted with his mouth opened, appalled, as you lightly whisper into his ear on the side.

“Breathe. Cause I’m choosing to keep you, Mr. Mistakenly Purchased Item.” You said, placing a light peck on his lips.

You could see that he was back to his sense, as he moved his hands from the wall and his side and brought your body closer to his, arms resting around your waist. He rushed his lips to yours, initiating a deep kiss that was filled with fireworks and sensation. Your lips moved continuously, with your sight turning pitch black. His hands moved themselves up your body, taking you in for a passionate hug.

After letting go, you two giggled upon meeting each other’s eyes, with your figures still stuck in each other’s arms.

“I love you” You confessed.

“I loved you first” He argued, now leaving you, knowing that you were going to come for him.

“What the heck was that? Come over here!” You said loudly as he was now on the other side of the hallway, in which you began to run.

You turned left to catch up with him when your left hand was held on and your body pulled to the side, where you found yourself back in his arms.

You looked at him with loving eyes, hearts beating the loudest and your stomach doing cartwheels, as you realized just how lucky you were to have him and how right it feels to be with his.

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LOVING YOU

Pairing: Haechan x OC 

Genre: Fluff

Word Count: 840

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8:00 pm

You walked the stairs of SM Ent. up to the dance room. As you went up, you could hear music blasting off of the dance room and at that moment you knew NCT was in the midst of dance practice. You didn’t have it in you to simply wait outside in silence hoping not to attract other members’ attraction, so you opened the door by an inch and attempted to peak in to find a lone boy dancing.

That lone boy was none other than NCT’s lead dancer, singer and also your boyfriend, Haechan. You stood at your spot, with one eye peaking at a sweaty Haechan doing his slick dance moves. It has always made you so happy whenever you see him dance because the fact that he’s able to do something he loves to do is all you want for him. Even though it takes away his energy and also time to be spent with you, you promised him that you’ll be with him whenever possible and, of course, when you’re allowed in.

After what had been minutes of crumping, Haechan let out a big sigh and moved to the couch at the corner of the room as he harshly drooped his body and laid down, placing his arm on his face, covering his eyes. He stayed like that for a good minute as he steadies his breathing.

As you thought he was now calm from having seen him hold onto the same position, you tip toed to the side of the couch and kneeled down so that you were at his level. You stared at his side, paying attention to the heavy beads of sweat that trickled down his face. You took a piece of tissue from the side table and took great caution as you lightly dabbed it onto his face. Luckily during the entire process, he stayed in place and you began to think that he has fallen asleep, so you sat down and placed your arms atop the couch, settling your face on your arms.

You counted the amount of times you wished you could be by his side just being in his embrace as you held your stare at his face, making sure to follow his fine lines that caused you to feel like the luckiest girl in the universe.

Time passed and you fell asleep. As if it had just been 10 seconds, you felt something move on your face, which led your lids to open. You were met with Haechan’s face that now directly faced you, leaving some space between.

Both of you held your positions and you were just in awe at how amazing, passionate, caring and talented this boy is. You started smiling widely just at how cute he looked with his cheek fat all crowded up and squished on his side.

“Why are you smiling?” Haechan asked you softly as he let out a tiny smile.

“Mm nahh.. its nothing really” you replied attempting to brush it off, automatically moving you up onto your two feet, walking away from him.

“Y/N, come one~ tell me~” Haechan whined allowing you to see his pout.

“Mmm... nope” you teased, finishing with a grin.

“Why is my babe evil now?” He questioned playfully as he was now on his two feet, as if he’s ready to chase you down.

“Fine, fine. I’ll tell you.” You said keeping a straight face, and standing still.

“I was just... surprised at how funny you look” you said, staring to laugh.

“Oh my god! How could you?! You’re so evil! Come over here!” He said as he started chasing you around the dance room, only to catch up with your laughing soul within seconds as he encircled his arms around your waist tightly and all at once from your back. You couldn’t stop laughing as he started tickling your sides, which ultimately made him gaggle as well.

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10:30 pm

Back at the couch placed at the corner of the room, he was laying down with his arms sprawled around your laying body that had just enough space. He held you close and placed his arms around your figure as if it was a barrier from falling.

Your head was just below his face and whenever you looked up, you saw his charming, handsome face with eyes closed and peaceful as ever.

Coincidentally, as you looked up to get a look at him, he was staring down at you and you swore, in that moment, the whole world, the whole existence of time didn’t exist as you were entrapped in his brown orbs and the closing distance between your lips.

He moved his right hand up to your cheeks and caressed it before your lips met with his soft one.

What started as short pecks became a long, deep kiss that was only filled with access to two rooms. And with that, this much needed late night date, turned out to be one of the simplest, but exciting dates you both have ever had.

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