Flying Distances

Flying Distances

Pairing: Chanyeol x Reader

Genre: Fluff 

Word Count: 386

*Trigger Warning*

A/N: It’s short and straight out of my head. T’was a quickie :). Sorry for any mistakes that I made. 

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You rush down the airport doors onto the arrival area as soon as you saw Chanyeol, your busy scheduled boyfriend who had just came back from touring for work. As soon as you got closer to him, who was rushing away from the arrival gates onto where you were, he spread his arms out as he left his luggage before you ran in for the tightest, and fitting hug as your bodies moved around in unison. You took in his scent for a good couple of seconds before you looked up at your tall boyfriend who was now looking down at you. “I miss you.” he said, a little pout visible up close from where you were. “Did you gain weight?” you interrogated, which only brought his face to disbelief. “This is so sad. The first thing my girlfriend says to me after months is ‘did you gain weight’” he expressed his disappointment, as he began to unlock his arms from your back. But before he could retract, your hands were fast to reach behind where his hands were. You set his arms to where they originally were before you looked up, with eyes that screamed pure joy, longing and adoration at your exhausted boyfriend from the long flight home. You sneaked a wider smile, quickly going on your toes to give him a quick peck. “I missed you too, Park Chanyeol… Maybe even too much.” you said, with feet now flat against the floor and arms around his back, as you spread the biggest, most loving smile. To your surprise, he settled you on one of the empty counters in the waiting area, where not a lot of people were at. Your smile had now vanished into thin air, only showing your wide-eyes that were filled with shock, as you directed them straight at Chanyeol’s hypnotising pupils as you were of the same height now. He smirked at you, before he went in for a kiss that only became deeper and deeper as his hands travelled down to your hips, with your settled on his neck. It all still felt the same, maybe even more spectacular and amazing as you recall the lesson you’ve learned from LDR and it was that sometimes distance is the one thing that we need to love someone even more. 

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TBH, the only sun emitting 1400 W/m^2 into earth’s atmosphere

His “annyeonghaseo” just cured my depression.❤️❤️❤️

:)

😂

Forbidden Memory

Pairing : Reader x Jongin

Genre: Angst

Word count: 1700~

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Sitting at the back of Kai’s Harley, Soobin’s arms tighten around Kai’s waist with her head planted on his right shoulder as she looks farther away into the scenery of the brilliant red and orange sunset reflected on the waves of the wide ocean view. Setting her lids to a close, she straightens her head to parallel Kai’s as she slowly comes back to sight, being greeted with the sight of his eyes that gave her the world, his lips that brought butterflies to her stomach, and his scent that completely hypnotizes her. All before reality hits with the fact that this paradise will very soon come to an end. It was the sad truth for the both of them, that their love may never be approved by their families. Soobin is the eldest child of the Lee Empire. From the second she was born, her fate was to be the heir of LeeTech. Everything was set for her, from schools that she would attend all the way to the partner she would build her family with. Kai, on the other hand, is the youngest and only son to his family. Being the youngest and only son, his parents were lenient with the things he chose to do and the person he chose to become. He has it all on himself, except for one thing; his partner and lover.

Growing up, Kai looked up to his dad. Mr. Kim had started from being a mere employee at SK Motors and worked his way up to being the director of SK Motors. During his dad’s promotion dinner with the owner of SK Motors, he was introduced to their daughter, Jennie Kim. Ever since then, the 16-year-old Jennie set her eyes on the 18-year-old Kai whom she dreams to make her prince. It was after that night when Kai’s dad would start praising Jennie whenever he was around. At the age of 20, he was called by his parents and told that he was expected to wed Jennie when the time comes. He didn’t think it was fair at all because he didn’t feel the same way, so he rebelled. He turned himself into a reckless and immature young man in everybody’s eyes, which continued for years until one day a phone call arrived while he was at his hideout alone admiring the night sky. “Kai… come to MyungDam hospital…” his sister greeted him, evident in her voice that the reason behind that request was not something he’d ever want to hear. “Why?” he asked hesitantly, attempting to sound carefree in the midst of his fear. “Dad has been diagnosed with lung cancer.” His ears and heart went numb.

Nothing was ever the same again. Ever since then, Kai had always tried to stay by his dad’s side, trying to redeem himself for all the things that he’s done. One night, his dad held onto his hand while laying down on the hospital bed. At the sound of his weakening voice, it took everything he had to try to stop the sadness from showing and the tears from running. “Kai… my one and only son…Dad wants to make a wish. Will you help me achieve it?” Kai stays quiet trying to calm himself down by looking away from his dad’s eyes. “I wish that you would forgive me for the things that I have pressured you to do. Dad just wants you to find your own happiness. Forget who you marry, who you become. I believe in you, that you will make the right decisions for yourself and the family. You already bring so much joy into our family and that’s all we want from you. Please also help dad take care of your mom and your sisters, okay? Please let them know not to be too sad.” His dad finished with a tear running down the sides of his face.

At the age of 24, Kai’s dad was pronounced dead. Kai had stuck many of his dad’s life lessons and teachings in his head, but he felt guilty for not being able to accomplish the one and only thing his dad wanted him to do. So he promised himself that he would try his best to make himself fall in love with Jennie Kim. However, nothing ever goes smoothly in life, especially when he met Soobin , his ride or die. The two simply met during a meet up with their respective friend groups. But things started to go better and hotter until they decided to become a hidden item due to the circumstances set upon them.

For the past 2 years, the pair have gone on several secret dates. Soobin would sneak out of her home right before the dark hours of night, only to be greeted with the man in leather jacket waiting on his Harley. It became a routinely rebellious hangout that happened every week and today was no different. Getting off the Harley, Soobin felt entranced at the sight of the dimly lit structure standing in front of her. She’d always go to parties and events at the most exclusive destinations and often times, she would get sick of them and needed a break. And the sight right here, with the love of her life now standing in front of her with his hands up and above as if showing off the place, was the perfect break she could ever ask for. In fact, perfect would be an understatement.

A smile now plastered her face and Kai would swear that the look on Soobin’s face gave him the world. He ran straight up to her with his arms sneaking their way around her petite waist, spinning her around like a child. Setting her down, their bodies kept in contact, but their eyes were inches apart, their lips were centimeters apart, and their souls were completely full of the each other’s presence. Kai kissed the lips that were of an ant’s distance, which only caused a surge of fireworks throughout his body. Soobin pulled away with cheeks red as beet, as she turned around, detaching herself from him, before running away in embarrassment. Kai ran around trying to catch her as he joked around in laughter. Soobin grew tired of roaming around in laughter and before she knew it, Kai pulled her in with her back against his as if in fear of losing her. He spun her around and carried her to sit on top of the railing with his hands as the barrier for her back. The two went for another peck on the lips before going in.

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After settling down in the room after goofing around, the two jumped to the bed. Soobin scooched to Kai’s arm that was waiting to be occupied. Her fingers traced the tattoos that were peeking behind his shirt. She trailed down her finger beyond his shirt in attempt to draw out the full picture, only seeming to be a tickle for Kai. With their laughter turning dimmer and dimmer, with now only their calming breaths filling in the empty space, Soobin confessed, “I wish this could go on for forever”.

“You’re not the only one.” Kai answered with his face tilting to look at her with a shy smile.  

Then, came the silence that was no other than the consequence of their love.

“You know, being with you, here in this ‘in the middle of nowhere’ place… I feel different” She ended, moving her head to meet his sparkling eyes.

“Different how? Different bad? Different goo-“

“Different, ‘you make me feel amazing’ different” She said, eyes now meeting his. “Know that you will forever be a part of me, no matter what” She ended, tilting her head down shying away.

“A part of you? Why not be a part and beside you?” Kai questioned, confusion evident in his voice.

“You have a duty that you owe.” She reminded.

“Why is that a problem? I can achieve both my duty to my family and to myself at the same time.” His voice argues.

Rising to a sit, Soobin moved farther from Kai and off the bed. “Kai, you can’t possibly pursue me and have Jennie too. I know how much your duty to your father means to you and so do I to my family. We can never get our own happily ever after.”

“What do you mean ‘have Jennie? Look I still stick by my principles and duties but satisfying my family’s duty doesn’t mean I have to be by her side forever. We’re good friends and that’s all. Nothing more, nothing less. And about our families… with time, it’ll all work out. I know it. I believe in us, Soobin .” his words turning to whispers, moving off to close his distance with her.

Soobin knew better than anyone that her and Kai would never be able to be. She had her duty to her family, but there was a bigger part of her that wanted to just drop everything and run away with him.

Shaking her head, Soobin cuts her gaze with him and rushes away and farther. “No. No Kai! It doesn’t work like that. She and you have been connected longer than I have with you and we both know that she likes, if not, love you. I’m not going to be the one sitting here as your hidden partner with her going around you all day. And I won’t make you one either. I, too, have a duty to my own family, generations worth of hard work and success I have to continue… besides, my parents invited the son of BC Industries to come over this weekend.” She claimed, eyes away with a voice now stern and fierce but with a heart that pierced and teared.

One second and the silence saturated the space between them. Soobin finally takes a turn to him with quiet tears running down her face. She moved closer to the man in front of her and placed her right hand over his left cheek as if framing it in attempt to remember his face that she has been loving with all her might. However, it only only caused both of their sights to flood in sadness and despair, leading them both to heavy tears.

“… So will you be with him? Won’t you fight for us?” Kai interrogates weakly, evident that he could break down any moment. “Forget about me. Please…” she pleaded, now with heavy tears exposing her sadness.

“We should go…” Soobin said snapping herself out of the moment as she turns around and grabs her belonging. She proceeded to open the door about to leave the room only to feel a sudden rush of the wind, of his figure to be exactly behind her. "I'm sorry I'm the reason behind your tears" he apologized in a whisper to her Soobin that sent a rush down through her body. His teardrop fell onto her clothed shoulder and she could feel her heart being crushed into a million pieces, but she closed her eyes and took a deep breath before opening them up with her chin up before walking out.

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A week has gone by and Soobin never heard from Kai ever since that night but it felt like a year has gone by. She would count the stars out the window in the midst of her room’s darkness and wonder about Kai’s whereabouts. “Is he happy? Is he lonely? Is he having a good time with Jennie? Has he forgotten about me?” she wondered inside her head, leaving her heart to break into million pieces.

“Soobin-ah, you got a package! A big box!” Soobin’s mom informed from the living room. “Coming!” replied Soobin before she sighs as if exhaling her crowded head.

Rushing downstairs, she was greeted with a big green box with a pastel pink ribbon around it. “Do you know who sent it?” Her mom asking in curiosity but also worry with her prior knowledge of her daughter being involved with Kai.

Soobin reaches out to hold the cover of the box and lifted it open to be greeted with the most beautiful blue roses that were aligned perfectly full. She knew who sent it, why he sent it, but she hated it because this has just made her fall deeper into love with Kim Jongin. She felt an envelope on the back of the cover and proceeded to detach it. She took the folded piece of paper and read the note stuck onto it, “When you smile, I shine together with you. When you cry, I break together with you. I’m sorry I’ve let you down. Give me a chance to let you know that I love you, only you. <3” In that moment, Soobin didn’t care whether her family said no, or if her head insisted it. She knew at that very second that she would fight for what made her truly happy.  

The Last of Us

Pairing: Sehun x OC

Genre: Angst

Word Count: 2358

!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OH SEHUN !!!

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This was it. Your last night as a high school student spent with your classmates, teachers, friends, and... him. It has been 2 hours since the party had started and you were all getting ready to dig in your main courses.

 Some of your friends had brought dates, and some of them, including you, brought yourselves and wished to spend the night as a group of friends.

 There was something funny though, you couldn’t take your eyes off of him. No matter how hard you tried to ignore your feelings, you just couldn’t because he was the boy you regret not acknowledging your feelings for sooner. He was the guy who helped you consistently through your hardest times. He was the gentleman who only thought of your selfish needs when people started to make rumors of your ‘romantic’ relationship. When people had known about your close friendship, they started to tease you guys.

 As a result, being a pair of introverted individuals, it was as if a boat was leaving for shore; the both of you drifted apart and at one point, you couldn’t see or reach out for the other. And it all happened so quickly after all. One day, you received a long message from him where he expressed how he needs some space cause apparently your relationship was ‘at risk’. But you could only blame yourself, thinking that everything was caused by you and your actions towards him, even though you didn’t know where you exactly did wrong.

 Whenever your friends weren’t looking, you always managed to get a look at him, whether it be for 10 solid seconds or a mere half a second. Each look at him, you felt your heart jump like never before; his laugh always has your heart flipping, his soft smile always got you smiling yourself, and his sarcastic, yet kind actions always has you falling deeper and deeper into this hole called hopelessness.

 At one point, when you had glanced at him, he turned his head around towards your direction and catches your eyes, which you found yourself stuck in the moment before you lightly smiled at him as you shifted your vision to another direction within a millisecond.

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 Dinner was now over, and you felt the need to relieve your bladder. You left your group of friends and exited the ballroom. You entered the bathroom and after you were done, you took a look at yourself in the mirror. You didn’t know but your eye makeup had smudged a little and you noticed that your lashes were wet and cold. You hadn’t realized that you let out a tear at some point during the night and you had promised before you entered the party that you wouldn’t cry at the sight of seeing anybody as it would mean seeing them for the last time for years, especially him.

 You fixed your makeup and left the bathroom, walking down the hallway to enter the ballroom, making sure you put your bubbly smile back on.

 Before you knew it, you felt something hold onto your left wrist and felt your body getting pulled to the corner, in which you let your body spin and shift to the left rather quickly.

 You felt your heart drop, thinking that you had tripped on your 15 cm heel before you felt someone steadying you back up with their hand around your hips. You looked up in shock, ready to scream in terror before your eyes shifted up and saw that the culprit was none other than the culprit who murdered your soft little heart 5 months ago. In a second, you found yourself standing back up straight, diverting your eyes down to the ground.

 “...Hun, what are you doing? You almost got me hurt” you asked him, trying to keep calm after what had just happened

 Instead of replying you, he took your hand again and pulled you as he started walking. You realized he was taking you towards the dark lighted doors that led you to the balcony of the floor.

 He opened the door and led you to the balcony to see the Seoul’s skyline as he let go of your arm seeing that you were in awe of the sight.

 “Oh my gosh... it’s so pretty Sehun” you claimed

 You didn’t realize it but as you turned to look at him, you caught him in the midst of looking at you

 “Is there something wrong?” You lifted your fingers to lightly touch your under eyes, thinking that you had smudged your makeup again.

 “No. There isn’t. Chill... ㅋㅋㅋ” he advised you.

 “Why did you take me here?” You asked.

 He walked forward towards the railing and laid his body on his arms that were settled on top.

 “I’ve always said, and others too, that our city is full of the bad stuff, but I believed that from a distance, we can see just how beautiful and colorfully dark the city we live in is.”

 “It is so pretty though. I mean I would never have known this city can be so enchanting if you didn’t take me out here and... right... why me? And why like this? Why pull me? Why not just ask me, Hun?” You interrogated him.

 “I actually wanted to talk to you about something” he confessed, moving his hand to the back of his neck as if scratching something off.

 “...what is it, Hun-nie?” You teasingly replied.

The thing with you is that whenever you are with him, you just become happy and suddenly you believe that life isn’t that bad and that there is a tad bit of hope than hopelessness.

 “Five months ago, when I said what I said to you, I wasn’t able to do a lot of things; get in my right mind, think for myself and for my happiness.” He pauses, now facing his body towards you, with his eyes looking at you intently.

 “People say things about me; they compare me, they look at me for what I’ve done and become; they make assumptions about me. I was confused and wandering in a world full of words in an empty space, but at one point, I was able to see you and your jumpy personality and I couldn’t think for myself that I wanted to be like you. I didn’t want to care about judgments and I don’t want to be someone I’m not just because people don’t accept me.

 You taught me to look at myself differently unintentionally, you were that one person where I can have a different conversation with, you were one of the people who were able to remind me of my successes and that you were proud of me for my achievements. You taught me that I am loved, and that to love isn’t such a bad thing in the world...” he stepped closer towards you.

 You knew exactly where this is going and you were scared, scared of everything and you were kind of vengeful because 5 months. 5 months of constant thoughts of him and 5 months where you reminisced the carefree friendship you guys had that turned to mere distant acquaintances. As he stepped closer towards you, your mind told you to move back and each time you do, you felt your heart drop little by little, regretting its choices. Your mind, however, had taken over this time which caused the pain in your heart to make your eyes water in sadness.

 “Look Ae-Ri, I learned something that I don’t usually learn a lot and it’s about love, my feelings and my happiness. I served my parents and friends well and I’m planning to do more of that in the future, but if I do, I want someone like you to be there with me that can make me feel comforted and safe...Ae-Ri, I love-“

 “SEHUN STOP!” You let fat tears fall down your face, as you cut his cue.

 Silence. That was all. Pure silence, except the echo that came from the busy city down under.

 “...stop...” you kept your face down and hid the tears from him.

 “I know I did you wrong. I know I’m being selfish for this... but-“

 “Sehun, as much as I wish we were together, as much as I wish I could run to you right now and hug you and feel safe in your arms, you don’t understand the things I’ve been through.” You began to say.

 “After that letter you sent me, it took me every single thing in my mind and heart to tell myself that it’s ok, but you know what it didn’t matter in the end, cause I still found myself hating on me, for ruining our friendship. YOU became so different, YOU avoided me, YOU ignored me. WHY?! Are you embarrassed to be seen with me? Is it because I’m not the smartest of those girls? And it really pisses me off and pains the shit out of me because now when I’m ready to let go of whatever this feeling is, these butterflies and senseless moments I have, you tell me this. SO WHY NOW? Is it because you feel bored that you don’t have anything else to do or worry about?” You half screamed

 “I grew so tired of myself that I found... I found it easier to smile and pretend everything is okay, rather than admitting my little fragile heart’s swollen from losing... something that wasn’t mine to begin with.” You finished, with your voice cracking in a painful tone as you attempted to stride your way through the doors into the building.

 In a mere second you were pulled and pushed against the wall rather gently yet you kept your face down, your eyes fixated on the outlined-tiles that could be slightly seen through the moonlight. You’re a literal mess but you could feel hands creeping up your face and placed its size right on your cheek. Sehun’s fingers lightly lifted your face up, caressing your wet cheeks with his thumb and bringing his other hand down to hold onto your hand.

 You hated to admit it but his hands made you feel at peace and as though each and every craving that you’ve had for the past and next months were being satisfied right then and there. You didn’t want to but with the silence that circumference your bodies, your urge to resist giving in slightly fails as you could feel your head leaning towards his caress. You looked up at his brow orbs as he locked eyes with yours, enabling you to see just how beautiful his eyes were and just how much you’ve missed them.

 You didn’t know when but you could feel yourself locking position as he slowly encloses his face on yours, leaving only an inch between you two.

 Another second passed and Sehun placed his lips on yours softly as you closed your eyes and let out tears that have been blinding your vision.

 You knew in every part of you that this was all wrong. You’re only gonna regret this kiss for whatever reason. But you went along with it, even hoping that you and him would stay in that position forever. He slowly moved his lips, fiddling around yours gently with your lips still hesitating to give in. But you were in need of this person you’ve missed for months now, the person you wish to protect and protect you, the person you want to give all your love and care for. In the end, you find yourself giving access to him as he gently treated your fragile red lips.

 He lets go of the kiss and left half an inch between your lips as you steady your breath.

 “Is there really not a chance for me to make it up to you? I know I’ve messed up but...” he paused as he lays his hand on the sides of your face, caressing your cheek.

 “...I really mean it when I said I love you.”

 You moved your hand up to where his hand was placed and held onto it as you directed his hand down.

 “To tell you that I completely do is not what I mean but... I’m willing to give you another chance. I’m willing to start from the beginning, no strings attached...”

 There was disappointment in his eyes and you completely saw the sadness in them.

 Silence that filled the emptiness of the air was filled with his thoughts and yours as you felt your heart wrecking second by second.

 After what had been minutes, he finally let go of you completely in which you felt the cold air of the night hit your covered skin.

 “Ok... starting fresh...” he said with determination in his eyes.

 You smiled lightly. The sort of feeling you felt was the type to be filled with so much relief but also remorse towards yourself for not just proclaiming your love for him.

 You lifted your right hand, gesturing for a handshake.

“Hi, I’m Ae-Ri. I’m an alumni from Dwight School Seoul, and class of 2022 in Yonsei University” you said as you stood you hand in-front of you, gesturing for him to shake your hand.

 He smiled lightly as you said those words with the hint of quirkiness that he knew you for.

 “I’m Sehun, also an alumni from Dwight School Seoul, and class of 2022 in Korea University.” He said as you shook his hand.

 After conversing with your “new-made” friend, you guys walked back towards the grand ballroom hand-in-hand in which you hadn’t realized, given that you guys had just agreed in starting over. But one thing you knew was that how lucky you are for having this relationship with Sehun that was initially down the drain.

 You looked to your left to see him looking at you as you took short steps, only being able to see his sparkly eye and every other feature you’ve always loved about him. And so the night goes on and soon sunrise awakes, leaving you two with everything needed to be with each other.

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LOVING YOU

Pairing: Haechan x OC 

Genre: Fluff

Word Count: 840

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8:00 pm

You walked the stairs of SM Ent. up to the dance room. As you went up, you could hear music blasting off of the dance room and at that moment you knew NCT was in the midst of dance practice. You didn’t have it in you to simply wait outside in silence hoping not to attract other members’ attraction, so you opened the door by an inch and attempted to peak in to find a lone boy dancing.

That lone boy was none other than NCT’s lead dancer, singer and also your boyfriend, Haechan. You stood at your spot, with one eye peaking at a sweaty Haechan doing his slick dance moves. It has always made you so happy whenever you see him dance because the fact that he’s able to do something he loves to do is all you want for him. Even though it takes away his energy and also time to be spent with you, you promised him that you’ll be with him whenever possible and, of course, when you’re allowed in.

After what had been minutes of crumping, Haechan let out a big sigh and moved to the couch at the corner of the room as he harshly drooped his body and laid down, placing his arm on his face, covering his eyes. He stayed like that for a good minute as he steadies his breathing.

As you thought he was now calm from having seen him hold onto the same position, you tip toed to the side of the couch and kneeled down so that you were at his level. You stared at his side, paying attention to the heavy beads of sweat that trickled down his face. You took a piece of tissue from the side table and took great caution as you lightly dabbed it onto his face. Luckily during the entire process, he stayed in place and you began to think that he has fallen asleep, so you sat down and placed your arms atop the couch, settling your face on your arms.

You counted the amount of times you wished you could be by his side just being in his embrace as you held your stare at his face, making sure to follow his fine lines that caused you to feel like the luckiest girl in the universe.

Time passed and you fell asleep. As if it had just been 10 seconds, you felt something move on your face, which led your lids to open. You were met with Haechan’s face that now directly faced you, leaving some space between.

Both of you held your positions and you were just in awe at how amazing, passionate, caring and talented this boy is. You started smiling widely just at how cute he looked with his cheek fat all crowded up and squished on his side.

“Why are you smiling?” Haechan asked you softly as he let out a tiny smile.

“Mm nahh.. its nothing really” you replied attempting to brush it off, automatically moving you up onto your two feet, walking away from him.

“Y/N, come one~ tell me~” Haechan whined allowing you to see his pout.

“Mmm... nope” you teased, finishing with a grin.

“Why is my babe evil now?” He questioned playfully as he was now on his two feet, as if he’s ready to chase you down.

“Fine, fine. I’ll tell you.” You said keeping a straight face, and standing still.

“I was just... surprised at how funny you look” you said, staring to laugh.

“Oh my god! How could you?! You’re so evil! Come over here!” He said as he started chasing you around the dance room, only to catch up with your laughing soul within seconds as he encircled his arms around your waist tightly and all at once from your back. You couldn’t stop laughing as he started tickling your sides, which ultimately made him gaggle as well.

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10:30 pm

Back at the couch placed at the corner of the room, he was laying down with his arms sprawled around your laying body that had just enough space. He held you close and placed his arms around your figure as if it was a barrier from falling.

Your head was just below his face and whenever you looked up, you saw his charming, handsome face with eyes closed and peaceful as ever.

Coincidentally, as you looked up to get a look at him, he was staring down at you and you swore, in that moment, the whole world, the whole existence of time didn’t exist as you were entrapped in his brown orbs and the closing distance between your lips.

He moved his right hand up to your cheeks and caressed it before your lips met with his soft one.

What started as short pecks became a long, deep kiss that was only filled with access to two rooms. And with that, this much needed late night date, turned out to be one of the simplest, but exciting dates you both have ever had.

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