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A House to a Home
Austin Butler x reader
Warnings - some suggestion, lighthearted, fluff
Word count - 1926
a/n - request: âi donât know if youâre taking request but what about the reader & austin moving into their first house together? reader is so hellbent on unpacking and getting everything out together but someone has other ideasâ - this was such a good idea tysm! i hope you all enjoy :)


âWhere do you plan on putting these?â Austin asks, looking over at you with a handful of your knick-knacks in his hands.
âIâm not sure yet, Iâll figure it out later,â you respond as you go to open up another box.
You still canât process the fact that youâre actually moving in with him â that the two of you are owning a home together. The two of you have been dating for about a year and a half, and it was Austinâs idea that you move in with him.
He had just come back home after one of his meetings, and he had found you standing in his walk-in closet trying to figure out how to organize it. He didnât even say âhiâ to you, he just blurted out the question, causing you to turn around and give him a speechless look.Â
You were iffy at first because youâve never lived with someone else after you moved out of your parentâs house â youâve never even had a roommate so you wondered how it would be to go back to no longer living alone. You also wondered if the two of you were moving too fast. You were both adults and had been dating for long enough without too many problems, so it makes sense that Austin would want to take the next step.
But, that would mean moving into a large home in the hills of LA, where a lot of other celebrities and influencers lived. Did you belong in an area like that? Did you even deserve to live in such a nice part of LA just because you were dating a famous person, even though you yourself weren't rich or famous?
What if the two of you just happened to break up and you no longer had a place to stay?
Austin had seen the panic in your face and was quick to reassure you that you didnât have to give him an answer right that moment. That you could take all the time that you needed and he would be patiently waiting for your answer.
How could you say no to a face like that, though?
You donât say no, which is why you didnât.
âAnd this?â Austin raises an eyebrow at you, holding in a laugh as he holds up one of the stuffed animals you packed.
You playfully roll your eyes before grabbing a pillow from his bed and throwing it at his head. Austin dodges it, though, using the stuffed animal as a shield.
âPut him down,â you laugh.
âHim?â He gives you a look. âYour stuffed animal is a âhimâ?â
You continue to laugh as you walk towards him and snatch the plushie out of his hand. âWhy are you jealous?â you joke.
âOf course not, thereâs nothing to be jealous of,â Austin snickers and goes to bend down to retrieve something else out of a box, but stops when he sees you toss the stuffed animal onto his bed. âWhat are you doing?â
âHe needs a place to stay too,â you giggle as you walk into the closest to begin putting some of your clothes away.
âAnd heâll find one, just not here,â you hear his voice say from behind you, but you continue your task.
You manage to fill up the majority of your side of the closest before deciding to take a break and move onto something else. Walking out, you expect to see the bedroom with more decoration, but instead all you see is Austin on the floor, going through your box of books.
âHave you done anything in the past 45 minutes?â You ask, your hands on your hips.
âOf course I have. Iâve managed to read one page from almost all of these,â he answers, motioning to the box in front of him, âand I gotta say, some of these are a little spicy. No wonder youâre always reading.â
Your eyes widen as you quickly take the book in his hands away from him, put it inside the box with the rest, and move the box out into the hallway. Youâre an adult and you're allowed to read whatever you want, but that doesnât stop you from feeling embarrassed because some of the books are really dirty.
Austin chuckles as he watches you. âYou know, sweetheart, you donât need any of these books as your source of pleasure, thatâs what Iâm here for.â
âThatâs not what I use them for,â you mumble as you step back into the room.
âOh, really?â Austin raises an eyebrow at you, and you roll your eyes.
âYâknow, while youâre so focused on me, you could use some of that energy to actually get some of these boxes empty,â you huff, standing above another full box of items.
âBut Iâm supposed to be focused on you, am I not?â Austin asks, tilting his head in full confusion.
âHa ha, youâre so funny,â you tell him.
âAlright, alright. What do you want me to do?â Austin questions, standing up from his spot on the floor to look at the mess scattered around the bedroom floor.
âStop taking breaks, and unpack,â you emphasize, shoving a box into Austinâs chest. He stumbles back, but takes the box from your hands.
You leave him in the bedroom, heading towards the kitchen for a change of scenery â and so you donât strangle Austin.
The house is still pretty empty, except for some small things and decor. The rest of your furniture was supposed to arrive today, but everything got delayed. It had upset you at first, but hey, what can you do? Besides, this gives you a chance to fully admire the home before you completely make it yours.Â
You head into the kitchen to begin putting the dishware and kitchenware up where they belong. Surprisingly, the majority of it is Austinâs, given the fact he likes to cook, and you donât really know how.
When you come across a mug Austin had bought you while heâs out of the country on a press tour, you canât help but take a second to admire it.
You and him both know that you donât really use them and that you just like to collect them because they look pretty.
Honestly, how did you ever get so lucky with a man like him? What did he see in you all those months ago when he had seen you on set? You were part of the crew, and that day Austin had been invited on set to meet the director. Of course, you thought he was cute, but you didnât think anything could actually happen between the two of you â which is why Austin made the first move instead of you.
Youâre so lost in thought that you donât hear Austinâs footsteps enter the kitchen. You feel him come up behind you and wrap his arms around your waist, resting his head on your shoulder.
âYou told me to stop taking breaks, but look at you. Youâre in here daydreaming,â Austin says.
âI get to because Iâm actually doing my job and putting things away,â you tell him.
âHey, I did put some things away,â Austin feigns hurt. âWhat were you thinking about?â
âNothing,â you shrug, placing the mug into the cabinet with the rest of the cups.
âOkay, letâs try again, but this time you actually tell me the truth?â
âAustinâŚâ you sigh. Youâre not really in the mood to pour out your feelings.
âNo, donât âAustinâ me. Tell me,â he insists, giving you a light squeeze as encouragement. You breathe out another sigh as you contemplate whether you should tell the truth or not. When you take too long to decide, you feel Austin remove his head from your shoulder and turn you around to face him. He raises an eyebrow at you, waiting for you to continue.
You just decide to say, âIâm just in my head is all.â
Thatâs all you needed to say for Austin to understand what you meant. âSweetheart, Iâve already told you several times thereâs no need to overthink.â
âI know, I know,â you nod.
âDo you?â Austin asks, dipping his head down so his eyes could meet yours.
âYes, I do,â you reply, giving him a soft smile to try and reassure him.
âOkayâŚâ Austin squints his eyes, not completely believing you, but he decides to move on. For now. Then he adds, âbut just so you know I have no problem reassuring you.â
Your jaw drops as you hit him across the chest, causing him to smile. âAnd since weâre both doing such a good job with everything, I think we should take another break. Iâm tired,â he continues.
You playfully scoff. âOf course you are. How about you go rest, while I continue,â you answer and go to move out of his grasp, but Austin just tightens his hold on your waist.
âWhy donât you join me?â
âBecause I donât want to.â
âCome on, baby,â Austin whines.
âNo,â you laugh. You place your hands over his and try to pull them off of you, but again, no use.
âOkay, how about we do something else then?â Austin suggests, his voice getting lower as he begins to kiss the side of your neck.
âI thought you said you were tired,â you recall as you turn your head the best you can to get a good look at him.
âI am,â he tells you. You raise an eyebrow at him, already knowing heâs not finished. Austin then hovers his lips over the shell of your ear and whispers, âIâm tired of unpacking.â
You playfully shove him off of you, and this time he lets you. âWell, maybe if we get everything finished by the time the sun goes down, Iâll let you have what you want,â you offer, suppressing your smile as you move to the other side of the kitchen to tackle some of the boxes over there.Â
âYâknow that is a good idea, but I have a better one,â you hear Austin say behind you, before you feel him grab your arm and spin you back towards him. A surprised gasp leaves your lips along with a giggle as your chest collides with his. âHow about I just have what I want now?â
Before you could get another word out, he picks you up and throws you over his shoulder, already making his way in the direction of the bedroom.
âOh come on!â you shout as you're turned upside down. You donât put up much of a fight, as you allow Austin to drag you away.
âWhat? I gotta reassure you that youâre what I want,â you hear him say.
Once inside the bedroom, Austin plops you down onto the bed. As you start to crawl back towards the headboard, he just pulls you back down by the ankle.
âYouâre such a bad influence,â you point out, your tone light.Â
âAnd so are you,â Austin smirks as he begins to crawl over you.Â
Just as his lips are about to connect with yours, you place a finger on his lips as something out of the corner of your eye catches your attention.
âAustin?â
âYeah?â his eyebrows scrunch in confusion.
âWhy is my stuffed animal on the floor?â
âHe wasnât invited. That is unless you enjoy being watched, but I didnât peg you for the type, baby,â he wiggles his eyebrows at you.
âEw, quit it,â you lightly give his chest a shove.
âWait a second, I didnât hear you deny it,â Austin raises an eyebrow.
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Seduction by Deception
Feyd Rauth x reader x Lady Margot
Warnings - 18+, smut, threesome, somnophilia?- based from the movie, penetration
Word count - 2177
a/n - request: "passionate kissing and smut after putting his hand in the box, without killing Margot Thank you!" - i hope it's okay that i inserted reader in here too lol, also 10k likes is insane tysm! I hope you enjoy :)

âWhy exactly are we here again?â you turn to your close friend Lady Margot whoâs sitting in the chair next to you. The two of you were sitting in the Baronâs section, waiting for the fight to begin. She playfully rolls her eyes at you with a shake of her head.
âIâve told you a thousand times already, weâre here to preserve the Harkonnen bloodline through Feyd Rautha so the Kwisatz Harderach can be born in the future since the Atreides are no longer living. Reverend Mother sees him as a worthy prospect, and he will eventually become the Baron,â she explains.
âI get that, but why are we here? Couldnât Reverend Mother do this herself?â you ask as you fan yourself.
âBecause given what happened between Feyd and his mother, she didnât think she would be successful since she is seen as a motherly figure.â
You furrow your eyebrows and tilt your head in confusion. âWhat happened between him and his mother?â
âHe killed her,â she tells you, causing your eyes to widen.
âWhat do you mean he killed her,â you repeat, âWhat happened?â
âWho knows,â Lady Margot says as she throws her hands up. âAnyways, that is why weâre here.â
âAnd what if he kills us, did Reverend Mother think of that?â you ask. You shift in your seat as fear starts to seep into you as you think of whatâs to come later tonight. Thereâs no way youâre going to let yourself go out like that.
âIf that happens, at least we died for the cause,â she says. Your mouth falls open at her statement, causing Lady Margot to laugh. âRelax, I doubt that will happen since heâll be under compulsion.â
âI donât think this job requires two people, I'm pretty sure one of us would suffice. Preferably you.â
Lady Margot fake gasps. âWould you really leave me alone with him?âÂ
âLike you said, if anything were to happen to you, at least it was for the cause,â you joke. Lady Margot smiles at you.
Your conversation is interrupted by Feydâs name being announced throughout the arena and the roar of the crowd. Maybe your head will explode from the noise, then you won't be forced to seduce a killer. When Feyd finally enters the arena, both you and Lady Margot raise your eyeglasses to get a better look at him.Â
âWell, at least heâs not bad to look at,â you murmur, Lady Margot humming in agreement.
Later that night as you and Lady Margot walk the halls of the Harkonnen compound, the only thing going through your mind are flashbacks from today's fight. Itâs obvious that Feyd enjoys what he does and has no remorse for any one thatâs not himself. He was toying with those poor men in the arena and had a smirk on his face all throughout.
You see Lady Margot look at you out of the corner of your eye, causing you to turn and look at her. She raises an eyebrow, silently asking if youâre okay, and you give her a reassuring smile.Â
âIt should be late enough that Feyd is on his way to his room,â she says as she looks out at the fireworks exploding in the air outside. âShall we get started?â
You give her a nod as the two of you begin the walk to the private side of the compound. The halls seem to get darker and darker the deeper the two of you go. There are two armed men guarding the entrance of one hallway, which leads you to guess it leads to Feydâs quarters. The men give both you and Lady Margot a suspicious look as the two of you get closer, and right as one of them opens their mouth to say something, you compel them both to leave.
As the two of you turn a corner, you notice Feyd in the distance, strolling with his hands clasped behind his back. You give Lady Margot a look before hiding in the shadows as she starts walking closer to him.
Feyd, on the other hand, can sense that someone is following him, but he doesnât know that you are somewhere hiding. With a tilt of his head, he stops walking and listens as Lady Margot gets closer to him. You watch from your hiding place, waiting until youâre needed.
Suddenly Feyd walks away and disappears, leaving both you and Lady Margot confused, only for him to step out from the shadows a moment later behind her. He places a blade against her neck, causing Lady Margot to tilt her head to display more of her skin to him.
âYouâre following me,â he says into her ear.Â
Lady Margot smirks as she responds, âI am? I hadnât noticed.â
Feyd allows her to turn around to face him, his blade still at the ready. âHow did you get past the guards?â
âWhat guards?â she innocently smiles up at him. She gives you a discrete hand gesture, signaling you to come out.
Before Feyd has a chance to say anything else, you begin to use the voice on him as you slowly walk towards the pair, sending shockwaves through his mind. Feyd closes his eyes as he winces and subconsciously lowers his blade. He shakes his head, trying to get the feeling in his head to disappear, but itâs no use. He bawls his hands into fists, hoping that the feeling of his nails digging into his skin will keep him grounded.
âI know all about you Bene Gesserit witches, stop this at once,â Feyd commands Lady Margot.
She furrows her brows in fake confusion, âIâm not doing anything to you.â
âStop the lies woman, I had a dream about you last night. Iâm almost certain I have never met you before this moment,â he says. His eyes are now closed as he tries to keep his mind in order, but itâs getting harder and harder for him by the second as you increase your power. The noise from the fireworks outside disorients him more.
Lady Margot turns and begins to walk away, causing Feydâs feet to follow her without him knowing. âAnd how do you know that it was me who planted that dream inside of you? There are thousands of Bene Gesserit.â
She swiftly leads Feyd down another hallway and into a giant room with you skulking behind them at a distance. Feyd is hypnotized as he watches the sway of her cloak Once all three of you are inside the room, the door closes. Lady Margot sits down on the bed placed in the center of the room and removes her hood.
Feyd opens his eyes at the sound of the door closing. âI donât recognize this place.â
âBecause you are in the guest quarters, my lord Na-Baron,â says Lady Margot, softly.
Discombobulated, Feyd turns to look around the room to gather his surroundings, and thatâs when he notices you standing by the door. âWho are you?â
âThat does not matter at the moment, my lord,â you give him a smile as you step closer to the two of them.
Feyd looks between you and Lady Margot, utterly confused and unaware of whatâs about to happen. The last thing he hears as his thoughts come to a stop and his mind becomes empty are the words âhappy birthdayâ being whispered into his mind by you. Both you and Lady Margot now have full control over his body as he stands there waiting orders.
âCome to me,â Lady Margot whispers. Feyd slowly moves over to her, his eyes revealing the vacantness in his skull. âKneel.â
His body lowers to the floor in front of her place on the edge of the bed.Â
Lady Margot produces a small box from the inside of her cloak, the gom jabbar. âPlace your right hand into the box.â
Feyd obeys as his eyes donât leave hers. Once his hand is fully inside, Lady Margot moves her unoccupied hand to hover a sharp pin by his neck. As she increases the power inside the box, Feydâs jaw begins to tense and his eyes fall closed.
âI thinkâŚthis is arousing him,â Lady Margot tells you, but it comes out like a question.
âWell, you heard what people say about him, heâs a sadistic masochist. Iâd probably be more confused if this didnât turn him on,â you point out.
âI suppose so, how interesting,â she gives you a smile of which you return. âNo better time to get started than now.â
âI should be holding the box and you should be the one on the floor,â you joke, causing Lady Margot to laugh.
âEnjoy it while it lasts.â
You take your place beside the hallowed Feyd and begin to kiss the side of his neck, while Lady Margot begins to read his energy through the box. Feyd leans his head to the side to give you more room as you make his way down his jaw. You watch as his hips jerk from the sensations.
He really is enjoying this.
You move a hand and place it over his crotch, and when Feyd bucks his hips again, you take it as a sign to continue. His mouth falls open as you begin to palm him through the fabric of his pants.
When you stick your hand into his pants to wrap your hand around him, he lets out a moan. Lady Margot allows him to fall back into you.
You watch as Feydâs eyes slowly open as Lady Margot finishes her reading and relinquishes some of her power on him. Suddenly, he turns his head and body to connect his lips with yours, which takes you by surprise at first. He places his hands onto your waist, pulling you closer to him and allowing you to place your hands onto the sides of his face for you to do the same. For a second, you forget that Lady Margot is still in your presence.
When you pull away to catch your breath, Feyd instantly tries to pull you back in, but you softly push him away by his chest with a smile as you stand up and join your friend on the bed. His eyes are filled with hunger as he watches your every move, darting his gaze between you and lady Margot.Â
âHe probably wouldâve done this without having to compel him,â Lady Margot states. You give her a nod in agreement. âUndress for us.â
Feyd wastes no time as he stands up to obey Lady Margot orders, letting his robe fall to the ground along with his pants and undergarments. His toned chest is revealed to you, and you canât help the attraction you start to feel towards this psychotic man.
âJoin us,â you command, causing Feyd to situate himself between the both of you in bed.
Both you and Lady Margot also undress before laying back on the bed on either side of Feyd. She goes to kiss his neck as her hand travels south to wrap her hand around his cock, while you let Feyd pull your mouth towards his. You let your hand slowly drift around his torso as he moans into your mouth from Lady Margotâs hand. You donât stop him when his tongue darts into your mouth and begins exploring. When Feyd finally deattaches his lips from yours, only taking a second to breathe before joining his lips with Lady Margot.
âNot a bad kisser,â Lady Margot tells you telepathically, and you canât help but laugh.
When it appears that Feyd is getting antsy with just the kissing and the gentle handjob, Lady Margot takes it as a sign to do the needed action to seal Reverend Motherâs plan. The room fills up with Feydâs and Lady Margotâs moans while he fills her up as she rides him. You feel arousal dip out of you at the scene unfolding in front of you, suddenly feeling the need to be touched.Â
Feyd mustâve gotten the message because he uses a hand to give some attention to the aching bud between your legs. When Feyd pushes a finger inside of your soaked opening, a whimper falls out of your mouth causing Feyd to smirk.
For a moment, you feel a twinge of jealousy at the fact of Lady Margot getting to carry his child before quickly coming back to reality. Thereâs no way you would want to walk around pregnant.
The next day, when you and Lady Margot arrive back at your homeworld you are welcomed by an eager Reverend Mother.
âSo?â Reverend Mother asks, waiting for one of you to answer.
âIt was a success. I now carry his heir and the bloodline is secured, just as you requested,â Lady Margot answers.
âAnd can he be controlled?âÂ
This time, you speak up. âEasily. You will be pleased to know that he will be a worthy ruler. He loves pain and is sexually vulnerable.â
âWell thenâŚIt is done,â says Reverend Mother, before waving the both of you away with a motion of her hand.
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The Lucky One
Benny Cross x reader
Warnings - jealous!reader, some swearing, smoking, mentions of smut, fluff
Word count - 2351
a/n - ngl I wanted to add smut but it just didnât seem like it fit, also we need more benny imagines pplđ i hope you all enjoy :) â read part 2 here !


âIâve told you this before, and Iâll tell you again â you are one lucky girl,â Kathy tells you from her spot next to you, nodding in Bennyâs direction. âOr should I say that heâs the lucky one?â
You laugh as you follow her eyes, looking at Benny playing pool with some of the other Vandals in the corner. Just like any other weekend, you find yourself in this bar with all the other girlfriends as you watch Benny try to win a game of pool.
From the low lighting of the room, you couldnât deny how good he looked as he leaned against the pool table, waiting his turn. You felt warmth bubble in your stomach, but you casually dismissed it.Â
You definitely werenât the only one who thought this, though, because some of the random floating girls had their eyes on him as well, staring at his tattooed arms that shined from the thin layer of sweat covering them. Some of them were even bold enough to go up to Benny and throw themselves at him, knowing that he was taken, but not caring.Â
Everyone once in a while, Benny would find your eyes and shake his head in amusement from the unwanted attention.
âI think Iâm the lucky one,â you smile at her.
âWhatever you say. All I know is that it will always amaze me that Benny somehow convinced you to go out with him, â she shakes her head in fake disappointment. âWhat a shame.â
Another laugh makes its way past your lips, causing you to choke on your drink. Kathy wasnât dating anyone from the Vandals, but she hung around them a lot since she was close with some of the members â and of course because you were always around.
You turn around once you feel a presence sit down in the seat on the other side of you, revealing Benny who is already looking back at you. He wraps his arms around your shoulders as he gives you a wink.
âWhat are you saying to her now, Kathy?â he asks with a smile as he looks past you to look at her.
âNothing she didnât already know,â she shrugs, giving you a sly smile.
âWhich isâŚ?â Benny raises an eyebrow at her.
âItâs girl talk. We canât tell you, and you wouldnât want to know either,â you chime in before Kathy could answer. She is notorious for saying something that would get under his skin, but itâs not like it's unwarranted because Benny does the same thing right back to her.
Bennyâs about to say something else when someone interrupts him. You all turn to look at Cockroach and Bennyâs ex, Kay. Well, itâs not really his ex because they didnât really date, itâs just a girl he used to âhave relationsâ with a while ago and who is a regular at the bar.
You shoot Kathy a knowing look, to which she returns, before looking back at the standing pair.
âHey, Benny, a few of us are headed out to have a smoke. Do you want to join?â Cockroach asks, as he playfully shakes Bennyâs shoulders. He holds out a cigarette for Benny to take, Bennyâs ex gives you a smile before looking over at Benny, giving him a hopeful one and wanting him to say yes.
âSure,â Benny answers as he grabs the cigarette from his friendâs hand before looking at you and asking, âDo you want to join?â
You shake your head at the offer. He knows you hate smoking and only put up with it because of him, but he didnât want to leave you out.
âNo, you go ahead,â you tell him.
Benny nods, before getting up from his seat and following a small group. You watch as they walk away and out the double doors, though you could still see them through the glass window.
âWhy didnât you go with him?â Kathy asks as the two of you look outside. âIf I was you and a girl my man used to have sex with and offered him to smoke, I would be right behind him.â
âItâs not like heâs completely out of my eyesight,â you tell her, your eyes still on Benny. You watch as he accepts a lighter Kay offers, leaning down to light the cigarette with it still in his mouth. He takes a deep breath in and then slowly exhales, a cloud of smoke floating out of his mouth.
âIâm not doubting him, believe me that man loves you too much to even give someone else a chance. Iâve never seen him like this. I am doubting that girl though.â
âIâm not too worried about her,â you point out, but you feel your body contradict itself as you watch Kay laugh at something and place a hand on Bennyâs arm to keep herself steady.
You donât know much about Kay, but from what youâve seen around the hangout, she seemed nice. Well, nice enough. Itâs not like she and Benny broke off on bad terms either, they just stopped seeing each other since Benny had decided to leave town for a couple months. And itâs not like she isnât attractive.
That had always been one of your biggest fears when it came to your relationship â Benny just deciding to up and leave you without a momentâs notice, or just randomly drop you from his life. He seemed to be pretty happy and content with you, though, always wanting to be around you. That didnât stop that fear from lingering in the back of your head.
You shake your head, an attempt to make your thoughts disappear, and take a sip from the drink you had been nursing.
Throughout the night, you stay around Kathy. The two of you have a couple more drinks as you both decide to play some rounds at the pool table since most of the guys had walked away. Some of the guys you and Kathy did like were around to play as well. You joined in on some of the bets and even ended up winning some money, but some of the guys got upset.
While all of this was happening, you couldnât stop yourself from looking out of the window at Benny. It was mainly to admire him, but you canât deny the fact that you were trying to read everyoneâs lips through the glass. I mean, you couldnât help yourself. It seemed like Kay was constantly laughing at things Benny would say and vice versa. Then again, they could be pity laughs. You hope they were just pity laughs.
Benny didnât come back inside until the night ended and people were beginning to head home. He said his goodbyes, even to Kay, before coming back inside and searching for you. His eyes land on you near the pool table with Kathy and he makes his way towards you, grabbing your jacket and his.
âYou ready to go?â you hear Benny ask from behind you.
âOh, yeah. I guess it is late,â you turn around to look at him, no Kay in sight. You put the pool stick back in its spot, Kathy doing the same.Â
He hands you your jacket before putting on his leather one as you all exit the bar.Â
âYou two be careful getting home,â Kathy tells the two of you, mostly to Benny as a warning. He rolls his eyes in response.
âRelax, Kathy, sheâll be fine,â Benny says, handing you a helmet before starting the engine of his motorcycle.
You watch as Kathy walks away, heading towards one of the Vandals already on their bikes and asks for a ride home. You give her a wave as Benny pulls off, before wrapping your arms around his waist, hoping he doesnât do anything too reckless on the way home.
You hate that you feel this way about Benny staying outside practically the whole night. Itâs not like itâs a new thing for him since it's common to see some of the Vandals outside enjoying a cigarette. Itâs just that you werenât a huge fan of Kay being in his company, for an extended period of time at that.Â
Again though, you shouldnât care because heâs going home with you tonight and not her, but you still do.
When the two of you arrive back to your place, you quickly dismount the bike and head inside to take a shower, not wanting Benny to see your face because thereâs no doubt that heâll be able to see right through you.Â
You hope he doesnât try to join you in the shower either, since youâre not particularly in the mood at the moment. Thankfully he doesnât and just sprawls out on the bed and waits for his turn in the bathroom.
While Bennyâs in the shower, you decide to go downstairs and make a cup of tea to help you relax â reading a random newspaper while you wait for the water to boil on the stove. Hopefully this will help you get over the petty thoughts in your mind.
âI forgot to ask you, the guys are having this picnic in a couple of days and I was wondering if you wanted to come?â you hear Benny ask as he enters the kitchen. You glance out of the corner of your eye and take in his appearance â heâs wearing sweatpants and a tank top with his hair still damp.
âYeah,â you answer, keeping your eyes on the paper on the counter. âWhoâs going to be there? everyone?â
He starts listing off some names.
âAnd Kay?â you ask.
âI guess so, yeah,â Benny blinks, confused as to why you asked, but choosing to ignore it.Â
Itâs silent for a moment, neither of you saying anything next. Then you hear the sound of boiling water, so you move from leaning against the counter to pour the water into a cup, the tea bag already sitting inside.
Behind you, Benny is staring at you with his eyebrows furrowed, sensing something is up and trying to figure out what. He didnât do anything tonight, at least he doesnât think he did, so why did you seem upset? Was it because of someone back at the bar, one of the Vandals?
âWhatâs up with you?â Benny asks with a tilt of his head.
âNothing, why?â you shrug, giving the water in a cup a small stir before grabbing your newspaper to read again.
âBecause youâve barely said anything since we left the bar, so what is it?â he asks as he steps closer to you.
âI just said something.â
âOh wow, four whole sentences,â he sarcastically says. âIâm serious.â
You take a deep breath. âIâm fine, Iâm just tired.â
Benny doesnât believe it for a second. He steps closer to you and takes the newspaper from your hands, wanting you to look at him. He was going to get to the bottom of this.
âWhat are you doing?â you turn to look at him.
âNo, what are you doing? Whatâs up with this little mood youâre in?â
âBenny, please, itâs too late for this,â you roll your eyes and turn away, reaching for your cup. So much for relaxation.
Benny takes that from your hands too, moving everything out of your reach and using his body to press you against the counter. It took him a minute, but he thinks he has an answer.
âWhatâs your problem?â
âWhy did you ask if Kay was going to the picnic?âÂ
âI didnât know it was a problem for me wanting to know whoâs attending,â you fold your arms across your chest, you glare up at him.
âItâs not, but you never ask about her. So what is it really?â
âWhat are you trying to accuse me of?â
âWe both know what,â Benny leans down closer to your face, placing his arms on the counter on both sides of you. âI just need you to say it.â
âFuck you,â you stare into his eyes, his gaze just as intense.
And fuck him for being able to read you like a book.
âSo itâs true, then?â He raises his eyebrows in amusement.
There was no way in hell you were going to say you were jealous.
But Benny will. âThereâs no need for this facade anymore. Youâre jealous, and thatâs okay,â He smirks.
You just stare back at him, your jaw clenched and slightly embarrassed.
âAnd whatâs even funnier is that itâs because of someone like her,â he laughs.
You donât say anything, but look away from his gaze.
âOh come on, baby, donât be like that,â He told you, moving his head to try and meet your gaze, but you donât budge and continue to stare at the wall. âYou would think that the fact that Iâm sleeping in the house with you is confirmation enough that youâre the one I care for. Not to mention the countless times Iâve left you speechless in the bedroom.â
âBenny!â you gasp, shoving him away from you, but he just comes right back.Â
âWhat made you jealous of her?â He questions, his smirk disappearing and his face becoming more serious.
âNothing important,â you tell him, trying to get him to drop this conversation. You really were tired, and buddy wanted to go to sleep after an eventful night, but itâs Benny.
âNo, no, no. Tell me,â He shakes his head before adding, âDonât make me force it out of you.â
You hesitate for a moment. âShe was practically all over you outside the bar, and you didnât seem to have a problem with it,â you admit.
âI noticed that too, but I didnât want to make a scene,â he says and you shoot him another glare. âBut since you seem to care so much, Iâll remember to make one next time.â
He glanced down at your lips for a second before leaning in to close the gap between the two of you, but you move your head out of the way and press your finger against his lips.
âYouâve got to be fucking kidding me,â He mumbles. âWhat now?â
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âPut him down,â you laugh.
âHim?â He gives you a look. âYouâre stuffed animal is a âhimâ?â
You continue to laugh as you walk towards him and snatch the plushie out of his hand. âWhy are you jealous?â you joke.
âOf course not, thereâs nothing to be jealous of,â Austin snickers and goes to bend down to retrieve something else out of a box, but stops when he sees you toss the stuffed animal onto his bed. âWhat are you doing?â
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pat furrows his brow, sucking on the lollipop as if soothing himself before leaning over and swiping a third of your pile of treats over to his side.
"that was a tax." he says, voice muffled as the berry flavored candy sticks to the inside of his cheek. you can already see it turning his mouth a dark shade of pink.
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What Were You Thinking
Austin Butler x reader
Warnings - none, fluff
Word count - 2849
a/n - I watched The Bikeriders, so now i'm ready for the benny imagines. Also, I gotta step up my writing game. I hope you enjoy :)


Of course youâre not ignoring him. You havenât talked to him and you havenât answered any of his messages or calls, but that doesnât mean youâre ignoring him, right? Well, maybe.
A couple of nights ago, you and Austin shared a moment after dinner with some crew members and, ever since then youâve been casually avoiding him. He had been on his way out of the hotel to take a late night stroll to clear his head and asked you if you would like to join him. Thinking nothing of it and needing a release as well, you accepted his offer.
The two of you ended up on the roof of the hotel since no one would be able to find you two there, and after talking for a bit about whatever came to mind, you both just stood in silence as you looked out at the city.
You donât remember exactly how it happened, but one moment Austin had begun to confess his growing feelings towards you, and then the next the two of you were kissing. It wasnât a complete surprise because the two of you have grown closer and closer throughout the duration of filming, and you felt some tension between you guys, but you thought you were just being delusional.
Now, itâs not like you didnât feel the same way towards him because you did â he had you hooked from the moment you first met him â you supposed you just didnât expect this moment to ever happen. And itâs not like the kiss wasnât great, Austin was gentle and you felt so safe in his arms â not like you had a list of experiences to compare it to.
When the two of you parted ways for the night, you were on good terms, but when you woke up the next morning everything hit you. Your mind started to race as you began to wonder if Austin had regretted the kiss, or if he had had too much to drink last night which resulted in his confession, or maybe you were just getting pranked.
Then you remembered that Austin isnât one to drink until getting drunk, and he isnât a huge fan of pranks, meaning that everything that had happened the night before was real. This didnât make you feel better at all, though.Â
You didnât have to see him that day because you had a flight to catch your next destination of the press tour, and Austin had some talk show to attend meaning he would be on a later flight. That didnât stop him from reaching out to you, though, and in the beginning you were texting him back, but then you panicked and stopped.
You had told your assistant everything that had happened since you felt so confused, but she didnât really say anything except how she knew it all along and how you shouldnât be worried because Austin was the one to confess his feelings first.Â
This didnât make you feel better either.
You canât stay away from him forever though because now youâre about to attend your movie premiere in Sydney, which means you have to see him during pictures and the interviews.
Your assistant walks in on you pacing around your hotel room and asks, âDo you need a paper bag to breathe into?â
You stop your pacing to glare at her and say, âYouâre not funny.â You decide to look out of the window to distract yourself, only to notice the drops of rain beginning to fall from the sky.Â
Great.
âI donât understand what youâre so worried about, itâs just Austin,â your assistant tells you.
âYou mean the guy I made out with and then completely avoided him after? What the hell am I supposed to say to him?â you ask, about to run a hand over your face until you remember the full face of makeup you have on.
âHow about a âhiâ. Youâre making this way harder than it has to be, yâknow. Itâs not like heâs going to be mad at you, I donât even think he has an angry bone in his body,â your assistant laughs. âNow, can you please finish sulking? The car is waiting downstairs.â
You roll your eyes as you step away from the window and give yourself one last final look in the mirror. You canât deny the fact that your dress is gorgeous, along with your hair and makeup, making you feel confident and prepared for the dozens of pictures you're about to take.
Your assistant comes up to stand behind you as well, giving you a once-over with a smile. âYou look amazing, and I know Austin will feel the same.â
When you arrive at the theatre, there are dozens of fans standing along the barricade waiting for cast members to come over and say hello to them and sign autographs. As you step out of the vehicle, with the help of your driver offering his hand, you notice Austin immediately as he moves down the long line of fans to sign whatever they hand him.
His assistant and publicist are behind him trying to keep an umbrella over his head, but Austin being Austin doesnât care about the rain messing up his styled hair or his fancy suit and continues to hold conversations as best as he can. That doesnât stop his team from surrounding him and trying to keep him looking nice for everyone.
You, on the other hand, would like to stay as dry as possible.
The volume of the crowd suddenly rises as everyone notices your arrival, making Austin turn around. His eyes meet yours and for a second you freeze and donât know what to do. The weather has made him look even better, if thatâs even possible, and the wet hair definitely does something to you.
After taking a moment, you finally snap out of it and give him a small smile, which he returns before continuing your walk.
Austin watches from his spot as you walk away, your back towards him. He canât help but admire and appreciate your appearance, and he canât wait to tell you how beautiful you are.Â
That is, if you actually come near him. Heâs not completely offended that youâve gone distant from him over the last couple of days, but he is confused. He knows his feelings for you are reciprocated, so heâs just guessing and hoping that you freaked out over everything.
Austin gets lost in thought for a second before he hears the girl next to him giggle to her friend because they obviously witnessed the whole thing. He clears his throat before smiling at her and signing the action figure of one of his past characters that she hands him. A laugh leaves his lips at the fact that the thing even exists.
Once you meet some fans yourself, itâs time for the interview and photographs part of the premiere, which youâre not completely looking forward to. Austin comes up beside you as you pose in front of the backdrop for the paparazzi and places a hand on your waist.
Under any other circumstances, his touch wouldnât be bothering you since this isnât anything new, but now youâre just finding it distracting. His cologne and natural scent fills your nostrils, and you could definitely pass out. You feel yourself start to sweat and your heartbeat begins to beat faster as you try and focus on smiling for the pictures.
All the while, you can see your assistant standing off to the side and smirking at the two of you.
The thought of firing her crosses your mind.
Then, Austin leans down to whisper in your ear, âYou look beautiful tonight.â He pulls away as he smiles down at you, and your fake grin for the cameras automatically turns into a genuine one.
You look up at him and muster up âthank youâ before quickly looking away. Austinâs gaze lingers on you for a couple seconds more, before looking away as well.Â
How are you supposed to survive the rest of the night, if you canât even handle something as small as this?Â
It eventually comes time for the interviews, and throughout each one all you can think about is body heat radiating off of him onto you as he stands close to you. You feel your face get warm, but that doesnât mean itâs because of him. It could be from the questions youâre being asked, which you feel are beginning to get repetitive.
Every once in a while, you swear he feels closer than normal, which could easily be written off as Austin just listening to the answers you give.
After everything moves inside, you immediately leave the group to make a beeline for the bathroom â to relieve yourself of course, but to also give yourself a chance to breathe. Thereâs plenty of time before you have to go on stage along with the rest of the cast â and Austin â so might as well relax, right?
Wrong.
When you finally decide youâve spent enough time in the bathroom, you leave, only to run into Austin himself, catching you completely off guard. You feel your heart drop.Â
Heâs leaning against the wall with his hands in his pockets as he watches you step out. His eyebrows raise at you in curiosity, silently wanting to address the elephant in the room.
âItâs kind of weird for a man to linger outside of the ladies restroom,â you joke, not knowing what else to say.
Austin smirks, âI know, I usually donât do it, but you gave me no choice â since youâve been avoiding and all.â
Also, your assistant told him where to find you, but he wasnât going to tell you that.
You swallow. âI havenât.â
âOh really? Then what do you call what youâve been doing for the past couple of days?â Austin tilts his head.
âHow do you know I didnât get sick or something? Or maybe I lost my phone, that happens yâknow,â you tell him as you fold your arms over your chest.
A few people come walking down the hallway, and Austin waits for them to pass before answering, âBecause you always make sure that you have your phone, and youâve still been posting on social media.â
Oops.Â
âI thought you didnât really go on social media,â you point out, your eyebrows furrowing.
âThatâs not the point,â he playfully rolls his eyes. Heâs about to say something when another group of people walk past, some of them entering the bathroom that you two are still in front of for some reason.
Then Austin motions with his head for you to follow him, which you do. He opens a couple of doors and closes them back before finally finding an empty room for the two of you to talk. He lets you walk in first, his hand on the small of your back, before following and closing the door behind you two.
The space was small and had theatre equipment scattered around. You put some distance in between you and Austin as he turns to face you. If this was any other circumstance, being locked in a room with Austin Butler wouldnât seem so bad.
Austin runs a hand through his damp hair before stuffing his hands back into his pockets. âSo?â he speaks up, wanting you to address the situation.Â
âSoâŚwhat?â you ask as you casually look around the room, trying to look at anything but him. You canât handle his blue eyes burning into your soul at the moment, but then again you never could because itâs Austin.
âYou canât just avoid me forever. What happened to you?â he asks you softly, and you honestly donât know what to say.
âHey, I basically shut down after we kissed and now I canât look you in the eye because I donât know if what happened that night is actually real. Whatâs been going on with you?â
Yeah, no.
You feel your ears begin to grow hot and a weird sensation in your stomach as Austin stares you down. He takes a few steps closer to you and moves his head, trying to get you to look at him.
âYeah, yeah I know,â you mumble. Not knowing what to do with your arms, you fold them across your chest once again.Â
âTalk to me.â He takes another step closer, his expression gentle. âDid I cross a line by kissing you? Did you have a change of heart? What is it?â
âI justâI donât know, okay?â you say, dramatically throwing your hands in the air.
Then Austinâs eyes squint and he smirks. âYou freaked out didnât you?â
A scoff leaves your mouth because how dare he accuse you of something so true?
You shoot him a glare before saying, âSomething like that.â
âI knew it. I know you too well.â
Austin comes closer until heâs standing right in front of you, then takes your hands into his.
âWhy didnât you just come talk to me? We couldâve worked it out.â
âBecause I donât know what Iâm doing, Austin. Your career is taking off and you're this big celebrity, and Iâm just someone at the beginning of their career â a nobody,â you tell him, looking up at him.
Austinâs eyes furrow and the feeling of hurt flashes across his face. âYouâre not a nobody, donât say that. Look where we are right now, at a premiere for a movie that you're the lead in. And who cares about my career, that doesnât matter. Iâm a human just like you. I like you for you.â
âCome on, Austin,â you sigh as you go to back up, but his grip on your hands tighten.
When heâs sure youâre not going to move again, he places his hands on both sides of your face, forcing you to look at him. Forcing you to see him.
âWhat do I need to do to show you Iâm telling the truth?â he asks, his thumb gently caressing your cheek. His voice is low now as his eyes flicker between yours. His feelings about you are genuine and he needs you to notice that.
You get that same feeling in your chest that you felt that night on the hotel rooftop. When the air was silent, and the two of you were put in your own bubble. You remember the way his hands felt on your body as he held you close, so tenderly.
âItâs not you, itâs me,â you admitted, though it was obvious.
âThen get out of your head. Do you really think I would be holding you in this extremely dusty room if I didnât care for you. You do realize how close we are, right?â he tries to assure you.
How could you not? You could feel his breath on your face everytime he talked. His scent overruled the smell of the tiny room, making it that much easier to focus on him.
âYeah,â you answer. Your voice is low now too, matching his.Â
After a beat of silence, Austin says, âWould you run away again, if I kissed you right now?â
You shake your head ânoâ because thereâs no way you can trust your voice right now. Austin waits another moment to see if you would back away, but when you donât, he leans in to connect your lips with his.
His lips are just like you remembered it, soft and plump, as he moves in sync with you. Your hands move to rest on his chest before slowly moving up to wrap around his neck. You feel Austin smile into the kiss, and you canât help but do the same. Austinâs hands leave your face before landing on your waist, pulling you even move into him, making sure you were the only air he was breathing.
When the two of you finally have to pull away for some much needed air, your faces still stay close enough for your noses to barely touch.
You feel like you could just stay here and forget the movie premiere, but the idea immediately gets tossed out the window when Austinâs phone buzzes in his pocket. He keeps one hand on your waist as he goes to dig it out, only to reveal text messages from his publicist wondering where the two of you were.
Right as Austinâs thumb moves to text her back, another two pop up.
âWell sheâs definitely not happy,â Austin laughs.
âWe should get back before she kills you,â you say as you watch the messages roll in.
âYeah, I guess,â he agrees as he answers his publicist before re-pocketing his phone, a hint of disappointment in his tone.
As he walks you to the door and opens it, you stop to say, âJust for the record, I didnât run. I would call it more like slowly taking a couple steps back.â
âWhatever you say, just donât do it again because I will have to chase after you,â he cheeses down at you.
That honestly doesnât sound too bad.
What were you thinking to avoid this man?
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