Sweetheart, I've Been Keepin This To Myself Long Enough. See I Thought You Could Do Better Than Me. You

sweetheart, i've been keepin this to myself long enough. see i thought you could do better than me. you got so much goodness in ya. but i'm done waitin so let me make it plain for you. i want you doll. all of you. i want your pretty red hair in my hands, your mouth on mine, and i wanna make my own constellations in the freckles on ya skin and so much more. so if you want me too, if ya feelin brave, if ya wanna see my big dipper, heh >=3 gimmi a call. i'll leave ya seein stars

For you I can be brave, I’ll show you all my favorite star positions across both our constellations..Thank you for giving me a chance Red.

And Thank you @asksansallthethings

This has made me so happy, I’m actually crying on my couch. Happy, gitty, tears. Thank you so much for sending these love letters out. I know it must have been stressful & time consuming. You make so many people happy just by posting & writing. I don’t really know what to say other than Thank You. Thank You so much for what you do. Thank You for being You, because you are a wonderful person who brings light into many lives all over.

Fingers Crossed

200 Follower Raffle!

I’m doing a raffle! All you got to do is be a follower and reblog this! Liking the post gets you an extra entry, but only once!

1st place: A mini fic of your choice, just give me a prompt.

2nd place: Gets a special imagines ask! It can be any character you wish even if it’s not on the characters list! (Has to be undertale related though.)

3rd place: A special letter from your favorite character!

Deadline to follow and reblog will be August 25th, 6pm CST, winners will be announced @ 7.

Cool!

100+ FOLLOWER RAFFLE!!

RULES:

Must be following me.

Must reblog this. (if you cannot because it doesn’t fit your blog, send an ask OFF OF ANON.)

Must say in the tags/in the ask your favorite character (that I write about).

Must like this post.

PRIZES:

The first one to be drawn will get a free batch of headcanons! Up to 12 for a single character, or 6 for two, or so on and so forth!

The second one to be drawn will get an SFW drabble of their choice, of any character I write about! Can be Reader or Self Insert, romantic or platonic!

The third one to be drawn will get an NSFW drabble of their choice, of any character I write about! (Only some options from my ‘will not do’ list are available, the rest are nonnegotiable.)

The fourth and final one to be drawn gets…

A small drawing of a single character, an SFW drabble, an NSFW drabble, AND up to 12 headcanons!!

Names/URLs will be drawn by 8:30 PM, PDT, May 22!

Signed,

     Your Local Love Doctor

P.S: Tagging a few people to help spread the word~!

@skelltales @undertale-imagine-that @youinundertale

Spread the word to win!

Undertale PS4 Ruins theme Giveaway!

I recently ordered the collectors edition PS4 along with the PSvita and they gave me 2 codes for the ruins theme. Since I only need one code I’m doing a giveaway for the Undertale PS4 theme! All you have to do is be a follower and Like and reblog this and you’ll get an entry to win the theme! Good luck and hope one of you will get the Chance to have an awesome Undertale theme for your PS4!

Entry for the giveaway ends 8pm CST this Sunday!

I Love You

A song inspired story. I imaged UFsans when I wrote it but any other one of the skeletons could fit in.  Warning this is a dark piece read the tags before you keep reading. Enjoy and be safe.

The air is still in this moment. Your eyes wide open, breath still caught in your lungs as twinkling shards dance all around you. The bite of pain can’t reach you yet neither the chill of your damp cheeks. Still you can taste the subtle salty twang of copper. Thoughts that normally race around your mind are replaced with this meditative calm. It will only last this moment but that is all that you will need. Your lips quiver. Eyes shining back over once more as your breath is let out in an almost silent sigh. Your eyes flutter shut as if not seeing him will make it all stop.

A shaky breath in and you find your feet. They push up the stairs. Arms coming to guide you when your eyes can not. Your thoughts burst back screaming in your head to block out the poison his voice forms. It cries how it came to this. How you let every rule be broken. Your soul throbs back, a painful pull of heartstrings that tells you exactly how it came to this. Your lungs seize at the sound of his voice just as scared and broken as you. Your mind shrieks for you to RUN the same way your soul calls for you to Stay.

Your body crashes into the door, you fall into the roll scrambling across the floor on all fours for the bag in the closet. Your bug out bag; in case of civilian unrest. Now it will be used for another kind of unrest. You can feel the strings pulling you back as your finger tips bleed against the window lock. Your body is shaking uncontrollably, your own voice vibrating in your ears as he steps ever closer.

Your heart reminds you how futile it is to struggle. Your mind begs you to be free. The bone of his fingertips is almost gentle as he guides your hands away from the lock. His body even drops with yours cradling you to his chest. His voice is only there to guide your mind back with its sweet words tinged with sorrow & fear. His soul already has yours settled back in its embrace. You still weep as he so carefully removes your bag. Turning you so that you face his skull. His phalanges trace the bursts of blue, purple, & black along your face. His palm covers the damage & he whispers about your beauty. The strength you carry. The love he holds for you. But the worst is the love you hold for him. The feeling of your soul pulsing with his. It brings all new quite tears that he wipes away with the bright bites of pain. Fading tell the only evidence is the taste of copper & salt.

He uses your words against you as he picks you back up. Settling you on the bed as he climbs back on top. No matter how many times you try to run. You know, deep down, you will never truly leave. He is slow almost gentle in the way his teeth scrap against your sensitive skin. You love him too much. After all, he is your soulmate.

“The way she shows me I'm hers and she is mine

Open hand or closed fist would be fine

The blood is rare and sweet as cherry wine.”

                                              Cherry Wine-Hozier

Hey Fish, you are a God.Damn.Delight. People who follow you know that; People who RP your silly ass shenanigans know that; People in passing know that. Why do so many people think so highly of you? Because you are So Genuine. I get there's a real breathing person behind your posts. I understand that all the hate mail(among other forms) you get fucken hurts. Especially since it's not just one person who's made it there mission to ruin your day if not exsistance. It sucks that people are so petty and shitty. You can't change that. You can change how you react to it. How it affects your day to day. Some people call for support; some just ignore it and the hurt it causes; some log off for good to distance themselves from that poison(yes you asshats when you pull the kinda self righteous shit on anyone one you're just poisoning the well that is Tumblr). Do what you need to cope Fish. You're A.Good.Person. Those who know it will stand by you. I hope this helps you feel a bit better, and if it doesn't, I hope it a least shows you that we can short through the bullshit.

hey everyone, people are starting a rumor that I'm "lesbophobic" to try and make me shut down, I've posted so many lesbian rights posts and have so much respect for lesbians but I've been dealing with these rumors for a whole year now. I can't make them stop and it me hurts so much that I can't make posts about respecting lesbians anymore without people saying I'm lying. I don't know what to do