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love always wants to be found in a way that doesnt involve searching.

to love is to know. know when their essence exists around you. to know what blocks built them and to build alongside them. to know their limits and never doubting their limitless.

we painted with no other canvas but our bodies. once the paint had dried, my lips kissed her tattoos that appeared above and below the surface.

i love you as in “i want to affirm, appreciate, and add to the love you feel for yourself.”

i believe in love at first sight. and first smell. and first taste. and first sound. and first touch.

i wonder if our dreams also dream we do everything it takes to live them out.

light has no choice but to seep into the dark crevices of a broken heart.

we could never be together because our stars rubbed against each other; the abrasion creating lacerations in our hearts to contain the contaminantions thatd spill into our realizations. the moon controls the tides, the seas, the ocean breeze. and yet, you craved to summon the waves but… you always remained

unshore.

i wish i could hate you but the way your penetrating gaze and your penetrating fingers coax me to come

and see that youre not all that bad, bewilders me.

i could never be in love with you but the scratches you left on my back struck a lung and im left

yearning to breathe.

i love when i see you in ny dreams. it reminds me of the times i thought you loved me.

it all feels so good…my ears rings loud. this fallen angel envelopes me with empty promises and the most bittersweet nothings. choke me with your words and resuscitate me with the lies you tell yourself. again. do it again. it all feels so good knowing youre a prisoner to your thoughts hoping id arrive to save you.

have you forgotten youve already fallen?

both feet out the door and yet its still open. and when its closed, its still unlocked. what was i meant to do with this door? how can i move on if it hasnt?

sorry, but thinking about me isnt enough. knowing youre not breathing the same air as me should bother you. knowing youre not sleeping beside me should bother you. youre okay with that? beyond me.

one kiss wasnt enough. she stamped her scarlet letters onto my skin, singeing a trail of rose petals along my neck.

i want to live through art and touch the hearts of those who yearn for love, without lifting a finger. i want to be heard and felt and remembered merely as an untethered spirit who roamed the world and brought an unforgettable aura into the atmosphere. 

“did you miss me?”

of course i didnt. you crossed my mind when i looked in the mirror and saw the features you fell in love with. you crossed my mind every time i went to the store and saw a snack youd love. you crossed my mind when before i went to bed and i thought about how your hands felt intertwined in mine.

how can i miss someone i carry around in my heart, everywhere i go?

i was always the sun to her moon. but she was always the sun to my solar system.

im not a fan of cherries but i gave hers a try. an aquired taste i wont even lie.

her hair cascaded through my fingers like a waterfall between ever eroding stone. her hickory locs told a tale of five years worth of love and care. maybe she was right to take things slow. i want this moment to last.

we’re praised for thinking and then are consumed with thoughts that suffocate us.

all it took was two words and im holding you tighter than ever.

“maybe tomorrow.”

what about today? what about now? who says tomorrow will be the day i want to live out that fantasy?

kissing her felt like the whispers of the wind danced along the creases of our skin. her hair felt electric under my fingertips. who said fireworks were only made of gunpowder, kissing her felt like a festival but also a gentle rain shower.

of course im in love. love is my first language. love is and imbued in everything i do.