Sometimes I Have Very Melancholic Thoughts That I Want To Write Down But I Dont. I Want To Write Them

Sometimes I have very melancholic thoughts that I want to write down but I don’t. I want to write them down, to share them to others so that I don’t feel quite so alone with these thoughts. So that maybe someone can relate. I don’t because when I do try to write them down I; forget the thought, I can’t find the right words, or something else. It’s gotten to the point where I’ve told myself I should just record the thought then write it down but I never seem to be able to do it. I always seem to be in a situation where I can’t sit down and record a sad monologue for later. Idk. Shit suck. Guess it doesn’t matter in the end cause I end up forget about it anyways.

Just realized the notifications I keep getting are in fact Not the tumblrbot trying to get me to use it but instead people seeing my post and shit. I feel stupid now. How have I not once thought to press the activity tab. I’m going to fling myself off of my roof.

Oh god. Oh fuck. I just learned my younger sibling is nonbinary. They’ve felt this way for awhile now and I didn’t know. I share a room with them and didn’t know. I feel so stupid cause they literally painted the nonbinary flag and I didn’t take the hint. I’m a fucking maroon. I thought they were just a normal girl and never thought of them as nonbinary. I’m going to be as supportive as I can like I do with my other nonbinary or trans friends but I know I’m going to get it wrong sometimes. I will be the most supportive sister to ever exist and will help them through whatever they may face. If they eventually feel like the nonbinary thing wasn’t truly their thing I will support that. If they continue to be nonbinary I will also support that. I’m so fucking stupid

I post something sad and the literal first thing I happen to wake up to is a s*xbot. Aaaah tumblr. You bot riddled nightmare of my favorite platform. How could I ever live without you. Also the autocorrect for tumblr is ass.

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two art thingies. I had a third thing but I appear to have misplaced it. If I find it I'll post it. Maybe. Anywho, I think I'm gonna start posting all the art I make in a month at the end of the month.

Technically speaking I posted the Pixilart thing about a month ago but Imma post it here too!