The One Thing I Really Hate About Summer Vacation Is I Cant Procrastinate Anything. Before I Could Always

The one thing I really hate about summer vacation is I can’t procrastinate anything. Before I could always tell myself oh I can’t I have school, but now I got nothin. I have no excuse accept to actually work on myself. I just don’t want to, it’s boring. I’m boring.

What do you call it when you think so much that you want to vomit? Not even like bad thoughts just too many.

Anyone else cling to movies and shows. Really any form of entertainment just to forget how utterly useless you are. Using the characters from these movies and shows as a type of life support, because if you stop for one second and come back to reality you’ll remember how much you hate breathing. How your life sucks and everything feels utterly meaningless but you need to do these things to live. So you try and focus on these characters and give them meaning in your life because if you don’t you’ll break down and cry.

No? Just me?

(Sorry if that makes no sense)