Speaking My Deepest, Most Sincere Wish Into Existence.

Speaking my deepest, most sincere wish into existence.

deep inhale

*whispers* I want BTS to get a chance to live the rest of their 20’s as normally as they want without their fame smothering them. And then the rest of their lives as content as they can be.

Ladies and gentlemen, in the midst of a global pandemic, I have finally taken the opportunity to turn my Tumblr experience around. At 22 years of age, after being on this goonie site for so long as a simple bystander/supporter of blogs and other people’s works, I have decided to no longer be non-existent to my favorite artists, writers, creative content makers, etc. on here. With a spanking brand new account, I have refollowed almost everyone that I had before, and have started making myself known with comments and reblogs and asks. Hope my faves and I can become good acquaintances, like I have seen happen before!

Jin will act in a K-Drama.

Reblog to make Jin’s dreams come true. Ignore to break his heart.

I don’t think I will ever love another group as much as I do BTS. Sure, I love Coldplay’s and OneRepublic’s music, and the talent and charisma of Fall Out Boy was a hook, line and sink but I’ve never truly been as invested in any of them as much as I am for BTS.

I joined the BTS army in early 2018, but still very late into their careers already. I was introduced to them by a fellow army, and at that time, I was open minded enough to look at what she was showing me but not willing enough to follow it up.

Then after binging Netflix’s Strong Girl Bong Soon around the same time, and falling inexplicably head over heels for Park HyungSik’s character and the entire concept of Korean romance, I did some researching for this group that my friend had shown me that one day because I NEEDED more.

And so, I came for the looks. But then I stayed for the music. And then I REALLY stayed, now and forever, for the seven amazing, truly talented, humanly raw, hilarious, wholesome group of men who shared a friendship w so much chemistry, it inspired others to forge strong ones just like it.

I know I LITERALLY will never meet these guys, nor will I ever see them irl, but I’m so okay w that. Really and truly, I am most grateful for what I have from them thus far, their music, their lives and their consideration for their fans.

I love you, Bangtan Sonyeondan.

okay, but the way Bangtan was clowning Yoongi for being bad at making eye contact is P E A K devastation for their close relationship. They feel comfortable enough w each other to call each other out on their own little quirks like a family does and yoongi just sits there and accepts all their laughter and happiness at his expense like a doting big brother, i am in tears 😭 also the face jimin made when he imitated yoongi’s way of not making eye contact was just hilarious and I could see now why Yoongi says that Jimin is funnier to them these days 😂❤️

How do I support blm and then forgive yoongi who used smtg against tham and didn't even properly have a reason for it😔 we really be okay with our faves doing anything and I really love yoongi but I feel guilty? Like I keep reblogging blm posts but then I feel like an hypocrite and don't know what to do, pls advise me😔

I appreciate where you’re coming from, nonnie. I think one of the biggest things to understand when you’re looking at this issue is that it’s complex. It has many different sides and viewpoints. You’re the only one who can really decide what’s right or best for you to feel. 

I don’t love the apology that was clearly issued by BigHit and not Yoongi himself. I also understand that it’s highly unlikely we’ll hear him talk about it, because of BigHit. However, I can’t imagine Yoongi actually had any ill intentions when he included that clip in his music. Those are my personal feelings on the topic.

A word I think might help describe the situation you find yourself in is “ambivalent.” It means to have mixed feelings or contradictory ideas about something or someone. You’ve basically found yourself in a bit of a gray area when it comes to Yoongi. Those feelings are valid, and it’s okay if it takes you a while to reckon with them.