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Bottled Up In Side,
Bottled up in side,
Are the words i never said,
The feeling that i hide,
The lines you never read.
You can see it in my eyes,
Read it on my face;
Trapped inside of all those lies,
Of the pasted i can never replace.
With memories that linger,
Dont seem to go away,
Why can't i block out the past and be happy?
Today's a brand new day.. Yesterdays are over,
Even though i can still feel the pain..
Nothing last forever,
So i must cherish what i have now.
Dont take my love for granted,
The hurt i feel
Won't disappear over night. Please don't be sad when I'm no longer in sight. I can no longer fight. I love you more than I love my self.
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Twisted wonderland x Hogwarts reader
(picture I made but Hogwarts legacy picture and twisted wonderland castle belongs to rightful owner)

The last thing I remember was an explosion in potions class and now I were waking up with a talking monster cat trying to get my clothes. A crow looking old man fussing about the monster cat running around and making everything catch on fire,
Then a mirror saying it saw no magic within me, but luckily I still had my wand but because I have no idea where I was I'll let them believe what the minor says even if it lies.
/ First years + Grim finding out you have magic/
Grim has known since the first night y'all met. Right after the old crow left, and the ghost showed up you helped him fight them then repaired a bedroom with Reparo Grim looked at you "But I thought you had no magic!" Grim was surprised but then smiled evily "Don't tell anyone or I'll turn you into a barrel and throw you off a cliff or I'll throw you at that crow" you threatened the cat who agreed in fear. But he never spilled your secret mainly because he started to respect you after awhile.
Ace and Deuce found out at the same time in the cave with the miner overblot they where about to be hit when you casted Accio and they flew back to your side. Ace and Deuce didn't ask anything but started to fight the monster alongside you. Then once y'all where on the way back to the college ace grabbed your shoulders and started to shake you "You have magic?! But the mirror said you didn't!" Ace asked as Deuce nodded along with him "the mirror lied?" You said trying not to throw up. Ace stopped shaking you "Why didn't you say anything?" Deuce asked "Because it's fun to prove people wrong" you said shrugging.
Jack and everyone else in savanaclaw found out at the same time as well after when leona overbloted you where able to beat the scarp out of him with your magic while saving the other students as well. Savanaclaw students know not to mess with you but every now and again some will ask to train with you. Leona will have his pride cracked that he was taken down by someone who was supposed to be magicless but he respects you, ruggie will be your best friend when you Accio him a donut. Jack won't say it out loud but likes when you help him with his cactus.
Epel found out when you used lumos to find your way to the bathroom in the middle of the night. He looked at you in shock "I'll explain later" you say tiredly walking past him into the bathroom.
Ortho found out when him and his brother overbloted and you stuck them with lightning because you were ticked about grim being taken.
Sebek found when you took his book at him cause he called you a useless human. Once the book was out of his had you made him levitate and float while he screamed to put him down. Ps you didn't put him down until he apologized to you.
we're here for you Y/n

Y/n shock her head as she walked down the hall between Jack and Deuce watching Grim and Ace yell at each other about who knows what." Can you two just shut up?!" Deuce huffed "oh go cry me a river Deuce" Ace huffed back "He's just hangry." Grim chuckled Ace nodded then they both looked at Deuce "is the baby hangry?" Grim and Ace asked in baby voices "that's it I'ma kill them" Deuce said as he popped his knuckles and started to run at them making Grim and Ace scream and run away from him "GET BACK HERE!" Deuce growled "Y/N HELP!" Grim and Ace cried. Y/n laughed at the sight of this Jack just smirked and shook his head. "Let's go after them to make sure they don't get in trouble" y/n said looking up at Jack. The wolf nodded at his small friend "knowing them it's bound to happen either way" he replied as they followed after their friends.
Soon they found their friends Epel and Sebek who joined them with finding the three trouble makers.
After finding Grim, Ace and Deuce the seven friends made their way to the cafeteria. As the seven of them got to the cafeteria they got their food and sat down at the table and started eating and talking. Y/n smiled at her friends when suddenly something cold and wet was poured on her head making her gasp Grim yelped as the cold wet substance poured on him as well. Everyone looked at y/n to see she had milk running down her hair and face. Y/n turned to see a boy and his group of friends she didn't know standing behind her with a empty mild carton in his hand.
“Pffft, look at her, so defenseless, she shouldn’t even be at this school!” The boy said harshly while throwing the empty carton at her. "Hey!" Y/n's friends growled standing up only to be held in to place by magic. "Look she can't even fight so she needs her friends to fight for her!" Another boy cackled as the others laughed. One boy suddenly grabbed y/n by her tie and yanked her to him
"Look how pathetic you look. You’re not even considered to be human in my eyes! To me, you’re just trash. Go find a trash can and make yourself at home! Night Raven College is a place for prestigious mages. Not for some worthless humans who can’t use magic and defend themselves!" He said as he threw y/n to the ground to which she landed on her arm which hurt like heck, with in seconds she was covered in the students lunches. Soon everyone in the cafeteria was either looking at her, laughing at her or recording her. Y/ns e/c (eye color) eyes soon started to fill up with tears. She got up and ran out of the cafeteria as fast as she could with tears falling from her eyes. "Y/N!" Her friends called out but she paid no mind to them she just ran as fast and as far as she could.
When y/n finally stopped to catch her breath she saw she was right outside of Ramshackle Dorm her dorm. She carefully whipped her tears away and went inside she hung her uniform out to dry as she took a long slow bath. When she was finished her got into her comfy clothes and hid under her bed hugging her pillow as she started to cry her heart out. Y/n slowly cried herself to sleep underneath her bed.
•Sometime later•
When Y/n came too she was being pulled out from underneath her bed. She was blinded by the light but once her version came back she was faced with everyone she ever knew
I mean everyone! Her group of best friends, the dorm-leaders, and even the seniors it was almost everyone she knew and called her friends. They were all gathered in her room standing around her, "Y/n! we finally found you!" Ace smiled as he, Deuce, Epel, Jack, Sebek and Grim hugged her. Y/n was surprised, too sleepy mixed with shock to even register what had happened but she held them the best she could. (Y/n had just been dragged out from her sleeping spot she needs a minute to wake up) All seven of them held on to y/n like their life depended on it. "We couldn't find you anywhere and the first years who messed with you were nowhere to be found. So, we came looking for you and your dorm was the only place we haven’t checked" Riddle said as he huffed. "we gathered everyone we knew to help us find you" Jack said looking up from y/ns arms. "Herbivore your arm!" Leona said making everyone look at y/ns left arm which was a ugly blueish purple. Ace, Deuce, Epel, Jack, Sebek and Grim pulled away from her. Azul gently grabbed her arm only for her to yelp and yank her arm back only her to see her hand was limp. How did she not notice her broken wrist before now?! Y/n started to feel the pain in her wrist now. "We need to get you to the infirmary!" Azul said. With out any objection y/n was picked up by Flyod and was taken to the infirmary.
As y/n sat in the infirmary bed her all of her friends. Y/ns arm wrist was broken but her arm was badly bruised. "Y/n.. you do know what they said isn't true right?" Deuce asked looking at his sad friend. "that's where your wrong.." y/n started everyone looked at the small girl "what they said was true," y/n lifted her head to let everyone see her e/c tear filled eyes. “I am just a human, I don’t possess any magic powers and yet here I am in this school for magicians. Not only that, but I am also the dorm leader for this dorm and I have been made a prefect! Isn’t that unfair to everyone else?” Y/n said out loud, letting everyone hear her. "I understand why they would have these kinds of thoughts. I understand why they hate me! No matter where I go I'll never be perfect I'll always be told I'm worthless, stupid and many other things! I'm not special! No matter what I'll always be the problem!" Y/n said as she cried.
Everyone was shocked. They have never seen this side of y/n. Heck, they never thought She would be capable of producing these types of thoughts. In their eyes, Y/n were always so cheerful, kind, fun, loving and thoughtful. Heck even when things got out of hand, She would remain calm and solve the problem to the best she could. To think someone this pure and precious to them would have such depressing and degrading thoughts is beyond them. Grim was hurt the most The poor fire breathing furball practically lived with y/n for so long and he didn’t even have a single clue of this side of her was scaring him. Grims ears dropped as he sniffed "y-your wrong.." he whispered. Y/n looked down at the cat in her lap before he looked up her with tears in his eyes " YOUR WRONG! You’re not the problem! It’s them!" grim yelled making everyone jump. "You were picked for a reason! You believed in me when when no one else would! You took care of me!" Grim cried. Everyone slowly caught on and spoke up “You assisted us with our dark sides, only you child of man could do that.” Malleus said, representing every dorm leader. “You had us working together during the Inter-High Magift Tournament.” Ruggie added as he smiled "you helped us become friends" Ace, Deuce, Epel, Jack, Sebek said as they gently hugged me again. Y/n smiled and looked at all her friends.
Soon when y/n got out of the infirmary everything started going back to normal
Mondays~ Riddle invited her to have tea with him and the others, Trey always asked for her help in the kitchen and she had a fun time with him while making sweets and desserts for everyone. Cater would whisk her away to either a selfie-session in the dorm’s gardens or a photoshoot in any new place that the he had found to be photogenic. Ace and Deuce would invite her to play croquet with them from time to time,
Tuesdays~ Leona would take y/n to his favorite sleeping spots to get her away from all the ruckus, Ruggie and y/n would prank everyone just for laughs, Jack would wake y/n up early in the morning to go jogging. Normally y/n would be on his back as he ran but sometimes she would run with him.
Wednesday's ~ Y/n would hang out with Azul in the VIP room. Help the twins out in the Mostro Lounge if they needed the extra hand. Jade would entrust you with drinks while he and Floyd went to prepare food. When Mostro Lounge closed its doors for the day, y/n would enjoy some tea with the three underwater mermen, or have pillow fights. Floyd and y/n pranks are a thing.
Thursday's~ Kalim would always have a big smile on his face when y/n comes to dine or party with him and Jamil. Kalim chases Jamil with a fake bug just to get him to run off holding y/n while screaming cuss words
Friday~ there is no way out y/n gets make overs every Friday night with the Pomefiore dorm. Normally when Vil isn't paying attention Epel would whisk y/n away to his room and teach her to on how to carve apples.
Rook takes everyone out for fancy ice cream.
Saturdays~ mini-gaming sessions at Ignihyde!
Idia vs y/n is like watching two siblings fight about who's going to win. Ortho sees y/n as his big sister who helps him and spoils him and his brother.
Sunday morning~ little walks with Diasomnia dorms. Malleus would sometimes accompany y/n on her walks. Lilia would make some tea for everyone. breaking up arguments between Silver and Sebek only to be trapped in hugs.
Sunday nights~ y/n and grim watch the stars.
Once y/n started getting better and back to their normal self everyone was happy.
Y/n is precious to them, she brings peace to them, she brought them together as a whole.
Everyone loved the shorty. What happened to the group of bully's well the boys finally found them after looking around. Everything they did to y/n was given back to them seven times harder then they were expelled.
(art came from Pinterest)
The betrayal Chapter 2
Bowser x female reader
The air grew hotter the closer we got closer to bowsers castle. Y/n sat there sweating in her overalls "when we get to the castle I'll have Kamek get you some clothes and get you a bath ready" Bowsers deep voice made y/n jump she looked up at him "why?" She asked, "Easy can't have my guest get rashes because of sweat" Bowser said proudly Y/n nodded. As Bowser walked over the bridge above the lava he gently tilted the cage and y/n plopped into his crawled hand, once he made sure she was out he placed her on his left shoulder he threw the cage into the lava. Y/n sat there on his shoulder before grabbing his horn "If ya wanted to hold me so bad why did you bring the cage?!" Y/n angrily asked the giant koopa. Bowser just chuckled before moving his eye to look at her "you really think peach was going to let me touch her much less hold her? Plus it was easier to do" Bowser shrugged. Soon Bowser walked into his throne room, he sent his troops off to their normal duties. Bowser gently cupped his hand around y/ns waist and pulled her off his shoulder and gently placed her in front of him. "Kamek!" Bowser yelled as he sat down on his throne soon a magikoopa in a blue robe came flying into the room. "Yes your majesty" Kamek bowed. Bowser pointed down at at y/n Kamek followed the point before his eyes looked on the woman, he recognized her she usually hung out with the plumbers. "Y/n is going to be living here from now on. Get her some clothes and a room ready and tonight she'll have supper with me and my children" Bowser said. Kamek nodded before flying down to y/ns level "Dear may I measure you?" Kamek asked y/n slowly nodded Kamek quickly started to get y/ns measurements. "Your clothes and room will be done soon let's get you in the bath" Kamek said before him and y/n poofed off to the bathroom. "Ok into the bath with you!" Kamek sang as he flicked his wand and water filled the large pool sized tub. 'please don't tell me he'll be in here while I get in the bath..' y/n thought to her self as she watched the magikoopa hang a towel on the rack. "Nonsense dear I will leave and only return when you call me when your done so I can give you your clothes" Kamek smiled making y/n jump and stare at him "y-you can read minds?!" Y/n asked making Kamek chuckle "Yes dear! Now I'm off to get your room and clothes ready. Just say my name and I'll come back with your clothes for tonight" Kamek said before bowing then poofing off. Y/n just let out a sign before getting ready for the bath.
After the bath~
Y/n was wrapped up in the large towel Kamek left for her after she dried herself off. Y/n made sure the towel was wrapped all around her before yelling "Kamek!" A second later Kamek poofed in front of her with a folded clothes with shoes and jewelry in his hands "Heres tonights outfit once you've gotten dressed a shyguy will walk you down to the dining room and someone will come for your dirty clothes so just leave them" Kamek said with a smile then handing y/n the clothes before poofing off again. Y/n quickly got into everything she was given because she didn't want Bowser to get angry if she made him wait for to long. Once y/n was fully dressed she looked at her self in the giant mirror "wow this is amazing.." she said as she twisted her body to look at her self. She quickly snapped out of her shocked state and walked over to the door and opened it making the shyguy by the door jump "oh I'm sorry I didn't mean to frighten you!" Y/n apologized to the shyguy who just shock his head. He grabbed y/ns hand and quickly started walking dragging y/n along with him. Once they got down the stairs y/n could see Bowser growling at some smaller koopas but stopped as y/n and shyguy got closer to them shyguy let y/ns hand go before bowing and running off.
(Drawing is mine background isn't)

Bowser froze for a second before smiling "you look lovely this evening shall we head to supper now my children are excited to see you again" Bowser said as he leaned down gently grasped y/ns small hand and brought it to his snap and kissed the back of her hand. "Bowser before we go in why did you want me for a peace treaty?" Y/n asked the koopa king "you'll see" Bowser said as he opened the dining room doors.
The betrayal Chapter 3
Bowser x female reader
As soon as the dining room doors were opened y/n saw 8 koopalings yelling over each other at the large dining table. "Quiet!" Bowser yelled They all looked over at Bowser and Y/n."y/n dear meet my kids Larry, Morton, Wendy, Iggy, Roy, Lemmy, Ludwig and Bowser Jr" Bowser said, suddenly all the koopalings pointed at y/n "It's you!" They yelled in unison y/n blinked for a second then it dawned on her. "I SAVED YOUR KIDS?!" Y/n yelled as she quickly looked up at Bowser who smiled down at her "Yes. I've liked you for a while. I only kidnapped Peach to get closer to you then my children told me you saved them from Mario's rage and the fire. I knew you would be the perfect wife and mother." Bowser said confidently.
~Flashback~
Fire was everywhere. Bowser had just kidnapped Peach again and everything was up in flames. Y/n and Luigi were looking through the burning building trying to find Mario or anyone else that was trapped. Soon y/n and Luigi came to the throne room where Mario was yelling at some koopalings "We have to get them out before the fire gets worse! Jump from the window" Y/n said running past Luigi. Mario had cornered the koopalings y/n shoves him "This place is going up in smoke, get your angry head out of the clouds!" Y/n growled as she shoved him before Mario could say anything Luigi grabbed him and started pulling him towards the window. Y/n turned towards the 8 koopalings "Look we have to get out of here unless you want to go up in flames ok?" Y/n asked, coughing a little "we don't listen to you!" The grey koopaling growled before y/n spoke she saw a piece of wood falling towards the koopalings she quickly got closer to them and caught the falling wood the koopalings looked shocked. "Look, we don't have time to argue, we have to go now!" Y/n huffed as she threw the wood to the side. The koopalings nodded before going to the window suddenly the girl koopalings foot got stuck "Go! I'll help her!" Y/n yelled as she leaned down keeping the young koopaling get her foot unstuck but the other koopalings stayed near. Y/n quickly picked up the girl before looking at the window where the other koopalings where she huffed "Sorry about this!" Y/n said before running full force arm spread out grabbing all the koopalings somehow and falling out the window. All the koopalings held on to y/n tightly as they fell, soon they landed on something soft and squishy they had landed on a mushroom house's roof. The koopalings quickly let go of y/n and ran to their ship as y/n ran to find the Bros.
~end of flashbacks~
Y/n was shocked "hehe well it's nice to actually meet y'all and not jumping out a window" y/n said rubbing the back of her neck. Bowser picked y/n up and walked over towards the table placing her in the chair beside his. Y/n looked at the koopalings and then Bowser before smiling to herself and digging into the dinner listening to the koopalings talk about their day and activities. 'i hate my cousin but I'll have to thank him one day..' y/n thought to herself.
Prologue
A loud huff filled the small empty apartment. After a long day of work y/n finally made it home. After kicking her shoes off y/n took a short hot shower she put on a comfy nightgown and cooked her self some noodles. Once the noodles got done cooking she took her bowl to her room and sat down at her computer and turned on her Xbox and put super mario in to play. Within a hour the noodles where gone, the bowl was placed on the counter as y/n sat passed out in her chair. Suddenly everything in y/ns room started floating, the computer screen started to glitch. Soon a bunch of sparks came out of the computer within seconds Y/n disappeared from her chair and from her world