MAYBE

MAYBE

pairing; lee know x reader

warnings; insecure, 1 sided, heartbreak

word count; 220

summary; no matter what, the reality sets in the end.

You tried. You really have. You can't help but think of all the pretty girls that hover around Minho. They were smart, tall and extremely pretty. Something that you can never be.

You tried, by speaking to Minho and seeing whether your personality might make a difference. But alas.

Pretty boys are only for pretty girls.

He'd only see you in the light of friendship. The outcast from class. The one who everyone pitied over. The one who barely had much friends. And that was the reality of it all.

You knew this since the moment you laid eyes on the gorgeous boy. For many, when they see the person they like, their heart begin to have flutters. However, all you feel is daggers.

For you, its a sign of never being able to have them. To reciprocate. You'd never have him close to you. To kiss. To cuddle. To go on dates with. To be in a relationship. Having this one sided crush only reminds you how painful it is. Those mere sweet moments of feelings suddenly change into a dark cloud, pouring beneath your eyes are the droplets.

A reminder.

"Maybe if I was pretty, would you like me too?"

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STRAY KIDS

Lee know; Boyfriend! Comfort

your sweet boyfriend takes care of you through your painful periods

Crush! Maybe

no matter what happens, the reality will always set in.

Best friend! Polaroid

what happens when your scared of your feelings being confronted about your best friend?

Unrequited love! Star

falling in love with someone who'd never be yours will always hurt, even when they said time heals.

Boyfriend! Safe!

you've been feeling drained lately, tired of living but your boyfriend minho tries to make your life a bit more easier, even if it's the little things.

Boyfriend! To the moon!🌙

it's your birthday, minho asked what you wished to have only for you to ask for something which is quite the impossible, or is it not when you have such a considerate lover?

dandelions

pairing: bang chan x reader

themes: kinda f2l, fluff, mutual pining, open but hopeful ending, insipired by Ruth B.’s song Dandelions

‘I’m in a feild of dandelions, wishing on every one that you’d be mine.’

“Y/n,” the soft call of your name lulled you from your sleep.

Your eyes slipped open, fluttering slightly at the sight of Chan starting down at you from above. You blinked uncomfortably, squinting as your eyes attempted to adjust to the light bursting from above the two of you.

In your eyes, the sun was a mere back drop for the man that looked down at you, nothing being brighter than the smile painted on his face. His hand was positioned against your forehead, shielding your eyes from the harmful rays so that you could adjust more comfortably.

Your heart fluttered in your chest at the action.

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pairing; choi san x reader

warning; one sided crush, friends, angst, fluff.

word count; 464

summary; a sudden feeling arises

The weather was bright today. Your friend San just texted you to meet up and get yourselves some food and cool drinks, perfect for the weather.

It was a new restaurant that opened in your area, surprisingly there was barely any people around. Probably because of the timing being so early. But you don't mind, you enjoy spending time with lesser people around and what's more important is you have your friend, San.

As you both indulged in your meals, you had a nice catch up of things going on in your lives. Once you're both done, you stay seated in the outside dining area whilst San sits opposite you.

"Y/N can you take a couple of pictures for me?"

"Ofcourse"

So there you was turning your phone on and clicking on to camera. San initially closed his eyes for this picture incoming. For the very first time, you felt something in your heart. The way his black silky hair was shining through. The sunlight was hitting directly on to his soft skin, making his face illuminate. Your eyes rendered towards his cold drink he was sipping on from earlier, lips forming a small pout. He looked so cute. Shit. How does he look so gentle and peaceful doing that pose. That's how he looks when he sleeps, so adorable.

Click.

Your watching closely at the camera, eyes unable to look elsewhere. You don't even realise that San opened his eyes which caused you to feel your heart drop. Shit. You hope he didn't notice you with your longing gaze.

But you felt relieved because San spoke out and said he's ready for his next pose. You quickly cleared your throat and waited for the next pose.

This time San looked directly at the camera. Almost like he's watching you. Fuck. His gaze was fixated, not even a blink from his eyes. This made your chest heave up slightly. Your suddenly breathless. You've never felt like this before. It used to be so easy for you to watch him, but here you are struggling to even take a picture. Haha.

Come on just take the picture damn

Fingers were shaking as you clicked, eyes blinking at a speed. Why do you suddenly feel shy infront of your friend. Oh wait, its because he just made your heart flutter. With his innocent look and cutely formed pout, who wouldn't fall for that? Who wouldn't want more?

But you know this can't happen. You're both only friends. That's it. You smile in hurt as the realisation sinks in, you can't really have these thoughts of him. Not when he'd never be with you.

More. I wish i could have more of you San.

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