10th Doctor Imagine- 10th Doctor X Reader Backstage

10th Doctor imagine- 10th Doctor x reader Backstage

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So, this is the first 10th Doctor imagine I have written so I hope I did not mess it up. I know it is a bit short. I did not like the idea of putting too much other content in the storyline because it was not in the request. I really hope you enjoy this ^^ Here is the original request: “I have a request for Doctor Who!! The reader is American and is dating the Doctor (10). She’s also in a well known band. She travels a lot with the Doctor and tours a lot with her band. The reader and her band is doing a show and the Doctor comes to it without saying anything. The reader is lead vocalist and they perform the song, ‘Hit That’ by The Offspring. The reader is surprised to see the Doctor after the show and he tells her he liked the show and they just discuss it. “ As always I do not own Doctor Who please support the show when you like this. Have fun ^-^ You were standing backstage and took a deep breath. It was not your first show no, still you were nervous. It was funny, your band was already well known, and you were used to be on tour and on the stage, still you were nervous every time. Business was rough in America for musicians always has been and you love your fans dearly and always want to perform your best for them. It was hilarious that a show was the reason your hands trembled when you had fought against Daleks, side   by side with this wonderful man. With him at your sight the world could change places and you would still feel save as long as he was there. Sadly, he was not here at this moment, it was okay you knew he was always really busy and even if he was you boyfriend, which you still could not really believe. You must be the luckiest girl in the universe, there were still so many people and worlds he had to keep save. Probably he is not even aware you have this concert in this city tonight. It is your biggest concert so far and for this special event you decided to you would sing your favourite song of your favourite band at the end of it to party with the crowd. You took one last deep breath and stepped out. It was strange you suddenly felt as if eyes were watching you, well of course there were. In front of you was a whole station full of people cheering for you, yet you felt this special eyes on you, but this could not be, you must be imagining things. Nevertheless, you felt calm, more than calm. You smiled and began to dance slowly as your drummer began to start the first song. Things went well. You were smiling laughing and the crowed was cheering, dancing, jumping and smiling so bright it was like looking into the universe itself seeing the stars. He would surely love this, would he not? Oh how you wished he would be there. It was time for your last song and you jumped into the air when the first tune of “Hit that” from the Offsprings flew through the crowed. After the concert you were exhausted but happy, still you were missing him. You loved to tour with your band, but it was nearly unbearable to be away from him. Hell you did not even now if he was in the same galaxy, the same century. You sighed …you wanted him to be here… “ Well hello there” how …you must be hallucinating, that could not be .. “ You know I really liked you here singing that last song? I mean I always love hearing you sing and I love your own songs, but you were having so much fun out there and I know it is your favourite, so of course you were happy to perform it. The song is great I think that too but I have never heard it like that. Not even as you sang it in the Tardis one night as you thought I would still be outside. Today you were so in your element it was like a wave catching everyone out there.  They were all dancing you now?” He rambled on still standing behind you but you finally managed to turn around and there he was, standing behind you leaning at the stage door, like it was completely normal that he was there and somehow managed to get backstage. “D-Doctor..?” You were smiling brightly now, yet you felt like beginning to cry. He was there..he was really there .. “Hello my dear, you were absolutely brilliant out there.” He stepped a bit closer and in the next second you were in his arms. “You were brilliant, simply brilliant” “How -how did you know?” He shrugged: “ I have my ways. Also what a waste would it be to be able to travel through time and space, if I were not able to attend to the concert of the woman I love?” He smiled at you than kissed your forehead, but you were not having that and kissed his lips making him smirk into the kiss. “Soooo, how about you introduce me to your band? I would love to meet them!”

Urie Sogami x Reader ~Lost Butterfly~

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This story has a trigger warning for people who are being bullied. Please if this happens to you or has happend do not believe your bullies you are worth so much, so much more than their words.

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Here you are now, standing alone before this seriously to luxurious school building. What you are even doing here? Well that is a story of its own kind. You were the youngest offspring of a famous and rich family or to be more exact you were adopted. The family never had children but always wanted an heiress for their company and stuff. Why they choose you? Because you were an orphan. Some would say you were lucky. They picked you because of the way you smiled at them and they also liked your intelligence. They also were nice people. Still they would be more likely seen as your grandparents. Although they were not your real family you loved the two of them. They were really kind and give you the love you lost for so long. Still you were not happy at the moment. You felt like a fish out of water. You just do not belong in the world of the rich and this school could have the word written all over it. There are this fancy uniforms, the whole building you mean they even had a gigantic greenhouse. You sighed. The first years you lived with your new family they had you home-schooled because you were too shy and scared to go to a normal school. You have been like this since your parents died two years ago. They were murdered in a brutal way. You still have no idea why and the murder was never found. You were at school and when you came home you found them. It took your new family a year to make you talk again. You had been shy even before the incident so this was not a simple task. Now you are standing in front of this school feeling your legs shaking. You are the only freshman because you could not enter until now. There have been problems with the seize of the classes but at the end the director agreed because of the influence of your family. You felt bad for getting this special treatment and being the only new one. You are starting to get attention because you are just standing in the entrance so you take a deep breath and want to step forward as suddenly a bunch of girls runs in your direction as a car comes to a hold right behind you. You are utterly confused and try to get out of the way but it is too late the girls are pushing you to the sides as the door opens and you are laying on the floor. Your knees bleeding since you have not been able to catch yourself because you tried to save the papers in your hands, which you need to bring to the secretariat. "Oh is one of my butterflies hurt?" you hear a voice above you. You want to look up while trying to get up. Still the papers in your hands. Suddenly a girl yanks you up and pushes you into another girl. " Get out of his way!" You begin to shake what the hell is going on here. You are scared. Why are they screaming at you, hurting you? You feel your body tremble. The next moment someone grabs your papers and tears them apart. " You surely don't need this!" " Please..." a silent whimper comes over your lips. You know you should stand up against them, but since that day you get into kind of a state of shock and are just helpless. Suddenly two strong arms place themselves around your waist pulling you into a well-toned chest. " Shh...do not be afraid my butterfly. I am sorry the other butterflies misbehaved like this." You hear someone whisper in your ear. The voice is beautiful and somehow lures you in. You are not used to be so close to people you do not know and get even more scared that is until he loses one of his arms from your waist, grabs your chin in an gentle way and makes you look in his eyes. They are golden ...somehow shining and you are drowning in them. "You are a good girl, my sweet butterfly~" You do not know why, but you feel save. There is just him everything in your mind is silenced by his eyes. Suddenly you hear an angry scream and your instincts kick in. You look up at the young man once again than at the angry girls. You get free of his grip and make a run for it. You do not know were just away.

Urie POV

well that surprised me a bit. I was sure she had already fallen in my trap. This butterfly seems to be hard to catch. Not so easily like the rest of them.

There is also something else. Even for a shy girl this behaviour was not normal. She was way too scared. I wonder what happened to her. I do not like to admit it but she caught my interest. Now what are you going to do without your papers my little butterfly? I am more than certain I have never seen her before here at school so she must be new, which means this papers are for the secretary or more correctly they were. I get pulled out of my thoughts by my butterflies but some how they annoyed me right now. " Fly away for now my sweet butterflies" I say and they leave like nothing has ever happened. My new butterfly got hurt a few moments before. Should I watch over her? I will watch over her until she is mine and mine alone tangled in me web,I decide and begin to walk in the direction she was running.

Your PoV

You are running until your legs get weak and you find yourself lost. How can this place be so big. They should put maps somewhere. Until you looked around for quite sometime you let yourself fall down against a tree. Here isn't anyone. You are absolutely certain you are at the wrong place. Silent tears are by now falling down your cheeks and your knees hurt. "Is my sweet little butterfly lost?" you hear a voice near to your ear and nearly jumped up but two strong hands on your shoulders hold you back. "Careful there, little butterfly" "Butterfly?" you mumble confused. You hear him chuckle lightly. "Would you look at me sweet butterfly?" You shake your head remembering what happened last time. "Then would my beautiful butterfly at least give me her name?" You blush. Has he just said beautiful? Surely he was just making fun of you. Why should he say something like this to you? You mean he is beyond handsome. "Such a shy one, my butterfly. You know we need to get your legs fixed up, don't you? Also you need to go to the secretariat and you are in trouble because of your papers. I could help you out with all of it, all I need is your name, my Dear ~" you hear him sigh as you still don't say a word. Suddenly you are pulled into a hug. "Wha.." " We are staying like this until you got used to me a bit more and give me your name. I will not leave you alone like this, butterfly. Your eyes full of tears, hurt and lost. Stop trying to struggle you just waste energy." You still tried until his smell clouded your mind and when he started to sing a beautiful song in nothing more than a whisper voice you are sure you would fall asleep in his arms sooner or later. You calmed down more and more until you realized that this young man did nothing but help you and you were just mean to him because you were so scared. That makes you realize how much your fear controls you and it hurt. Your breath catches up and a whine escapes your mouth. "Shh...why is my little butterfly still crying ?" " I- I -I am sorry" "Sorry what for?" " f-for be-eing s-so rude. I di-did not mean t-to. I- I was just .." "Scared." He ends your sentence and gently strokes your tears away as you continue to cry. You never showed anyone how you feel not even the people who adopted you. You always smiled to make them happy and now here is this strange guy and you could not stop crying. " You are fine my little butterfly. Shh calm down (f/n)" "Y-you kn-know my n-name ?" you stammer. He just laughs silently. " I am part of the student council and we got a note that a Miss (f/n) (l/n) will start learning here today. It was not hard to figure out. I just would have liked it more if my butterfly had told me her name." He strikes your tears away and you blush at his closeness. "Do not cry anymore my sweet butterfly." With this words he put a beautiful rose in your hair. " My name is Urie Sogami and I am the vice president of this school. When you ever need help come to me." He makes you look up at him with his fingers at your chin. You again lose yourself in his eyes and feel like sinking in a deep warm sea where nothing matters anymore:" Now sleep~" is the last thing you hear before there is just darkness and then a field of beautiful flowers.

As you wake up, you are laying on a bench near the entrance, your papers in one piece next to you and your knees in bandages.? Then you feel something in your hair. A single red rose. "Urie.." you mumble as you stand up and walk in the main entrance, unaware of two golden eyes watching you belonging to a devil with orange hair.

Urie PoV

Why I let her alone? Well simple put I want her to come back to me by herself. Of course I could have marked her. When I put her to sleep I was sure I would do it, but somehow I could not bring myself to it. My sweet little butterfly~ I am so curios when will you come to see me ?

"Fu-fu~ Playing with the new girl already? Such a poor girl being hurt at her first day and now tangling herself in the web of a devil! It makes me feel all warm." " Be quiet you annoying fallen angel" I shrug Shiki off. "Do not touch her with your filthy hands or I put you in a cage. But then again you would like it to be chained up wouldn't you?" My devilish smirk gets a bit disgusted when I see Shikis look. "Don't touch who?" I hear Mage say as Shiki and I enter the third library. "The new girl~ Fu-fu~" Shiki coos. "Huh? Why is that?" Mage asks. "Why do you care about her, Urie that is unlikely for you to fancy a single one of your girls." Rem spoke up and I sigh. "Actually I do not know. I just don't want to see her in any stage of pain." "Urie?" Ritsuka speaks up while robbing her eyes having slept in Rems arms just seconds before. "Urie could it be that you may ...well you know?" I look confused at her. " You are really slow today devil, she is asking you if you like the new girl. Not just finding her attractive. We are talking about really liking." I fight a blush hearing Lindos words. Why is he here anyway? He is nice to us for Ritsuka but I can't imagine the exorcist vampire is beginning to see us as kind of friends? " Don't be stupid just like Rem said I do not have favourites. I am just a bit out of my mind." I answer a bit angry. "Of course" Lindos tune is sarcastic. "Then you of course do not care that some of your girls are just about to beat the new girl up?" Shiki asks devily. "What?!" Mage,Lindo, Ritsuka shout while Rem gets an angry look and I am already on my way to the front door of the building to reach the place Shiki just showed to. I finally reach her. She is standing with her back at a wall. Face looking down, trembling and four girls are standing in a circle around her. I push the girls away not enough to really hurt them but still with force and walk up to my little butterfly:" My,my you are really troublesome~" As I say this something I do not expect happens she hugs me and hides at my chest. "(Y/n)..." I mumble and put my arms around her.

The poor girl had not even the strength in her legs left to hold herself up. I pulled her closer to me than lifted her of the ground. She did not even protest. I shot the girls an angry look. " I would highly adevice you to get lost and if I should find her harmed in any way, you can be sure you will get detentions or worse, did I make myself clear?" Something worse they would ever expect to be accurate. They backed of quickly and I knew I would have to do nothing because Rem walked around the corner and gave me a nodded. He did not tolerate any misbehaviour at this school. "Take her to the library" Rem commanded me and I nodded. He was right there she would be save and could calm down, not that I would let anyone come near her anyway . I sighed " My beloved butterfly could you look at me please?" I would put her under my ban for now. It was clearly visible that the was in a kind of shock. I have a feeling that something cruel had happen to this girl and because of this any kind of violence was too much for her. She did not seem to hear me. " (Y/n)-chan please look at me" I would have made her look at me, but she or one of the girls would wonder why I could carry her with just one arm in this position. "I can help you, but please do not kill me for touching her, not that you would be able to do this but still..." Lindo said... " you are okay with what I want to do?" That was new. " Not really but even I have to except that it is the best for her right now, she is clearly hurting and you can take that away...so." "okay" Lindo gently put a hand under her chin, at first she tried hard to stay close to my chest, so I bent down a bit and began to sing my song, while Lindo used a bit more force but not enough to hurt her. Just for a moment she opened her eyes a little bit but that was enough. I got her. "sh..little butterfly, calm down...breath..such a good girl...sh...and now ...sleep" her head fell again against my chest but her breathing now was even. I started to walk away with her Lindo following me for some reason.

"you should mark her." "What?!" I looked at Lindo as if he had gotten insane.

"I am serious, even if you do not realise it yet you like her. She gets in much trouble without doing anything obviously and your butterflies seem to be jealous of her, if you mark her you would always know where she is and if she needs help. I do not like that you would have power over her mind, but since you have not marked her yet what is strange enough for you I have a feeling you will not misuse you power with her." "No...I cannot really explain but I want her to stay or at least to wish by her own free will to be by my side, if she does that I would have no problem with putting my mark on her, but not like this." We were in the library now and I tried to lay her down, but her hands were firmly at my jacket.. "Seems like this girl has caught a devil." I heard Mage laugh and I could swear Shiki was smirking in the shadows. "Need a helping hand" Ritsuka asked gently but I shook my head " No, this is fine. Mage could you do me this once a favour and excuse miss (l/n) here from her next classes. I cannot find me willing to let her visit any of them today, she needs rest. I will make sure she gets home later." Mage was about to say something but Rem shot him a look. I laid down with her on top of me gently putting my arms around her and was greatly surprised as Lindo was so kind and put a blanket over us. "Thank-you" and I meant it.

Everyone left the room after that and I just stroke the hair of my little butterfly. I had realised her out of my spell a few minutes ago and was just still singing lowly my song as a lullaby to her. A few hours past and school would be over soon as she began to move. This would get funny. "morning butterfly, sorry about this situation but I could not bring you to let go of my jacket." She woke up fully to the sound of my now louder words realised her situation and would have surely fallen over of I had not caught her. "Careful". She was bright red and I chuckled, she was really cute. " I- I am so so sorry!" she tried again to stand up but I pulled her close " don't be. I came to enjoy watching you sleep, you looked kind of cute" "whaaaa-at" I laughed again. Then I did what was overdue since hours. " Are you okay? Have this misbehaving girl hurt you?" she shook her head. "No? then why are you crying little butterfly? Please do not lie to me, it will not work" You cannot lie to a devil dear, I thought for myself. " It is..it is nothing really.." "Does not look like nothing to me." I got up and embraced her, gently "Please it will help you to talk. I promise I will not harm you, you can trust me." "They were just throwing words at me, really nothing at all." "still words can cut deeper than a knife..." I murmured softly and made her look in my eyes, using a bit of my power, just so it would be easier for her to talk to me, but still having her free will and her not realizing my doing. Her breath hitched again and she tried to flee my eyes but I did not allow her to move her gaze away. She was not saying a word just crying and I felt my heart break at this sight. Since when was I so affected by a simple girl? I broke hearts on masses did I care ? Of course not. I am a devil for hells sake.

I sighed and stroke over her cheek with my right hand, than I embraced her letting go of her chin, so she was not longer doomed to look in my eyes. Without my mark, my spell was broken for now. I began to sing silently and allowed her to rest on my chest for a bit. " I ...I am ...sorry ..so ..sorry ..it is just...how.. I don't know how.." she sobbed. " I smiled fo-for so long..always smiled..so that everyone was happy..I do not know how to tell the truth..anymore....I really want to but....I just know how to stay silent or lie...I ..sorry..and now I am just ..a burden to you...you do not even know me and yet I make you so much trouble...why do they hate me so..so much ..and now you surely also ha-hate me.." "sh...who put such awful thoughts in your head. I do not hate you. How could I hate such a wonderful, fragile, beautiful, innocent butterfly like you? Sh...no more crying" "why are you lying to me...." "huh? I am not lying, butterfly" "the girls said, I am more than ugly..a disgust to the world...I would be better of dead.. I am not supposed to be seen by anyone because it would hurt everyone's eyes, I am selfish" "enough of that! Why are you believing them?!" "because they are just right...." "is this really what you believe?" I got a nodded. "Look at me, (y/n) you are one of the most beautiful beeings I have ever seen and believe me I saw many, but if I had to choose the most beautiful I would choose you. In my eyes you are perfect just the way you are and I would be honoured to learn more about you and see more of your soul" and your body, but this part I kept for myself " don't you ever think you are not perfect. You my not see it now but I will show you and one day you will believe me.

I make you forget what this stupid girls said, they were just speaking from jealousy. I want to help you to learn to not fear so much any more, keep you save...that is ...if you let me...if you want me to...." I became quieter at the end of my little speech and nearly blushed, what was the matter with me. "Urie.." she muttered and my heart stopped a beat. "why do you want to do all this for me...? For someone like me...?" " I guess the vampire was right" I muttered under my breath too quiet for her to hear " Well ..I guess I kind of like you...I will not say I love you because we only just met and I still have much to figure out and I just want you to be save cannot bear when you are in pain or sad and I am quite sure I will fall for you are probably already have, but I do not want to push you in anything, so I will not say I love you just yet without knowing how you feel about me or you having the time to figure it out for yourself.. I just would be glad if you give me a chance to get closer to you, so that I may be able to say this two words to you without any thing holding me back." I waited for an answer but never got one, I had looked away from her all the time totally embarrassed, just to realise now that she was sleeping peacefully next to me. I chuckled lightly, what a girl... "she probably did not here one bit of it" I said to myself, but then she talked in her sleep: " please, stay with me...please don't go...I don't want to be alone anymore...I don't want to lose you...Urie..." Well I was still not sure what she heard but that was enough for me do act. I bowed down to her, gently kissing her neck:" I won't, I promise" and left my mark on her, for all the devils and vampires who should ever come near her clear to see. To make sure they would stay away from my girl.

I have a request for Doctor Who!! The reader is American and is dating the Doctor (10). She’s also in a well known band. She travels a lot with the Doctor and tours a lot with her band. The reader and her band is doing a show and the Doctor comes to it without saying anything. The reader is lead vocalist and they perform the song, ‘Hit That’ by The Offspring. The reader is surprised to see the Doctor after the show and he tells her he liked the show and they just discuss it.

Hey thank-you for your request :) I hope to finish it the next two days ^^

Castiel x reader ~Guardian Angel~ (Dean and Sams Sister reader)

I do not own supernatrual or its charachters I am just writing to get better and make people smile. I do not earn money with this. If you like this please support the show.

Trigger warning: Panic attacks, selfconsciounes, might even a bit depression

What happens: The reader is alone in the bunker and has a panic attack, Castiel finds her and calms her down. A lot of fluff~

I do not mean to put this topics in a romantic way, I just want to show that is good to get help from the people you love and speak up about it.

The reader here is still a young teenager, so this is not meant romantically, more like two older brothers and a guardian angel Have fun ^^ Also I would be happy about comments and so on =) English is not my first language, please correct me if needed!

You were the younger sister of Dean and Sam. People probably would think you must be pretty badass. Okay, you were quite strong for your age and you surely knew how to fight, even when your brothers would never ever let anyone even touch you. You were their treasure. Their everything and they tried to keep you as save as somehow possible. Away from horrifying things and so on. So when ever possible they would demand from you to stay at your room at the motel or at the bunker. This night at least it was the bunker. Much more comfy and not only a single room. Your brothers were quite far away this time. Further then they would normally be, but since  Castiel could check-up on you when ever he or they thought good of it they did not think it would be a problem. You were not a little girl anymore and the bunker was the safest place you could be. Well at least safe against demons, ghost, witches and what ever else should decide to try and kill you. The problem was, your home was not protecting you  from something completely different. You had wanted to tell your brothers about it. You knew you could always tell them anything but you were afraid they could be worrying too much on the hunt if you told them or would not go and that would mean innocent people would dye, or even worse they could die. 'and it would be all your fault' it started again. The voice your own head was throwing at you, making you feel like a burden. ' you are broken, you  are in the way of anyone. You are just a burden to them. Seriously, they would be better of without the little girl they always of to watch. Oh how tired of you they must be. You can not even do a proper hunt. Have never killed any monster, do you really believe they want to protect your innocence, make sure you are not burden but that sin? Do not be hilarious they just do not think you could handle to kill a teddy bear a monster no less, pathetic...' please please make it stop...your breath had quicken by now, and it got harder and harder to breath, you felt like you were drowning, you know you needed help. Your legs gave up under you and you landed on the floor rather hard.  You knew if you would call him he would probably come, but you did not want to seem weak in front of the angel. You meant you barely knew him. Your brothers introduced you a few weeks ago yes, and yes they knew and trusted him since quite sometime. Still you just met him . It turned out you were always a sleep or they were not at the motel and when you met him, you just did not know how to react. You meant he was a freaking angel. You were normally already really shy. Up until now you managed nothing more than a hello to him and he seemed never to see the need to more words than simply that. Still sometimes he was looking at you strangely. 'He just wonders why they are keeping you around. He is an angel how weak you must look to him. When he finds out about this he will only find you more useless, just like your brothers, go call for him, call him and see what happens..' the voice mocked you. You always have been self conscious, because your brothers were so strong and you did not seem to be able to keep up with them. The few yeas you spent in school with the bullying happening there were not helping either. Now you were laying on the ground and sobbing terribly. Begging it to stop, your mind screaming for some peace. “Please help me...anyone ..please...cas...castiel...please help me...” you did not care anymore, what he would do or think as long as he made this stop. You could not take it anymore. You were trembling and fighting for air, when you suddenly heart something that sounded like wings..?  “(y/n) what happened?! Are you hurt? Who hurt you?” you were not even able to look up or answer him. Cas looked around the room for any sign of an enemy when he found nothing he already had a suspicion. Gently he got down next to you and gently laid his fingers on your forehead. He sighed when he found you in no physical harm. Still it was clear you were hurting and he was more than willing to help. “Ca-cas ?” you mumbled between sobs. “Hey, there little one.” he used Sams nickname for you in hopes it would help you a bit more to trust him. “ I-..I am ..so-sorry cas-castiel” “calm down (y/n), there is really nothing to apologize for. Okay, maybe you should not have lied to your brothers, saying you were fine, when you were not, lying is a sins you know.” he spoke but was smiling kindly at you all the time. His voice warm and gently. His voice was calming you somehow and in any other state you would have smiled about his words, but not now. Now your lungs were still screaming for air. “Ca-cas..” you whimpered and his eyes softened even more. Carefully he took hold of your arms and bulled you to his chest: “c'mere” He laid two of his fingers against your forehead and suddenly there was warmth. You felt your body instantly relaxing and your breathing getting to normal. You were still crying, but you were okay. It was over, it was finally over. Cas was softly rubbing your back and just for a moment you gave in to exhaustion and let your head fall against his chest. “ They are wrong. Not true at all to be accurate.” You looked up at him clearly confused. “Your thoughts” he gently let a finger ran over your forehead “ They are not true at all. Your brothers love you dearly and they are so proud of their little sister. They are just afraid that you could get hurt and they know how hard it is to life with the burden of the hunts. They just want to protect you.” You nodded weakly tears again threatening to fall. Then you realized something how could he know you were thinking about ...”Yes, (y/n) I am more than able to read your mind as you would call it, but do not worry about that. I still think the same about you. There is no need to be afraid ...if anything I think you are pretty strong. Keeping quiet because you wanted to keep your brothers and other people save even when you were hurting so much... I am sorry it took me so long. That one demon just did not know when to give up. I always worried this might happen one day. All this negative thoughts you had every time we met, or I just checked up on you without you realizing, made me fear  you might break under them one day. I always hoped you would turn for help to your brothers but since you did not and I did not want to take that decision out of your hands it came to this. (y/n) I really think you should talk to your brothers, they already realized something is bothering you and they worry because you do not talk about it.” All the while he was talking he was holding you in his arms. You felt like a small child but that did not matter, because you liked that feeling, you felt save for the first time in a long long time. “Cas..?” you asked shyly. He looked at you smiling since you started to pick up his nickname. He raised a brow at you waiting for you to continue “ I..I am ..I am scared...” You hid your face at his chest and nearly expected him to laugh about you, but he did not. He just hugged you tighter. “Then we tell them together? Would that help?” You nodded weakly. “Want to see your big brothers?” he asked and you looked at him surprised “Can I?” He nodded then thought for a moment “Yet you will probably feel pretty dizzy after that and they will be here in around two ours. They are most likely already on the highway. Still wanna go?” he asked you gently. “I think I can wait..” you spoke softly. Suddenly you felt Castiel move and out of reflex you hugged him back for the first time and begged “Please don't leave me alone” His gaze softened when possible even more. He thought you probably were one of the cutest things in this world. He had decided he should protect you when he first heart of you from the two brothers. He did not want them to be in pain because something happened to you, but when he first met you it was clear to him that he would gladly watch over you. Dean and Sam sometimes joked he must be your guardian angel since he was always an eye on you and sometimes worried in situations both brothers were completely relaxed about and sure you would be fine. Like cooking or slicing the bread. He was always afraid you could burn your hands or cut yourself. Still he kept quiet about all this. He learned from the brothers you were pretty insecure around knew people and since his human skills, like he likes to call it were a bit rusty, he was afraid to scare you off or something. But now that you were clinking to him like a lifesaver, he knew there was no need anymore for that distance. You felt save around him. “Do not worry, my dear. I am not going anywhere and I am certainly not leaving you. What kind of guardian angel would I be leaving my charge, especially when she is crying. I promise as long as I have a free will and the power to life I will watch over you and protect you. I will do all in my power to keep you from harm and keep your brothers save and alive and all three of us together will always keep you save. There is no reason to be afraid anymore.” He smiled as you snuggled a bit closer to him. “You are exhausted, you should sleep” he spoke softly. “Don't wanna...I want to wait for my bro-”yawn” thers” now you really sounded like a child you thought but you did not care. You felt like it was pretty okay for Castiel when you behaved like a child from time to time. That was a luxury you often did not have due to your family history when you really were a child.  You brothers always tried to make your childhood as normal as possible, but it was clear it was far from normal also you were still a teenager nearly still a child. You just went trough school really fast because you were just as clever as Sam, he'd say even smarter than him.“I will make sure to wake you when they arrive okay?” He stood up and carried you to your bed. When he turned away, you whined softly, emotions and exhaustion still having a hang on you. “ I'll be right back, little one, I just want to call your brothers telling them you are save.” You nodded. He was back shortly after and found you nearly asleep. Smiling he pulled the covers over you and gently touched your forehead making sure you would sleep deep and well without any nightmares.

When you woke up, you saw the faces of both of your brothers on each side of you, slightly leaning over you: “Hey kiddo~” Dean smiled at you and gently stroke through your hair. “Hey there little one” Sammy spoke and gently stroke your cheek. “Your alright? That angel there suddenly vanished on us, saying he had to look after you.” Dean spoke again. “Sorry...I did not mean to..” “hey its okay, no apologizing” Sam interrupted you. Then Cas came in the room and looked at you encouragingly. You took a deep breath: “ Guys...I need to tell you something...” when you finished you found yourself in a bear hug from both of your brothers and found Cas looking proudly at you.

Now when ever you began to feel insecure or began to feel panic or just had a nightmare you would find your brothers or call for Cas if he was not there already there the moment you even began to feel bad before you could even think of calling him. Sam would lay down with you pull you in a bear hug and read stories of calming worlds to you, while dean would tickle you from head to toe and cuddle with you afterwards. Cas would always hug you and tell you of heaven or places he has seen to calm you, when it gets all too much for you, he would use his powers, but mostly he wants you to learn to calm down without them, so that you would learn to handle the situations better and not fear them so much. All of them would listen to you and talk to you about it, often all three of them. Then you most of the time end up with hot chocolate and a disney movie even when Dean complains sometimes and Cas being confused all the time while Sam desperately tries to explain everything to the angle. This were the times you were more than happy.

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