Me Trying Real Hard To Pull Myself Together

me trying real hard to pull myself together 💯

Art block has been so nice too me lately haha a true gentleman

so I made a thing

Empty space EURGHH…

I know I’m extremely busy, but I can’t force myself not to draw online every once in a while (every week), plus it calms me down and everything (it does not but I love it anyway).

I’m very skeptical of this one because I have no idea if I forgot something; the point of this process was to leave it imperfect so it’s kinda dumb to look for mistakes. I gave up on trying to make it look anatomically accurate and it’s doing wonders on my mental health teehee..

I really like the hands so I did a focus on them too and I also put the rita galv version of the signature because it’s so good looking man :/…

I like to think Adam has calloused hands covered in paper cuts and other scrapes. I dunno, seems like a pretty alternate thing to not care about your physical body lol. Also he probably smells like cigarettes and Xanax - like… a very artificial, almost repulsive scent y’know?

Also I wonder if I’ll find this on Pinterest in three days… like the only art I’ve seen so far reposted there was my John Ward fanart. It’s kind of flattering tbh but only because I know there my giant ass signature on it. Also btw if you want to like…use my arts in pfps, edits (my art’s not good enough to go in edits but who knows lol) etc, you can as long as you tell me!!! :)))

Okay that’s it bye

⚠️SEMI NUDITY ON THE LAST SLIDE!!! (undergarments basically…)⚠️

THERE SHE ISSSSS HOLY FUCK

Finally I’m so done with this (I have the alt to do right after that)

This took me more than a week, so I hope it’ll reach at least more than five people…

I wanted to add more things like her views on Mark and Cesar’s case or the BPS but I didn’t have enough space to fit everything in so yeah…

And I was also supposed to talk about other ocs that don’t make a lot of apparitions so you’ll have to wait to see them :/…

If you’re new here, this is my main and probably the most fleshed out Mandela Catalogue oc! Creating characters in already existing worlds is my favorite part when it comes to being in a fandom. I always try to make them as interesting as possible without them being too cliché or 'attention seeking' (because I’m tired of seeing edgy main characters with superpowers everywhere like jeez)… I hope that she’ll eventually get famous and have her little spot in the fanbase because she truly deserves it..

Hope you’ll love her just as much as I do :)

I have so many stuff planned for her and I was considering dropping her lore in different forms of media (fanfics or comics) so let me know if you’d be interested in looking at those!

Now I’m gonna go to bed…I’m so tired.. might edit the post later though…

Hello everybody with summer fast approaching here is your regular reminder that:

Everyone needs to wear sunscreen

SPF 50 is pretty much the best protection you can get, an SPF higher than that will have the same effect

Melanin does not protect you from skin cancer

Tanning is caused by exposure to ultraviolet radiation

Spending the majority of your life receiving regular large doses of UV radiation without any skin protection is a good way to get skin cancer

Don't use tanning beds, and don't go sun tanning

Wear your fucking sunscreen

no cuz this is the sweetest repost I’ve ever had what

(same description as Instagram)

finished it in time for volume 5 😁(huge lie)

Man I love sneaking French in my art, it’s like infecting you with M.A.D.

I’m kind of disappointed my original idea didn’t work out (the television screens behind Gabriel making his wings - I worded it wrongly but you get the idea), but I still like this version… it just makes less sense since he’s a deceiver, so he’s not really supposed to have pure white majestic real wings yk..

Also the background’s basic as usual so 😐…

I guess I’ll leave the original idea for another drawing

I’m so sorry if Gabriel looks weird or inaccurate, this is like the first time I’m actually drawing him.

Why is he holding a pomegranate?

I know it might sound bizarre but I like to think the forbidden fruit is a pomegranate. To me, a sin is a sin when you know it’s one. Basically, if you know what you’re doing is wrong then boom it’s a sin. I’m not Christian but that what would make the most sense to me. Eating a pomegranate takes time and is usually a messy process - but you still eat it. Sins are pretty similar (to me). You know you’re doing something wrong but you keep pushing anyway.