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“Face it: you're a badass.”

— Montana Duke, American Horror Story (1984)

fleetwood mac ( rumors ) starter sentences !

❛ there’s nothing to say. ❜

❛ someone has taken my place. ❜

❛ here you go again. ❜

❛ you say, you want your freedom. well, who am i to keep you down? ❜

❛ listen carefully. ❜

❛ thunder only happens when it’s raining. ❜

❛ they say women, they will come and they will go. ❜

❛ i keep my visions to myself. ❜

❛ i’m never going back again. ❜

❛ you’ll see things things in a different way. ❜

❛ don’t stop thinking about tomorrow. ❜

❛ it’ll be better than before. ❜

❛ yesterday’s gone. ❜

❛ all i want is to see you smile. ❜

❛ i never meant any harm to you. ❜

❛ don’t you look back. ❜

❛ loving you isn’t the right thing to do. ❜

❛ how can i ever change things that i feel?  ❜

❛ if i could, baby, i’d give you my world. ❜

❛ you can go your own way. ❜

❛ tell me why. ❜

❛ for you, the sun will be shining. ❜

❛ i feel that when i’m with you, it’s alright. ❜

❛ to you, i’ll give the world. ❜

❛ to you, i’ll never be cold. ❜

❛ the songbirds are singing. ❜

❛ i love you. ❜

❛ i love you like never before. ❜

❛ watch the sun rise. ❜

❛ damn your love!  ❜

❛ damn your lies! ❜

❛ you make me happy with the things you do. ❜

❛ this feeling follows me wherever i go. ❜

❛ i don’t want to know. ❜

❛ i don’t want to know the reasons. ❜

❛ i just want you to feel fine. ❜

❛ you know you make me cry. ❜

❛ how can you love me? ❜

❛ i don’t understand why. ❜

❛ you’re the best thing in my life. ❜

❛ i can’t walk away from you, baby. ❜

❛ rock on, gold dust woman. ❜

❛ dig your grave. ❜

❛ did she make you cry? ❜

❛ is it over now? ❜

❛ do you know how? ❜

❛ rulers make bad lovers. ❜

❛ you better put your kingdom up for sale. ❜

❥     𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆  𝐄𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐘  ,  𝐀  𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐓  𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐄  𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑  𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄  .

a  sentence  starter  meme  as  collected  from  the  website  pinterest  ! feel  free  to  customize  as  you  wish  !     tw  for  depression  and  death  . a  small  reminder  that  you’re  never  alone  ,  and  help  is  always  here  ❤

❛  sometimes  i  get  so  far  into  my  head  that  i  forget  anything  else  exists  .  ❜ ❛  maybe  we  feel  empty  because  we  leave  pieces  of  ourselves  in  everything  we  used  to  love  .  ❜ ❛  and  in  the  end  ,  it’s  you  against  you  ,  fighting for  yourself  .  ❜ ❛  nobody  cares  unless  you’re  beautiful  or  dead  .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  let  it  hurt  until  it  can’t  hurt  anymore  .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  turned  people  into  homes  ,  and  i  ended  up  homeless  .  ❜ ❛  don’t  you  want  to  be  alive  before  you  die  ?  ❜ ❛  and  when  you  heal  ,  you  will  understand  why  you  broke  .  ❜ ❛  lost  is  a  lovely  place  to  find  yourself  .  ❜ ❛  but  the  thing  is  ,  even  if  i  could  go  back  ,  i  wouldn’t  belong  there  anymore  .  ❜ ❛  don’t  you  know  people  can  be  dead  even  before  they’ve  died  ?  ❜ ❛  you’re  not  interested  in  others  ,  but  you  hate  loneliness  .  ❜ ❛  i  just  want  to  go  somewhere  where  nobody  knows  my  name  .  ❜ ❛  i’ll  never  be  that  me  again  .  ❜ ❛  why  am  i  always  the  weird  one  ?  ❜ ❛  i  haven’t  felt  real  in  a  long  time  .  ❜ ❛  am  i  supposed  to  feel  something  ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  great  .  i  just  don’t  know  what’s  real  anymore  .  ❜ ❛  don’t  think  about  it  and  you’ll  be  fine  .  ❜ ❛  i  just  need  a  place  to  curl  up  and  die  in  peace  .  ❜ ❛  i’m  not  paranoid  .  people  really  do  leave  once  they  realize  they  can’t  fix  me  .  ❜ ❛  tell  me  it’s  my  fault  .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  stop  looking  for  happiness  in  the  same  place  i  lost  it  .  ❜ ❛  you’re  scared  of  the  way  i  make  you  feel  because  you  don’t  want  to  feel  anything  .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  even  ask  for  happiness  ,  just  a  little  less  pain  .  ❜ ❛  no  one  listened  so  i  gave  up  .  ❜ ❛  it  is  so  awfully  difficult  to  feel  sad  and  tired  when  all  you  want  is  to  feel  alive  .  ❜

angst prompts part three.

“there’s something you’re not telling me.”

“i can’t— i can’t tell you. i can’t. don’t make me say it.”

“you know… you know it’s, like… it’s not on you. you know that, right?”

“are you.. sure this okay?”

“please.. don’t lie to me.”

“you owe me the truth, at least.”

“why the fuck would i ever trust you again?”

“did something happen to you? something you haven’t told me?”

“you don’t have to say it. i already know.”

“i love you.. i do.. that’s why I have to leave.”

“if you won’t change… then i can’t stay. i’m sorry.”

“i won’t just sit here and watch you drink yourself to death.”

“what the hell’s going on with you? seriously. what’s going on?”

“i think you expect too much from me.”

“if i stay… can you promise this will stop?”

“this place isn’t safe for either of us, we need to leave.”

“do you think i deserved it?”

“i don’t want to hurt you. stop asking me that.”

“you didn’t have this scar the last time i saw you… what happened?”

“is this new? wait, are you hurt?”

“are you seriously getting into fights? really?”

“don’t start a fight you won’t win.”

“i’m not gonna fight with you.”

“i won’t just stand around and let you hurt yourself.”

“do you want me to leave? it feels like you don’t want me here.”

“how am i supposed to help you when you’re like this?”

“are you drunk? i thought you stopped drinking?”

“are you on something? i thought you were clean?”

OC Body Language Meme

Tagged by the lovely @harmonyowl (thanks I love OC things! It was also fun reading yours!) 

Anyone else who wishes to do this feel free and also feel free to tag me. I love learning about other peoples OCs! 

I may have been cheeky and added some of my own because who needs rules right? 

Bold = Often

Italics = Sometimes

Sena Matsura (Into Dawn)

DEFENSIVENESS.

arms crossed on chest / crossing legs / fist-like gestures / pointing index finger / karate chops / stiffening of shoulders / tense posture / curling of lip / baring of teeth/ hands on hips

.

REFLECTIVE.

hand-to-face gestures / head tilted / stroking chin / peering over glasses / taking glasses off — cleaning / putting earpiece of glasses in mouth / pipe smoker gestures / putting hand to bridge of nose / pursed lips / knitted brows

.

SUSPICION.

arms crossed / sideways glance / touching or rubbing nose / rubbing eyes / hands resting on weapon / brows raising / lips pressing into a thin line / strict, unwavering eye contact / wrinkling of nose / narrowed eyes

.

CONFIDENCE.

hands behind back / hands on lapels of coat / steepled hands/ baring teeth in a grin / rolling shoulders / tipping head back but maintaining eye contact / chest puffed up / shoulders back / arms folded just above navel / wide eyes / standing akimbo

.

INSECURITY & ANXIETY.

chewing pen or pencil / rubbing thumb over opposite thumb / biting fingernails / biting lips/ hands in pockets / elbow bent / closed gestures / clearing throat / “whew” sound / picking or pinching flesh / fidgeting in chair / hand covering mouth whilst speaking / poor eye contact / tugging at pants whilst seated / jingling money in pockets / tugging at ear / perspiring hands /playing with hair / swaying / playing with pointer/marker/cane / smacking lips / sighing /rocking on balls of feet / flexing or cracking fingers sporadically

.

ANGER & FRUSTRATION.

short breaths / “tsk” sounds / tightly-clenched hands / fist-like gestures / pointing index finger / rubbing hand through hair / rubbing back of neck / snarling / revealing teeth / grimacing / sharp-eye glowers / notable tension in brow / shoulders back, head up – defensive posturing / clenching of jaw / grinding teeth / nostrils flaring / heavy exhales

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Asana Matsui (Fire in Our Eyes)

DEFENSIVENESS.

arms crossed on chest / crossing legs / fist-like gestures / pointing index finger / karate chops / stiffening of shoulders / tense posture / curling of lip / baring of teeth/ hands on hips

.

REFLECTIVE.

hand-to-face gestures / head tilted / stroking chin / peering over glasses / taking glasses off — cleaning / putting earpiece of glasses in mouth / pipe smoker gestures / putting hand to bridge of nose / pursed lips / knitted brows

.

SUSPICION.

arms crossed / sideways glance / touching or rubbing nose / rubbing eyes / hands resting on weapon / brows raising / lips pressing into a thin line / strict, unwavering eye contact / wrinkling of nose / narrowed eyes

.

CONFIDENCE.

hands behind back / hands on lapels of coat / steepled hands/ baring teeth in a grin / rolling shoulders / tipping head back but maintaining eye contact / chest puffed up / shoulders back / arms folded just above navel / wide eyes / standing akimbo

.

INSECURITY & ANXIETY.

chewing pen or pencil / rubbing thumb over opposite thumb / biting fingernails / biting lips/ hands in pockets / elbow bent / closed gestures / clearing throat / “whew” sound / picking or pinching flesh / fidgeting in chair / hand covering mouth whilst speaking / poor eye contact / tugging at pants whilst seated / jingling money in pockets / tugging at ear / perspiring hands /playing with hair / swaying / playing with pointer/marker/cane / smacking lips / sighing /rocking on balls of feet / flexing or cracking fingers sporadically

.

ANGER & FRUSTRATION.

short breaths / “tsk” sounds / tightly-clenched hands / fist-like gestures / pointing index finger / rubbing hand through hair / rubbing back of neck / snarling / revealing teeth / grimacing / sharp-eye glowers / notable tension in brow / shoulders back, head up – defensive posturing / clenching of jaw / grinding teeth / nostrils flaring / heavy exhales

.

Sonja Drascov  (hp OC haven’t posted about yet #coming soon)

DEFENSIVENESS.

arms crossed on chest / crossing legs / fist-like gestures / pointing index finger / karate chops / stiffening of shoulders / tense posture / curling of lip / baring of teeth/ hands on hips

.

REFLECTIVE.

hand-to-face gestures / head tilted / stroking chin / peering over glasses / taking glasses off — cleaning / putting earpiece of glasses in mouth / pipe smoker gestures / putting hand to bridge of nose / pursed lips / knitted brows

.

SUSPICION.

arms crossed / sideways glance / touching or rubbing nose / rubbing eyes / hands resting on weapon / brows raising / lips pressing into a thin line / strict, unwavering eye contact / wrinkling of nose / narrowed eyes

.

CONFIDENCE.

hands behind back / hands on lapels of coat / steepled hands/ baring teeth in a grin / rolling shoulders / tipping head back but maintaining eye contact / chest puffed up / shoulders back / arms folded just above navel / wide eyes / standing akimbo

.

INSECURITY & ANXIETY.

chewing pen or pencil / rubbing thumb over opposite thumb / biting fingernails / biting lips/ hands in pockets / elbow bent / closed gestures / clearing throat / “whew” sound / picking or pinching flesh / fidgeting in chair / hand covering mouth whilst speaking / poor eye contact / tugging at pants whilst seated / jingling money in pockets / tugging at ear / perspiring hands /playing with hair / swaying / playing with pointer/marker/cane / smacking lips / sighing /rocking on balls of feet / flexing or cracking fingers sporadically

.

ANGER & FRUSTRATION.

short breaths / “tsk” sounds / tightly-clenched hands / fist-like gestures / pointing index finger / rubbing hand through hair / rubbing back of neck / snarling / revealing teeth / grimacing / sharp-eye glowers / notable tension in brow / shoulders back, head up – defensive posturing / clenching of jaw / grinding teeth / nostrils flaring / heavy exhales

.

more prompts for your feels

“  what am i supposed to do when i can’t even trust my own mind?  ”  “  i have to believe death is the end. because all that waits for me in the afterlife is a debt of sin i don’t think could ever be paid off.  ” “  what do you see when you look into my eyes?  ”   “  it doesn’t always have to be you, you know?  your shoulders aren’t the only ones that can bear the weight of the world.  ”   “  i don’t think hearts break. shattered things can only be broken once. but torn things can be mended again and again until it’s all scars and stitching.  ” “  i can’t remember what it’s like to be truly wanted.  ” “  every time you look at me i feel invisible.  ” “  loneliness is a slow and cruel poison.  ” “  i’m afraid that if i let you see every side of me, you should shrink back in fear or disgust.  ” “  for once in your life, what is it that you want.  ” “  i’ve been wrapped in my sorrow for so long, i’m afraid i’ll feel too cold without it.  ” “  i just want to see you smile again.  ” “  can’t you stop running for one second?  ” “  i’ll be here. when you’re ready to talk.  ” “  being strong doesn’t mean never asking for help or admitting you’re in pain.  ” “  don’t shut me out. please.  ” “  don’t look at me like that.  ” “  the world isn’t made up of heroes and monsters. just broken people balancing between the two.  ” “  i just wanted to do something good for once.  ” “  why can’t you tell me what’s wrong?  ” “  just trust me. please.  ” “  why can’t you let me in? what are you so afraid of?  ” “   you’re so worried about losing me/them you’re missing everything in front of you.  ”   “  i’m not leaving you.  ” “  you’re not alone. i’m here.  ” “  you see everyone so clearly except yourself.  ” “  don’t you understand? i love you. and nothing you’ve done, no matter how much of a monster you think you are, is gonna change that.  ” “  i find broken things interesting. maybe that’s why i like you so much.  ” “  i want to be whatever it is you think i am.  ” “  you see the good in everything. that’s why i like it when you look at me.  ” “  i’ll still be here when you wake.  ” “  i promise i’ll never hurt you again.  ” “  as long as i have you, the rest doesn’t matter.  ” “  what did they do to you?  ” “  i’m not sure i should leave you alone.  ” “  i won’t hate you. i know you think that’s what you deserve but it’s not.  ” “  i want to love the parts of you that you hate.  ” “  i’m scared of what you’re becoming.  ” “  i’m sorry, i’m not what you think i am.  ” “  you’ll always have a home with me.  ” “  what happened to you?  ” “  i thought i’d never see you again.  ” “  you’re such a fucking coward.  ” “  i envy anyone who has the privilege of being loved by you.  ” “  you scared me.  ” “  please, don’t ever give up on me.  ” “  i’m not giving up on you. not ever.  ” “  i know you love me. but it’s not the way i want to be loved.  ”

alles coole 

nangs

thinking of caos, the neon demon

ivory, MOVEMENT

[Verse 2]

This place should be hell but with you it’s my heaven

You got me fucked up my newfound obsession

We’ve shared some trauma it brought apprehension

Bring out the blades we be cutting the tension