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Program stan (ugly but I don't have anything else to post)

slow kissing would cure me

i think that the real young adult stan marsh would be in a goth hippie looking phase bc randy was like this - so it makes total sense in my head

then he would be used to it and would cut his hair and shave his moustache around thirty years old.
stan marsh is not meant to be pretty if he is randy marsh's son... even though for me he is kind of cute there! but most people won't think so :p
Headcanon, the change height
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trying to sketch :p
Headcanon, the change height
That was all

Sketch of the weekendš never drawing smth close to a hat EVER againššš



I also drew Butters hehe :)







someday iāll translate my comic into eng⦠richie core

BUTTERS STOTCH IS AUTISTIC AND HERE IS WHY!!! (not really this is just a headcanon)

this could pass as headcanons or just a theory but here is a list of reasons why i think butters is autistic (as an autistic person who kins him)! and no, im NOT trying to diagnose anybody so donāt take this shit too seriously, itās literally just for fun because butters is my favourite character.
1. stimming! first and foremost, the little hand thingy he does where he knocks his knuckles together could be indicative of stimming behaviours, it even reminds me of the same stims i do, and heās seen doing it both offhandedly or when heās nervous! stimming is known to be a self soothing behaviour and in butters case i think he does it without realising or when heās nervous!
2. echolalia/verbal stimming. butters is shown to be singing a lot when heās playing or using the bathroom or in the bath and when i was a kid iād do the same thing, iād sing the same words of a song so much in my daily life my mum would say ālearn some more words or shut up!ā or something along those lines. this could be a part of āecholaliaā which basically means the repetition or echoing of words and sounds, like his ālu lu luā song which heās shown singing on more than one occasion!
3. being excessively passive/not really understanding that heās being bullied sometimes. this one is frequently shown through buttersā naivety and the fact that he doesnāt really seem to understand when heās being made fun of. he literally does whatever heās told to do, heās quite literally the shows punching bag, whether it be that heās taking the fall for something the main four have done or being there to take shit from his parents and cartman, and he doesnāt seem to catch on that heās being taken advantage of. in āthe tale of scrotie mcboogerballsā, heās seen just going along with what the other boys tell him because he doesnāt recognise the fact that theyāre lying to get out of trouble, struggling to read between the lines and just taking what the other boys say at face valueā this is a reality for a lot of autistic kids, like when i was younger i never knew that people were pretending to be my friend as a joke because they found me weird, or iād go along with things because i was afraid people wouldnāt like me anymore and this is something i see reflected in buttersā character.
4. not understanding social cues/taking things literally. in āthe hobbitā when wendy confronts him and says to him āare you just an asshole?ā he quite quickly thinks literally and responds that he has āarms and legs, and lots of things.ā (this is probably just a joke but here, jokes donāt exist, we take everything literally for the sake of our headcanons.) anyway, he doesnāt understand that she was using the word as a vulgarism and thinks sheās asking if thatās the only body part he has. then in ācartman sucksā when bradley says ālike-likeā, butters doesnāt really understand that heās insinuating romantic attraction. to others, these language choices would be obvious metaphor but since butters takes things literally, he doesnāt catch on right away. again, this can be a symptom of autism (even if these instances in buttersā case are few and far between.)
5. i guess not understanding social dynamics?? the whole thing with the vampire kids. he literally thinks theyāre real vampires who actually drink blood when everybody else knows theyāre not. everybody knows that theyāre just emo wannabes (i mean an alt subculture) and donāt listen to his panicked waffle when he tries to tell people that theyāre real, because butters thinks theyāre actual vampires. he brought a literal cross when talking to them. that was literally me as a child. i used to think emos and goths were like demons and vampires and i used to want to be like them bro. i used to think i was a werewolf for fucks sake. i used to bark at people ššbutters is literally me. also the whole thing with lexus, he doesnāt really realise that sheās treating him nicely to try and get money from him and that they arenāt exclusive. also he doesnāt realise that it isnāt really acceptable to wait for her after hours?
6. social conformity and excessive need to abide by rules. lots of autistic people donāt like breaking rules. i know i didnāt. even at gunpoint butters refuses to let go of cartmanās hand and was pretty vocally against sneaking out of the field trip out of fear of being sanctioned but he was dragged along and was scared of being told off every moment he was away from the teacher and the rest of the class. mr garrison was probably exaggerating when he said ādonāt let go of his hand until youāre back on the busā but butters takes it literally. this also ties into butters taking everything everybody says as literal. this is literally autistic as fuck behaviour.
7. the entire existence of professor chaos or making an āalter egoā. as a kid it was painfully clear that there was something wrong with me. i was bullied pretty badly, taken the piss out of and called lame and weird and told that i didnāt fit in with other kids my age just like butters was. thatās just the reality of an autistic kidās experience. i felt exactly how butters did; i did my very best to fit in and make people like me and i used to do what they said so they didnāt hate me and it still wasnāt good enough. so i did the exact same thing butters did. i made characters that were more charismatic, more sociable and werenāt as āweirdā as me. i often modelled them after my favourite characters and used to roleplay as them so i felt better about myself. i didnāt feel as weird or āalienā when i acted out the characters that i made, because they were cooler and more popular than me. the fact that butters made professor chaos after feeling like i did when i was little and going through the same thing that i did, itās probably one of the reasons heās so important to me as a character.
8. the way heās perceived by others. heās lame, heās weird. people literally see him as a wussy, heās the stereotypically weird kid. his interests are ridiculed, heās called a gaywad because he enjoys art, his taste in video games is seen as lesser by the other boys because he would rather play hello kitty island adventure over WoW. heās literally cast out of the main fourās friend group because the boys call him lame and donāt want to be his friend anymore (this isnāt a hate post against the main four i know little kids can be assholes). sometimes heās seen as too weird to join in with certain things. or ānot cool enoughā. god, his entire breakdown in āmarjorineā when he lamented about how hard it was to be him (her??) is literally textbook autistic childhood. weāre bullied!! called weird not only by boys but girls too!! neurotypicals donāt know how hard it is to try and maintain friendships as a socially inept autistic child, itās one of the most humiliating things you can go through. this is a reality for many autistic kids; weāre viewed as weird or our special interests are called weird by other neurotypical kids. i canāt count how many times people in in primary school would say āwe donāt wanna be your friend anymoreā and run away from me laughing in the courtyard when iād try to talk to them. OK MAYBE IM JUST PROJECTING BUT GOD LET ME HAVE THIS !!!
9. his bitchassfuck parentsā¦. this is mostly just a personal headcanon but i think through subtext you can deduce the kind of parents linda and stephen would be. you know. āboo hoo look how hard my life is because my child is disabledā autism parents who records their child having meltdowns for internet asspats. the kind who ground him when he has meltdowns even though he canāt help it. they would totally make it about themselves because theyāre just a pair of assholes like that. also the whole misdiagnosed D.I.D thing? they would totally take Autism Speaks as the gospel and try to get him in an ABA therapy in an attempt to āfixā or ācureā him. bro they would totally think that vaccines ācauseā autism. i hate them so much /lh.
10. his outbursts of anger. bro butters goes fucking sicko mode on that news reporter, as he should. in that episode i like to think of his anger as a meltdown that was a long time coming. his wishes being ignored, being used as a poster boy for somebody elseās ego, and then being probed by a random stranger in front of thousands of people about something that makes him visibly and deeply uncomfortable? perfect concoction for an autistic meltdown, my guy. autism causes a lot of aggression if a meltdown isnāt handled well and/or an autistic personās needs arenāt met.
thereās probably more but i canāt think of them, anyway onto a few of my headcanons!

⢠he collects stickers, mostly sanrio and hello kitty and heās very creative when it comes to arts and crafts. i mean, he made an entire superhero costume by himself.
⢠has bouts of situational mutism. especially when his parents scold him, heās known to go non-verbal in response to stress or high-tension situations. fluctuates between hyper verbal and semi-verbal when in school.
⢠latches onto new hyperfixations, when heās in his teen years he becomes hyperfixated on NFTs-
⢠has an oral fixation. he chews on his collars and bites at his fingers. always has to have something in his mouth, be it his own fingers or his pens.
⢠stims by knocking his knuckles but also flicks his fingers and flaps his hands. prone to bouncing his legs and can never sit still.
⢠either makes too much eye contact (stares at you unrelentingly) or doesnāt look you in the eye at all.
⢠especially bad at interpreting tone. doesnāt pick up on sarcasm or irony.
⢠he fucking loves horses. theyāre one of his special interests.
⢠has 1 million fidget spinners cause he thinks theyāre funky.

thatās it !
Just a silly lil Damien doodle


shyness is nice

stan doodle


im trying but digital art is so much harder than traditional :/ and i also don't know shit about color theory
ngl he is kinda cute tho :3 but i'd rather my traditional art

Zack De La Rocha, Mos Def and Chino Moreno. Photoshoot for SPIN Magazine, New York, NY, January 2001
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picked them up like this subconsciously and had to take a photograph
oh mah gohd

I honestly do not see the appeal of kenny. Heās so overrated. Heās just a prop to be killed over and over again, even the creators said so. A character that canāt talk cant really do anything meaningful. As for Mysterion, any of the kids could of filled that role. Heās not even a main character and hasnāt been for most of the showās existence. Butters is the real fourth main kid.

wtf guys furry park is real?????
@sophdoodlee your style is beautiful <333
I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS STYLE OMFG

doodles of stan in more band tees hehe