What If I Killed Myself In Front Of You

what if I killed myself in front of you

Does anyone else just randomly feel like they're annoying everyone around them and that they should just disappear for a while to give everyone else a break from their existence, or is that just me?

Coming into a fandom late

i don't see anybody talking about how march 7th has implied npd/is implied to be a narcissist. it's a key part of her character, and yet nobody talks about it.

evidence

1: her voice line after battle

this is an implication of march having npd/being a narcissist because people with npd have an inflated sense of self-importance. in this voice line, march is saying that the other allies on the team couldn't have finished the battle without her, when they could have. it's a key example of inflated self-importance.

2: her behavior after defeating cocolia

this is an implication of march having npd/being a narcissist, because a symptom of npd is having an inability to recognize the needs or feelings of others, due to being too caught up in themselves. this is exactly what march 7th does here. she doesn't seem to recognize that bronya is in distress, and immediately talks to dan heng and the trailblazer.

3: one of her idle voicelines in her swordmaster event

i can't find any proof within transcripts on the wiki, but i remember going afk while playing the event and hearing her say that she does better when she's complimented. then, she urges the trailblazer, yunli, and yanqing to compliment her. this is a huge symptom of people with npd. despite their inflated sense of self-importance, they have a low sense of self-worth and thrive off compliments--or supply, as it's called--to boost their ego and keep them going.

4: the messages we got from her before the luminary wardance event

the line, "i'm amazing, right? where is my praise?" in specifics is a huge implication of march having npd/being a narcissist. as i've said before, narcissists thrive off of compliments--supply--to boost their ego and keep them going. they may actively seek them out as she's doing here, or lay low and do good deeds in hopes that they will be recognized and complimented.

this is making me go insane. why is nobody talking about this? i don't mean this headcanon in specifics, but i genuinely don't see anybody talking about how egotistical she is. it's a key part of her character and makes her so much more interesting, and yet nobody says a word.

"everybody experiences that" says mother who has the same symptom of the same mental illness