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Illness

To exist to me have a heartbeat, to live is to interact with others, to make something of yourself. To be truly alive we all must suffer. Not everyone will suffer the same. Many people may go through hardships that are mental or physical. I feel like I can't even feel anything a normal amount. To live is to make something of yourself, so why when I try I am constantly healed back?

I love going out, I love doing things with the people I love, but in doing so I put a strain on my body that makes me unable to do more. I find myself at practice taking breaks more than everyone else. A wave of guilt eats away at me "why am I doing less than everyone else?" But then being reminded that my body is simply defective.

Having 1 chronic illness is hard, having 2 make living a good, happy, healthy life feel impossible.

Dabi x Reader/Sibling PLATONIC.

REQUEST ARE OPEN

Quirk: Opposite of Dabi/Toya you had an ice quirk stronger than your mothers and the rest of your siblings, but your body had little to no resistance. It was built for extensive heat, causing you to get frostbite damaging your skin. 

You are the second oldest being born not long after your big brother Toya and he was your best friend.

Endevor quickly realized you were a “mistake” leaving you to a similar fate to your brother. You'd found peace with your body's scars by learning how to manage your power on your own and how to heal them properly.

You had run away awhile ago finding yourself resentful of your father and in turn hateful of the heroes who allowed you to be discarded and abused by the now number 1 hero. You had stumbled across the LOV a while ago and had been a help given your healing talent and had a mass interest in taking down endeavor. 

You sat at the bar with Kurogiri asking him to make you a drink before Dabi sat next to you taking it away. “You definitely look too young to be drinking kid” He said, pulling it further away from your reach. “Fuck off scar face” You spat reaching over him taking back your drink, his eyes looked so familiar, you couldnt help but stair “Got a problem, if so speak now or forever hold you peace” He said pushing you away and placing your drink Infront of you “If its about the drink i was just fucking with you, no need to get hostile” he said putting his hand above his head.

"No, you just look familiar. Not your face but your eyes, it's stupid.” You said taking your drink and walking away. “I'm going on a walk, tell crusty i'll be back” you said b-linging it for the door shaking.

“Nah he’ll be fine not knowing, I'll go with you kid” You finch at the sudden familiarity in his voice. “Don't fucking call me kid. I'm not your fucking kid.” You said snapping at him grabbing his wrist coving it in a thin layer of ice. He pulls away, raising his hand in a surrendering motion following you out the door.

You walked around for a while feeling the cold of the air around you, the weather app said it was going to freeze and snow but you’d honestly forgot it was starting to get cold, too cold. You started shaking and wrapped your arms around yourself refusing to go back to base yet. “Are you shaking because you're cold or because you think I'm gonna kill you?"

He said, crossing his arms. “The first one” you said while looking around for a store to buy a jacket. "Bit strange for someone with an ice quirk but okay."

You pulled out your phone. The lock screen was a photo of you and Toya side by side holding hands smiling at the camera. It was probably the only photo you had of the two of you together not covered in scars.

“Nice wallpaper for a villain” He said, snatching your phone to get a better look. You froze his feet in place reaching for the phone. “Give it back. I’m not fucking playing games with you Dabi” you said, he was taller than you but that didn't stop you from trying to jump to get the phone back. “Where the fuck did you get this photo.” he spat using his fire to break away the ice and grab your face. “It me and you brother fuck is it to you?” he put you down shoving your phone in your hands “You’ve go to be fucking shitting me ” You were about to yell at him again before he stopped you “All this time you must have thought i was dead huh?” you look at him confused “what..? I'm so confused” He pulled out a piece of paper from his pocket, it was the same photo but more crumbed and worn. You looked at him then at the subtle white roots of his hair. “Shit” you said, feeling the wave or realization hit you feeling tears form in your eyes “Who would've thought we both end up villains?” He said before seeing the tears falling from your face. “Hey, let's take down that shit stain of a hero together okay?” He took his jacket off, placing it on your shoulders.

Grief is a funny thing isn't it? We are so use to having dinner done by 5, so we are used to buying loto tickets

Everything feels so blurry

Izuku Midoriya x Reader "Breathe"

Slight Tw; panic attack and mentions of prescription drugs

REQUEST ARE OPEN!

Quirk: Light manipulation. You can move and summon light, light bending, summoning balls of light ranging from small particles to large masses.

Izuku was never one to force you to do anything you felt uncomfortable doing. He knew you had problems with crowded and loud spaces so the last thing he wanted to do was pressure you into going out after you’d already had a rough week. There was something about seeing his face light up when he got invited to some kind of get together, and you didn't want to hold him back from doing something he was happy about. At the same time the last thing you wanted was to be left home alone with no one to hold for most if not all the night.

It was about 30 minutes before the event started and you’d already gotten ready and Izuku was going crazy looking for his only “good jacket” and as much as you love him it was stressing you out more than you already were you reached for the bottle of your bottle of anxiety meds took one and put the bottle in your Izuku's pocket, it was a normal occurrence for you to make him hold you medicine in the event that you needed it, not that you couldn't do it yourself it was just easier to let him hold onto it for you. He looked over to you and grabbed your hand.

“Hey, you don't have to do this, you know.. I can stay home and cuddle with you if that's what you want baby.”

The party wasn't as bad as you imagined it to be, yeah it was loud but it wasn't really crowded as you thought it’d be. Then again you and Izuku were really early.

You looked up at him leaning into his chest debating on what you wanted to do before the memory of how excited he seemed about it.

“No, its okay i wanna do this with you” you said wrapping your arms around him 

As the night went on more and more people showed up and it became harder and harder for you to stay close to Izuku and you didn't want to seem too clingy while he was with his hero friends. 

That was before you could feel your chest pounding out your chest and your vision get shaky from the lights. 

After a few minutes of wandering you found yourself outside behind the building feeling the rush of anxiety hit and your body shake even more. You were a Pro- Hero you couldn't be seen losing your shit over a crowded party, it was just embarrassing. You could feel your body glowing and could see tiny light particles forming around you, it was something that tended to happen when you got anxious and wasn't something you could really control.

It wasn't long until your mild panic attack turned into a fairly bigger one and by that time Izuku had found you. Your mind was going at 100 miles per hour and your chest felt like it was about to explode. It seemed impossible to focus on one thing. Then a familiar voice you found comfort in appeared,

“Hey, baby look and me please” You tried your best to meet his eyes and you felt his hands cup your face “Breathe with me darling, In.. hold.. out.. “ He repeated those words slowly a few times before guiding you to a spot to sit down, handing you a bottle of cold water and one of your pills, “Come get me next time darling, I got really worried when I saw you glowing like that.” His voice was so soft and full of genuine concern as he placed his hand you your shaking legs helping you better ground yourself “i- I didn't want to seem too clingy in front of your friends Izu” He got on the ground in front of you placing his hands on you tearstained face kissing you “I would rather be near you all the time more than anything. I don't mind, I’d honestly rather you be with me and out here a glowing crying mess, I love being with you and being with you my love”

His words felt so real and genuine and gave you some sense of reassurance. After a few minutes you felt like you were about to pass out before you felt Izuku pick you up and carry you to his car. When you woke up you were at home and he helped you out the car into the house.

You very quickly got out the stuffy dress clothes you'd been in all night putting on some shorts and one of Izuku’s sweaters, you turned around to see Izuku already changed and just looking at you lovingly. “You're so pretty, y’know that?” he placed a kiss on your lips before leading you to the bed and cuddling with you until you fell asleep

sOOOO sorry this was so short but ive been stressed with DCI and a bunch of Uni prep things. Remember eat, drink and take meds if you need too

🐦📖🌾 𓆱 "And with that final verse delivered, goodbyes were sealed. This is a song of origin, my farewells to the fields." Pre-save "Songs of Origin"