PTSD

PTSD

I have PTSD.

I can't stand loud noises.

I heard my mom being hit.

now I flinch at the sound of banging.

I saw my mom being choked.

now I feel scared and threatened.

I was yelled at.

now I feel like I will scream and cry when it's loud.

I was forced to eat.

now I have a bad relationship with food.

I got judged for my body.

now I have body dysmorphia.

I always smiled to hide the pain.

now it makes me sick, so I rarely smile, I frown.

I have PTSD.

things stick to the people you hurt.

fuck you.

Does anyone agree with not liking holidays because you're supposed to be happy but you're actually very depressed and then you just get more depressed because you're supposed to be happy and you're not. Or you just have toxic or abusive parents or family members and you just don't want to hang out with them. Hi, my dad was abusive and I'm very depressed. Happy holidays!!!

Duo takes your lessons very seriously. Do them to save your family

PLEASE NO

Trying to prove a point

REBLOG IF YOU THINK AROACE / aro/ ace PEOPLE ARE A VALID PART OF THE LGBTQ+ COMMUNITY , LIKE IF YOU DON’T

I honestly appreciate you all tolerating my deranged art