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He also needs a mattress, a gaming set and a chair. He'll be good

the only thing in our new apartment so far

Trying to prove a point

REBLOG IF YOU THINK AROACE / aro/ ace PEOPLE ARE A VALID PART OF THE LGBTQ+ COMMUNITY , LIKE IF YOU DON’T

I have this plant near my house and I love taking pictures of it

camellia sinensis, chinese variety, 十八学士shi ba xue shi (eighteen scholars)

This is Money Snake. She only appears every 312 years. 

If you reblog her picture within the next twenty-five seconds you will have good luck and fortune for the rest of your life. 

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Hehehe I’m a demiboy <3

My plants have been dead for a while but I haven't removed them because I forget I have them....

Checked up on my succulent children Ive had for two years

Turns out one (Bob) died months ago and the other (Raph) is fake

I might be the worst botanist known to man I’m

Duo takes your lessons very seriously. Do them to save your family

PLEASE NO

What if they had matching outfits? 😳

I love that the brits get more British when they are mad

a society that allows people to starve when there is food has failed. like. that’s it.

Fuck the system!!!!

Parents really like to do this thing where if their kid is currently "in trouble" they will tell you about it, out loud, in front of the same kid, even if you're a total stranger. "This is my son and he's grounded right now for not doing his homework" they say, while said son just looks at the ground embarrassed. They want you to play along and reinforce their authority like "gaaasp! Homework is so important!! Listen to your mother!!!!" so obviously we all understand in this situation that we should really say "hell yeah kid fuck the system" right

They practically say this to me every time I break my glasses

the optician prescribing me new glasses

Don’t lie to your doctor about being a hoe

I honestly appreciate you all tolerating my deranged art

I got a book from the library and it was upside-down

Does anyone agree with not liking holidays because you're supposed to be happy but you're actually very depressed and then you just get more depressed because you're supposed to be happy and you're not. Or you just have toxic or abusive parents or family members and you just don't want to hang out with them. Hi, my dad was abusive and I'm very depressed. Happy holidays!!!

PTSD

I have PTSD.

I can't stand loud noises.

I heard my mom being hit.

now I flinch at the sound of banging.

I saw my mom being choked.

now I feel scared and threatened.

I was yelled at.

now I feel like I will scream and cry when it's loud.

I was forced to eat.

now I have a bad relationship with food.

I got judged for my body.

now I have body dysmorphia.

I always smiled to hide the pain.

now it makes me sick, so I rarely smile, I frown.

I have PTSD.

things stick to the people you hurt.

fuck you.

I have a theory about the shatter me series

You know how in the first book she's still in the asylum? And there are cracks in the walls. And then when later in the book, Adam tells her that he touched her while she was screaming and later in the series in restore me, we discover that she can project her power into her voice and when she screams she can create destruction. I'm thinking that she created some of the cracks in the walls. Tell me your thoughts.

empath

I am like an empath

empaths feel what others are feeling

sometimes they can hear thoughts

they sometimes need solitude and isolation

for some peace and quiet

I am like an empath

because I understand how others are feeling

while I can't hear thoughts

when people talk, it's so loud it feels like I can

I need solitude and isolation

to be with myself

I am like an empath

but I felt too much

now I hardly feel at all

I feel nothing

I feel everything

I am a broken empath.

keeping everything inside

thoughts and feelings

my mind's running wild

moving so fast I can't tell what I'm thinking

problems of mine, others and the worlds

it's too much for a little girl

books to make my head blank

music to drown out the noise

to keep the monsters away

but they don't

when I'm alone and going to sleep

they don't stay away

no,they come to play

make my stomach sick

my mind race

but there's no finish line

two pills to go away

to go numb and dream the night away

only for everything to come back the next day.

I regret not telling people to chop off their heads.

Okay, let me give you a little bit backstory. My dead name is Sofia and when I was little people called me Sofia the first like the show and I would always get mad at them. that would make them smile. So I wish that instead of getting mad at them, I wish I would just smile and just yell at them "if I'm a princess then I order you to chop off your heads."

The look on their faces would have been priceless.🤣

I have a story to tell so I was looking at funny stuff on Pinterest laying in my mom's bed and so it got very funny and I started choking on my saliva so I ended up choking myself and getting up and in my mind I sounded like a dying peacock and my sibling, my brother and my siblings boyfriend were in the room next to me and when I went over to the room I found my My brother and my siblings boyfriend were hiding behind my sibling and in a not very big bed so I could see them and when I touch them they were cowering. Basically it seemed like they were afraid and when I asked them why this was happening, they said it that they thought I killed a goat or committing a murder. Just keep in mind that my siblings boyfriend is 4 years older than me and he was already terrified of me. My brother says he's terrified of me but I think it's a joke