Childhood Friends

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nevermore…

chapter 1: dancing around

pairing: xavier thorpe x fem!reader

summary: reader has newfound abilities with her mind and is continuing to uncover new powers as her parents ship her off to nevermore out of fear and disgust. xavier helps reader during their time at nevermore.

warnings: readers mom is terrible, panic attack, i don’t think there’s anything else but please let me know if you find anything that may need to be warned about!

a/n: this is the first chapter in a series i’m starting

“i don’t want to go,” you cried as your mother continued to pack your bags. “i don’t need to go! i can be normal, i can make it-“

“no!” she zipped up your bag as you angrily wiped your eyes. “you can’t control it,” she shoved her finger in your face. “you throw things around my house while eating, you start floating when you’re in class, you’re not normal! until you learn to control this you’re not my daughter either.”

“you don’t… you don’t mean that,” you held onto the hand that was waving in your face. “i-im still your daughter. im still the same old y/n that you love.”

she scoffed in disgust as she ripped her hand away from your grip, wiping it on her clothes, “no. you’re an abomination. you’re a freak,” she snarled. “no child of mine is a freak.”

that was the last time you spoke to your mother. now, here you are on a train to the nevermore boarding school. she had heard from it while on some lame business trip, picked up a pamphlet and everything. now you were questioning the fact that she ever had a business trip in the first place.

clearly she was just scoping out the place. maybe that meant she cared enough to ensure the school was right for you, or maybe she simply had to talk to someone to make sure they could handle her problem child.

when the train screeched to a stop, you held onto your bags tightly as you began to stroll off the vehicle your mother forced you onto. eventually, you might be able to ignore the sting that’s pierced your heart due to your parent stabbing it.

she was scared of you.

you never hurt her, yet she was frightened. the thought of your powers escalating and you being more powerful terrified her to no extent.

it started with you accidentally spilling drinks. you would simply be talking with your hands and suddenly a drunk across the counter would spill in the direction you were motioning. your mother picked up on it almost immediately, making you clean it up and forcing you to claps your hands neatly in your lap every time you were to talk.

then you had began to read her thoughts. you would hear the sarcasm in her head as she said i love you. the attitude that would reverberate every single time you apologized for your powers glitching out.

when you started floating, which was really just glorified floating, she was at her wits’ end. it wasn’t but two days later when she shoved you on that train and sent you off.

“welcome to nevermore, y/n y/l/n,” principal weems announced happily, her arms opening in a grand way. “let me show you to your dorm,”

“will,” you sighed, trying to push down the rising frustration and anger. “will this school help me learn to control it? the mind stuff?”

“darling,” principal weems reached to grasp your hand, stroking it gently with her thumb. “this school is the best place for you to not only learn to appreciate and use your powers, but also for you to feel welcomed and not alone.”

“thank you,” you nodded, biting the inside of your cheek. “i hope that’s all true.”

“now,” principal weems began to explain as she walked you towards your dorm. “your roommate is a vampire, yoko. she’s truly one of the sweetest students we’ve had grace the halls of nevermore. you’ve nothing to worry about. she’ll be able to give you a tour of campus and explain everything to you. i also need to meet with you at 2 pm about extracurricular activities.”

weems knocked quietly before opening the door, revealing the room to the both of you. “hi,” you meekly spoke. “i’m-“

“y/n,” she nodded as she got up and greeted you with a hug. “welcome to nevermore,” she gave you a sweet smile, genuine even. “it’s odd that you’ve come mid-semester since that doesn’t normally happen, but i see they’ve made a proper exception!”

you looked up towards the principal, wanting some answers. “well, your mother made it seem as though this was urgent, and i happen to agree,” she explained.

“my mother doesn’t care about what happens to me,” you muttered as your gaze hit the old wooden floors. splinters we’re peaking out of nearly every board, you made a note to make sure to wear shoes at all times.

“well,” weems began to speak. “i suppose i’ll leave you two to it! be sure to give her the tour, and y/n, your things are being brought up as we speak.”

“this is the quad,” she spoke as you both walked slow to give you time to observe everything. “and, of course, like any other school, this one also has those very same cliques,” she began pointing to tables that were gathered together talking. “they have these specific ‘names’ but it’s kinda stupid. these are the vamps, my crew,” she gave them a wave as she continued to walk with you. “these are the werewolves, the sirens, and i must give you a special note of bianca, the resident queen of nevermore, and of course the gorgons.”

“seems simple enough,” you took a deep breath as you saw one person estranged from everyone else, painting the wall. “who’s he?”

god, these dreams just keep getting worse. i mean first this weird creature and now i’m seeing some girl? it just doesn’t make sense.

“hey,” yoko squeezed your shoulder. “what was that? you just zoned out.”

“oh um…” you furrowed your brows while trying to explain. “i have these mind ability things, but i have no control over them. i can move things with my mind, read minds, and apparently levitate? it’s weird,” you rolled your eyes as your gaze fixed on the same boy, finding that his met yours. when they did they widened with surprise.

her. why… she’s here?

“who-who is he?” you nodded your head towards him. he began to stare at you, a smile gracing his face. you simply turned your head the other way.

“that is xavier thorpe,” her arm was now redting over your shoulders. “he’s our resident tortured artist, really talented, kind of a loner.”

“hm,” you nodded as you looked back at him. your eyes met once more before he smiled and quickly looked back towards the mural he was painting.

“and that’s basically everything,” she shrugged. “wanna sit with me and the vamps? you don’t have to, but you’re more than welcome.”

“i’m good, i think i’m just gonna familiarize myself with the place, walk around a bit,” you began to walk away as she nodded.

you were simply wandering around. the school is extremely old, surely there are some little secrets about the place you’d be able to uncover. the library seemed normal enough, recently built. the floors weren’t splintering like the ones in your room. each book was dust free, the emblems were polished, clearly no secrets hidden away in the room.

making your way outside, you had stumbled upon an old, run-down shed. vibes were growing in the sides of the building, surely on the inside as well. you opened the freely doors to see the building was overgrown with plants and vines from outside. it was promising. the structure was sturdy and rather beautiful.

after checking the time on your phone, you realized it was 1:50. you rushed into principal weems office before it was even 1:59, you enjoyed being punctual.

“principal weems,” you nodded as you entered her office.

“y/n!” she stood and gestured for you to take a seat. “now, what kind of activities are you interested in? i have a list of extracurricular activities that you may be interested in if you’d like to take a look.”

the list was long, very long. there was poetry, dancing, fencing, orchestra, choir, potions, boating, beekeeping, and so much more.

“i’ve heard that your mother was always an excellent dancer,” weems mused, trying to encourage you.

“i guess,” you nodded. “i guess i can do that one.”

“oh, that sounds lovely!” she nodded as she wrote something down. “now there’s an even number for pairs.”

“i do have a question…” you began. “i found this old shed on campus. it’s run down but i was wondering if i could work on it? in my free time?”

“well, i think that’d be lovely,” she nodded. “we have gardening tools you can grab from ms. thornhill.”

once you found a garden hoe and shovel. you started at the roots of the vines, tearing them from the ground and tossing them outside.

from books to jewelry, you had always loved restoring things. it was so easy to see the beauty in things that were new, but you were able to see the beauty in even the things that were old or damaged.

it only took you three hours to clear out all of the greenery. you figured that was good enough until you got more supplies.

after closing the door, your head towards the ground, you bumped into someone.

“woah, sorry,” the voice had apologized. you looked up at the voice, seeing xavier thorpe, holding your shoulders so you remained steady. “hi,” he had a beautiful smile.

“sorry,” you looked back down. “i was just leaving,” you began to walk away from the boy.

“i’m xavier!” he called out, you stopped in your tracks. “xavier thorpe,” you turned to face him.

“i know,” you nodded before continuing to walk away, back towards your dorm.

i need to know her.

you turned to see his eyes trailing you, his face in deep thought.

there’s no reason you can think of as to why he’d be so caught up on you, if it was even you he’s thinking about.

-

“alright class!” the dance teacher began to speak. “pair up with one another, we’ll be doing a classic waltz.”

you stood there, waiting for some leftovers to pair up with. you weren’t going to be the one to make the first move, especially since you’re new.

“hey,” xavier appeared in front of you with a smile so beautiful it was torture.

“xavier,” you nodded, pressing your lips together as you waited for him to do whatever it is that he wanted.

“do you have a partner yet, mystery girl?”

“well, no,” you shook your head. “i don’t think the new girl is ever the first person to have a partner, xavier.”

“y’know i don’t think it’s very fair that i still don’t know your name,” he held his hand out for you to grab, you rested it on top of his larger hand. “especially now that we’re partners.”

“we’re partners?”

he nodded his head as he began to hold your hand, rather than just let yours rest stop his, “that we are, mystery girl.”

“alright,” the teacher clapped her hands together as she began to instruct where hand placement should be. “the lead should rest their right hand on their partner’s back, holding their hand with the other. the followers left hand should go on their partners shoulder.”

“i should lead,” you told him. “my mother danced for years, im well versed in almost everything.”

“funny you should mention,” he rested his hand on your back, bringing your hand to his shoulder. “i’ve been to a few of my father’s functions, had professional lessons in ballroom dancing.”

“whatever,” you sighed as you let him take the lead.

“remember,” the teacher began to emphasize. “you aren’t dancing in a plague. you need to get close in order to feel the rhythm with one another.”

“you heard her,” he stepped closer to you, you held your breath. “we need to get close.”

you met his eyes, not missing the annoyingly smug grin that adorned his face. “we were fine before,” you shrugged.

his thumb stroked your back, “teacher’s orders. not my fault,” you felt his shoulders shrug underneath your hand.

it had been a long time since you were so close to a person. your own mother hadn’t hugged you since you were a child, since you were normal.

the way your hand fit in his was more comfortable than you thought it could ever be. it was warm, welcoming, even. it was right.

so, you shut your mouth. you stepped an inch closer to xavier, you held onto his hand a little tighter, and you let yourself be close to someone for at least one dance.

“why won’t you tell me your name?” he whispered as the teacher began to instruct the movements to make.

“just for you to forget it? no point in it,” it was your turn to shrug.

“i’m not one to typically forget something so significant,” you wouldn’t meet his eyes. you simply looked at your feet as they moved around the floor. “do you not know that everyone’s been talking about you?”

“oh… no, i didn’t know,” you shook your head. “what’re they saying?”

“y’know,” he tilted his head, effectively getting your attention. “just that you’re some mystery girl that happens to be pretty cute.”

“i’m also a girl who knows how things like this pan out, xavier,” you warned him, one of your brows raising as a warning.

he simply furrowed his brows, his smile quirking down. it didn’t matter what he thought of you. you were here to get things under control so you could become a normal, not so you could find a cute guy to be with.

“how would that be?”

“well, you call me cute, i bat my eyelashes at you, somehow we hangout and i may get attached, and then you turn your head for the next ‘mysterious girl that happens to be cute’,” you replied with a low level of hostility. “i’m here to get my shit under control, then go home to my mother. i don’t plan on being tossed around like a doll while i do that.”

“alright class!” the teacher clapped her hands. “that’s all for today, wonderful job!”

you tore yourself away from him and nearly ran away. it wasn’t personal. it was simply you laying down the law, per-say.

eventually, you made your way to botany. you sat in the only desk that nobody was seated in. it seemed as though they were set in duos, partners.

of course, as if the devil was grinning at you, xavier thorpe walked in. his eyes immediately darted towards where you were seating with a smug look.

“i’m starting to think this is fate,” he plopped his bag down and sat in the chair beside you.

“how?” you didn’t bother meeting his stare.

“well, this is where i always sit,” he sighed loudly. “you can even ask thornhill. it is.”

you were getting frustrated, which wasn’t good. any strong emotion made your powers go a bit… haywire.

“just… stop,” you began to tap your pencil against the table.

“just tell me your name?”

you felt your blood begin to boil. the bell hadn’t even rung yet and you were in the verge of exploding.

“xavier,” you tried to steady your breathing.

“mystery girl?” he seemed to become a bit more worried as you closed your eyes.

“it’s about to happen,” you squeezed your eyes shut as you continued to feel your heartbeat racing.

“what?”

“the moving thing-the thing where i can move things-i just-“

“open your eyes,” he rested his hand on yours. “trust me.”

you opened them.

“now, i need you to look me in my eyes,” you reluctantly met his eyes. “now focus on your breathing, in and out. slowly.”

“you have,” you began to speak. “you have little specks of brown in your eyes. they’re green, but they have specks of brown. a-a uh honey brown. they’re actually really nice to look at.”

your voice was distant, almost as if you were floating. it was soft and light, your head felt soft and light. but it was clear. your mind was clear; you weren’t panicking at all. you had calmed. he had calmed you down.

“there,” he finally released your hand. was he holding it the entire time? “you feel better?”

“yes-yea,” you were still staring at his eyes. “thanks… for that.”

“of course,” xavier nodded, his eyes seeming sincere. “you can stop staring at me now.”

“i’m not staring at you,” you shook your head as you picked your pencil back up, the teacher entering the room.

“you are,” he smiled now, looking you up and down. you couldn’t read his expression.

finally, you snapped out of it. you had to focus. it was your first day and you had to focus. you were going to make it back home to your mother. you would make her proud.

now you just had to find out 1) why xavier wanted to know so much about you. 2) how he was able to calm you down so easily. and 3) how the hell to control your powers.

Dark! Xavier Thorpe x reader: part 3

18+ descriptions?

Part 1 Part 2

Xavier pulled at his hair in frustration as he stared at the canvas, his paint brushes next to him as he stared at his painting of Y/n, her hair sprawled out around her as she smiled lazily upwards, Xavier loving how she looked so out of it. Her pupils dilated and hands curled near her head, the painting cutting off at her waist where she wore a men's shirt half unbuttoned exposing her collarbone and cleavage a necklace with an X on dangling between her breasts as he added the silver detailing. He'd been up all night, everytime he tried to sleep he saw her flopping on his bed, a satisfied smile on her face as she looked up at him her hand reaching out to pull him closer and then the dream ended leaving him frustrated as he wanted to keep dreaming of her. It had been a few months since she arrived, he hoped the dreams would lessen and his need to be around her would diminish but he felt it even stronger whenever he saw her he wanted to wrap her in his arms and keep her with him forever. Holding his hand upwards the painting began to move as Y/n said his name, her arm reaching outwards as her breasts pressed together and her cheeks blushed as she bit her lip, his whole body on fire as she moved slightly her shirt opening more as she ran her hands up her body to her neck pushing her hair up as she moaned out his name. Xavier breathed in quickly as the painting laid back into the original pose, his hand dropping as he groaned crouching down as he tried to calm himself looking back at the painting as Y/n bit her lip moaning his name again, his hand dragging down his face as he looked around each canvas covered in different angle's of Y/n, some of them he had to censor for his own sake.

He'd began painting a different canvas a few hours before and had to put it away because he couldn't control himself, the shirt she wore had opened, his brush shaking as he tried to draw her breasts but he felt awful although he didn't stop, he'd painted her moaning under him his hand on her naked breast barely covering her nipple. The X necklace wrapped loosely around his middle finger, her mouth open in a moan and eyes closed in pleasure. He'd watched that painting for so long he thought it was actually real, his hand rolling her breast, the noise she made and how she pushed her chest into his hand head thrown back and hand curling and uncurling under his ministrations. He wanted so badly to be able to bring them to life, to have her under him as she moaned his name, she's be so soft under his rough hands, he wanted to see her eyes flash purple as she came. Xavier checked his phone seeing it was almost 6am, he'd been painting for hours and his hand felt like it would cramp as he covered his paintings his eyes running over the one he painted earlier, the urge to hang it up and display her like the piece of art she is but he didn't want anyone but him to see her like that. He knew he needed to be patient, his dreams were becoming real, she'd arrived and his dreams had started happening, soon she'd be squirming under him wanting him to do anything and everything to her. Xavier exited his shed, double bolting the door as he looked around worried if anyone ever found it, his obsession with Y/n would be found and she would never trust him again, they'd probably lock him away for some of the art he'd drawn of her. Entering his room he had an hour before he'd have to pretend to wake up, curling under his covers as he closed his eyes surprisingly falling asleep as he dreamt of Y/n, on her back with her shirt open his hand round her neck as her X necklace wrapped around his fingers, he pulled her upwards leaning down to kiss her as she looked at him with glowing eyes, a small whine coming from her before a bratty smile took over her face as she taunted him. 

"Xavier, Xavier, XAVIER!" Y/n's voice slowly turned from mocking to manly as the dream slipped away and Xavier opened his eyes to Rowan shouting at him as Xavier felt himself grind into the bed his eyes shooting wide open as he sat up looking at Rowan hoping he hadn't noticed but he could tell he had by the slight disgust in his eyes. 

"It's 7:30, you ignored all your alarms." Xavier nodded dropping back into the bed as Rowan left lifting the covers to see the wet spot on his boxers as he groaned throwing an arm over his eyes before he started getting ready, they were a week into the new term and he'd barely seen Enid or Y/n due to change in schedules his classes now changed to fit his powers and not his want to be around Y/n. 

Y/n sat with Enid at lunch as Ajax and Xavier came and sat with them Enid talking about her new roomie, Y/n nodding along as she wrote notes from her lectures whilst eating the pen glossed in purple mist as it moved without Y/n looking at it. Xavier sitting next to her as he looked at her notes, grabbing his pencil and drawing a sunflower on the corner making Y/n smile as she looked at it offering him some of her food which he happily took.

"She hates me." Enid said dropping her head to the table as Y/n reached over patting her head, Ajax looking confused before turning to Y/n. Y/n mouthing roomie as Ajax gasped nodding along as he rubbed Enid's back trying to comfort her as she wallowed in self pity. Xavier looking at Y/n's neck and chest as his art played in his mind he wanted so badly to just buy her a necklace with his initial, she'd look so pretty marked as his but he didn't want to scare her away. Y/n looking at him oddly as she waved her hand infront of his face making him jump as he blushed pushing back his hair as Y/n laughed pushing her hair behind her ear as she grabbed her pen looking over her notes as she nodded putting them away. 

"She doesn't hate you, she's new give her some time and i'm sure you'll rub off on her." Y/n said as she moved closer to Enid to put her hand on hers, Enid looking at her as her eyes widened in panic Wednesday stood behind Y/n as she turned smiling at the black haired girl.

"I wouldn't hold out on that." Wednesday said as Y/n smirked at her moving closer to Xavier between his open legs as she leaned into his chest his arm moving to lay on her thigh as he leant on his hand trying to be casual but he felt like he was going to turn into a puddle. Y/n was tucked into him, her back against his chest, her soft thigh against his hand as they both sat straddling the chair as Wednesday sat down after Y/n raised her eyebrow nodding at the seat. Xavier could smell her hair, the raspberry conditioner she used smelt so good as he tried not to close his eyes and inhale, her perfume hitting him as he wanted to groan, bury his head in her neck and pull her closer. He felt like an addict being so close to their drug, she was so warm against him as she looked at him with a grin Wednesday looking at Enid oddly as she grinned basically squealing that Wednesday had sat  with her. Y/n twirled her pen in her hand, her nails sharp as Xavier couldn't take his eyes off the way it rolled between her fingers, the rings on it clinking quietly against the pen as she smoothly flipped it playing with it. 

"So Wednesday, how do you like Nevermore?" Y/n asked leaning forward pushing her butt against Xavier's groin without thinking as he fisted his hand in her skirt her attention completely on Wednesday as he bit hit fist trying to calm his body, he was rock hard and felt like he would explode if she moved again. He'd never felt so vulnerable because of so little, she could touch his arm and he'd be begging his body to calm down and now she pressed against him without knowing, so innocent as she spoke to Wednesday.

"I don't plan to stay." Y/n smiled as she sat up her back against Xavier as he released her skirt but now she pressed even more against him, her head resting on his shoulder as she looked back at him her eyes flashing purple as her felt her skirt smooth back from where he'd gripped it.

"You good?" She whispered Xavier nodding as he let go of his fist smiling at her pretty lips, so close to his, he'd do anything to kiss them, he wondered if she used flavoured lip balm, maybe even a pretty cherry gloss. He wanted to taste that cherry gloss, he needed to, licking his lips he snapped out of it as Y/n quickly turned back not noticing his eyes had glazed over. Y/n stayed in that position for the whole of lunch, Xavier's arm soon finding it's way to her waist as his hand laid on her inner thigh his hands wanting to flex and grab at her thighs but he knew that would be too much he was already fully pressed against her. Y/n was too busy listening to Enid talk about everything she wanted to do with the term, Wednesday uninterested but not moving away as Xavier whispered comments in Y/n's ear enjoying how she smiled and if he got too close she's shiver slightly from his breath on her neck. He kept looking at how her hair swept over her other shoulder exposing her neck although mostly covered by her uniform, he wanted to kiss the back if her neck, leave a small bite for his eyes only but she'd know, everyone would know she belonged to him. The bell went making Y/n groan as she dropped against Xavier, his arm now holding her waist as she bent to lean her head on his shoulder looking at the sky with a small pout, looking at him with a roll of her eyes before huffing out and sitting up properly standing and grabbing her bag, waving at Xavier with a small finger wiggle as she walked off with Enid and Wednesday. Xavier let out a breath he didn't know he'd been holding Ajax landing his hand on his shoulder as he laughed at him handing him his bag.

"You need to get a grip." Ajax said laughing as Xavier pushed him in a friendly way the two knocking into each other as they walked towards their next class, Xavier was looking forward to the last class he only had to wait an hour and then they'd all be in fencing together. He'd decided it was his favourite lesson, he always got to challenge Y/n to a dual, he wanted desperately for his sketch of her beating him to come true, she beat him everytime because he got so distracted but he couldn't help it, she loved to taunt him and he loved listening to her. It was beautiful torture, she was so close yet she held him back with a sword and a bratty grin that he wanted to wipe from her face so badly it made him ache. 

Y/n grinned as she watched Wednesday take on Bianca, the same rules she had done but for some reason it was more personal for Bianca this time, Y/n had tried to be friendly to her but nothing worked, Wednesday wasn't friendly. Y/n leaned into Xavier as she watched, his arm on her back as he tried to concentrate but she touching him so much today, he swore this was the most she'd ever touched him but he felt like that every time she did something like that. He wanted to savour every moment she spent against him, it felt so naturally for her to gravitate towards him and it made him feel proud of himself for not scaring her off. Y/n winced as Bianca cut Wednesday's forehead, her hand waving as the cut was cleaned Wednesday looking at the blood on her hand but felt the clean wound seeing Y/n's eyes return to normal as she gave her a small smile although Wednesday only scowled at her. Bianca glared at Y/n seeing her leaning against Xavier as he looked at her like his whole world revolved around her, she didn't even know how he looked at her but Bianca could see it something she hated because she always had an odd sense for seeing real affection compared to a siren song affection. Y/n smiled at Bianca before she walked off, shrugging her shoulder as she moved back to position ready to beat Xavier's ass once again.

"Ready for me to hand you your ass Thorpe?" Y/n said teasing him as she dropped her helmet, they never wore them because they enjoyed teasing each other, Xavier rolling his eyes as he pointed his sword at her.

"Oo that hurt L/N, be careful i might not let you win this time." Y/n rolled her eyes playfully smirking at him as they started hitting their swords against one another, Xavier distracted as Y/n spun around his side pressing her sword into the back of his neck and whispering in his ear.

"Gotcha." Y/n laughed as she moved away letting Xavier turn around as she bowed mocking him.

"Yeah yeah, just wait for the poe cup when we win and you lose." Xavier said, they'd been talking about the poe cup for months with Enid wanting nothing more than to win against Bianca practically forcing Y/n go actually join her team although she didn't mind a little fun and games plus she would get to sink Xavier. 

"Those are big words for someone whose constantly losing to me." Y/n said as they got back into sparing position, both teasing as they barely tried only defending as they spoke.

"If you're so sure, how about a bet?" Xavier said his excitement getting the best of him as Y/n grinned pressing her blade against his as she leaned forward noses almost touching.

"Go on." Xavier knew then he had her hooked, he hadn't thought through what the bet would be but in that moment he saw the tease in her eyes, the ring of purple going round in circles as she thought of ways to be mischievous. 

"If we win, which we will, you have to do whatever i say...for a week." Y/n nodded intrigued as she interrupted him.

"When we win, i want to see your art shed." Xavier felt his whole body turn cold as she smirked at him knocking his sword out his hand and pointing hers at his neck with a laugh.

"Cat got your tongue?" Y/n said as she moved her sword letting him anxiously smile as she stuck out her hand her eyebrow raised as she waited for him to agree.

"Deal." Xavier breathed out shaking her hand as Y/n grinned evilly at him, his heart hammering in his chest, now he really needed to win the Poe cup or he'd have to destroy so much art of Y/n, or risk showing her. 

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Dark! Xavier Thorpe x reader

Xavier had been plagued by dreams since he arrived at Nevermore, he had constantly seen the same shadowy figure and he had drawn them on repeat never knowing who it was until he broke up with Bianca. His dreams become more and more vivid as they bled into the real world, never seeing her face but he could see everything else as she ran from him in his dreams, his every waking moment spent trying to find her wanting answers. He tried to talk to his dad but he'd been useless, telling him to draw her then leaving to perform or answer another call Xavier constantly sketching drawings he couldn't finish, he felt like he was going insane as he searched the faces of every Nevermore as the new year rolled in. His eyes casting across everyone as he suddenly stopped, his whole body on fire as he saw her, the face he had been searching for since he started at the school finally stood across the Quad as she walked around with Yoko bring shown around. Xavier leaning over the balcony as he tried to keep his eyes on her, committing her to memory his hands grabbing for his book as he ripped the pencil from behind his ear opening a page and sketching her as quickly as he could. His hands shaking barely leaving the page as he dragged his hand over the sketch finally finishing it as he looked between the mysterious girl and his drawing, even her hair was the same, the outfit exact down to the wrinkles in her uniform. The air around him felt thick as he took a deep breath, flipping through the pages of his sketchbook as he saw her walking around Yoko pulling her to see the other vampires the girl sitting the same way as the sketch he looked at. He knew it was her, there was no one else he could even look at as his hand sketched without him looking his eyes stuck on her as she looked upwards the sun bouncing off her face as she smiled, she looked purely angelic as her eyes seemed to meet his before flitting back to Yoko. Bianca walked towards Xavier seeing him sketching like a mad man as he flipped through his sketch book looking at a page then towards the quad, her eyebrow quirked as she leaned next to him looking at the drawings she'd seen hundreds of times in his art shed and personal books except now they had a face, and that face was sat in the quad laughing with the vamps. Bianca's face dropped as she looked at Xavier's face he looked like icarus when he got close to the sun, ready to get burned. 

"Hey." She said calmly watching as he jumped closing his book and trying to look like he wasn't sketching a student like it was his last moments on earth, a tight smile on his face as he turned to Bianca.

"Hi." His voice snipped, they had broken up as he felt manipulated into loving her but now he wondered if his mind had known when they came back he'd meet his muse, Xavier trying to keep his eyes off the girl as Bianca placed her hand on his arm with a concerned look.

"Are you okay? You look like you've just been dragged back from hell." Xavier nodded calming down and leaning back on the balcony as he cast his eyes back to the now empty table, panic flooding him as he frantically searched for her until he saw a quick glance of her hair as she walked towards the dorms. His mind elsewhere as Bianca sighed walking off as he ignored her, his eyes on the door as he moved to run his hand through his hair, he felt like he could breathe again now she was out of his sight but at the same time he felt emptier. 

Y/n followed Yoko to their shared room, having just met her vampire friends she had been transferred from a normie school after she'd started showing her powers and her mum had been more than happy to ship her off to a boarding school and not have to deal with her daughter anymore. Yoko laid on her bed as Y/n unpacked placing her clothes away as she smoothed out her uniform before she dropped onto her bed texting her mum to tell her she was settling in although she was sure she wouldn't respond anytime soon. The door to their room opened as in walked a lady with red hair holding a plant, a wide smile on her face as her eyes searched until they landed on Y/n, said girl sitting up as she approached.

"Hi Y/n, i'm Miss Thornhill your dorm mum, i hope you're settling in alright. I thought i'd bring you a plant i thought represented you after reading through your personal file. It's a blackthorn, it represents fate." Miss Thornhill smiled widely at Y/n as she slowly reached out taking the blue plant off her with a small smile as she ran her fingers along the blooming plant a small mist coming from them as it instantly sprouted, Miss Thornhill gasping as she clapped.

"So talented." Y/n moved her hand away as she placed the plant down on her bedside table feeling her fingers tingle as Miss Thornhill wiggled her fingers waving goodbye as she slipped out Y/n rolling her eyes as she laid back down staring at the plant. Yoko looking at her before saying she was going for a drink Y/n nodding as she moved her hand around purple mist coming from her fingers as she played with her powers, her eyes tinted purple as she threw it between her hands like a ball. A knock on the door making her eyes change back to normal and the ball to disappear as she got up opening the door to see a girl with pink and purple hair and colourful clothes Y/n smiling at her as her eyes widened.

"Oh sorry, i was looking for Yoko, you must be Y/n her new roomie!" The girl moved forward hugging Y/n as she froze, letting her go as she grinned at her.

"Oops sorry i'm a hugger, i'm Enid." Y/n nodded smiling at her.

"Hi, yeah i'm Y/n, nice to meet you." Enid took a quick peak into the room seeing Y/n's side all set up as she rocked on her heels.

"I was going to invite you and Yoko but since she's not here do you want to join me for a walk?" Y/n thought it over, looking towards her bed smiling as she turned towards Enid.

"I'm assuming i don't have to wear my uniform?" Enid smiled laughing as she nodded, Y/n opening the door as she let Enid in moving to pick out clothes just some simple jeans and a t-shirt swirling her hand around her as the clothes appeared on her, her uniform landing folded neatly on her bed Enid watching with wide eyes. Y/n grabbing a jacket as she put it on pulling her hair out turning back to Enid with a cheeky smile.

"It's quicker." Enid skipped over grabbing her hand and pulling her to the door.

"So cool! I can't wait for us to be friends." Y/n dragged behind her as Enid pulled her along, her colourful nails making Y/n look at her plain ones her eyes turning purple as she made matching nails appear on hers as she smiled enjoying the pop of colour looking towards Enid as they entered the Quad. Enid letting go of her hand as she noticed her nails smiling widely at Y/n as she held her arm.

"You're so cute!" Enid said as two guys approached them, Enid blushing at the one in a beanie as he spoke to her.

"Hey Enid, whose this?" Enid introduced Y/n to Ajax as she looked past him to the taller guy with long hair staring at her oddly, her eyes turning purple as she flicked his head with her mist, the random boy wincing as she laughed.

"Staring is rude." Y/n said as she stuck her hand out, moving closer to him as he seemed to freeze her head tilting.

"I'm Y/n, want to tell me your name or do you want me to flick you again?" Xavier felt his entire body shift into gear as he stuttered out his name, Enid and Ajax looking at him oddly as he clutched his sketchbook to his side shaking her hand he felt like she burnt him from just her touch as she smiled widely at him.

"Xavier, Thorpe...Xavier Thorpe." Y/n smirked at him taking her hand back as she looked at Enid, her eyes going to back to Xavier as she let a friendly smile come on her face pointing to his sketch book.

"Artist?" Xavier nodded trying to find any words but he could barely breathe around her let alone string an actual sentence together, Ajax elbowing him as Enid looked at him like he'd grown a second head Xavier clearing his throat as he smiled finally finding his voice.

"Yeah, i paint murals at the school all the time." Y/n nodded along as Xavier pointed to the beginning of a mural of ravens Y/n looking at it before smiling widely.

"Damn you're good, i'd love to see some more of it some time." Xavier felt his blood rush to his head as she spoke, she wanted to hang out with him, she wanted to see HIS art. She wanted to be alone with him. 

"Yeah, yeah of course anytime." Y/n grinned turning back to Enid as a bell rang Y/n looking around confused as Enid pulled her along the boys following as Ajax whispered to Xavier.

"Dude you okay? You just choked up." Xavier pushed his hair back breathing out as he watched Y/n, it was exactly like his dreams he had never seen anyone else but her but there was no denying he'd dreamed of them meeting. 

"Yeah i'm good, just tired." Ajax pat his back as they followed the girls, Enid holding onto Y/n's arm as she gushed about everything going on about all the gossip around the school and showing her around as they made their way to the hall for the first day back speech from Principle Weems. Y/n sitting between Enid and Xavier as he leaned over opening his book to show her a drawing of a spider, his hand hovering over it as it crawled out walking along the book as Y/n held out her hand allowing the drawing onto her hand. Her eyes turning purple and fingers misting over as the spider became real, Y/n smiling at Xavier as she let it crawl between her fingers then placed it on the page waving her hand as it turned back into a sketch. Xavier looked at her with wide eyes as she grinned at him, her eyes turning back to normal as she pressed her finger to her lip facing the stage as she relaxed into her chair listening to Principle Weems whilst Xavier tried to calm his beating heart. 

After the speech everyone dispersed, Xavier running to his room and tearing down all the pictures of Y/n he had drawn afraid she would find out as he stuffed them under his bed with sketchbooks all full of her, pushing his hair back as he moved to his desk a portrait of Y/n staring back at him with her purple eyes glowing as he looked at it. He wanted to conjure the full picture but he couldn't bring people out the pages yet, instead he caressed the sketched face before scowling at himself slamming it closed and hiding it under his bed with the rest of it. Opening his current sketchbook and ripping out any sketches of her he had done, each one nicely placed under his bed in other sketchbooks as he ran his hands over the pages his hand itching to draw her again as he thought of her but he pushed down the urge. He didn't want to seem creepy or anything to her, he already felt himself falling for her after only a few words but he had been dreaming of her for years, they were fated to meet. 

That night he laid in bed, his eyes darting back and forth in his sleep as he dreamt of her, her body under his as her eyes turned vibrant purple as she moaned his name, he could feel her nails scrape down his back, the heat of her breathe against his lips as he shot up out of bed. Falling onto the floor as he rushed for his sketchbook, his body covered in sweat as he panted wildly his hands already moving to draw as he ripped open the book pressing a pencil to paper as he drew her, her mouth agape in pleasure and eyes blown wide burning with passion how her hair fell around her framing her face perfectly. His hand roaming through his pencils trying to find a true match to the purple he had seen, no colour capturing the beautiful colour he could see like it would come out his mind and spill onto the page if he thought about it anymore. His hand covered in pencil dust as he fell against the wall sighing as he looked over the drawing, he could only remember her face never seeing further than her collarbones but he felt flustered as he thought of how vivid her moan was, how his name had rolled off her tongue like she had said it before. He knew his dad would say not to trust his dreams, he's seeing what he wants to see but he had also seen her before he met her, they were meant to meet so his dreams must hold some truth. 

The moon came through the window as he moved towards it looking out towards the girls dorm as he looked at the window that connected to Y/n's room, the room out of view but he wanted her to creep out so the two could look at each other from the balcony, his hand on his sketchbook as he drew her by the window wrapped in a blanket with the moonlight illuminating her smile. Each time he felt compelled to colour her irises purple, a vivid purple which could light up rooms, in person they had been so mesmerising he wished to take a picture of her eyes and frame them like the true piece of art they were. His page flipping as he began drawing her eyes, the dark lashes and subtle make up but all he put all his efforts into the colour, the way the light bounced off them, the purple blending into her pupil making them so dark you could see yourself in them, his hand shaking in pain as he saw the sun begin to rise realising he had drawn her for hours. Paper surrounding him as he hurried to pick them up, each one different but her eyes stayed the same always piercing his soul as he stuffed them under his bed with the ever growing pile, he had only seen her once but it felt like he'd known her his whole life. 

Y/n groaned as she woke up her alarm blaring at her as she smacked her phone knocking it to the ground as she tried to stay in bed waving her hand around as her phone flew into her hand. Looking at the time she flopped backwards as she stared at the ceiling rubbing her eyes as she looked towards Yoko's bed seeing it empty with her uniform gone, another sigh coming from Y/n as she stood making her way to the bathroom as she began getting ready. Her eyes glowing purple as she brushed her teeth, her hair brush floating to her hair as she tamed the mess she'd made in her sleep, her uniform and shoes floating through as she looked at the time wishing she could move the clocks back and crawl back into bed. A wave of her hand and she was dressed, pulling boots on as she hopped around grabbing her bag and anything she'd need for her class in 10 minutes aswell as finding the class, purple mist flooding the room as she made the bed and threw her pjs in the basket. A pen in her mouth as she lifted her hair a claw clip holding it in place as she ran her fingers over her eyes applying eyeliner and mascara, wiping her lips as they tinted red a smile on her face as she left her room locking the door behind her with a twitch of her fingers. Y/n looking through the books in her arm as she walked through the halls until she bumped into someone, both their belongings flying onto the ground as Y/n and the mysterious person groaned. Y/n holding her head as she looked up seeing Xavier on the floor apologising before he looked at her freezing, Y/n grinning as she apologised purple mist coming from her hand as she stood up collecting all their stuff as Xavier watched her. His sketchbook open on a sketch of her making Xavier rush to pick it up as she went to collect it, his hand in his hair as he stuttered.

"Sorry, private project." Y/n shrugged with a grin as she handed him his books hers tightly in the corner of her arm as she looked at her schedule.

"No worries, not my business. Do you know where Miss Thornhill's class is? I've gone blank." Xavier nodded a wide smile on his face as he moved his hand to her shoulder turning her around.

"That's where i'm going, come on." Xavier walked her out the corner of his eyes as she looked over her schedule turning it to him as she looked up at him with doe eyes.

"Don't suppose you know where these are aswell?" Y/n asked with a cheeky grin as Xavier reached over taking her schedule realising they had all the same classes, his mind going back to the idea they were fated to meet and now the universe kept pushing them together.

"Yeah actually, we have all the same, i'll walk you to and from. You can sit with us at lunch but i'm sure Enid would have tracked you down anyway." Xavier breathed out as they turned into the classroom, the seat next to him empty as he indicated for Y/n to take it, her bag thrown onto the floor as she settled next to him.

"You're a life saver." Y/n said grinning at him as the lesson started her attention instantly drawn to Miss Thornhill as she talked about plants. His mind stuck on Y/n as his hand twitched wanting to draw her again, the light hitting her perfectly as she rest her chin on her hand taking notes of whatever Miss Thornhill said. He wanted to memorise this moment and draw it on a canvas, he needed to add in all the colours and how the sun bounced off her skin making her look ethereal as she answered questions. He was hooked.

part 1 maybe??? What do you guys think

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Hi how are youuuu?

I wanted to request Rindou x reader when Bonten’s prostitue came to building and she recognized reader as ex mafia member (boss you decide) but nobody in Bonten knew that, they were like “HER!!??” they were like that because she is so innocent in front of them. Rindou and here are married and he did knew that.

Thank youu

Of course! I hope you like it!

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Her

Rindou

I wrote this while listening to:

Female reader

Cw: Child

You were already with Rindou when your boss died. Now a lot of people thought that you would take that opportunity and take over the responsibility of the boss. You didn’t. You heard a meeting with others where you announced that you will be leaving. Were they surprised? No. They knew you wanted to start a family with your partner so they didn’t question your decision. And that's how you left your old life behind, ready to begin a new chapter of your life.

Did Rindou know about that? Yes. You see, your `organization` wasn’t something Bonten worried about. So that's why the information was kept between you two.

“Thank you,Y/N” said Kakucho while taking the cup of tea you handed him. “You're very generous to let us visit so often.”

“Oh don’t be silly Kakucho, it's my pleasure .” You said with a kind smile. You meant it. Your lovers' friends/ coworkers were also dear to your heart. As much as you love and trust Rindou you know that he got his ass saved by them multiple times. “It’s the least I can do to thank you guys for keeping Rin safe.”

“How did he get such a loving and innocent woman to be with him?” Mochi asked.

“Y/N, my love, did my lovely brother pay you to marry him? Or maybe threaten you?” Ran asked with a slick smile.

“You’re fucking delusional.” Scoffed Rindou while walking into the living room with your two year old.

“Sweetheart language around the little one.” You said with a smile yet disappointed look. His eyes grow big for a second.

“Right, my bad.” He responded in a calm voice. Even though you're the most soft hearted person alive, you're also the toughest woman he knows. That’s why when you told him that you were pregnant he was the happiest person alive. Of course more security was added around your house because you can never be too careful, right?

“She’s two how the fuck is she gonna understand.” The second Saznu said that everyone in the room gave him a death stare. “Oh come on.”

“Sanzu, you see Rai is two years old, she might not be able to speak fully yet, but that doesn’t mean she can't learn words or copy them. Believe it or not I prefer not to have my little girl going around swearing at this age. So if you are so kind and respect that.” You said with the sweetest smile. He felt stupid.

“I see, my bad. I will try my best.” How can he be mean to such a pure soul?

“I’m glad.” You responded. “Well then I will bring the food.”

“Do you need some help?” Your husband asked.

“Oh don’t worry I can do it by myself. You guys relax after work.” And with that you left to bring the food.

“So.. Did you pay her?”

“Ran I swear-”

“Rin’s wife is the sweetest person ever”

Is what people say.

“Y/N so nice! How did she end up with Rindou?”

That’s what they say because they don’t know.

But he knows. That’s why he absolutely loves you and knows that you can protect yourself if he’s not there. That's why he married you. Does he still worry? Yes but less than he would with a person who never tasted his type of life.

Would people believe you if you told them about you being in the mafia back in the day? No. I mean come on here you were holding your 2 year old daughter Rai who’s sitting on your hip with your hand around her, while her dad is not picking up the phone.

“For the love of god where is he?” You looked at your phone. It’s rare that your husband doesn’t pick up the phone from you. “I swear to god if this man-“

Ding

You did get a message from Haitani, not the one you wanted but close.

It was a selfie from his older brother Ran who was smiling wide with bored Rin in the back who was sitting side wise, from the camera he clearly didn’t notice, while Sanzu was posing for the photo behind Rin.

Oh for fuck sake you though to yourself. He could have told you he’s going out with the Bonten tonight. If you knew you would have your daughters favorite food cooking not his.

Could you tell my lovely husband to answer his calls?

You see I would but his phone is dead<3

Not to sound rude but like does none of the elusive Bonten members have a phone charger or a power bank?

No..?

Giggled at the message.

Oh you boys are build different❤️

Is he drunk?

Tipsy but not really.

He ain’t interested in any girls 😐

Yeah I would hope so🥲

Could you be a darling and pick him up? We all love you but he can't shut up about how much he loves you and my lovely niece❤️

Of course , just send me the address :)

And here you were in sweatpants, a white t-shirt and a long black coat on you and with your child on your hip that had sound proof headphones on and a bunny coat on, in the most expensive club in Japan. Everyone was dressed so revealingly and so flashy. As you walked through the people to get into the VIP section you saw some women coming in and out of that section. Oh? Now were you aware that Bonten invited strippers? Yes. Could Ran send them out even for a few minutes because he knew you were bringing Rai? Yes. Did he? No. You will have some kind words with him later for now you need to get your lovely husband.

The second you walk in you cover your child’s eyes. A stripper was trying to get the attention of your husband while he was clearly uninterested.

“Ehem” you made yourself known.

The stripper turned around confused. And the second she did her face went white.

She sure seems familiar.

“Y/n ma’am, what are you doing here?” She seems scared. While Rin peaked his head from behind her. The second he saw you the biggest smile appeared on his face. He opened his arms and so did his daughter at the sight of him. You put Rai down so she can go to her dad.

“I came to pick up my husband.” You gave her a relaxed smile. “ Do I know you by any chance? What's your name?”

“Yuko ma’am! I used to work under Eada, ma'am.” She announced. Her posture was the same you would see in the military.

“Ahh Eada’s team.” You sigh. “Haven’t spoken to her in a while, but I heard she proposed to her girlfriend. Oh don’t look so stiff, love relax”

“Sorry to interrupt your little reunion but how the fu- '' Sanzu looked at your daughter who was playing with her dad’s hair. “Flip.. do you guys know each other?”

“Old days when I was doing mafia related things.” You shrug off.

“Ma’am you were the second to the boss! People like me could only dream to work under you, to even only see you.” The woman said. Her eyes now fill with admiration like she just met her favorite celebrity.

“Oh you speak too kindly of me, but thank you. I’m glad to see you doing well.” You pat her on the shoulder. “When you see me do tell me if anyone courses you or anyone else who works here, any problems. I will make sure that the ‘problem’ will be taken care of, right?” You look over to the men that were sitting on the couch, clearly confused.

“I’m sorry.” Ran says confused. “You used to do what, Y/N?”

“I used to be in the mafia.” You said with such an innocent voice.

“Rindou, did you know about this?” Koko asked.

“Of course I did! I'm married to her, you idiot!” He said while smiling at his daughter.

“And you never thought about telling us that the lovely wife of yours used to be in the mafia?”

“No? Why would I? When was that relevant?” He answered confused.

The members were shocked. You? Y/N? The most calm, loving, innocent and caring person on this earth used to be in the mafia?!

“This is a joke right?” Kakucho asked.

“No.” You answered with a calm voice.

They know you wouldn’t lie about something like that. Why would you?

The silence is broken by little Rai.

“Papa food! I’m hungry!” Little girl announced.

“Well you hear the princess! Home time!” Rin said while standing up with Rai in his arms on his way to leave the VIP room.

“It was nice seeing you all.” You said. The second you turned around to leave you heard.

“Ma’am!” You turned around to face Yuko. “I’m so sorry I didn’t know he was your husband.”

“Oh don’t worry! How could you possibly know?” You gave her a smile. “Stay safe, love” You said with a smile and then were on your way to the exit. After putting Rai safely in the back of the car, Rindou sat in the front passenger seat.

“I love you, you know that, right? I’m all yours.” Rin said.

“I know that sweetheart and I love you too.” You said and leaned to give him a kiss. “Ran, sent me a photo of you being bored out of your mind and said that you weren’t interested in any girls. Also we need to buy you a power bank.” Rin smiled.

“Of course, love.” He was truly lucky.

Yuko turned around to face the men that were too lost for words.

“Do you have any pictures of Y/N from the mafia time?” Kaku asked.

“Ah of course!” She said then when to get her phone. When she came back she had the photo ready. “ This is Y/N and Eada.”

In the photo there were two young women.The photo was showing them from waist up. One had short, black hair, a small smile on her face and a cigarette in her hand and next to her. You. You were smiling with your tongue out and your eyes wide open with one hand doing the peace sign while the other arm was hanging around Eada’s neck. Two things in common. You were both wearing suits and you were both covered in blood, you more than Eada.

“THAT’S HER?!”