Nobody Will Read This But...

Nobody will read this but...

I have so much work to do.  I’m so overwhelmed.  I can’t sleep.  I’ve only taken two finals and I still have 6 more and I have so many final projects due friday and I have to work.  I am so STRESSED OUT.  My brain is tired.  My body is tried and I’m surviving on adderall and pepsi.  I’m dying on the inside too becaus eI know it’s my fault.  this is what I get for procrastinating.  but thats how i deal with my probelems by avoiding them and then they come back to bite me worse.  so yeah

just if i don’t show up for a few days, you know i died.  thank you much.

don’t ever take 24 credits. you will regret it

Might as well introduce myself

My name is Julia.  I am a twenty something college student.  I struggle with depression and anxiety while obsessing over my goldendoodle. I am a straight, sandy hair, blue eyed female who fully supports the LGBTQ community. I love most everything about the world especially daisies, sunsets, and the oceans. When I’m not working at the hospital, going to school, or contemplating my existence you can usually find me swimming laps, binging my favorite shows on Netflix, or hanging out and laughing with some of the coolest people on Earth (my friends). I love writing poems and short stories that eventually turn into fanfic, doing scavenger hunts like GISH and Questival, watching the weather channel, volunteering to do service for others, being a camp counselor, planning my wedding on Pinterest, camping by lakes in the mountains that surround me, bad jokes, mountain biking, dreaming about fancy parking spots that I’ll get when I’m done with medical school, exercising so I can eat food, and blasting classic rock from my Mini Cooper with the windows down.  My dream vacation would be anywhere with a beach but my bucket list locations are Nepal and Turkey...and Versailles.  I can speak french and english, but mostly movie quotes.  I’m passionate about history and I like to pretend I understand quantum physics. I’m an Aries and a hardcore believer in the Golden Rule.  I think you should focus on your why and not so much your what in order to be successful and that when you wish upon a star your dreams will come true (after a lot of hard work and dedication that is). Face masks are my life and I don’t even know if they work or not; I just like peeling them off my face.  Pepsi over Coke, Coffee over Tea, Redvines over Twizzlers, Dogs over Cats, Outside over Inside.  I think Superheroes are real and there are angels all around us. I try to be positive but can be quite the Debbie Downer at times. I have dreams of making the world a better place and I hope all will be ship shape in Bristol fashion by the end. I believe that we can learn from our mistakes and be strong through our trials and that is how we grow and perfect ourselves.  I love questions and to motivate others and I know I’m new to the whole blogging thing and literally have NO FOLLOWERS whatsoever and that’s ok.  I’m doing this as much for myself as for others.  Anyway, me in a nutshell.

Coming from a healthcare worker: masks are important for yourself but especially for others

Wear your GD masks so we can get this under control

3 am is such a powerful time. there are people sleeping. there are people partying. there are people having a movie marathon. there are people working. there are people crying. there are people studying. there are people loving. there are people dying. there are people living. together at 3 am.

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Swimsuit weather cometh. Prepare ye the weigh of the lard.

my gym warning me