Stary-darlin - DARLING !

Why did I just notice that I'm always inlove or like fictional characters with either bright blue eyes that you could use as a lamp or other eye colors that are so gorgeous scrumlicous yummylicious... hm...idk either. BUT YOLO IG ITS MY TYPE OR SUM

ME 24/7, DAY, NIGHT, IN THE BATHROOM, IN THE BATHTUB, WHILE TALKING, WHILE SLEEPING, WHILE LISTENING TO MUSIC. IT ACTUALLY NEEDS TO BE STUDIED CUZ WTF?!!

GUYS HELP I KEEP GETTING MORE IDEAS FOR ELLIE FOCS ITS ACTUALLY CRAZY AND NEEDS TO BE STUDIED. IM ALREADY WRITING THE ONES I SAID I WILL DO BUT STAY WITH ME CUZ THIS RIDE IS JUST GETTING STARTED AND SEEMS LIKE WILL EXPLODE MY BRAINCELLS. (SO another poll :3)

You guys fr bec of me: 😭

THIS GOT MY INNER DEMONS CALMING DOWN AND CRYING THEIR BALLS OUT CUZ WHAT. I never thought I needed this and don't need it in the same time. THEY NEED TO KISS IDC FUCK IY WE BALL I AINT LETTING MY BBG SADDING OVER ELLIE. ELLIE LOCK IN, LOCK IN ELLIE OR ELSE I WILL DO YA ASS LIKE JOEL AND MAKE U GET A FLASHBACK OF HIM AGAIN AND AGAIN. SAY SORRY NOW. (I'm going insane.)

“tell your baby, that i’m your baby” 𖦹 ellie x reader | ANGST

you’ve always wondered if ellie ever actually loved you. you wondered if all the things she told you in the beginning of all this, was even true. maybe it was, maybe it wasn’t, you still don’t know the answer to that and it pained you to still look back on your past and feel your chest close up and the last breath just slip away from you. tears would fall down your face one by one, nonstop. telling yourself that it was for the better that it all ended, that you were better off alone, without ellie. but there was this aching pain in your heart that told you to chase something that was probably not there in the first place. every time you close your eyes you can still see that day you begged her to stay, to love you, to call you her baby again. even if all the times she did it wasn’t real and she didn’t mean them. but they spilt from her mouth and that made you feel some type of way, it filled something in your heart that needed to be filled. it was the missing love in your heart, the love that was meant to be given to you, by someone who truly loved you. it just wasn’t ellie, she wasn’t the one meant to fill that. but you wanted her to be, you needed her love to make you whole again. but ellie didn’t have that love, not for you at least. you would open your eyes and a tear would drip down the apple of your cheek and you’d think to yourself why am i doing this? chasing something that you could never catch because it was never there in the first place. you would see ellie with other girl that were not you and all you wanted was for her to tell her baby, that your her baby…but your not anymore, and you never were.

daily click. don’t buy tlou & read this. help palestine