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You've always had all of mine

And what if I said bartylus...

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My preachers daughter au Regulus is very class of 2013. 'Mom can you wash my back this once' (btw this talks a lot about parental mental illness, so if you don't wanna read that) His mother was struck with grief and mental illness when he was SO young, she couldn't take care of herself, let alone him. He raised himself, cleaned up for her and made sure she was ok. The house he lived in was haunted, with his dead father, with his runaway brother he never truly knew, how his mother was before, and who he could've been. He spends all of his teen years outside of the house wandering or with barty. 'Mom I'm tired, can I sleep at your house tonight' he never sees it as his home, they just live there, if you could call that living. 'Mom am I still young, can I dream for a few months more? ' he was forced to mature so young from the tragedy that struck them, and the general culture of Catholicism. Is he still able to dream? Or must he be realistic. He idolizes her, in her own mental illness she forced him to mature and caused traumas of his own, yet he still takes to heart every word she says. And he hates that he does, even after all of the pain it caused him, she's still his mom.

This isnt like a character analysis in other aus or canon, just mine. Also sorry if this makes no sense because I haven't put out the fic or anything, I just really wanted to yap about this☹️☹️

(This is kind of building off/more thoughts about @florsial s post) I really think that people misinterpret how bartylus are as very very dark. But I think they're only really evil and crazy towards others, not each other. I think theyre the epitome of loyalty, devotion, worship, and understanding/acceptance, in the most beautiful way. They are all of these things in the most Hozier coded way, if you get what I mean. Like the obsession is not in a stalker way, but in the way of still getting butterflies from a smile, even after decades of being together. And worship in the way of seeing someone truely as they are, never undermining or trying to change that, and loving it all. They are really the definition of finding The One. Somebody who is every part of you as yourself. I could never really believe that they would be with other people because they fit so well. They would be so obsessed and sick in love, they would never glance another's way. They wouldn't even argue that much (contrary to popular belief). They are both very very passionate and love with their whole beings, they give every part of themselves to each other, so vulnerable. They've been through so much together, and never doubt each other. They're best friends and stick through to the end. They may act out and be crazy and evil, but for each other, so good. So good, it would be just natural for them to act like that to each other. I don't think at all that they would be perfect, especially because they both have their own traumas and issues that would cause problems, but overall, they are not as toxic as people think they would be. There are two sides of passion, one of violence and rage, and the other of love and devotion. They would both put their violent side outwardly, but to each other they would just be in their own little bubble of true understanding and worship.

(Btw, take this with a grain of salt, I think this can manifest in different ways, and it can be fun to have them be a little darker towards each other in fics, this is just how I think they would be and their main traits as a couple)

— Juansen Dizon

another one i did today of @mothercain ♡