I Am Now Hearing Voices Inside My Head

I am now hearing voices inside my head

He isn't mean, he's actually really nice

But i dont think he can stay

one deep talk and apology can fix a lot of shit but people ain't mature enough for that.

I was telling my therapist in our last about how no one would miss me or cared if I died, and they didn't assure that they would. Ouch... that hurt. Yep, definitely gonna kms soon.

What if I just leave and tell no one where I am going

Will they even question where I am or just not care at all

Because it seems all the people in my life are just sick of me at this point

My days-in-a-row-I-self-harmed streak is (most probably) longer than the longest time I've been clean in the past 2 years, wow.

i wish i was brave enough to finish the job