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I get threesomes now LOL

Hey everyone. Hope you all are having a great week. I certainly had a fantastic one last week. After Sir and I played on Tuesday I figured that we were using that as our midweek plaay day and not doing Wednesday. To my suprise we were not. Sir wanted to do Wednesday and was bringing his partner with him for daddies night at the club. I got the room and they got to get discounted lockers since they are both over the age of 40. We got to scare the club attendant since he thought my Sir was MUCH younger then he really is hehehe. Sir looks fantastic for his age hehehe. Sirs partner has know me from the beinging of Sir and I playing together. We have a friendly relationship with eachother but I have to say it was never really sexual. Well this night that all changed hehehe. We went to the room and all striped. Sir took my cage off and we sat on the bed with me in the middle. Sadly they had no deluxe rooms available so we three grown men were on a twin mattress. While we were talking I was fondling Sir’s partner’s dick. He is thicker than Sir but his dick head is smaller then his shaft hehehe. He seemed to enjoy the attention hehehe. Then it was me who got all the attention. Both Sir and his partner were working a nipple while either woeking my shaft or my balls. I have to say that I was in boy heaven! Lol my dick got soooo hard that my sex drive was catapulted back into full existence hehehe. I was horny and raring to go grrrrrr. Sir and his partner laid down and made out while I flitted between the two. Licking a nipple here and a duck there. Trying to balance my time so no one got jealous :) got Sirs partner so going that he had to tell me to stop lol. He is a cum and done kind of guy I found out from Sir so he wasn’t ready to be done yet hehehe. So he got up and Sir turned over so that I could mount him. I have to say that my dick wasn’t at full mast to penetrate but he was having fun hehehe. He was humpinf on Sirs ass where out of no where Sirs partner starts working my asshole! He lubes up his fingers and pushes into me making me stretch and feel fantastic. I couldn’t help but keep humping Sir and pushing against his fingers. It felt so good and then it got unexpectedly even better. Sirs partner then mounted me and stuck his dick in my ass!!!!!! OMGS I wanst expecting that I a million years lol but man was I overjoyed with it hehehe. His dick popped right in with like no resistance. My ass was ready and wanting to swalloe his dick hehehe. He trusted a couple of times and then pulled out. I hope it was because my ass would have made him cum and not because my ass likes to fight dick. I don’t think it was since my ass was in a very happy place at that moment hehehe.

To recover from that awesome moment we all went to soak in the hot tub and check out the meat that was around us. Sir and I don’t really look for others but his partner was looking for a little fun I found out later hehehe. After soaking we went back to the room and cuddled for a bit before Sirs partner went to find a cute boy to suck him off while Sir and I got to have some Sir/boy time. Thanks you soo much for that Sirs partner. It is a part of our time that we do need to feel whole but we love having you just as much hehehe. I got to suck Sir off while his partner got sucked off by someone else hehehe. He even had competition for his load hehehe. I will be part of that competition too mister hehehe. We reconvened after they got off and created a huge cuddle pile on the bed. Cuddling for a bit before we decided to go soak in the hot tub again. There was nothing but smiles in the hot tub hehehe. We headed baxk to the room for me to get off but instead we got into a great political discussion and Sirs partner and I got to have a really cool talk and I got to find out about parts of his life I had no idea about. It was a great bonding moment. It went soooo well that we lost tract of time and there was no time for me to get off LOL be careful boys or your mouth will keep you from getting the chance to get off LOL I had such a great time and I hope we get to do it again. Threesomes with people who know tye importance of balance and giving as well as taking can create a really hot and memorable day HUGS. Love you all BYES

Hey boys and Sirs. It has been awhile since I have posted lol. Sir and his partner got back from their Disney cruise vacation where they got married :) CONGRATS to them :) they had a wonderful time and the wedding went great. They are now both honest men :p hehehe

On the cruise they got me this shirt as a gift hehehe. To the untrained eye this is just a finding nemo themed shirt. To those in the know this shirt summarises Sirs possession of me. Mind, body and soul I am his. He has done this very thing many times before. He has licked my face and then said “mine mine mine mine” lol so this was a perfect shirt for me to wear. Now the whole world knows that this boy is owned by his sexy Sir. Hehehe Sir couldn’t wait to play with me that his partner let him and I meet on the Tuesday after they got back which was awesome! It had been a very long two weeks without Sir and I had been missing him and he had been missing me :). So we got to meet up and play the day after they got back hehehe.

Sir went to the clubs hrs before I did because he had the day off and since I work nights I sleep during the day. So he went early and I met him there. I wanted to try and make it early but two weeks with no play means that cleaning doesn’t go has smoothly as you want it too :( but I got it accomplished and got to the club by the time we regularly get there. The club attendant was actually asking Sir where I was when I showed up lol. I got a locker and we went to his room. He pushed me against the wall and kissed me really hard. I could tell he missed me :) after a pretty intense make out session he sat down and told me to strip. I definently obliged hehehe. He was playing with my chest fetting my dick really hard and needing to get out of his cage. Luckily Sir was feeling generous and let me out. Thank the gods! LOL he was tugging on my dick and he responded somewhat but by being inactive for a whole two weeks it was taking a little to get him excited so I focused my energy on getting Sir excited hehehe. I worked his nips and chest. Puahing hard on his chest and slowly moving my hands up towards his shoulders. Man was he happy with that hehehe. After working his chest for a bit I could feel that little Sir wanted to be the star of the show hehehe. I slid down and popped that stiff sucker in my mouth. Mmmmmmmmmmmmm did I miss the taste of Sir dick in my mouth hehehe. I was sucking like it was the last dick on earth. I would lick the tip and then suck it and then deep throat it. Changing speeds and angles as often as I could. Getting little Sir very wet and happy. I grabbed Sir balls and used those as the leverage point where I would bounce little Sir in and out of my mouth until he came hehehe. Mmmmmmmm Sir cum is sooooooo delicious hehehe. Oh how I missed it hehehe.

After cumming Sir and I rested for a bit and then went for a soak in the hot tub. I sooo enjoy the hot tub and am glad that Sir does too. It is suck a big reason to go to the club hehehe. After a good soak we headed back to the room and fooled around some more hehehe. I would suck Sirs nips and cock till I got him soooo horned up that he needed to take matters into his own hands hehehe. I was crouching on the bed in front of Sir while he was jacking. I was massaging his check and playing with his nips hard. Bring up the pleasure levels up until Sir burst all over my leg. I mean there was cum EVERYWHERE hehehe. That was the release that Sir truely needed from his vacation. Hehehe. We hit the hot tub one more time before we had to head out. It was such a fun night. I am soooooo glad Sir is back home :) hope you all are excited to hear about my naughty escapades with my naughty Sir hehehe BYES

I have thought I was a strange sadist, because extended reaction to my minitrations was what I enjoyed. But if it wasn't enjoyable for the person I am inflicting it on, it isn't for me.

It is awesome to see another sadist who is the same way. Because to most sadist means your enjoy hurting people no matter what, and it isn't that way for me.

I can't inflict pain as punishment, punishment isn't fun, it shouldn't be fun. I prefer NOT to be present for true punishment - lines anyone? Hehehe - funisment is another story, what some would consider punishment - spanking for example, is enjoyed by the submissive, that is funishment and I am all for that.

Why I am a fan of pain

I am a sadist. I am a person who enjoys inflicting pain on his submissives. I have however, also come to learn that i exclusively enjoy inflicting pain on men who enjoy having pain inflicted on them.

The very first sub i ever had that enjoyed pain would writhe and yelp and grind his ass into my sheets. He taught me a bit about fine control, how to hit, where to hit.

One of the most important pieces i ever read about pain related pain to wine. When you first drink wine it has a rather bitter taste up front and it lasts for a little while after you first drink it. Then you experience the after taste. A very different experience from the initial taste you experienced.

It’s true. I could simply reach out and whack you with my crop and it would hurt, but that’s not what a session is really like or about. My intent when i wield such a device is to find “almost ouch”. The point where it hurts a bit, but not so much that you want me to stop. When i find that spot and dance along the edge, one hit a little softer, another a little harder than that, i’m doing it slowly and building up. The intent behind doing it is to start an endorphin flow. You can trick your body into thinking that the pain is a sign that you’re in mortal danger. It will release endorphins to give you a rush so you can move faster and think clearer to escape whatever danger you might be in. It feels good and the endorphins further increase your pain tolerance. It’s a similar high to what surfers, parachuters, and other “extreme” sports enthusiasts experience.

Once you get that nice little rush going, you’ll find that the impacts my cane rains down upon you feel different. Like a little static jolt of pleasure. They will end up hurting if i hit you VERY hard but most are surprised at the amount the enjoy the sensation.

If you aren’t certain you’d hate pain play, i’d encourage you to give it a try. If you read some of my earlier entries, i mentioned sub drop. In case you didn’t it’s worth a quick repeat. Sub drop is the drop in endorphin levels after more intense play like pain play. It is something you need to be aware of before it happens. Some people want to be held afterwards and reassured. Others just really want to get out of there and be alone. It can feel an awful lot like depression since you will have had a sudden endorphin drop, but it will pass and you will be ok.

So, why am I a fan of pain? I’m a fan of pain because something that so many others dismiss as unpleasant can be embraced and allowed to become something incredibly intimate and beautiful. I craft, mold, and embrace the sensations from pain into a rush of endorphins. Being the person directly responsible for it, that mastery over the body. That’s why I’m a fan of pain. Another almost taboo layer of control to express.

My chest is on fire!

Hey boys and Sirs. I hope you all had a great weekend. I know I did. On Saturday Sir and his partner picked me up from my house and I got to spend the night with them. Which was awesome! Sir beat my ass sooo hard I was feeling it for days afterwards hehehe. Then I got to “sleep” (not much sleeping happened lol) in their bed hehehe. Got to suck Sir off which was great but his dick had other plans during the night hehehe. Little Sir was soooooo hard and horny at night that he was able to slide right up my hole and rooted around for a bit. It was soooo nice. My ass didn’t put up a fight in the initial penetration which never happens. Up it went with no fight hehehe. Sadly my ass decided to fight back after that pushing Sir out after a few thrusts. I really gotta get my ass to relax and behave lol well I will get lots of practice while Sir is away on vacation. I’ve got a new dildo that is the size and shape of Sirs dick so I will be working my ass HARD on it for the next two weeks. I AM going to have some new skills when Sir get back hehehe

So since Sir is leaving on our traditional play date day Sir’s partner allowed us to move the play day to Monday so that we could get one more session in before they went away hehehe. Thank you for allowing this :) it was truely appreciated by both me and Sir. And I could tell Sir really needed it hehehe. He was working my nips and tits HARD and I mean SUPER HARD. He was teasing and slapping them for hrs lol. He was pushing my pain limits and was encouraging me to take all that I could. I have to say that it was a very intense session. Usually he doesn’t play that hard but my ass was still suoer sore from the spanking two days before so my pecs became the targets of all his attention lol. And when they needed a little break he moved to my arms lol. My whole upper body was bright red for a whole day afterwards lol. After the upper body workout we went to thw hot tub since Sir wanted to see me suffer when my sore ass and pecs hit the hot water and I don’t think he was disappointed lol. It stung but the warwr felt good right afterwards :) after the hot tub we went back to the room and I got to eat Sir out mmmmmmm Sir ass is sooooooo delicious hehehe. Then he flipped over and I sucked him till he needed to get off. I tried to ride his dick but that wasn’t going to work so he jacked while I was on top of him hehehe. It felt good feeling his cum hot my ass cheeks hehehe.

*sigh* it is going to be a LONG two weeks without my Sir. HUGS but I know him and his partner will have a great time and I wish them all the best :) and I will see them when they get back hehehe

See you all boy BYES

SIR/Master What is the ddifferent between sub and slave?

I never worry about definitions of this sort.  You should follow your instincts and needs.  Let the man who dominates decide what you are and just accept his category for you while you serve him. 

Cuddles are just important as sex and kink

Hey boys and Sirs. Hope your week is going well. Mine is doing ok. This will be my first full week back to work after my vacation. Sigh it can be hard to get back into the swing of things but Sir certainly helps with that and I can help him with the same :) Sir picked me up on Saturday from my house to take me to the club. That was very sweet of him and very much appreciated. I like having that extra 15 minutes with Sir where we can chat and hang :). We got to the club and settled in. Maybe a little too much since Sir forgot his phone in the car which was too bad since he was going to show me a little that he had been talking to. I got to see the pic later in the day and he is super cute. We’ll have to see if we get to play with him sometime hehehe. So we got into the room which the club has newly remodeled and they kind of suck since they took out the floor length mirrors next to the beds and replaced them with more “elegant” framed mirrors that you can’t see shit from when you are playing. The top may be able to see his face while he is plowing but that is it. It’s pretty sad since that was one of the perks of getting the bigger room…besides the full-sized bed hehehe.

Sir stripped me and saw that I was wearing my tighty whities so I was in for hard a great spanking hehehe. I really needed a good spanking and boy did Sir deliver. He put me over his knee with my head facing the wall while he swatted my ass with his hand for a little bit. Then he moved n to the brush which felt fantastic! My ass was reacting sooo well to each swat that Sir was uping his game with each swat. This lead to the second spanking tool that has broken on my ass, the brush. Split it right down the middle of the brush head lol. Sir was quite impressed and thanked me for breaking the brush by getting out the wooden paddle and beating my ass hard with it hehehe. grrrrrr I’m shuddering right now thinking of it hehehe.

After my ass was well taken care off with the spanking and Sir fingering my hole grrrrr, I hopped on his dick and went to town. Sucking slow and then fast. keeping up the intensity till he popped hehehe. Sir and I needed to recharge so we went to lounge by the pool. We talked for a bit and then Sir saw that the sling in the gazebo had been put back up and their wasn’t many people about to disturb us hehehe. So he had me go get his cock ring and the lube and we were going to test out the sling for the first time hehehe. The sling was way too big for both of us lol. My head couldn’t stay in the headrest but man did I enjoy myself. Sir was able to get his dick in me very easily and my dick was pressed HAR against my stomach. I have never seen him that hard while we were playing there hehehe. Then Sir and I switched places. That was fun but I couldn’t get into Sir but that was for medical reasons but Sir was really enjoying himself too hehehe. After getting out of the sling we were discussing it while we lounged in the hot tub. We both decided that a sling is on our must need to get list hehehe. We will be very wild went that happens lol. 

We went back to the room and Sir was starting to feel down and anxious and he didn’t know why. We are very connected so I could feel his energy too. So we stopped playing and settled in for a cuddle fest. Sir needed love and affection with no demands on him :). Remember boys your Sir is human too and some days he needs his boy for emotional support. Give him what he needs and he will return it to you 100 fold :) Cuddling builds bonds just like sex and kink. Cuddles are integral to the other too. They allow downtime and checking in time. You can discuss what has happened or what you would like to happen. Cuddles allow both the boy and the Sir to recharge and recenter. Do not discount cuddling. It helps heal wounds and builds trust :). 

After Sir was feeling more upbeat we started playing again hehehe. He was playing with my cock while I was working my nips. I have found that this helps get the juices following so to speak lol. I really like my nips worked lightly when I am trying to get off hehehe. But Sir had other plans. Each time I got close to cumming Sir would pull his hand away. He is such a tease lol. He did that several times. Each time I was whining for him to not stop. I NEEDED to get off. So he let me pop but then kept going! and going and going. He said that I told him to not stop so he kept at it lol. Man was it painful. If you have never experienced someone continuing to jack you after you have cum man you should try it. It is where one can turn pure pleasure into exquisite pain lol Sir’s partner told him that I need to cum every time Sir and I play. Little did he know that Sir could turn that benevolent request into a source of such pain lol. I am happy that I am getting off but i have to go thru major pain afterwards hehehe. Worth it….I think LOL. That got him so excited that he needed to take matters into his own hands hehehe. Sir climbed on top of my chest and jacked himself why I worked his nips and chest. Worked them till he shot all over my chest hehehe. We lost all tract of time and actually were at the club almost the full 8 hrs. Rarely do we make it all the way but it was super fun. Can’t wait till tomorrow when we get to play again hehehe.

Fuck that ass Sir!

Hey kinky bitches! I’m back! I had a fantastic 2 weeks of vacation and I’m more horny then ever!!!!!! Had a week traveling with my mom in the US north east and I survived that lol. But the real highlight of the vacation was the WHOLE WEEK I got to spend with Sir at a camping retreat. This is the longest the two of us have gotten to hang and play with each other and I have to say that I am more addicted to Sir now then ever before lol. When we got to the camp grounds Sir couldn’t wait any longer since we hadn’t seen each other for a WHOLE WEEK so we hoped in the backseat of his car and I sucked him off hard and fast. Man that was some of the sweetest cum I have ever tasted. Sir even sucked me to the point that I got off grrrrrr hehehe. Dry spells like that are going to be really really hard for me now days. I totally understand how Sir feels now lol. So after we took the edge off we were able to go to the campsite and sleep but that was not the end of the fun. When we woke up I sucked Sir off at least 5 times in a row, giving him just enough time to recover from the last cumming hehehe. I was a ferocious beast. I couldn’t get enough cum in my belly lol. Sir let me get off a second time too! After that I lost all track of how many times Sir got off and how many times I got off. Usually I get off once every two weeks maybe and I’m good that week I think I got off 4 no 5 times!!!!!! and I still wasn’t satiated. and neither was Sir hehehe. The only count I remember is that Sir told a friend that he had gotten off 10 times in less then 24hrs lol. Which I believe is VERY accurate hehehe. The rest of the week was a little bit more subdued. I sucked Sir off about every morning which set us up for a very nice day and man was little Sir happy all week. He woke up at FULL mast every day hehehe. It was soooooo nice to be able to be there to worship little Sir in all his glory hehehe. Grrrrrrr I need little Sir with me right now hehehe.

As you can see, Sir and I had A LOT of fun on our vacation and it was sad to see it go but we each brought back hard ons that are full and ready for action at any moment and insatiable sexual appetites grrrrrrrr. and last night was no exception. We got to the club and I striped while Sir went to the restroom. When he got back I was in my Mormon undies for his pleasure hehehe. I forgot to bring them camping so he hadn’t seen them for weeks. He got very excited and pushed me into the very cold wall kissing me hard. Man had I missed him :) As we were making out I slowly pushed him to the bed and hoped on top of him kissing deeply grrrrr. I worked his nips till little Sir couldn’t take it anymore and demanded my attention. I kept my ass facing Sir so that he could play with it. Sir was in a topping mood so I had my bright blue buttplug in to stretch my hole (little Sir didn’t want to wait hehehe) Sir was playing with it. Trying to make it go deeper. He popped it out and made me lay face down on the bed. I had my legs spread out wide and my ass in the air. I was twerking my ass and raddling my still caged dick at Sir to FUCK ME! It made a delightful sound and Sir was pushing his dick into me hard grrrrr. My ass was having issues not letting him in sadly :(. I need to train my ass more so that Sir can go balls deep with no issues. He would get in but then my ass would force him out after a few thrust :( It was hot but then little Sir would go down because of the work. I got on top of him to suck it but Little Sir was hard but sadly he caught on my wire leftover from my braces and ruined the mood. poop. I want to rip it out so that it doesn’t do that again grrrr. So little Sir needed some recovery time and some cuddles. It had been a long stressful day for Sir and he needed some love. Cuddles heal many wounds :). After cuddles and getting to lay on Sir’s back we went to the steam room to make out and enjoy the steam. It was really hot but weirdly enough i had no problems breathing which I really enjoyed. If I just could’ve stored my glasses somewhere I could’ve been all over Sir with both hands free hehe. After a steam we made a round around the pool and got to see a guy getting fucked in a sling. grrrrrrrr that is on both of ours to do lists. to get fucked in the sling. I’d say we aren’t too far off. Stay tuned boys hehehe. we went back to the room and man did it become horny central. I worked Sir’s nips and cock until he was ready to ravage my ass! I had my torso down and my ass up wide. Little Sir was raring to go and man did he go lol. He actually came in my ass. It took me a sec to realize what was happening since I have never had this happen before but man that was HOT! Sir now forever owns my ass since he is the first and only person to ever get to seed it hehehe. After Sir collapsed hehehe we cuddled and then headed to the hot tub. Ran into a guy who we knew which was fun :) he looked like he was having fun hehehe. I would say that it was a very successful play day. We had some issues but made it thru them and helped each other where we needed. HUGS can’t wait for Saturday hehehe. Oh and I have a new saying for you boys. You know that you shouldn’t go grocery shopping hungry? Well you should also never go sex toy shopping while horny. It is VERE dangerous lol. Hope you boys enjoyed my story. Please message me if you’d like to talk or have/need any advice. See ya all BYES!     

Play away boys!

Hey boys and Sirs. Hope everyone is having fun. Its been a while. Sir and I got to play last week before I went on vacation. Going to be gone for two weeks. One week for a wedding and the second week I’ll be camping with Sir hehehe. Can’t wait till that week :). So you guys won’t be hearing from me for a while but Sir and I will be back sharing our dirty play days soon hehehe. You might even get to hear a little about or week in the woods hehehe

So you guys will have to hang on to the Wed fun Sir and I had hehehe. We went to the club and hit the gym. Sir needed to workout and I needed to make sure that he had some sore muscles to remember me by hehehe. He got thru most of his work out except for the ones that focus on his lower back. Those aren’t any fun for him :( but the shoulder lifts nore then made up for those lol. He loves how he can basically masturbate with the barbell lol. And his dick enjoys it too. Whatever helps him get thru his workout hehehe.

After he was good and horny from his shoulder exercise Sir gave me what I really wanted to get before I went on vacation hehehe……a spanking :D I love getting spanked. Espically by Sir. He knows just what to do to get me going hehehe. I striped down to my white undies hehehe and he put me in the wheel barrow postion and started smacking my ass grrrrrr. I could soooooo use that right now hehehe. He used his hand and then the paddle and finished with the blue rod. Man did I feel all of those wacks lol. My ass was sore and bouncy. I couldn’t take all that I normally can but it was exactly what I needed hehehe. Thank you Sir. You care so much for me :)

After getting a through spanking I climbed on Sir and worked his nips hard. Licking and sucking them. Pinching and pushing them hehehe. He makes such fun noices when I play with them hehehe. After little Sir decided to join the party hehehe my mouth was ready to service :) grrrrrr such great Sir dick. Got him off once before Sir flipped me over and little Sir was poking around for some boy hole fun hehehe. He got in some of the way and felt great! Can’t wait to get him back in my ass grrrrrrr. Well I gotta go and get to bed. You boys make sure to suck your Sirs good Hehehe BYES

Release the beast!

Hey guys. Hope everyone had a fun weekend. Sir and I CERTAINLY did hehehehe. Sunday play time was wild and crazy. I was some kind of beast lol. I just couldn’t stop fucking Sir’s fucking hot ass grrrrrrrrr. Hehehe When Sir and I started this journey together a year and half ago we had such different goals and expectations from where we are now. I was going to be a pussy boy and he was doing to be my raging top. This is what we both thought we wanted in this relationship. I could never get my dick to want to top another person. He just wasn’t having it and would go soft at the thought of going at someone else ass. Well things have certainly changed now lol. Through training and a cock cage I have become a raging sub top lol. When Sir and I got together and got our clothes off yesterday my mind went to “I need that ass!” I need to feel that ass. spank it, lick it, fuck it! The second i got hard I was in Sirs ass fucking away. And I was fucking hard and without abandon hehehe. Sir was on his stomach and I was going between eating his ass and fucking it hehehe. I kept up my energy and my dick kept up his rigidity for a very long time grrrrrrr. He was having so much time going in and out and in and out. Breaching Sir’s tight hole is one of the best experiences in my life. I am so honored that Sir lets me play with and invade his ass with my dick grrrrrrrrrr. I was going at it so hard and fast that afterwards Sir said that he was actually close to cumming twice but each time he would get close I would pull out. oops. I wish I could say that that was intential but it was not. I just so love going from fucking to eating Sir’s ass. The hot tub helps me recharge for round two hehehe and man round two was fun too. I got to attach Sir’s ass with almost as much fervor as round one. I was so horned up that I asked Sir if I could fuck him on his back. I wanted him to be able to jack while we were fucking hehehe. It is sooo hot to see his face while I am fucking him grrrrrr. I was thrusting with all my might hitting that prostate hehehe. Sadly I ended up petering out after a few minutes but I have to report that my hips were not bothering me at all while we were playing and my hip aren’t sore now! Maybe I have topped enough that my hips are getting use to the motions and I could now fuck for longer hehehe. I really hop that is the case. I AM going to get Sir to cum from just my cock working my prostate GRRRRRRRR. So Sir still needed to get off so I moved from fucking to sucking him. Got his dick nice and stimulated and then took things to the next level. I pushed n my middle finger and started working Sir’s prostate hard. I was moving it quickly back and forth while picking up speed in my sucking. This load I was going to get to swallow and there was going to be nothing stopping me from achieving my goal hehehe. He finally peaked and started to cum. I accidentally miss calculated where he was in his orgasm so I kept pushing harder and more. oops. It produced some great results tho hehehe. Sir had to rest for quite a while before he could get up and get dressed so we could both hit the gym. I didn’t get to do my gym time on Friday so Sir let me wrap it into our play day. I am very grateful that he let me do that and for the critiques he did of my techniques. I was engaging the wrong muscle in a workout and Sir helped me fix the problem. HUGS my Sir is always trying to make me a better boy. I am such a lucky boy to have him :) After the gym I was pretty much beat and my dick was not going to come out to play agin. I wish that he could’ve but he was just not having it then. I wil have to see what I can do to help with that problem because I soooo wanted to keep fucking Sir’s sweet ss but my tool just was done for the day lol :P Sir got to have some fun with my ass tho. He humped it real hard. Made me shudder with the force that his cock was hitting my ass. Grrrrr I can’t wait till his cock is doing that from the inside. hehehe Sir will have to scrape me off the wall hehehe. Well thats all for now guys. See you again after our play later in the week  BYES        

Yeah some skills should NOT be used on Sirs. Especially when you are good with it.

Hey boys and Sir. Hiope everyone is having a fun weekend. I certainly have been having a busy one. Not too busy to tell you guys about the Wednesday fun that Sir and I had :). We headed to the club and decided that it was going to be a gym day. Sir was doing real well. He did his full workout this time :). It always amazes me how Sir just keeps getting stronger and stronger every week with only doing one maybe two workouts outs a week.  But you can see the results really well. hehehe MY SEXY SIR! lol. So after working out Sir and I went back to the room and he pushed me into the door while kissing me DEEP. MEWP it was a sexy kiss. So strong and grrrrrrrr. Sir was looking real sexy. Espically when he showed me that he had on a necklace that hanging from it was the key to my cage. hehehe now the whole world will see that Sir controls my dick :) Sir then took my shirt off and had me take off my pants and shoes. That left me in my sexy neon green billy briefs by aussiebum. They are so sexy and hug me in all the right ways hehehe. and Sir likes them too :) Sir then turned me around and took my undies down just enough to get access to my hole hehehe. He plunged right in to a good hearty meal of boy cake grrrrr. I do love when he needs cake bad hehehe. While he was eating my hole he reached around and was unlocking my cage from behind. That was an interesting experience lol. He had never unlocked me that way before. I have to say it was fun but I do think Sir will prefer seeing my reaction to him pulling my cage off my dick hehehe. It is a very fun reaction. I can’t help but gasp in pleasure when it comes off. My dick knows it’s time to play when the cage is removed and man was he ready to play that night lol. He was at full attention and was looking for fun :) In no time flat Sir was on his back and I was dick deep in his hole rocking my ass back and froth across his prostate hehehe. I LOVE making Sir feel good that way. I CAN’T wait till my stamina is up to where I can make him cum from being fucked each and every time hehehe. So I was rocking away for a while before my dick slipped out and just wasn’t had enough to slip back in. My dick will learn one day that if he stays hard he’ll get to play even harder hehehe. So I switched to sucking Sir. Sucking his dick good and hard hehe. Then I slipped a finger in and moved it up and down his prostate. Teasing it here and there till he hit his orgasm and then I pushed hard on his prostate hehehe. Made him cum hard and deep :) hehehe. One time off isn’t enough so when we got back from the hot tub we started again. I was sucking and pulling and fndling till he was hard enough to FUCK ME! It feels so good to have my hole FILLED to the brim with his cock. and it FILLS my hole lol. He pumped and fucked and made me fee good hehehe. He didn’t get off from my ass but there were more fun things in store for him hehehe. I jumped right back on his cock and started sucking. But this time it was nice and slow. Get him titillated. Get his dick hard and needing to get off without putting enough pressure for him to get off hehehe. This can be dangerous but a little edging is good for Sirs too hehehe. I got him soooo horny he had to jack off on my chest. I wish that his cum was in me but it is super hot to see him shot his load all over my chest. I get to see that it was my sexy body that sent him over the edge hehe. I hope that happens again this weekend. Guess I will have to test out my edging skills again hehehe. Wish me luck boys and Sirs BYES    

OH! I’m Good!

Hey boys and Sirs. Hope all of you have been having a good week so far. I certainly had a VERY fun weekend. Sir and I got to play most of the weekend hehehe. We had a back o school party to go to for a friend so Sir and his partner were able to pick me up from my house and take me to the party too. :) The party was super fun. There was food and games and a great bunch of people to hang with. We were there for a couple of hours and then Sir and his partner took me back to my house so we could Chinese fire drill with the cars :P. Sir was coming with me so his partner could take one of their friends home while I took Sir down to his house. Luckily Sirs niece was out of town so we could play at the house and this time I decided after being offered to stay at the house and cuddle with Sir and his partner. I usually don’t care at all for their bed, It is super soft for me and my back regrets it the next day. But I really wanted to play with Sir and I LOVE hanging out at their house. So I got to take Sir home which was a lot of fun. We got to talk and he didn’t freak out about my driving this time LOL It seems that driving in the dark with Sir is better because he then can’t see a lot of the things that make him nervous lol.

So we made it to the house and Sirs partner made it a few minutes after that. Sir let me out of my age yay! He was probably thingking that we would get to play before bed but  we were all pretty tired so we decide to crash in the bed. I usually sleep naked at home but I have a hard time sleeping naked with other people. It just seems odd to me. I’m not use to it. So I dropped to my undies in bed and crawled in hehe. Sir was of course naked and was asking me why I wasn’t lol. His partner stuck up for me in my choice but I did take my undies off and I have to say best decision ever lol. I was sooo much cooler being completely naked and it gave Sir better access hehehe. For awhile we were all trying to get some sleep but Sirs mind gets very overactive in bed and I needed to help take care of that hehehe. I sucked Sir off which was a lot of fun. He came in no time flat. He must have been very full hehehehe. So after that he finally was drifting off to sleep with the rest of us :)

I woke up really early the next morning compared to when we got up. I might have gotten I’d say 6 hours of sleep but it was great sleep. My back didn’t hurt and I felt rested. I did manage to tear the sheet off the corner of the bed tho so I don’t know how much I tossed and turned in the night but I woke up with a massive hardon. It was full mast and hungry. He wanted Sir ass. And to make matters worse Sirs ass was just inches from him. If his ass had been prepped he would have had such a fun morning wake up fuck grrrrrrrrrrr. But that was sadly not in the cards. But what was was humping Sir and giving him a bj hehehe. Best way to start the morning ever :)  And then what made the day even better is that we were going out for breakfast yay! All three of us got up and we went to waffle house. mmmmmmmm waffles. I LOVE waffle house waffles. Can’t go there without getting two waffles mmmmmmmmm. So I certainly wasn’t keeping my low carb diet but neither was Sir :P He got a peanut butter waffle hehehe. So we had breakfast and then went grocery shopping. That certainly opened my eyes lol. Sir is a very pampered person :P we are going on a camping retreat together next month and I can’t help but call it glamping all the time these days. He wanted to bring a big screen TV and his playstation with him lol. We are already going to have carpeted floors,a towel rack, an air mattress, matching sheets, and a heater lol. I have NEVER camped like this before lol. Should be a really fun experience :) So we got a few things. Apparently grocery shopping counts as 4 food items and 12 non-food items :P hehehe. We headed home and brought everything in. I was supposed to clean the floors in exchange for Sirs partner to give me a hair cut but we didn’t get that far. Sir and I went upstairs to have some fun while his partner rested hehehe. I was wearing my tighty whities so Sir knew that I needed a good hard spanking and man did he deliver grrrrrrrr. He had me take off my undies and put me into the wheelbarrow position. For those of you who don’t know what this is it is when the spankee is has his head and knees on the ground while his legs are on either side of Sirs hips.  This way the spankee’s ass is right on top of and in front of Sirs cock hehehe. So Sir has apple access to the boys ass and this position has the added benifit that I found out that one cannot clench your ass muscles in this position. Therefore the smack is falling on a totally lose and unguarded ass hehehe. It hurts a lot hehehe. Man it was sooooo much fun. Sir got me speaking in tongues in no time flat lol. After the spanking Sir and I cuddled a bit so that i could come down and recover from the spanking. I have such a thoughtful Sir :) After coming down I sucked Sirs nips really hard. They hadn’t gotten any action up to this point and I needed to rectify that hehehe. Got Sir more horny and then went to town on his cock. hehehe didn’t take me long to get him off. Sir made the comment that he needs to change the time for the challenege of getting him off from 15 minutes to 3 LOL I am getting really good at getting him offf. I can make it last or drive him really fast to orgasms hehehe. So many choices not enough time hehehe. Any way I do it I still get rewarded with delicious Sir cum grrrrrrrrr. I diffidently need more of it in my life hehehe. After Sir got off and before he started snoring we invited his parter to come nap with us and man did we nap HARD I slept like 4 hours and I woke up after I was planning on leaving lol. Not a bad change of plans tho since I did get to have a steak dinner with Sir and his partner :). Sirs partner makes FANTASTIC steak. I never liked steak before having his streak. MMMMMMMMM thank you for the food you two :) Then it was of to work for me lol.

It was such a fun weekend. I caan’t wait to experience another one soon :) You have a fun day you naughty boys and Sirs BYES             

The Nine Degrees Of Submission

The Nine Degrees Of Submission

1)  The outright non-submissive masochist or kinky sensualist Not into servitude, humiliation or giving up of control; just pain and/or spiced-up sensuality, on the masochist’s own terms for the masochist’s own pleasure (ie: being turned on solely or mainly by one’s own bodily sensations, rather than being turned on by being “used” to gratify one’s partner’s sadism).

2) Pseudo-submissive non-slave Not into even playing “slave”, but into other “submissive” role-playing, e.g.: schoolteacher scenes, infantilism, “forced” transvestism. Usually into humiliation, but NOT into servitude, even in play. Dictates the scene to a large degree.

3) Pseudo-submissive PLAY slave Likes to play at being slave. Likes to *feel* subservient; may in some cases like to *feel* that one is being “used” to gratify one’s partner’s sadism; and may even really serve the dominant in some ways, but only on the “slave’s” own terms. Dictates the scene to a large degree; often fetishistic (e.g. foot worshippers).

4) True submissive non-slave Really gives up control (though only temporarily and within agreed upon limits), but gets his main satisfaction from aspects of submission *other than* serving or being used by the dominant. Usually turned on by suspense, vulnerability, and/or giving up of responsibility. Doesn’t dictate the scene except in very general terms, but still seeks mainly his own *direct* pleasure (rather than getting one’s pleasure mainly from pleasing the dominant).

5) True submissive PLAY slave Really gives up control (though only temporarily; only during brief “scenes” and within limits) and gets his main satisfaction from serving and being used by the dominant - but only for FUN purposes, usually erotic. (May or may not be into pain, but if so, is turned on by pain *indirectly*, ie: enjoys being the objects of one’s partner’s sadism, on which the submissive places few requirements or restrictions.)

6) Uncommitted short-term but more-than-play semi-slave Really gives up control (though usually within limits); wants to serve and be used by the dominant; wants to provide practical, non-erotic as well as fun,  erotic services; but only when the “slave” is in the mood. May even act as a full-time slave for, say, several days at a time, but is free to quit at any time (or at the end of the agreed upon several days). May or may not have a long-term relationship with one’s Master, but, either way, the “slave” has the final say over when he will serve.

7) Part-time consensual but REAL slave Has ongoing commitment to an owner/slave relationship, and regards oneself as the Master’s “property” at all times. Wants to obey and please him in all aspects of life - practical/non-erotic as well as fun/erotic. Devotes most of one’s time to other commitments (eg: job) but the Master has first pick of the slave’s free time.

8) Full-time live-in consensual slave Within no more than a few broad limits/requirements, the slave regards himself as existing solely for the Master’s use, pleasure and well- being. The slave in turn expects to be regarded as a prized possession. Not much different from the situation of the traditional housewife, except that within the S/M world the slave’s position is more likely to be fully consensual, especially if the slave is male (since men certainly aren’t socially pressured into this kind of lifestyle). Within the S/M world, a full-time “slave” arrangement is entered into with an explicit awareness of the magnitude of power that is being given up, and hence is usually entered into much more carefully, with more awareness of the possible dangers, and with much clearer and more specific agreements than usually precede the traditional marriage.

9) Consensual total slave with no limits A common fantasy ideal which probably doesn’t exist in real life (except in authoritarian religious cults and other situations where the “consent” is induced by brainwashing and/or social or economic pressures, and hence isn’t fully consensual). A few S/M purists will insist that you aren’t really a slave unless you’re willing to do absolutely *anything* for your Master, with no limits at all. There are a few who claim to be no-limits slaves, but in all cases it would be reasonable to doubt the claim.

- Diane Vera

Hi Sir! Thanks for the great blog, it has been a daily routine for me to check it for quite some time now. I am very fascinated in your relationship with your slave; how you train him on a daily basis and how you have gradually modified him over the many years you have owned him. I am particularily interested in how you use his psycology/emotions in your training. Is this something that always just came naturally to you or something that was well though out and researched? Thanks for your effort

Thank you for your kind words about my blog, boy.  I appreciate them.

Even as a child, I wanted to control everything I wasinvolved in.  Gained friends because ofit; lost friends because of it.  As I becamesexually active, I gravitated quickly to BDSM, teaching and training myself inthe techniques of control in sessions.  Ifound this lacking and knew I wanted a slave I could control and customize as Iwanted.  When I collared my submale, Ifound that training him in how to act or changing his body was easy.  Took time, discipline and punishment to achievethe changes in behavior, but it was not hard to do.

What I learned with him though was that he became moredocile and compliant when I used certain words or phrases, when I focused hisbehavior in certain ways, when I changed certain aspect of his body or dressedhim in certain ways.  I began to focus onthese and to test them.  Sure enough, if Ihandled/treated him in specific ways, I had a lot more control and could changehim in many different ways.

So, I began to study him, listen to him and his reactions,focus on what he was saying outwards but more important “between the lines”,not necessarily the words.  I realizedthat if I could tap into what was inside of him, what he felt deeply, his owninclinations and needs, his values, his self image, his doubts and insecurities,his feelings about me, I could exploit them all to cause changes I wanted inhim.

Yes, as you suggest, I also did a lot of research and stilldo.  How are children formed intoadults.  How are dogs and animalstrained.  What techniques do cognitivetherapists use to modify behavior.  Howdoes sports psychology work to focus and make an athlete obsessed with doingwhat he does.  While I did not want touse hypnosis (too easy), what techniques does hypnosis provide to make a personsusceptible.  I even researched thedarker side of thing.  What causes the Stockholmsyndrome?  How does an abusive spousealter his/her partner’s self image and motivations and actions, what causes aninnocent child to become a criminal or gang member or something contrary to allhis/her parents taught.  I am nowintrigued with how fanatics like ISIS can radicalize someone who was notviolent or hate-filled to begin with.

Putting all of this together, I realized I could have virtuallyfull control and change him physically, behaviorally, psychologically,emotionally, and in almost any way I wanted as long as I was consistent in mytreatment of him as I was focusing on a specific change, as long as I was verypatient and as long as I continued to listen and exploit his reactions to whatI was doing to achieve whatever goal I wanted to achieve.

Probably more than you wanted to know

Wear that ass out hehehe

Hey boys and Sirs. Hope everyone had a good week I certainly had a fun Saturday before Sir went off to work in another city. He telecommutes so every once in a while he has to fly to the office for the week for team building stuff and so they can tell him how great he is :P. I could tell them that lol. That would sve them some money. I could do his midyear review for them hehehe, He has made lots of progress and has been integral in the progress of his underlings. He works well in groups and one on one. Their is always room for improvement but he is properly motivated to reach to new heights and accomplish new goals hehehe. Grrrrrr it has been a VERY long week without Sir. I am glad we got to have lots of fun before he left hehehe.

We did a late play date since Sir, me, his partner and some friends went to our favorite bar that was closing down so we were out very late hehe. That was such a fun night. The right people showed up and I got the right level of drunk to really enjoy myself. One of our friends can attest to that LOL I kept introducing him to my ex many many times lol. It is sooo nice o not have to be the DD. Really got to enjoy myself at the bar. It was a great sendoff for the only bar in town that I actually like to hang out in because I can actually hear myself think and be able to have a conversation with another person :) It will be missed.

So Sir picked me up from my house (thank you Sir) and we headed to the local kink/sex shop for some shopping. Sir wouldn’t tell me what we were getting but I could tell from the night before what area he was aiming for hehehe. Sir wore his leather harness to the bar last night and I could get the hint that he was going to get me one YAY! I have wanted one for like the last year. They are sooooo hot and since my workouts have been working really well I now have a chest that I would enjoy showing off :) I really enjoy Sir in his and it would be fun for both of us to be in them together hehehe. Sadly the shop we go to for our kinkwear has downsized and moved to the basement of another shop. So they now take up I would say about half of the floor space they did in their original space. It’s a nice space where you can get much closer to the merchandise bu they have also had to reduce the slection of most of their stuff. So sadly their harness collection leaves a great deal to be desired for but we didn’t leave empty handed. We left with a small jack sleeve to play with hehehe. It looks like we are going to have to make a pilgrimage to one of the kinkier towns in the US for a better selection. Harnesses are one thing you can’t buy online and hope that it will fit lol.

With purchase in hand and food in our bellies (we ate lunch before heading to the kink shop) we headed back to the club. It was a very nice day at the club. Sunny and warm but not too warm. It is so weird that every time we are at the club it seems like such nice weather. Maybe it’s the fact that we have both gotten off that makes the weather feel better or the heat we produce in the small club room makes the outside feel cooler? I don’t know but I will take it. We went to the room and Sir decide that we were going to skip the gym that day. hehehe he was soooo horny that he wasn’t wanting to waste any time working out lol. We were going to get enough of a workout in the room anyways. We may not be moving very far but man are we moving a lot hehehe.  My dick was recovering from its down day on Wednesday. My mind wasn’t impeding things as badly…..or it may have been the thought that my mind knew that I wasn’t going to be locked up while Sir was gone so there was less pressure on my dick to preform. Yes you did hear right. I was allowed to be unlocked for this whole week while Sir was working. Part of the reason was that Sir picked me up at the club (He seems to like doing that now :P Shows how strong he is now lol) and when I came down we both noticed that my cage had broke. Not the main part of the cage where my dick is housed. That had happened before and we replaced it. This time it was the ring that goes around balls to keep the cage attached to my balls. The connector ring to the rest of the cage had snapped and the whole cage was like a screen door wafting back and forth. I don’t know what caused the break but Sir decided to use the timing for a new training technique. I was to masturbate everyday he was gone. The catch was that I could only cum while kneeling. Now for most people this wouldn’t be a problem but for me aa the week progressed I found that that may be the key to me not being able to cum while fucking. I can cum while laying down and while standing but kneeling seemed to put up a mental block that made it that I couldn’t cum. So Sir put in place that I was to jack till I almost got off and then finish myself while kneeling. It took a few days to get there but I did get a really intense orgasm while kneeling one day so I think that that is a good sign for things to come. Can’t wait to cum while fucking my Sirs HOT ass and Saturday certainly showed that enthusiasm lol. My dick was having soooo much fun that I wore Sirs ass out hehehe. I didn’t mean too but after fucking him till I went soft and then getting myself back to hard he flipped onto his back and I was ready to go to town on his ass it ended up being too much. ooops. Never done that before. Don’t worry tho guys i finished Sir off by working his prostate with my finger while sucking him hehehe. My dick may have problems performing but my fingers always know what they are doing hehehe. So we spent most of Saturday resting, sleeping and lounging by the pool. We had the big night before and after Sir getting off we were feeling tired. So we had a great nap that sadly made Sirs arm go numb. He accidentally hit me in the face with it trying to bring feeling back to it lol. So we hot tubed and then lounged by the pool till we left. It is really annoying that we always seem to get out of the club right after everything closes since we wanted to get some dinner but of course everything is closed. Sigh. So Sir took me home.

It has been a very interesting week being allowed to masturbate everyday this week. I ave noticed that my dickhead is staying sensitive! Which is fantastic since that was what the cage was doing for me and now my dick is staying that way all by itself hehe. I actually masturbated last night just manipulating my dick head like everyone else. Stroking up and down the shaft till POP hehe. instead of my normal method where I use two fingers to manipulate the skin just bellow the head of my dick. I don’t jack by doing the whole shaft I just work that one area. Hopefully being able to get off by working my shaft and head will mean that I will be able to get off by way of bjs and fucking. hehehehe Fingers crossed boy and Sirs. we shall find out tomorrow hehehe. See yas!       

What goes up must come down

Hey boys and Sirs! It has been a while. Been hot as fuck here so been sleeping all the time. Work, sleep, eat has been my schedule since Sir left town for work. He is finally back and I am being held accountable for my tumbles like I should be lol. So Wednesday got to be a fun day for Sir and I. We got to the club and got into the room. He unlocked me but I really had to pee so he let me run to the bathroom while he set up his trap hehehe. When I got back from the restroom Sir was kneeling on the bed with his ass in the air clad in my red PAPI briefs. Grrrrrrr he certainly knows how to taunt me. I lunged for his ass after I was given permission to. Remember boys to always ask for permission. Don’t want to have to learn the hard way that lesson lol. I was sucking and grabbing and fondling Sirs ass thru the fabric. I really like good undies but I couldn’t wait to tear right thru them and get to the sweet tasty Sir hole that was on the other side hehehe. After a few minutes Sir let me take his undies off and I got to go to town on his ass grrrrrrrrrrr. Miss that ass soooo much. While I was munching on his ass Sir was flipping thru my positivites book to make sure that I was up to date on it. This book is desingend for me to look at five parts of my life every day and write down five good things about each one. I tend to have a very negative outlook on life so Sir thought this would be a good training tool for me to think of the positive parts of life. I do have to say that it is helping. I think more positive if it isn’t 100 degrees outside and air conditioning isn’t working lol. I don’t know how well I did with completing that task but I didn’t get punished so it must have been acceptable :P I did get an awesome spanking tho hehehe. Most people would say that that is a punishment but for me it is a reward. My bottom needs to fel pain every once in a while for my brain to reset and for me feel centered. I don’t know why this is but man I am VERY happy that Sir obliges and smacks my ass when I need it hehehe. He took me over his knee and gave me  sound spanking that my ass relished in hehehe.

I got soo horny from the spanking and the ass munching that my dick was wanting a taste of Sirs ass too hehehe. why should only my mouth get to have all the fun he was saying lol. He hopped on Sir and was humping his ass hard. he wanted in. He wanted to play lol. And Sir let him have his fun hehehe. Despite being horny my dick was having some difficulties. He was riding high on the fun we had on the weekend but he just wasn’t staying hard enough to breach Sirs hot ass. He was struggling trying to get in and also staying hard. He wanted to have fun but I think his mean older brother my mind got in the way. I was thinking too much and comparing this time too much to the weekend fun that he was shutting things down :( Your mind can be your worse enemy to your dick. If you don’t have complete confidence in your dick then your dick will betray you grrrrrrrrr. Good thing Sir and I know many more things to do when dick aren’t cooperating hehehe. Foreplay isn’t just for the begining of sex. It can aslo be used for during hehehe. So i switched to blowing and working Sirs nips hehehe. Two of my favorite pastimes. They get Sir soooo worked up that either I have to get him off or he has to flip me onto my back and jack off on my chest hehehe I really enjoy causing him to have to take matters into his own hands. I know that if I was the Sir I would be edging him just as badly as he does me. But it would be even more fun since he is much more use to getting off then I am so his edging would be way more intense and torturous for him hehehe. I would be an evil Sir. But heck when you learn from the best……hehehehe   

Definitely an awesome day and so becoming more able to be verse with each training. Grrrrr.

Patience with training really pays off.

TOPPING IS FUCKING AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOL I never thought I would ever say this line lol. When Sir and I first met a year and a half ago I thought I anted to be a pussyboy. I thought I would never get pleasure from topping since I had never gotten it before. My dick would always shrink at the thought of topping. I would try and try and try and it would just not work. So I went the other direction. I must be able to get pleasure from my hole then. All my pleasure will come from my hole. I will make some lucky top and good bottom. It is weird that I would think this since bottoming didn’t give me much pleasure either. My ex was HUGE and bottoming for him was gritting my teeth and hoping that he would cum quickly. I was soooo shy about sex because I would never be able to cum for another person. I knew how to make myself feel fantastic but when I would add another person into the picture I would enjoy the foreplay but when it came time to perform everything would shut down :(

My what a year and a half has done to me and Sir LOL I was first put into my cage to help with my pussyboy training. When Sir and I started to relax the rules and the labels he noticed that the cage made my dick more sensitive. It was easier to get my dick to get hard and stay hard after having worn the cage for a few days. This gave Sir an interesting idea of taking my training the other way and turn me into a sub top. I know many people don’t believe that these exist but I can tell you they do. I am a prime example of one now hehehe. So Sir spent probably the last year I would say working on me to get to topping. I would have to say that I liked the idea but was very nervous about it. I didn’t really think that it was possibly for me to be a top. Man was I wrong lol. As the months have gone by and we played things changed. My dick was staying harder for longer, it was enjoying being handled by another person and I was getting to explore the non-dick based kink without the pressure of having to perform.

All this work paid HUGE dividends yesterday! I was a topping machine LOL. I couldn’t tell you how many times I entered Sirs ass. Still not enough I say! LOL I am still fucking horny as fuck today. I need Sir ass right NOW! hehehe Man we were all over the place. We started out really strong too. My dick wanted some ass time right away so I jumped right in to the beginning and went from 0 to 60 in 2 second flat hehe. Ate a scrumptious meal of Sir ass mmmmmmmmm. Gotta lube up that hole. Treat it like your best friend ever and then stick it to him hehehe. Man it can still feel Sirs ass around my cock. I have gotten soooo addicted to the feeling of when you first push into the hole and it gives way to your cock. gripping your cock with all its might. Trying to stay closed but it can’t. Your cock is too delicious for your bottoms prostate that the prostate forces the sphincter to relax and let the cock in grrrrrrrr. *shudder* and then our dick can go to town. Feeling the confining constraint of the hole working the shaft and its head bumping and prodding the prostate. mmmmmmmm Thrusting in and out. Feeling the sphincter fight you each time grrrrrrrrr. Need some Sir ass please lol.

We even discovered a new position that we both really really like. It saves Sirs knees and makes it that i can fuck Sir HARD while putting less pressure on my hips hehe. Sir is on his back with a pillow under his bum with his legs in the air mmmmmmmmmmmmmm The penetration feeling is even more intense in this position. I was enjoying it sooooo much that every time my dick got hard i would want to stick it in Sir with this position or any position. I was addicted to Sir ass and topping LOL. grrrrrrr We would go from sucking and fondling to fucking as quickly as possible. I now wanted to fuck Sir as much as he wanted to fuck hehehe. And amazingly my hips did not stop me almost at all from the fun. I knew with some practice they would get use to the idea of helping their friend mister dick get pleasure for the whole body by helping him get some Sir ass hehehe. grrrrrrrrr. We even got to flip fuck a little. My ass was having a little difficulty this time. Cleaning out wasn’t a very fun process for him but that happens :P We still got some quality flip fuck time in after my hole got use to the idea lol. Sir even topped me in the same way I got to top him and man was that FANTASTIC! I was being such a horny little bottom while he was fucking me :). I even went NO and held Sirs dick in my ass when it was trying to escape LOL. Who would have ever thought that I would want to keep a dick in my ass for longer then need be LOL. Now I want Sirs dick in my ass just as much as I want mine in his hehehe. It was such a fun and productive day. So much progress made and Sir is jealous of it. He enjoys it but wants to be beating me hehehe. And I know that he will and I look forward to it. His win is an even bigger win for me hehehe. Have a happy and horny week you naughty boys and awesome Sirs :)

I think we made awesome progress and your ass is so heavenly. :) and funny cause I see guys now and think of fucking them, not usually the case. Grrrr Saturday can't get here soon enough.

Heaven is two inches past the cheeks hehehe

Hey boys and Sirs. Hope everyone enjoyed their week. I CERTAINLY did. Sir and I played on Wednesday at it was AMAZING. We made sooooooo much progress that it is hard for me to comprehend just how far we have come in just three days since we had last played hehehe. The play day started out kind of stressful because of the traffic in town. There was soooooooo much traffic on every road and freeway that it took me twice as long as normal to get to the club. Sir got there first and got a room. Apparently all of the attendants at the club were wondering where I was lol. I didn’t get there too much past Sir but we did lose half an hr to our play time so we skipped the gym and man was that worth it grrrrrrr.

When I got in the room Sir was already naked and ready for fun hehehe. Before I even got my clothes off he was kneeling on the bed ass up teasing me with it. Grrrrrrrrr I couldn’t help myself hehehe. Sir let me eat that sweet set of cake till I was horned up and I mean SUPER horned up. My dick was hard after having a full meal of Sir ass that he was looking for some tight hole fun hehehe. I actually got to mount Sir while he was kneeling on the bed ass up hehehe. We have tried this position before and it was no dice time and time again. I just couldn’t get my dick to breach his hole. It would always slip down past his hole and frustrate me. Well I am happy to report that did not happen this time. I pushed in and felt heaven open up to me. I can still feel Sirs ass squeezing my dick hard as it went in. GODS i want that feeling again grrrrrrrrrrrrr. My knees were on the bed and i was grasping his sides as i thrusted in and for the first time out hehehe. Before I was always nervous about my dick popping of his ass and not going back in. Porn seemed like such a unrealistic fantasy to me. How do guys with dicks my length (average sized) truly get to thrust with abandon. Well I found that out Wednesday grrrrrr. By being able to keep my torso straight up I was able to have more control over my dick and thrust how and where I wanted to go hehehe. Even when i would bend over to caress Sirs back I was bale to keep humping his ass and working his hole sooooo good hehehe. I was hitting all the right spots for Sir grrrrrr He was moaning sooo much which of course made me want to keep going. Give him as much pleasure as my body could physically do and man did I succeed hehehe Sir said afterwards that if I had kept it up he would have cum from my fucking him hehehe. He was starting to lose control of what his dick was doing and could almost shoot hands free grrrrrrrr. A near goal that I will make happen. Hopefully Saturday hehehe. I know I have the motivation to make that happen. Man nothing would encourage me more then making Sir cum hands free grrrrrrrr.  My dick did that hehehe.

We rested after that since both our hips needed some rest hehehe. I need to look up exercises to help me last longer since my hips get sore after a while and I was having a hard time breathing while in that position. I think that was just because I was sooooo excited and was enjoying myself soo much that i was forgetting to breath lol. Well that and my body isn’t use to thrusting that way do was being bad. I don’t think this will be a problem for very long tho hehehe. I am going to make that position my best one. I will make Sir cum every time from fucking his sexy ass! Hehehe so since Sir was already most of the way there I sucked the cum right out of him hehehe. It didn’t take long espically since I was fingering him HARD. I mean i was merciless on his prostate hehehe. Right as he was cumming I pressed down on it hard. Making him scream in ecstasy hehehe. I love that I know what I am doing now. I sooo enjoy that I can make Sir fill with pleasure :)

and speaking of filling with pleasure grrrrrrr. After the hot tub and some lounging by the pool Sir fucked my tight ass GOOD. I mean REAL FUCKING GOOD! My ass was begging for a fucking and Sir delivered. Unlike before where my ass would put up as much of a fight as possible when Sir found my hole and pushed to enter my hole opened right up for hm. I mean it just parted and let his HUGE cock go all the way to the base hehehe. It fekt soooooooooooooooo FUCKING GOOD! I was backing up on his dick trying to get even further into my ass. I was a bitch in heat lol. And what was even better was my ass was letting him be in there thrusting around giving me pleasure. It wasn’t perfect but man did my ass let him in and there to stay for the longest time so far :) hehehe and Sir was able to enter and fuck my ass several times. There was no pain and I was feeling soooooooooooooo good that i even got hard. Hard enough that Sir and I for the first time flip fucked. He fucked me and then I fucked him. One after another grrrrrrrrrr. It as SO hot. This has been a goal of ours for a long time. Ever since Sir started training me to top we have wanted to flip fuck and we finally did it YAY! Cant wait to do it again grrrrrrrrrrr. Saturday can’t come fast enough! Now the complementary goal will be to have both of us cum while either fucking or getting fucked. Sir has approved both of these as ways for me to cum. I am not allowed to get off any other way then thru fucking and man am I now really happy for that rule. I feel so close to this goal that I will have to be pealed off the wall when it happens grrrrrrrr. Stay tuned for even more kinky fun guys HUGS