We Are Getting There... Hehehe

We are getting there... Hehehe

Doesn’t my ass look damn hot boys and Sirs hehehe. Sir gave me an awesome switching before play time ended yesterday hehehe. You can see all the welts easily hehehe. I am soo happy with my Sir and his readiness to beat my ass when I need it :).

Sir and I had a really nice play time yesterday. We hit the gym HARD with Sir making vast leaps and bounds on his reps from last week :) I hope he felt the results from it today hehehe. He is sooo hot when he is all exhausted from a hard workout that I helped with :)

After the workout Sir let me do something that I talked about in my last post that I didn’t get to do last time. Ear his tasty ass. I am such an ass muncher that I really want it everyday all day lol. It just tastes so good and Sir makes such delicious noices from it hehehe. And sweaty post workout ass is even better :)

That got Sir riled up to take what he wanted hehehe. He had me on my stomach and humped a load into my ass crack grrrrrr that was sooo damn hot. I need that again right now grrrrrrr. Then after Sir got off we chatted and cuddled for a bit. This is just as important as play to Sir and I. You get to check in after play and see what was good and such. And cuddles are always awesome :)

Then we went to the hot tub to soak. Which I always enjoy. A big perk if the club is the hot tub. I really like hot tubs but don’t have access to one anywhere else. After hot tub soak we went back to the room and played around some more hehehe. Sir got soooo horned up that he was ready to stick his dick in my ass and fuck my pussy hehehe. It was a process since I kept forcing him out by accident. I not use to having other people shove things up my ass so my hole reacts accordingly. But for the first time ever I was able to relax my hole all by myself and let Sir in to my ass hehehe. I feel really guilty that he got part way in and then I told him to stop. It was starting to hurt and I didn’t want a repeat of previous times with my ex where I had to grin and bear it. But Sir isn’t my ex and he is more concerned about my comfortablility. I should have told him to wait a second while my ass got use to his dick being there and then have him keep moving forward. I really want to enjoy getting fucked but it us a process. I hope Sir will forgive me for my hesitation and will still be willing to explore anal with my ass as the prize to win hehehe. I want my pussy worked out by Sirs huge cock. Make me anal orgasm Sir grrrrrrrrr :)

Till next time boys and Sirs. Gute nacht

Slowly but surely we are getting there. :) and I am glad both of us are patient. As I say, good things come to those that wait. Especially with chastity play. Hehehe

Insert tab A into slot B hehehe

Hey boys and Sirs. Hope all yiu had a fun weekend. I certainly did hehehe. This Saturday the fun started in the shower prepping for my play time with Sir. I have been having a hard time with bottoming because of my tight hole. It likes to clamp shut when Sir is trying to breach it. It drives me crazy that it does this so I was determined to not have this problem Saturday. So while I was rinsing out my pussy so it would be enjoyable for Sir to play with I decided to work on stretching my hole. I wanted to see that it could stretch and stay stretched while taking a dick. So I took a butt plug and kept pushing it in and pushing it out till my pussy was loosened. Then I took my 6.5" dildo and attatched it to the wall and practiced impaling my ass on to it. I’ve never really done this before since I was more concerned about getting it in my ass then how my hole was dealing with the dildo getting in there. So I kept setting up the dildo and backing my ass on to it for practice. Hehehe I have to say it ended up being pretty fun and I got my hole loose enough that I could take Sirs huge dick hehehe.

So after getting my pussy ready I slipped in a butt plug to keep it loose and headed to have fun with Sir at the club. We were suppose to workout but Sir just wasn’t into it. He had missed his chiropractor appointment this week so his back wasn’t wanting to cooperate. So with no gym to get in the way we jumped right into the fun stuff hehehe. Sir had me strip while he went to the bathroom so he had to eagerly check what undies I had worn to see what kind of play day we were going to have hehehe.

Those who are new to following me should know that when I wear tighty whities that is a signal to Sir that I NEED a good spanking that day. He can deliver it any way he wants but I NEED to have my butt smacked and redden during our play session lol. So he was enthused to see that I had come with my tighty whities on hehehe.

He laid down while was working his nips, shoulder and arms. Getting little Sir nice and hard so he could have a fun day. After Sirs cock was getting hard I started sucking it while Sir was slapping my ass. We were in a 69 position with his cock in my mouth and my ass getting wacked with the paddle :) it is a good thing that I make Sir do his wrist exercises since it the paddling was all wrist lol. Sir was also making sure that my mouth wasn’t leaving his dick while he was paddling me lol. He kept telling me to get back on top of it and how it shouldn’t leave my mouth.

Afrer the paddling Sir was playing with the dildo in my ass. Slapping it, pulling on it, pushing on it, pulling it all the way out and then shoving it back in hehehe. Then he took my hole into his own hands hehehe. He was working my hole over with one finger, then two, then three on to four and finally to five! I had five fingers all the way in my ass :D. I had never accomplished that before hehehe. I was SO happy about that. I could finally take Sirs cock YES!

Well my ass was ready but Sirs cock was not having it that day. It was hard but not hard enough to penetrate my ass. It seems that when one thing is ready the other is not lol. One day his cock and my ass will be horny and ready at the same time for play. I even tried to ride his dick which got an awesome reaction from Sir when my pussy got on top of his dick head but I wqs worried about hurting Sir so we could go all the way sadly. So instead Sir lubed up my ass cheeks and fucked those till he came grrrrrr.

It is soooo hot to have my ass covered in Sirs cum. I don’t want to move or anything when that happens. I feel that I have accomplished a great thing when it is MY ass that heoped Sir cum hehehe. Soon very soon it WILL be my ass and my hole working in tandem to make Sir spurt all over the place hehehe.

I can’t wait till we get to play again hehehe. Hope you all are having a decent beginning of the week and stay kinky :)

Oh it was quite a fun night Boy, and we will have to see what we can do to edge you as much. hehehe  You did make awesome noises.

Edged till crying lol

Hey boys and Sirs. Hope you all are having a wonderfully horny day. I am still recovering from all the fun Sir and I had last night hehehe. Oh man was I one horny little boy all night lol. we didn’t even make it to the gym before playing lol. Sir pushed me against the wall of our room and was kissing me hard. Then he took out his dick and was rubbing it against me grrrrrrrr. I couldn’t help it. I pushed him onto the bed and attacked his cock with my mouth. I needed to taste it and make it hard and creamy mmmmmm. My knees hit the floor and my mouth was having the time of his life. Eventually Sir laid back and pulled down his pants and his shirt up so I could have full access to everything that I needed to make him real happy hehehe. I was all over the place doing everything I could till *pop* Sir came hehehe. I didn’t wven take any clothes off lol.

So after our little detour Sir and I hit the gym as usual. Sir is trying out a new app that we were working on figuring out. I kind of like it. It is more informative then the last one we used and the workouts are really helping Sir bulk up hehehe. He keeps trying to beat me so I have to keep upping my game so he doesn’t surpass me too badly lol. Its becoming a real challenge to keep up but the most important thing is that we are both making progress and not damaging anything :) if both our progresses keep up we will both have damn sexy chests by the end of the summer hehehe :)

So after the very successful gym time Sir and I hit the room again. Sir was playing with me the whole time about not unlocking me during our play session. As you can imagine I was not too pleased with hearing that idea. If I can’t get off its at least nice that I can get out of the cage for the play session. My dick looks forward to having some breathing time three days a week lol. So Sir was trying to cime up with a solution to the problem by suggesting that every forth time he got off he’d let me out lol. I’d say that I made such good worrisome noices to that idea that he finally settled with if I could find the key to my cage in the play bag he’d let me out. Thank goodness he didn’t distract me too much and I was able to find the key and get unlocked. And man did Sir not regret his decision lol. I was so FUCKING horny from the minute I got out of the cage. My dick was standing at attention and having soooooo much fun with Sir sucking on him and fondling him and making him scream with pain. I have never had that much fun being edged lol. I was going INSANE. I was humping the air, Sirs abs, him ass…..anything I could get my dick on! Grrrrrrrr if Sir could’ve taken it I would’ve fucked him into the next decade last night lol. I don’t know what was up but I hope it continues. I so enjoyed getting to be that horny. The time just flew by. It was almost time for us to leave before we even knew that it was time lol. I didn’t get off but I was really close. I think that the next time I get this horny I should be able to get off hehehe. I can’t wait. :)

Well you boys and Sirs enjoy your end of the work week and stay horny :)

We so will get there, both of us are getting each of the things we need to do to get things going good.  Soon flip fucking will be a regular event. ;)  Then have to come up with something new to try! :) hehehe

Pussyboi my ass Sir!

Hehehe hey boys and Sirs. I hope everyones week is going well. Just one more day till the weekend :) and that means hust one more day till Sir and I can play again grrrrrrr. And I’m sure that our Saturday play will be just as fun as our Wednesday play hehehe.

We hit the gym hard on Wednesday. It was the start of a new 10 week exercise plan for Sir and we started it off with a bang. Sir was pumping iron well above what he was doing last week so it should be interesting what his results will be. He cheats and reacts really well to weight training. Only takes a day somehow to see results in his chest and arms grrrrrr. They are fetting really defined and nommable hehehe.

After making sure Sir was exhausted by the end of gym time we went back to the room and knocked boots hehehe. I licked his nips sooo light and gentle to drive up his libido hehehe. If you have someone who has sensitive nipples lick then in circles with just the tip of your tongue. It should drive them wild hehehe

I really enjoy how sensitive Sirs chest and arms get after his workouts. I can manipulate the sore muscles and cause such happy noices from Sir hehehe. I will push hard on the nips and then slowly work my hands up his chest and on to his shoulders. I have to say that it alm ost looks like his eyes role back into his head from the experience hehehe.

After he git riled up I went spalunking in his damn hot ass hehehe. I am really becoming comfortable with thrusting and deriving pleasure from fucking Sirs ass hehehe. We are now wanting to explore different positions to get some variety and try hitting some new spots hehehe. It has been very difficult for me to get my dick in Sirs hole any other way except when he is on his stomach with his legs together. If his lefs are apart I can rub his hole but just can’t get my dick in :(. We’ll get there tho. Before I couldn’t get my dick in at all let alone keep it hard while playing around. The days have changed :)

And man have they hehehe. Sir flipped me over and was grinding my ass hard. I was in such heat that I was spreading my own ass cheeks as wide open as I could for his huge dick to get inside me. I have never ever done that before for anyone lol. I was soo dick hungry that I NEEEDED Sir inside me grrrrrrr. I felt like such a pussyboi face in the pillow holding my own ass open for Sir to have full access to my pussy hehehe. Sir got in a few times but my ass is way too tight for him to stay in long. I keep forcing him out by accident. I really got to work on my pussy muscles so I have more control and can let an awesome dick pound me into the bed whenever my hung top wants too hehehe. The few time Sir breached my pussy did bring him to climate all over my ass hehehe. My ass was sooooo happy to be the cause of Sir happiness. I can’t wait till its my pussy that causes Sir to lose control and spill his cum on my ass hehehe.

Well I gots to go boys and Sirs. Hope everyone is enjoying my posts. If anyone wants to chat just message me :) see ya and as always stay horny hehehe

While the gay community has made great strides when it comes to accepting other races, ages and body types, the community hasn't always been like that. How did you - as someone with a thicker, furrier body - gain so much confidence in your body within the community. Did you have any inspirations or was it something you developed on your own?

This question has been sitting in my inbox for a few days now while I’ve tried to draft up a Miss America pageant-style answer, but fuck it - that’s not what you’re gonna get.  Grab your cream and lumps, hunty - I’ve got some T to serve.There is very little “community”.  People are hateful, jealous, spiteful, angry…but also hurting, pain-filled, and full of internalized negativity and don’t know how to overcome it.  It’s so much easier to just set yourself adrift on all the implied negativity out there, internalize it, and then let it drown you and lash out at others.  Example?  Right here, from some lovely fellow named @terriblyphotoshoppedbears who seems to have taken issue with one of my posts and the way my dick fills out my jockstrap.  My friend @captainjaneways-bitch has served up some sass (which I appreciate), but still - the problem belongs to terriblyphotoshoppedbears here, and frankly I know what I’ve got in my shorts and I don’t need to prove anything to anybody.  Girl is entitled to her opinion - and I’m entitled to smile, say thank you, and promptly forget about her entirely.

If you rely on your self-esteem to come from an external source, then you’re always at risk of that external source being cut off.  If you do the very hard work of developing your own internal source…well then the only person who can douse that fire is you, sweetie.

It’s fucking hard work.  Very hard.  And it doesn’t come from nowhere.  If you don’t like something about yourself, you can work to change it…but you have to value your work and your ongoing progress, not the end result.  And you have to set realistic goals!  You can’t change fundamental, elemental things about yourself - I could never transform myself into @pizzaotter no matter how much I starved myself - but you can be an improved, better version of yourself.  That’s what matters: making improvements to yourself to make yourself happier.  YOURSELF.  NOT OTHERS.And one more tip: put yourself in the other person’s shoes as much as you can before you say something, do something, write something.  Just follow the Golden Rule - it’s not that hard.  And pay them bitches no mind.

How to get your boy into Chastity! (updated)

If you want to develop a relationship with a male as your sub, this is the most potent thing you can do. Take away his manhood. Whether for a long term relationship, or a casual hookup buddy, this will consistently work….(as long as you hold the key). At first he will hate it and love it. And then he will crave it. Whether he is into kink or not. It will change his focus and he will hunger for more. Even a hardened Top will crave this new feeling. Make a bet with someone you like and then take him down his new path.

1. Tell him why you want to place him into a chastity cage *”I want you to be your horniest around me"*. 

2. Start Cheap. I recommend a cheap device from Ebay. Search for  Male Polycarbonate Chastity.

3. Put it on for him. Be careful and gentle. Don’t start out with uncomfortable pain. You want to integrate it seamlessly. The first time takes a while. If he has hair down there, leave it. He will discover he needs to shave on his own. Shaving will be his gift to you, if you want it.

4. Put his clothes on and take him out somewhere where you can both see how it feels while walking, sitting etc. (If he has pain, take it off. You want to get him into chastity, not hate you. Try another device.)

5. When you get home, take it off. Have him jack off for you. Then have him do it again. And again. At this point you should have no physical contact with him until he is caged.

5. Have him put it on himself. This is usually the time he will bring up shaving. This is up to you. If you let him shave, do it right. Downward strokes. You also want that freshly shaved area dry and exfoliated to prevent razor bumps. (While you have his clothes off, try to sneak the extra key into his wallet for emergencies etc.)

5. Tell him he will be in it for three days. That’s just enough time to drive him crazy. All he will think about now is his dick and how horny he is.

6. Introduce him to his nipples. Have him wear a Shirt and lightly play with them. Not nipple torture, light pleasure. Explain to him that the nipples are directly connected to his prostate area, and with training he can have an orgasm that feels great, but leaves him just as horny. This will take the attention off his penis while giving him a new path to pleasure. Anal play is for you, not him.

7.  Monitor him. Check for his comfort. This might not be the right cage for him. It can be too tight over time or too loose and pull out. (Try the Holy Trainer!)

8. On day three he will really want to cum. (You can play with him befor this time). It’s time for his first ruined orgasm. Have his hands behind his back, take the penis portion of the cage off only and stroke him making sure to let it go just as he is about to cum. This will ensure that this way of cumming is not pleasant for him and over time, he will not want it any more. Lock him back up. This time for 7 days. (He might not want to now, but he will soon. It is highly addictive.)

9. Have him really concentrate on using his nipples for pleasure. After some practice he will be able to release some boy juice into his cage relieving some pressure from his balls, but keeping him horny.

10. On day 7 give him another ruined orgasm. Keep on this 7 day schedule until he requests more. He will.

Now you have a good boy that wants nothing more than to please you, because it pleases him in his very depths.